Marriage in Troubled Times

"Are you worried about something? What is there in Beicheng? It's what you long for, but are afraid of seeing."

He knew that he couldn't say these things to his students, but he was really sad. She had never had anyone to talk about her emotions, and he had no one to talk to. He just took his own sadness, but she felt that this student Not a very good target, she can't show so many negative emotions in front of her students, this is his student, he must focus on educating good children.

"I fell in love with someone, but he kept trying to kill me, I don't know why, so when he chose to kill me, I still didn't open my eyes, but I was saved later , even if your grandfather picked him up from the cliff, but I still don’t hate him, but now let me talk about love, I don’t love him anymore.”

He is not filial, he tells himself sad stories about the past, but he is also willing to share his life experience with his students, let them know that life is not easy, and not all people in society are human, but sometimes people just need to wipe Keep your eyes open, if you don't keep your eyes open, you will be the one who is sad. It is very painful to fall in love with someone you shouldn't love.

"So the teacher is afraid to see him again when he returns to Beicheng?"

She handed over an apple, which seemed to be quite popular. Anyway, it was something you couldn’t eat in the town, but there were apples everywhere in Beicheng. There were no rare apples, but Qin Shi was a student, and she couldn’t afford more expensive ones. To honor his grandfather, but this apple is also very precious to his grandfather. The child knows that being filial to the elderly is as important as gold and silver.

"I want to see him, but I am afraid to see him, but I want to see him, and I have nothing to say to him. I just want to ask him why he wants to kill me, and the relationship we have been together for so many years. Why? To this day, I insist on tearing my face apart like this, but I don’t want to see him, I think his answer must be unacceptable to me, so I fell into this deep entanglement.”

"I heard that a few days ago, a woman from a merchant was always caught, saying that she was the murderer who hurt you, and she must be punished on the spot. In a few days, it will probably be dealt with, and you will never have to see her again. Now that he's here, since he's already dead, you don't have to worry about it anymore."

When Qin Shi talked to the teacher, he ignored the process of their arrest. If the luthier hadn't called the governor to say that he met his teacher here, then they really didn't have a chance to catch the woman. After all, This is all due to him, but he didn't dare to say it in front of the teacher. He felt that the teacher still had nostalgia for that woman. If he said that, it would only increase the teacher's dislike for him.

But he doesn't know how he can find the governor, because if the teacher returns to Beicheng, he will definitely go to see that woman. If he sees that woman, he will inevitably meet the governor, and he will definitely mention this matter to her. When the time comes It's not the case when this matter comes out of the governor's mouth.

So he wants to meet the governor before the teacher goes back, and explain this matter to her, she likes the teacher, she must not let the teacher hate him, but he feels that what he did is not wrong, the teacher is confused by that woman Yes, as long as one day he gives him time, he will definitely come out of that period of gloom, but it's not the time yet, but he is also curious, the two of them have been together for so long, what is he forced to do? Things must kill the teacher.

A simple person doesn't know the relationship at all, and he doesn't know the history of Beicheng today. Some of the things he cares about are only literature, so it is impossible for him to know the messy relationship between these people. He feels that the teacher is his role model, who is excellent in all aspects, and he will become a person like the teacher in the future. This is his admiration for the teacher.

"What did you say? He has already been caught. I thought he was ready for everything and he would not be caught. I think my understanding of him is a bit shallower. If that's the case, I don't know if I can bail him out."

He has plans in his heart, but he has confessed to the law, so what can he say to be useful?If he doesn't have the belief in survival, then whatever he is doing is useless.

"I've always been curious about a question, do you not hate her because you still love him?"

When Qin Shi was in school, he had heard about the love story between the teacher and the crazy woman in the business, but he had never taken it seriously at that time, and the teacher was also in the school, so he never mentioned it, so he thought it was Some people say such silly things unnecessarily because of Teacher Du Jie's talent, but they didn't expect that this thing is true, and the teacher really likes that kind of tall and fat woman.

