After entering the sweet story, I became the vicious ex-girlfriend of the boss

Chapter 66 Give Up Just Give Up
"I should have found you earlier, I should have noticed your pain earlier, I should have known that our child had quietly arrived earlier..." He leaned over, stroked her cheek with one hand, and whispered: "I'm sorry."

Chu Yan was very obedient and did not resist, but Gu Chuan felt colder and colder.

She always looked at him with such a calm face. No matter what he did or what he said, she never showed any emotion.

Her obedience and her non-resistance are just a means of self-protection.

"Self-protection", when Gu Chuan thought of this word, he felt as if a piece of flesh had been cut out of his body.

Because she felt he was dangerous and would hurt her, she wanted to protect herself.

Once upon a time, Gu Chuan was her support, the person she could rely on the most. She lived in their new house, her eyes always looking for him, and her feet always running towards him.

At that time, Gu Chuan naively thought that their whole lives would be like the year they were eighteen years old. No matter how noisy the outside world was, they would hold each other's hands tightly.

Now that I think about it, the person who changed was not Chu Yan, but him.

He lost his patience with her, and their communication gradually decreased. Even though they often slept in the same bed, it was mostly just to vent their physiological needs.

As time passed, Gu Chuan saw the past more and more clearly. He wanted so much to have a chance to start over. It only took him a few more words. If he had said one more word to Chu Yan, perhaps they would not have reached the point where they are now.

"Yan Yan." Gu Chuan grabbed her hand and put it on his face. His voice trembled, and mist gradually emerged in his black eyes. "You don't remember the past, it doesn't matter, I can tell you everything, if...if you feel unwell, just tell me..."

He was the man who had been in a high position for many years, but now he acted like Chu Yan's most loyal believer. He wanted to worship her and only pray that the gods would have pity on him and look at him more.

Chu Yan asked calmly: "What do you want to say?"

"I am the one who has been with you since high school. We went to the same university. After graduation, we went to see houses together and lived together. I also proposed to you. You were very happy that day. We made a promise that we would be together forever."

Chu Yan: "Then why aren't we together?"

With just one simple sentence, she exposed the most fundamental problem.

Gu Chuan was stunned for a while, unconsciously avoiding her gaze, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Yanyan, it's my fault. It's my indifference and neglect that separated us."

Chu Yan didn't seem to have the slightest curiosity about the past he mentioned. She was still trying to persuade him to calm down. "Whether the past you mentioned is true or false, since it has already passed, there is no need to dwell on it. Mr. Gu, you have a new life, and I have a new life too. Let's just be two parallel lines, isn't that good?"

Gu Chuan looked fragile, "Two... parallel lines?"

"You have the ability and capital to get everything you want. Don't look back at the past. You will have happier days. If it is true as you said, I was involved with you before I lost my memory, but when you proposed to break up, you must have wanted to end an unhealthy relationship and start a new life. Now that things have developed as you wished, why do you have to look back and think about the past?"

Yes, everything was supposed to be going in the best direction.

Gu Chuan met Song Xueying, who was as warm as the sun. He would walk out of the shadow of a failed relationship under the healing light of Song Xueying. Song Xueying would become his warm salvation. Then, they would get engaged, get married, and finally give birth to a pair of smart twins, ushering in a happy ending. But the trajectory of things changed.

Chu Yan, who shouldn't have appeared, showed up at the engagement party. She should have temporarily withdrawn from this wealthy relationship and reappeared after Gu Chuan and Song Xueying got married. She became Shen Xing's girlfriend, and they had interactions again. Everything deviated from the original plan.

Destiny is a really interesting thing, uncontrollable, unpredictable, and even more difficult to grasp.

No one would have thought that Gu Chuan would break off his engagement with Song Xueying just like that. No one would have thought that he now seemed like a fragile madman.

Chu Yan stood on an objective standpoint and advised him again, "Mr. Gu, this world is big, and there are many people in this world. You can definitely pursue something that is more suitable for you."

Gu Chuan stared at her quietly for a long time, then he laughed softly, sad and desperate, "Yan Yan, you won't say such things to me. You said before that you would rather kill me than break up with me."

Of course, these are the harsh words that lovers say when they are having a little quarrel, just because of their possessiveness and pretentious arrogance. They should not be taken seriously, because on the day he proposed to break up, Chu Yan just remained calm and rational and left their cabin.

Chu Yan said: "The Chu Yan who loved you is no longer here."

So everything he said and did now would not have any effect on her.

Gu Chuan shook his head. "Yan Yan, you just forgot the past, so you can say such cold words. When you recall everything in the past, you will definitely not be so cold."

Chu Yan: "Why do you keep deceiving yourself?"

Gu Chuan urgently needed something to prove, and he also urgently needed to arouse Chu Yan's emotional resonance. He held her hand tightly, and finally brought up the topic that he was most reluctant to hurt, "What about our missing child? Are you going to deny everything about him too?"

"These days, I keep thinking, if only I had discovered it earlier..."

"Even if I received your call that night, just one sentence, just one sentence would be enough."

"Our child must be half a year old by now. Maybe he will look like you, maybe he will look like me. Whether it is a boy or a girl, we will like him and we will definitely educate him well."

"Yan Yan, I know you don't want to kill our child, right?"

Chu Yan was silent for a long time.

This gave Gu Chuan hope. Even if she didn't remember anything, the emotions and memories engraved in her bones would not disappear so easily.

Chu Yan's next words shattered all his fantasies.

"It's just an unfertilized egg. If you give up, then give up."