A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

It is an unspeakable pain, it will devour your nerves bit by bit, making the painful person unable to stop, full of despair.

Xu Yan came late with Alan, sweating profusely from running all the way, her face was flushed, and she looked very embarrassed.

"Get out of the way, let me come." Allen waved at An Munian and me, and said out of breath.

I pursed my mouth and glanced at him leisurely, "Then you come to help me."

Allen suddenly realized, "Then... then there's no need, you guys continue..."

"What are you going on, you should look quickly." I said anxiously.

"Don't worry, I'm going to watch it." Allen squatted down unhurriedly, and took out a stethoscope from the pocket of the white coat he was wearing.

I saw him slowly move the stethoscope up towards An Jinnian's heart bit by bit.

The speed is so slow that I can't wait to grab the stethoscope in his hand and listen to it myself.

"Hurry up, what's going on." The impatient Xu Yan stood behind Allen, walking back and forth, urging her constantly, "If it doesn't work, replace me."

Xu Yan's words just hit my heart, and I nodded in agreement.

Allen stopped his movements, rolled his eyes at Xu Yan and me, and said in his not-so-authentic Chinese accent, "You can do what you want."

As he said, he handed the stethoscope to Xu Yan pretendingly, and raised his chin.

"Hey, you man, if I meet, why should I keep you?" Xu Yan glanced back at Allen, with her hands on her hips, maintaining a posture that could explode at any time.

This scene fell into my eyes, making me not know whether to cry or laugh, and finally smiled stiffly and twitched the corners of my mouth twice, persuading me, "Okay, Alan, you should hurry up and show Jinnian, He just vomited blood."

Alan turned his head and gave me a meaningful look, "Lin Xi, what will you do if Jinnian doesn't live long?"

Allen's sudden question made my hand on An Jinnian's shoulder stiffen, and my face turned pale, "He won't..."

I murmured, trying to recall the beautiful events between me and An Jinnian in my mind, ignoring Alan's straightforward questions and answers.

Ai Lun let out a long sigh, and kept moving his hands. He listened to An Jinnian's heartbeat and took his body temperature neatly.

In the end, he stood up, put away the stethoscope, and said leisurely, "Jinnian is in poor health now, if you have any important matters, try not to tell him, and don't let him be stimulated again, at least, give me a little fight to replace him." He was looking for time to live."

Allen's words woke me up, and the starlight in my eyes dimmed, "Don't worry, I know what to do."

"That's good. Send him back to the ward now. He still needs medication." Alan turned around and said helplessly, "I'll prescribe the medicine, and the nurse will bring it later."

"I'll go with you." Seeing that Alan was about to leave, Xu Yan immediately uttered a sound, and followed with a windy foot.

In the ward, only me, An Munian, and Yu Sheng were left.

I raised my eyes, looked at the two of them, and asked, "Which one of you will help carry him back?"

Yu Sheng smiled and walked over, "I'll do it."

Not to be outdone, An Munian got up from the sofa, squatted down in front of An Jinnian before Yu Sheng, "Let me do it."

"Okay, then you come." Seeing An Munian's expression improved at this time, my heart immediately settled down a bit, "Yu Sheng, can you help me put Jinnian on his back together?"

I pointed to An Munian who was squatting on the ground solemnly with his head bowed.

Yu Sheng pursed his lips and replied, "Okay."

After the cooperation of the three of us, An Jinnian was sent back to the ward in a coma.

Because Yu Sheng still had work to do in the evening, after sending An Jinnian back to his room, he greeted me and asked me to tell Xu Yan before leaving.

An Munian, on the other hand, was wearing a set of hospital gowns, and sat on the sofa obediently, like a child who had done something wrong, without saying a word.

I looked at him and thought it was a little funny, obviously before, the two people who were bitter and bitter, but in just a moment, their grievances and grievances have been turned into ashes, and there is nothing left.

Xu Yan pulled the nurse who was holding the medicine, and came in a hurry, panicking all the way, and because of being too nervous, the little nurse bumped into the door when she entered.

"Hee..." The little head nurse heaved a sigh of relief, held the plate with one hand, rubbed the painful place with the other, and said sadly, "Miss, can you slow down, even if it's a VIP ward, you can't bully people with money." Bar."

The little nurse's straightforwardness made the face-saving Xu Yan immediately blush, she let go of the little nurse embarrassedly, and smiled innocently, "No, no, I'm not in a hurry."

The little nurse muttered, "There are a lot of patients coming and going in the hospital every day. If it's all because of anxiety like you, then should we nurses work hard?"

Xu Yan's face turned red and then pale at what the little nurse said. She lowered her head in embarrassment, kicked her legs absent-mindedly, and walked over.

I walked over and patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, "Thank you, my Miss Xu."

