Marriage in Troubled Times

"If you don't go back and take a look, something might happen in the house. I heard that several people couldn't settle down, so the old man committed suicide alone."

"It's absolutely impossible for him to commit suicide. He has always been the one who cherishes his life the most."

All the children commented on their fathers like this. How could such a coward commit suicide? Whoever dies must live well.

So even if someone said this fact, they would never admit that their father might really commit suicide.

This father is not competent enough, he doesn't know himself enough, but his children really understand him, what kind of person he is and what kind of things he will do?What kind of things would I do?They are all very clear.

"But it was realized before, and now people in the whole Beijing city have spread the word about what kind of situation you are at home, why don't you go back and have a look, at least it's better than worrying about it here."

"If I had the slightest nostalgia for that family, I wouldn't be here today."

If a person is full of despair about his family and his own life, no one can save him, he is just sad.

Qin Shi didn't understand that kind of sadness, because he had never heard of such a thing. His family was happy and happy, his parents were very kind to him, and he could always see his grandfather and the old people above him. It was very harmonious inside, and no one was intriguing, so he simply couldn't understand what a person who came out of such an environment was burdened with.He also couldn't understand why parents don't love their children?Children will rebel against their parents.

"But you can't stay home forever, you have to go back and have a look. After all, your father really needs someone to take care of you now. Your brother and sister disagreed about this matter, so they parted ways. When it comes to your father, lying alone in the hospital, no one cares about him, it's pitiful."

Li Ru has always felt that even if everyone ignores his father, his parents will not ignore him, but after hearing what he said, his father was lying alone in the ward, and Sun Wu didn't even send anyone over to take a look. He just thought of this matter, it's not as simple as he said, the governor's level of secrecy about everything is still in place, after all, such a thing is not something glorious?So he must deceive others. Qin Shi Qingdao's is just superficial. He really hasn't heard of other things, but relying on this little superficiality, he comes here to educate himself now.

Speaking of it, he was also surprised, what was the reason for this incident?There will never be any conflicts between the elder brother and the younger sister, because the elder brother will let the younger sister do everything. Although he is not a mother, everyone feels very good about this younger sister. Although the father loves her too much, But it is also because the only girl in the family, so everyone dotes on him extraordinarily, and has never done anything that makes people feel sad or sad.

So this matter must have other influences, but it doesn't matter, they will solve it by themselves, you never get to write about family matters, and they may not need their own opinions at all, but Qin Shi He didn't know that it was the relationship in the family, and there were twists and turns, so she was still a very simple person, and he didn't think about these things, and told him, so he simply shut up and stopped talking.

"The teachers I know taught us to be filial and respectful. They would never be so disregarding human relations, nor would they be so indifferent to their parents."

"But I never taught you that not all children have parents, and not all parents are capable of this responsibility."

Although the term "parents" has a wide range, how many people can really be called parents?How many children are displaced?Those orphans don't have parents. Could it be that they jumped out of the cracks in the rocks?It's just because their parents didn't care about them at all. He didn't explain the truth that not all people are worthy of being parents, because children don't need to learn this at all.

As a teacher, I want to spread some positive energy to the children, but there is really no positive energy in his life, abandoned by his parents, abandoned by his lover, all these things in this world, what else does he have? What about nostalgia?But these are no wonder others leave, but because he is an unpleasant person, so he was abandoned because of various things, but he is used to it, it is good for him to stay in this place between mountains and rivers, but the inside Although the people are not so rich, they have a very tacit understanding between them, and they have never blushed. It is a very harmonious place where people here will not hide evil intentions, let alone selfishness.

"So you will definitely not go back, right?"

"Impossible. There is nothing wrong with it. You know the place between mountains and rivers. It makes people feel relaxed and happy. I have thought of the best place before. There is no better place than between mountains and rivers. I don't want to go close to the city again." The hustle and bustle of the house, and I don’t want to be close to those tedious things at home, I have no home, no children, this is the best place for me.”

