My system cannot tolerate CP speculation

Chapter 169 37. Hate
In order to save her, her uncle was in danger alone, and while protecting her, he also wanted to knock down the enemies who came rushing up one after another. Instead of helping him, she even made trouble to pick up her purse at the critical moment of life and death.

If she hadn't gone to pick up the purse, she wouldn't have been caught. If she hadn't been caught, uncle wouldn't have put down his sword for her. If she hadn't put down the sword, uncle wouldn't have been hurt so badly. If...

Nothing would have happened without her.

"Little girl, spring goes and autumn comes, there is a definite number... It's today, it's tomorrow, the difference is not big, so don't be too harsh on yourself."

Xi Nan's voice is very soft, but full of warmth, enough to comfort a heart full of self-blame.

Xu Yi jumped onto the bed lightly, curled up on Xi Nan's lap as usual, and let Xi Nan's hands caress his body intermittently.

"Uncle, I..."

Xi Nan interrupted Biyin and said, "Biyin, can uncle entrust you with something?"

This was the first time Xi Nan spoke in such a tone, and Biyin immediately straightened her body, "Uncle, tell me, Biyin will promise you no matter what!"

The smile on the corner of Xi Nan's lips deepened, and the hand stroking Xu Yi became more tender and affectionate, "Uncle would like to ask you to take good care of Xu Yi."

Xu Yi raised his head and looked at the man in front of him, this man who gave all his tenderness to a cat, this man who was wholeheartedly planning for her, she still failed to save him after all...

"Uncle, don't be like this, woo woo."

"I made this little guy a bit squeamish, so if you don't understand anything, just ask Doudoujiao."

"Okay, uncle, I promise you." Biyin sniffed and nodded.

"Don't let anyone hurt her."

"it is good!"

At this time, Ji Zi Yuan came in with two bowls of medicine.

After feeding one of the bowls to Xi Nan, and another bowl of medicine to Qi Ninghao, Ji Ziyuan said flatly, "Ning Hao, drink it."

Smelling the smell in the bowl, Xu Yi seemed to have thought of something, and looked at Xi Nan in surprise.

Although he didn't understand Ji Ziyuan's behavior, Qi Ninghao still took the medicine bowl and drank it down.

"Uncle Ziyuan, what is this?" Biyin asked worriedly.

Ji Ziyuan glanced at Xi Nan, shook his head and sighed, "Mother and mother grass, the root is the mother, and the leaves are the children. Divide and eat it, and the leaves will eat the power of the root without paying a price."

After a pause, Ji Ziyuan continued under the shocked expressions of Biyin and Qi Ninghao: "For this reason, all the sects are flocking to it, just so that the ancestors can transfer their skills to themselves in a hundred years."

Speaking of this, both Biyin and Qi Ninghao also understood the intention of Xi Nan's move.

"Uncle Ziyuan, please save uncle, please..."

"...Master, I don't want it!" After all, he was still a child, and Qi Ninghao's voice choked up.

"Ning Hao, master wants to entrust Biyin to you, but can you protect her now?"

"I..." Although he didn't want to admit it, Qi Ninghao also knew that with his current ability, he was not qualified to protect anyone.

"Ning Hao, before there is no absolute power, whether it is revenge or protection, it is nonsense. Bliss Gate is the master's home, Biyin's home, and your home. You can escape from the world here for a while, but now Can you avoid this situation for the rest of your life?"

Xi Nan seldom spoke so much, and was always concise.But this time, Xi Nan seemed like a father who hoped that the child would grow up as soon as possible and taught him earnestly.

"Ning Hao, you can protect Biyin."

Qi Ninghao nodded heavily, "Master, don't worry! I can do it!"

……

When all the dust settled, there was only one person and one cat left in the room.

"Just don't be afraid, I will always find you."

Xu Yi huddled in front of Xi Nan's chest, beside his ears were Xi Nan's breathless whispers, and on his back was the consistent, gentle hand.

It's just that the hands that once brought her warmth are getting colder and colder, gradually losing their movement...

Xu Yi rubbed her head against the person in front of her who was always protecting her without asking for anything in return, but she never got any response.

"Meow meow..." Xi Nan, Xi Nan, Xi Nan...

The passing of life, wherever it is, is a sad thing

……

Xi Nan left.

really gone.

Xu Yi curled up on his cold jade bed and slept in the dark, he didn't know what night it was.

Since Xi Nan left, Xu Yi has maintained this state, sleeping like this without eating or drinking.

Xu Yi didn't know what was wrong with him, his mind was in chaos, he was so dizzy that he didn't have any thoughts, as if he really wanted to become a cat, without thinking or cognition.

She doesn't know if this is good or bad. Ever since she came to this world, Bang Bang has disappeared, and the system has only appeared once. She can't even firmly tell herself that the world she once lived in exists. For this place, she just a passerby...

Without Bangbang, she often couldn't even remember why she came here.

Perhaps, this is what Bangbang said about being lost in the world.

Only this time, can she still go out?
……

Xu Yi is sick.

Very sick.

The delicate and delicate cat that was originally carefully cared for by Xi Nan, the beautiful and soft hair is getting dull day by day, and the shapely body is getting thinner and thinner.

Don't have to pay attention to the complex emotions of the outside world, maybe it's the easiest to just stay sick like this.

What Xu Yi didn't know was that when she was in a daze, the world was already turned upside down outside.

Xi Nan's death was like the last straw that broke the camel's back, completely crushing Biyin.

The gray sky is so low that even breathing seems to be a luxury.The occasional thunder struck heavily on everyone's hearts every time, covering up the hoarse pain.While the fleeting lightning lights up the sky, it brings people into the next darkness...

After the rain, the sky is sunny, it is the beginning and the end.

Standing on the top of the mountain, her eyes fell on the sea of ​​clouds in the distance, and Biyin's heart was also swallowed by this boundless darkness.

Hatred is like a vine growing savagely in the rain.Absorbing her nutrients frantically, he surrounded her tightly, beyond recognition.

The broken wedding dress was covered with dried blood, which gradually turned into fly ash in the firelight and disappeared into the sky.

Biyin discarded her tears and pride in the past, and threw them in the sky where everything happened, in the underground where many coffins were buried, and in the ignorant and fearless yesterday.

From then on, she was willing to settle everything with her own hands until she died.

……

After Xi Nan left, Biyin did not shed a single tear, calmly acting like an ignorant child.

But Qi Ninghao became more and more uneasy. He would rather Biyin cry and make a fool of himself than shut himself in the room like this now.

(End of this chapter)