Qin Shi and Shang Zifan are two extremes in every aspect, they are different in every aspect, especially in appearance and body shape.

Shang Zifan is tall and fat, and his appearance is not very good-looking, but Qin Shi is different. He has the softness and petiteness unique to women in Beicheng, and he is also gentle and virtuous. Choose and decide.

She can be regarded as a good woman, and she must be at a disadvantage with an old man like Li Ru, but he has not mentioned to his parents that they always value him very much. After all, in school, he is considered He is a man of the hour, so the parents can rest assured that the child will be handed over to him. Even if the child says this one day, the parents will not be very anxious, because they also think that this young man is indeed very good. A little bit, worthy of his own daughter, their family is a scholarly family, from his grandfather to him all are highly educated intellectuals, so they also like people with high IQ minds.

Only people with culture and background are worthy of entering their family. This is the only requirement Qin Shi's father has for this child.

"If I still love him, from the moment I heard that he was arrested, I would have frantically ran to the road and stopped the car to go to Beicheng, but I didn't. I don't want to delay his death, but I But I want to see him for the last time, I only care about the last truth now, what is he doing for? He wants to kill me."

"I never thought that you were such a persistent person. I thought you didn't care about anything."

"After all, this is something that killed me. Of course, I have to think carefully. You are still young and don't understand anything. If you find me at my age one day, you will probably understand some of what I said. Although you still don't understand me, the relationship between my parents, you can use that kind of sympathy for me, although you still can't sympathize with me now, because you don't understand at all."

When they talked about this, they didn't talk about Li Ru's parents, because under the pressure of Qin Shi, he disrespected his parents very much. He didn't know what wrong things his parents did to make a child treat his parents like this. Generally disagree, but at least it can know that his parents must be at fault, otherwise how could the child have such resistance to his parents for no reason?And all the children in the whole family.

The two of them sat from dusk until the moon, and quietly climbed into the sky. They looked at the dimly lit night in Beicheng. In fact, Beicheng is not considered prosperous, but it is also unattainable for them. When Qin Shi was studying in Beicheng , I have never felt this tranquility, but it is different now. She sits on the mound in front of her grandfather’s house and looks out, feeling very comfortable and relaxed in everything. I came back to see grandpa. Even if there was no teacher here before, he would come here and occasionally bring some small surprises to grandpa. Although he is a student, he has a lot of time to do part-time jobs and earn a lot of money. Most of the money is spent on grandpa.

His grandma left them very early. Grandpa lived alone for so many years and never married another woman. She admired his grandfather's love very much. He knew how many men couldn't do what his grandpa did.

Occasionally, he would bring an apple and persimmon to his grandpa, and more often, he would bring some daily necessities for food and drink, but his grandpa basically sent all the things it brought into her stomach. At this age, the old man no longer has a good mouth to eat, so seeing his granddaughter eat is also a kind of enjoyment for him.

The old man has never been wronged since he was a child, and his family has always been rich, so he never said what he wanted since he was a child?When he can't get it, he feels that his granddaughter's love for him is very precious. After all, it is not a factor that he can control.

"Teacher, have you considered accepting other women?"

"Of course I have considered that kind of stable life. This is what my mother hopes. She hopes that I will marry a good man and live a good life. She will give me a few children. My mother is very good to me, although He died, but I must fulfill his wish, I once thought about having a future and a past with that woman, but that was just my own idea."

He thought about the things he said and did in the past, and he thought about that woman, but he actually wanted his own life. This is simply terrible, an unfamiliar woman.

"Then what kind of person do you hope to find in the future to spend your life with?"

"You are still a child, don't inquire about such things, I have no feelings for you, and there will be no ending between us, the most important thing for you now is to study hard and live the life you want , so that for you, life is meaningful, and I have already been shaped like this in this life, but you are not you or the newborn sun."

"Every time you say this to me, you always say that I am the sun born, but I am not interested in this world at all, I don't love this world, I only love you, why don't you understand What about my heart? How many times do I need to say it? I like you very much, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and my parents also like you very much, and they support my decision."