"You still have a conscience." Xu Yan clenched her fist and lightly hit my chest, teasingly said, "I thought you only remembered your An Jinnian during this time!"

"No, no, I will remember my family, Xu Yan." I hugged her shoulders flatteringly, and tried my best to put on a smiling face.

Because there were so many crying scenes today that when I was laughing, even I noticed the stiffness of my face.

Xu Yan pinched my face and said, "You! Don't be too aggressive, you have to believe that everything will have a good result."

Will it really end well?

I couldn't help but ask myself, my eyes quietly slanted towards the direction where An Jinnian was lying.

The little nurse who was changing An Jinnian's dressing sighed, "Hey! These days, the more beautiful the life, the shorter the life!"

That short sentence touched the line of defense in my heart very unfortunately.I lowered my head sadly, and blinked my eye sockets that were already flushed with emotion.

The little nurse changed the medicine and said, "Attention the family members, remember to press the help bell on the wall when the medicine is almost finished." She said and pointed to a white switch in front of An Jinnian's bed, "That, I will go first."

Xu Yan said guiltily because of the small deviation just now, "Then thank you little beauty, I was really embarrassed just now."

The little nurse waved her hand, took the plate she had brought, and hopped out the door.

I went to the hospital bed silently and sat down. I stretched out my hand and couldn't help caressing An Jinnian's sleeping face. There was a flash of loneliness in my eyes.

I really don't know how long he can last like this.

Because of chemotherapy, the top of his bald head was already covered with needle holes of different sizes, densely packed and shocking.

I thought, that must be very painful.

In order to survive, he had to endure excruciating pain every day.

I can't imagine what kind of struggle he went through every time he was sent to the emergency room, so that he could get half his life back from the edge of life and death again and again.

Just now, watching the scene of him coughing up blood, I could feel that my heart was about to jump out in a hurry.The powerlessness that lurked in my bones, let despair take hold, made my heart ache.

If possible, I wish I could bear a little pain for him, even if it is just a little bit.At least, let me know what it feels like to be in extreme pain.

Xu Yan stood still behind me and said, "Lin Xi, don't be sad, it will get better."

I sniffed, wiped away the tears that had flowed all over my face, turned around and hugged Xu Yan's thigh, crying loudly, "Xu Yan, I'm so scared..."

It's been a long, long time, and I haven't let myself cry like this.

Because there is someone to confide in front of him, all the suppressed emotions in the bottom of my heart also rush out.

Finally, I don't have to hide in a dark corner in the dead of night, sobbing softly.Finally, he didn't have to cover his face and cry bitterly when An Jinnian was asleep, but he didn't dare to make a sound.

Since I knew the truth, I have been living in fear. Even when I was sleeping, I wished I could stay by An Jinnian's side and live and die with him.

Xu Yan staggered a bit, stabilized her figure, patted my back lightly, and coaxed, "Hey, don't cry, it's okay..."

But the more calm she was, the more I cried.

I can't tell what's wrong, I just want to cry for no reason.

"Hey, my brother is still in a coma! Can you keep your voice down and don't disturb him." An Munian, who was protecting the calf, said impatiently. Crying. You are not afraid that my brother will be sad when he finds out that you are crying secretly. "

I rubbed against Xu Yan's body, choked up and said, "What's your name, don't I even have the right to cry?"

"Crying depends on the occasion!" An Munian continued to scold.

I rubbed against Xu Yan again, "Do you think I want to cry? I'm sad, do you understand how sad you are?" It's rare that I still have the mood to discuss this issue with An Munian in such a sad mood.

"Cut..." An Munian snorted, "If you're like this, even if you cry your eyes out, you won't be able to find a way to cure my brother."

I turned my head away from Xu Yan's lap, and was about to take this opportunity to preach to An Munian.However, before I could speak, Xu Yan pushed me back.

I just heard her say, "You little brat, what kind of pretense do you pretend to be? You call An Jinnian brother, but you are not allowed to call her sister-in-law. Seniors and children are orderly, do you understand the difference between seniority and inferiority, now It's a civilized society, you have to be polite and understand..."

I was about to continue crying, but after Xu Yan's remarks, I have gradually stopped crying.

With my eyes red from crying, I pushed Xu Yan away, wiped my face with my hands, and muttered, "Okay, don't talk about it, the most important thing is to take good care of Jinnian. He is right, I shouldn't cry."

"I checked on the Internet, and the matching rate of my brothers is as high as 80.00%. Maybe, I can try it." Sitting on the sofa, An Munian calmly threw out this heavy news.

I stood up immediately and pushed away Xu Yan who had just stood up again, "Yeah, why did I forget this, brothers can be matched." I excitedly pulled Xu Yan's hand who was pushed away by me, and said incoherently "Xu Yan, did you hear that Jinnian is saved, he is saved..."