Chapter 399

Xiao Yan cried
Yao Chen stared blankly at Xiao Yan, who had tears on his face. This seemed to be the first time she saw Xiao Yan shed tears since she woke up. Even when the children died, he was not so fragile.

Xiao Yan has always regarded the right path as his life creed. Everything he has said and done has been based on the right path in his mind.

However, Xiao Yan now begins to have doubts about the right path he has always adhered to. At the same time, he also feels confused about his past self.

Are the things you did in the past really meaningful?What should I do about my future?
The medicine sank almost instantly, and I understood what Xiao Yan was thinking at this time.

She immediately wanted to refute Xiao Yan's self-deprecating words just now.

No matter what kind of person Xiao Yan is, Yao Shen has seen everything he has done so far.

When it comes to being a person and doing things, one should not judge one’s deeds but one’s heart. This has been the conclusion throughout the ages.

Even if Xiao Yan is really despicable in his heart, what he has done so far is completely opposite, and he is even willing to risk his life for it.

But when the words came to his lips, they never came out.

There was deep pity in the drug-sinking ruby ​​eyes.

Xiao Yan is just a child who has not experienced much in the world.

Even if he is indeed very strong, he has not experienced too many things in the world. Many things he has never seen before can only be imagined, guessed, and spoken by others. He has not been able to truly experience many problems. Can't figure it out.

If Xiao Yan was like Wu Hao, who regarded becoming stronger as his life creed and just focused on rushing forward, then this problem would definitely not arise.

But obviously, Xiao Yan is not Wu Hao's kind of person.

For the sake of his own right path, he was thinking all the time about what he should do.

How to restrain yourself, how to change others, and how to solve problems while sticking to the right path.

There have never been any major problems before because he solved those things while adhering to the right path, and achieved good results.

However, when he discovers that he cannot solve all problems while adhering to the right path, his determination for the right path will waver and collapse. Just like now, he even has doubts about his past, and he does not dare to ask for help anymore. Move forward, just like you are now.

Xiao Yan was afraid that the next time he performed the right path, he would encounter the same thing as those children again.

The heart that once practiced the right path is now in ruins, and the perseverance of the past has long been gone.

The medicine sank, and I wanted to comfort Xiao Yan, but I didn't know what to say.

Because she doesn't understand. Even now, she doesn't understand what the right path Xiao Yan is pursuing is.

Love your family?Save a friend?Respect for teachers?Keep your promise?Abide by your duties?

These are things that Xiao Yan has been trying his best to do, even if it means risking his life.

But Yao Chen knew that Xiao Yan's right path was far more than that.

If you don't know the full extent of his beliefs, how can you offer words of comfort?

Do you want Yao Chen to tell Xiao Yan that the death of those children has nothing to do with you, let alone your right path?

Xiao Yan would never accept it.

Even if everyone in the world thought it was not his fault, Xiao Yan would never forgive himself.

Of course, Yao Shen could also persuade Xiao Yan based on his own experience.

Don't think too much, you will get used to it gradually.

Haha~ Are you used to it?
Thinking of this word, Yao Chen couldn't help but laugh in his heart.

Those who have as much experience as her can accept many things calmly and let go of their obsessions. Maybe there are indeed open-minded people among them, but most people have only one reason for being like this.

Because of myself, nothing can be changed.

Since nothing can be changed, it is better to throw away the useless worries and make yourself feel better.

Slowly, I got used to it, and if I encounter something similar again, I won't even leave any scars.

To put it bluntly, it is like pouring cold water on that hot heart. When the heat disappears, the heart is completely cold.

This is how the edges and corners of young people are slowly smoothed away, and this is how drug sinking comes along.

However, Yao Shen doesn't want Xiao Yan to be like her. She doesn't want Xiao Yan to slowly get used to things that are unacceptable to him, and even become numb and indifferent.

Therefore, Yao Shen said nothing.

He just stretched out his hand and gently held Xiao Yan in his arms, proving to him with his actions that no matter how confusing the road ahead was, he would always be with him.

Feeling the illusory body temperature of the medicine, Xiao Yan did not blush as much as before and his heart slowly became silent. His heart on the verge of collapse slowly calmed down and his eyes gradually closed.

After a while, Xiao Yan, breathing steadily, fell asleep peacefully.

