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Chapter 170 38. Redemption
It was the last way Qi Ninghao could think of to secretly bring out the sick Xu Yi.

This was the first time he picked up Xu Yi, and it was so light that it was almost weightless.

Sighing, she shouldn't be like this, and Biyin shouldn't be like this either.

Walking outside Biyin's door, Qi Ninghao said, "Biyin, do you still remember the master's last request?"

Unexpectedly, there was no response, and Qi Ninghao continued: "Master loved Chi Chi the most during his lifetime, and even entrusted Chi Chi to you, don't you care about her?"

Biyin in the room slowly opened her eyes.

It's just, yeah, it's just my uncle's cat, and my uncle asked me to take care of hers...

Qi Ninghao outside the door continued: "Biyin, come and see her, she is not well now."

As soon as the words fell, there was a sound in the room, followed by the sound of the door opening.

The three words 'not very good' pierced into Biyin's heart like a thorn, the same three words as when she mentioned her uncle that day. She couldn't lose his uncle and lose his promise.

Before Qi Ninghao could see Biyin's appearance clearly, his arms were suddenly empty, and Xu Yi was hugged by Biyin in the blink of an eye.

"Bi Yin!"

What responded to him was the sound of closing the door.

Looking at the empty hands, Qi Ninghao was helpless, but at the same time relieved.

Fortunately, fortunately, there is still one, and there is a final agreement, so Biyin should be able to cheer up a little.

Carrying Xu Yi to the bed, Biyin looked down at the nested kitten, her nose felt a little sore.

How could that little guy who was rolling around like a baby in his uncle's arms become like this?

Squatting in front of the bed, Biyin stretched out her hand, imitating her uncle's appearance in memory, and gently stroking the little guy in front of her, "Are you also thinking about uncle? You still have some conscience, it's no wonder that uncle loves you so much."

Thinking of her uncle, Biyin's tone became softer, "Even you little guy knows how to feel sorry for uncle, but..."

Speaking of this, Biyin looked in the direction outside the door, finally sighed, and didn't say any more.

But this sigh, it was all he wanted.

Now she can't figure out those reasons, can't listen to those plans, she just wants to avenge her uncle, Lin Chuang, and her brothers and friends on the back mountain.

She has already got into this bullshit, and she can't get out until everything is over.

She doesn't hate Qi Ninghao, she only hates herself.

She knew that all of this had nothing to do with Qi Ninghao, it was all her wishful thinking.

It was she who thought that she wanted to find the little wooden sword given by her father for Qi Ninghao, and it was her wishful thinking that compared that small stone to Qi Ninghao.

All of this is her own fault, she deserves it, but there are thousands of mistakes, and it is her fault, why should she hurt others.

In many cases, the rare thing is not admitting mistakes, but the price behind the mistakes.

Living full of self-blame and guilt is far more painful than dying.

In a daze, Xu Yi seemed to feel that someone beside her was talking to her.

"Meow meow~"

Bi Yin was at a loss for a weak cry, this was the first time she saw Xu Yi like this.

"Are you hungry? You won't be sick?"

Xu Yi's weak appearance at the moment somewhat made Bi Yin restrained as if he was facing a formidable enemy.He stretched out his hand to carefully test the temperature on Xu Yi's body.

The familiar clumsiness and gentleness made Xu Yi rub his head comfortably, thinking of the person who has been learning how to love her.

Biyin's body froze for a moment due to the peculiar feeling of his subordinates.

Tentatively imitating his uncle, he held Xu Yi in his arms and stroked him gently.

"Meow~" Xu Yi hummed subconsciously, looking for a comfortable position.

Letting the kitten in her arms move around, the novelty made Biyin's eyes widen, her body froze and she dared not move.

Is this why uncle loves her so much?
The feeling of being completely dependent on a cat seems... not bad at all.

Xu Yi in his arms seemed to have found a position he liked and stopped tossing about.

Seeing the kitten sleeping peacefully in her arms, Biyin's heart gradually relaxed, and a relaxed smile appeared on the corners of her lips and eyebrows.

At this moment, in this square inch of land, there is no hatred, no self-blame, no regrets, there are only one person and one cat, and they are at ease for a moment.

The sunlight outside the window fell on Biyin, making it very warm and comfortable.

This is a peaceful sleep that Biyin has not seen for a long time, without the darkness of the room when she wakes up in the middle of the night, and without the boundless self-blame at midnight.

It feels so good to feel the dawn.

Biyin opened her eyes, and met a pair of blue eyes, clear and bright, she just tilted her head and looked at herself.

Like an elf who has fallen into the mortal world, with those clean eyes, she can see through all her misery, but it won't make her feel any discomfort.

Forgiving and warm.

Understand her remorse and uneasiness, understand her pretending to be strong.

"Meow meow meow~" Xu Yiyi found himself in Biyin's arms before dawn. Although he didn't understand how he got here, he could guess a thing or two.

Although his body is very weak now, thirsty and hungry, Xu Yi still didn't wake up Biyin.

Seeing Biyin's frown still tightly in her sleep, Xu Yi felt very distressed.

A child who is too sensible always attributes all mistakes to himself and tortures himself.

Xi Nan has already left, but Biyin is still there.

She failed to save Xi Nan, but Biyin can't have another accident!
Seeing that Biyin opened his eyes and looked at him in a daze, Xu Yi rubbed Biyin's neck very obediently, "Meow meow~"

Biyin sat up, raised Xu Yi high and looked at her, "Are you hungry?"

"Meow!"

Just like a lone traveler in the boundless desert, when he is about to give up struggling, he sees forests of trees and blue lakes, and the town with smoke from cooking houses stands quietly not far away.

Even if it is a mirage, it can always make people rush to it without hesitation.

A little hope is better than nothing at all.

Redemption has never been complicated.

It is a ray of gentle light, and it is two hearts that are riddled with holes but still sincere.

……

Perhaps it was because of Xi Nan's departure that Zhizhi couldn't adapt for a while, like a frightened bird, she transferred all her dependence on Xi Nan to Biyin.

Except for Biyin, no one is allowed to approach her, no matter where Biyin goes, she just has to follow closely.

For Ji Ziyuan's explanation, Biyin nodded and accepted it very well.

I moved the things I needed to my own room, and learned a lot of things that need to be paid attention to when taking care of me from Doudoujiaojiao.

In the days of being with Zhizhi, Biyin has rarely thought of those unpleasant memories.It's just that in the dead of night, Biyin would still sit on the bed and meditate alone.

(End of this chapter)