After entering the sweet story, I became the vicious ex-girlfriend of the boss

Chapter 67 Don’t look back

There was no emotion in Chu Yan's words, and one could not sense how much reluctance she had to part with the child who had briefly stayed in her womb.

Indeed, thinking from a rational point of view, as Chu Yan said, it was just a fertilized egg that had not yet taken shape, and even consciousness had not yet been born, so it could not be considered a living person, so she should not have any psychological burden if she chose to give up.

But if a person can always think with reason, he would not be a human being.

Gu Chuan has missed the opportunity to understand Chu Yan once, and he will not miss it a second time.

Chu Yan forgot the past, so she also forgot that feeling.

Not long ago, Gu Chuan conducted a crazy investigation. When Chu Yan went to the hospital for surgery, only one friend was with her. He knew Chu Yan's circle and could guess that friend must be Fang Fang.

Fu Jun also said that Chu Yan was in a very bad condition at that time. She was very sad and helpless, but the person who should have stopped all this did not show up.

Gu Chuan often felt that fate had never favored him. Fang Fang, Fu Jun, Shen Xing... Why did so many people know Chu Yan's past, but he was the only one who didn't know?

He and Chu Yan shouldn't have come to this point.

Gu Chuan forced himself to laugh. He seemed to be a normal person with a sound soul. He held her hand and said softly, "It's okay, Yanyan. It's better if you don't remember the past. This way you don't have to be sad about the past. We can create more memories and bring back the child we lost. Yanyan..."

The stinging pain in Gu Chuan's throat became stronger and stronger. He wanted to endure it, but the pain had spread throughout his body, making it difficult for him to breathe.

"Yan Yan, let's start over. We will have another seven, ten, twenty years together... Just like we agreed before, we will spend our whole lives together."

"Really, I won't lie to you. I won't break my promise this time."

"I will remember everything we said and did."

"We can bring back the lost child together if..."

"It's okay if you don't want kids, we only have each other."

As Gu Chuan spoke, he slowly approached. He held her hand and slowly moved it around her waist. The man's eyes were now dark, and he could only tentatively rely on looking for the direction of her existence to find the light that could illuminate himself.

"Yan Yan, let's start over, okay?"

The closer he got to her, the tighter Chu Yan held the knife and fork hidden in her pocket.

In the past, no one thought that Gu Chuan would be a scum who lost his mind and did something against a woman's will.

But now, the way he is viewed is no longer the same as before.

If he really lost his mind and tried to do something to her, then she couldn't just sit there and wait for death.

Chu Yan said: "I am very tired and I want to rest."

Gu Chuan stopped approaching, stared at her for a long time, and said gently: "Okay, I'll stay with you."

He gently picked her up and placed her on the soft bed, then covered her with a quilt. He sat beside the bed, holding her stiff hand, and said with a smile, "Yan Yan, sleep well." Chu Yan closed her eyes, but did not dare to fall asleep.

Now, she has no trust in Gu Chuan at all. In her eyes, he is no different from those illegal elements.

When she felt someone lying next to her, her nerves were extremely tense, but she didn't dare to open her eyes rashly. She just thought she was asleep and didn't know what he wanted to do.

However, Gu Chuan did not use forceful means as she had expected. He just lay beside her, held one of her hands, and looked at her quietly all night. Apart from that, he did nothing.

When Chu Yan "woke up" the next day, it was clear that both she and he were not in such a good mental state.

Gu Chuan, however, was able to smile happily. He brought her a beautiful dress and hair accessories, as if he treated her as a princess. He cooperated with her and dressed her up beautifully.

"Yan Yan, I remember that when you were in high school, you liked to use this kind of hair tie." His hand, which was used to holding a pen, was now picking up the hair tie with unfamiliarity and tying a bow on her ponytail. "After we moved into the new house, I would sometimes help you tie your hair. At that time, you thought the bow I tied was not pretty enough, so I secretly practiced for a long time."

Later, he was finally able to tie a beautiful bow, but his relationship with Chu Yan gradually changed, and she no longer asked him to help her tie her hair.

After many years, he finally had the chance to tie her hair, but the skill, which he had not used for a long time, was now very unfamiliar to him.

What's even more ironic is that no matter how badly he tied the bow now, she would never ask him to do it again in disgust.

Gu Chuan looked at the person in the mirror. She was still the same, but she would no longer smile happily at him like before.

Every morning during those years, when we opened our eyes and saw each other, the life would suddenly become light and lively.

However, this morning was too quiet.

She must not know how much effort he put into suppressing the destructive desire in his body.

Gu Chuan was in dire straits, and there was a voice in his head telling him that this was it, as long as he locked her up in this room, he could do whatever he wanted and keep filling her up until she got pregnant with his child.

But the disappearance of the sword that could be used as a knife to destroy both the enemy and himself gave Gu Chuan a brief moment of clarity.

He was already in hell, and he couldn't drag Chu Yan down to hell to suffer with him.

If he really did that, there would be no possibility for him and her.

What he wanted was a living Chu Yan, the Chu Yan who would smile at him and get angry with him, instead of the Chu Yan who was now cold and indifferent to him.

Gu Chuan put down his hands that were tying her hair, and his fingertips slid down and touched her cheek. Her subconscious reaction was to dodge to the side, and his hands just stayed in mid-air. The empty feeling without any support mocked his self-righteousness.

He took his hand back and forced a smile, "Yan Yan, I've prepared breakfast. There's your favorite taro and pork floss buns. Let's go eat."

Gu Chuan took her hand, and this time, she did not refuse firmly.

She had always been smart and her priority was to protect herself, so she knew not to anger him too much.

Since Gu Chuan chose to use such means to bring her to the villa, it proved that he had already prepared to never look back.