He knows that students will feel disappointed when he says this, because what he always brings to people is positive energy, and every class is taught with a smile, no matter what has been experienced before class, what will be experienced after class?He has never brought these emotions to his students, but today is different. When he pulled his face down, this is another him that Qin Shi has never seen before. One is arrogant and domineering, arrogant, and the other is ignorant of the world. Ask the people of Shanshui.

"Then you stay here, I have nothing to say, as a teacher, this is how you educate your students."

What Qin Shi doesn't understand is exactly what Li Ru is going through. She will never understand what disappointment is, but she can tell that the teacher is very unhappy.

"Education is education, but it doesn't mean that the education I receive must be integrated, just like what I taught you, do you know it?"

As soon as this question was asked, Qin Shi didn't know how to answer it at the time. He really didn't learn everything the teacher taught him, and he really didn't learn all the ways the teacher taught him to behave in the world. He felt that what the teacher said always There are flaws, but imagining the teacher in this way does not match what he said. These words were never said by the teacher from the bottom of his heart.

"I told you in detail for the school. How to do it is the teacher's own choice? But I think as children, we should go back and do our last bit of filial piety to our parents."

Li Wen is not an indifferent him, he treats people warmly and kindly, those who treat him well, he treats them twice as well, and those who treat him badly, he will not hold any complaints, but will It's just staying away, but for her father, she really doesn't know what to say. His father never scolded him, but he never appreciated her. In this short life, his father is like a hasty passerby. I don't know what kind of person can stay in my own life, but my father is not him, and he never takes himself seriously.

Five sense organs, others As children, it is true that they should go back and see their father, but the environment he is in is indeed inconvenient. People who show their faces reluctantly don’t know themselves, but if they go back at this time, it is estimated that the person who poops is still He will want to kill himself. Since he has done this, he must have a good grasp to get rid of his crime. In that case, as long as he is Mr., he will definitely try to kill himself , he knew that he couldn't refuse him. For so many years, even if there was no kindness, he still had feelings. He could put aside his feelings but he couldn't.

He has been loved by no one since he was a child, and if someone gave him a piece of candy, he naively thought that it was the best thing in the world. The food he ate, but it wasn’t actually him. He might have given two candies to someone else. With this candy, he felt that he would be with this person for the rest of his life.He didn't think about other things at all, which is the tragedy of a person like him who has no one to love him.

Some people give him a little affection, and he treats this drop of water like an ocean, but what he doesn't know is that this person has also given it, and others are like a vast ocean, and this is just the last thing left. He gave him a drop of water as a pity, but he lost the treasure.

"Teacher, what are you looking at?"

Dad's child was branded with a layer of afterglow of the sun, and looked very comfortable. She always liked to sit on this hill and look at the north wall. They knew what they were revolving around the North City?But he always likes to take a look, to visit the days that he has never experienced before.

""I want to see the prosperity of Beijing, but I am afraid that the prosperity will hurt me.

The older a person is, the lonelier he is, the more he grows up, the more he fears being hurt, but the hurt always comes one after another.

""When you look at the sky in Beicheng, you feel that it is no different from the sky here. When you look at the streets in Beicheng, you find that it is much more prosperous than here. In a prosperous place, there are naturally more people. The more prosperous the place, the higher the consumption. But people don't earn much, and they desire more money, so there is intrigue.

If this village becomes more and more prosperous, will the people here be as humble and polite as they are now?It's hard to say, but she didn't say this, he couldn't give the teacher the impression that money is everything.

But he thought too much, his teacher was so much older than him, how could he not know?Today is the same thing as before. With money, one can do anything, but without money, it is difficult to move an inch in the beautiful city, let alone the glorious south city. He looked at the north city like an ant looking at a tall building.

The champion sent off his mother again, but he was full of longing for it. He knew that he had to go back, but he didn't know how to face those people who were trapped in the city.