Yao Chen looked at Xiao Yan's face sleeping soundly in his arms. He stretched out his hand to gently push the hair away from Xiao Yan's forehead, with unconcealable tenderness in his eyes.

Why is this child so obsessed with the right path?

Yao Shen really couldn't figure out what supported Xiao Yan to stick to the right path to this day, and he even had doubts about himself because of it.

This is by no means innate, it must be that Xiao Yan has been influenced by someone or something.

Just as Yao Chen was thinking about this, a voice that made her hair stand on end suddenly sounded in her ears.

"Hey~~Xiao Yan is asleep."

"Um?!"

Yao Chen turned her head suddenly, and what she saw was that handsome face that made her heart skip a beat.

Yunying!

In just a short moment, Yao Chen put away the fear in his eyes, and then showed the slightest hint of evil.

"What are you doing here?"

"It's okay~ I just came here to take a look when I was bored. I feel that Xiao Yan has been in a bad state for the past two days."

As Yunying spoke, she lightly touched the side of Xiao Yan's face with the folding fan in her hand. As if she thought it was fun, she showed a bright smile. This smile was enough to be called a flower shy of the moon, a fish that sinks and a goose falls, and it was so beautiful.

However, Yao Chen knew very well that beneath this appearance that was almost as good as his own, there lurked an extremely ruthless and cruel face, and the slightest carelessness could lead to death.

"What's wrong with him these past two days, isn't it all related to you?"

Yao Chen suppressed the resentment in his heart and spoke as calmly as possible, which made Yunying look suspicious in his eyes.

"Oh? Is it related to me?"

"You gave that girl Xiao Mei's script, right? Just because the series of events she filmed caused Xiao Yan to doubt his own righteousness, do you think it has nothing to do with you?"

Even though Yao Shen had suppressed his anger as much as possible, his words could not help but reveal a hint of rudeness. Originally, Xiao Yan was emotionally unstable after the Black Corner Domain Incident, but because of the chain reaction caused by Yunying, Xiao Yan almost almost Everything is broken. Can Yao Shen not be angry?

Fortunately, Yunying didn't care, and there was a look of understanding in his eyes.

"Ah~ So that's it." Yunying opened the folding fan, covered half of his face, narrowed one eye slightly and chuckled: "It's normal to have doubts. What he did is not an ordinary way. Even if there is no Because of our factors, it is only a matter of time before he doubts his own right path." Yunying's words left Yao Shen speechless.

What she said was true, the righteous path that Xiao Yan followed was contrary to this world, and doubts would arise sooner or later. Yunying was just an accidental condition that would appear sooner or later.

Besides, the real reason is still about those children, otherwise Xiao Yan would not be entangled to this point no matter how many arguments he heard.

At this time, Yunying spoke, with a hint of ridicule in his words.

"You are obviously his teacher, but you don't believe him at all."

"What did you say?"

Yao Chen's expression changed slightly. She believed that she believed everything about Xiao Yan unconditionally. Why did Yunying say that?
Yunying also heard the disapproval in Yao Chen's tone and laughed softly.

"Compared to you, I trust Xiao Yan quite a bit."

Yun Ying's words made Yao Shen pause for a moment, and soon he saw Yun Ying turning his attention to Xiao Yan.

"Xiao Yan will never give up on the right path he has always adhered to because of this setback."

Yunying's words were so firm and sincere that Yao Shen was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.

However, Yunying's next words made her soul body's hands and feet instantly feel cold.

"Of course, this is just our wishful thinking. If he really gives up the right path because of this, then we really have nothing to do. But for wasting so much time, we can only repay it by letting him disappear forever~"

"!!!"

Yao Shen's expression suddenly changed. Yun Ying's understatement made Yao Chen confirm Yun Ying's true nature once again.

Cruel, ruthless, he is the only one in the world, he only does things according to his own preferences, and doesn't care about anything else!
But just when the medicine was sinking and her heart felt like it was falling into an ice cellar, Yunying's speech took a sharp turn.

"You're kidding~ I am Xiao Yan's best friend, how could I take his life so easily?"

Looking at Yunying's smiling face, Yao Shen was a little confused.

Which of this woman's words is the truth?

"Then, I'll take my leave now."

Yunying waved her hand and turned around to leave, but Yao Shen suddenly spoke, causing her to stop.

"Can we ask you a question?"

"Okay, I will tell you everything I know, and I will tell you everything I know."

Yunying tilted her head slightly and responded softly. Yao Shen paused, with a little astonishment in his eyes.

She just asked tentatively, but she didn't expect Yunying to agree.

To be honest, she had so many questions to ask Yunying, and she really didn't know what to ask. After all, it was unprecedented for Yunying's character to be able to answer even one question.

After thinking about it, Yao Shen still picked out an issue closely related to Xiao Yan.

"What is the relationship between Xiao Ling and Xiao Yan in that drama?"

In that drama, when Xiao Ling finally disappeared, the black energy emitting from her body looked very familiar, because she had seen it from Xiao Yan countless times before that.

That kind of energy that is neither fighting spirit nor soul power is really difficult to describe as coincidence.

Hearing Yao Shen's inquiry, Yunying's expression unexpectedly froze for a rare moment, but it only returned to normal in an instant, and she smiled lightly.

"Who knows, maybe a certain undead obsession that refuses to admit defeat has returned to the world."

As the words that sounded like a joke fell, Yunying's figure disappeared from Yao Chen's eyes.

Yao Chen frowned. She had been thinking about what the black energy was. Now she finally got an almost certain answer, but there was no joy in her heart.

That thing is really not a good thing.

Yao Chen thought about how to deal with it. He looked down at the sleeping Xiao Yan and smiled helplessly.

Xiao Yanzi, the troubles you bring to my teacher are really bigger than the last.
As night fell, Xiao Yan slowly opened his eyes and looked at the night sky dotted with stars. His brain that had just woken up could not wake up for a while.

Why did I sleep here?And it seems to be leaning on something soft
At this time, a familiar face with an alluring face appeared in the field of vision, and he opened his mouth lightly.

"Xiao Yanzi, you're finally awake." Her tender ruby ​​eyes narrowed slightly and she said with a smile: "I think it's very comfortable to sleep on my teacher~"

"Eh?"

Xiao Yan was stunned for a while, his chaotic mind slowly cleared up, and he gradually recalled what happened before falling asleep. At the same time, he noticed where his head was resting, and his face instantly turned pale. He quickly sat up and turned over, facing the medicine sink. He banged his head heavily on the ground.

"Disciple is rude! Please punish me, Senior Yao!"

"Don't be so serious. I don't blame you as a teacher."

Yao Shen, who knew Xiao Yan's character, chuckled and waved his hand. He was obviously not surprised that Xiao Yan bowed his head to admit his mistake when he woke up, although Yao Shen did not feel that Xiao Yan had done anything wrong.

Yao Chen looked at Xiao Yan's head, his words full of pity.

"Xiao Yan, you are just a child. There is no need to put such a heavy burden on yourself. You should not be responsible for many responsibilities."

Immediately, Yao Chen slowly stretched out his hands, caressed Xiao Yan's cheek, slowly raised his head, met his eyes in Xiao Yan's dull eyes, and spoke softly.

"Then you said, do you doubt the meaning of what you did before?"

"How can it be meaningless?"

"The Xiao family lives in harmony and happiness because of you, the Little Medical Fairy survives today because of your fulfillment of your promise, and the Snake Tribe and the Gama Empire can shake hands and make peace because of your participation."

"It's also because of you that we were able to resolve the misunderstanding with your senior sister, so that we don't have any regrets for the rest of our lives."

"For you, the only shortcoming so far is the children in the Black Corner Domain, but that is definitely not your fault. You should not take this blame on yourself."

"Being responsible is a good thing, but being too responsible can easily overwhelm yourself. Don't take all the responsibility on yourself."

Yao Chen said this, and then showed a helpless smile.

"But with your kid's temper, you probably can't do it."

"As a teacher, I won't force you to change, but there is something I hope you can remember."

"You can talk to me at any time, the sadness in your heart, the sorrow in your heart. Maybe my teacher can't help you, but at least I want you to know that you are by no means alone in facing everything you face. ."

"We are your teacher. As a teacher, it is our responsibility to listen to the complaints of our disciples, right?"

Yao Chen grinned, raised his hand to hold Xiao Yan's head, and stared at him closely. Xiao Yan couldn't help but be lost in thought when he looked at the dazzling ruby ​​eyes in front of him.

After a long time, Xiao Yan looked gentle and showed a Hexi smile.

"Yes, disciple, please keep it in mind."

(End of this chapter)

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