A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I stood at the door, pulled Xu Yan, curled my lips in displeasure, and accused, "Hey! Boy, I didn't bother with you last time when you pretended to be your brother! Why are you so fierce."

An Munian looked at me in astonishment, and asked, "Did you recognize me then?"

I pulled Xu Yan closer, and raised my eyebrows proudly, "Naturally, if you didn't have a face exactly like Jin Nian's, I'm afraid I would have exposed you on the spot."

An Munian snorted disdainfully, "That is to say, you didn't really tell the truth from me at the time."

I choked on "..."

Xu Yan teased me and reminded, "You forgot what you are here for."

"An Munian, I have something to tell you this time." After Xu Yan reminded me, I remembered my purpose for coming.

An Munian, who was lying on the hospital bed, closed his eyes in displeasure, and said in a deep voice, "Say something quickly."

"An Munian, this time, Aunt Ren saved you." I approached, sat down on the sofa opposite the hospital bed, and pulled Xu Yan who was standing stupidly by the way.

"So what." An Munian's voice suddenly turned cold.

"I know you hate her, but you can't make it difficult for your brother. After all, he was raised by Aunt Ren." I know that my words are a bit forced, but the fact is that sooner or later I have to say what I have to say, instead of If An Jinnian is in trouble when he wakes up, why not let me solve this problem for him.

"Did you forget what I said yesterday, that woman killed my mother and caused our family to be separated for more than [-] years, and what right do you have to ask me to forgive her..." An Munian roared angrily Said, there was already faint anger burning in his eyes.

"But she saved you last night regardless of her own safety..." In the middle of An Munian's words, I couldn't help defending with him at the same time.

"I said she is qualified." At this moment, the door of the ward was slowly pushed open, and An Jinnian approached step by step with Yu Sheng's support.

I was surprised, "Jin Nian, why are you here?"

I quickly ran forward, took An Jinnian from Yu Sheng's hand, and softly reprimanded, "It's fine, don't take much rest, what are you doing here?"

An Jinnian gave a light smile, "I'm fine."

I narrowed my eyebrows, retracted the tough look I had just faced with An Munian, and helped him sit down on the sofa.

Even with his coat on, his body was still cold to the touch.Even in this scorching summer, he couldn't cover his body temperature.

I couldn't help but feel sorry for him like this, and seeing his weakening body, I couldn't help but feel fear for no reason in my heart.

"Cough..." He coughed twice, and said in a low voice, "In my old age, the grievances of the previous generation have nothing to do with us, so you should stop hating her."

I silently adjusted An Jinnian's loose collar.

After hearing his words, An Munian on the hospital bed was a little furious, and said angrily, "Yes, the grievances of the previous generation, but An Jinnian, why can you say it so easily? It's because you were raped by that woman since you were a child." Raised, so, you can't bear to hate..."

Under the pressure of An Munian's words, An Jinnian coughed "cough..."

I, who had been sitting on the sidelines, finally couldn't help but interjected, "An Munian, why do you ask Jinnian to help you under the guise of avenging your mother? In your eyes, Aunt Ren is unforgivable, but in Jinnian's eyes , that is the person who raised him since he was a child, even if he is not related by blood, he can't stop calling his mother for more than [-] years."

An Jinnian's shoulders trembled, and his cough intensified, "Cough..."

I said anxiously, "Jin Nian, are you okay?"

He shook his head and raised his hands to cover his face, but the moment his hands touched his lips, a trace of cherry red overflowed from between his hands.

I immediately screamed out, "Jin Nian, you..."

Tears flowed all over my face immediately because of the excitement, drop by drop, falling uncontrollably, no matter how hard I tried to inhale, I couldn't stop it at all.

An Jinnian's face was pale, and he was still coughing.

I was frightened by this scene, pulled Xu Yan at the side, and said in a panic, "Xu Yan, call the doctor quickly." The helplessness and panic in the words may not even be noticed by myself.

At this moment, I was terrified, even more scared than the day I knew the truth.

An Munian, who was still about to question him, was obviously terrified by An Jinnian's appearance.Regardless of the pain in his body, he jumped off the hospital bed, and his whole body fell straight to the ground, making intimate contact with the ground.

He rolled twice on the ground in pain before asking in a low voice, "How is he?"

Asking about the unfamiliarity in the words, it was the first time in my life to talk to someone so peacefully.

"Jin Nian..." I shook my head again and again, nothing but worry in my eyes, and I didn't bother to answer An Mu Nian's question at all.

An Jinnian shook his head with difficulty, and comforted me, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Don't fool me, you're vomiting blood, why are you okay?" He didn't speak, but when he opened his mouth, the tears hidden in the depths of his eyes gushed out like a downpour.

The cry immediately resounded through the entire ward like thunder.

Xu Yan pulled Yu Sheng, and advised from the side, "It's okay, it's okay, baby Lin Xi, Yu Sheng and I will call the doctor right away, don't worry."

I wiped away my tears, and while wiping the blood from the corner of An Jinnian's mouth, I sobbed and said, "Then you should go quickly..."

"Okay, okay, okay, I'll go right away." Xu Yan was frightened by my actions, and answered three good words in a row, and then dragged Yu Sheng out of the ward.

An Munian, who got up from the ground, approached with big strides, and sat down on the other side of An Jinnian, "Brother, are you alright?"

I pushed him and complained, "Go away, it's all your fault."

Knowing that An Jinnian's condition had nothing to do with him, I still couldn't help but blame him.

An Jinnian still shook his head, "I'm fine."

I was dissatisfied and said, "He has made you so angry, and you still speak for him, do you know that with your current body, you won't be able to hold on."

My hands trembled slightly unconsciously, and I couldn't imagine the next scene.

The extra time now is the victory we have obtained in the process of fighting against the god of death, but no one knows how long this kind of victory will last.

I didn't expect that no matter how careful I was, what was supposed to come would finally come.

An Munian is undoubtedly the most powerful sharp knife, tearing open the scars alive, making everyone in the An family involved and unable to extricate themselves.

Now, An's mother is in a coma, and An's father is busy with business affairs, so he has no time to spare.And An Jinnian, also vomited blood under his words.

In fact, everything didn't have to be like this. If it wasn't for An Jinnian's feeling of guilt after knowing the truth, if it wasn't for An's mother's kindness in nurturing him, he wouldn't have to go through this muddy water at all.

After all, he is innocent too.
"I'm sorry, I..." An Munian lowered her head, a trace of guilt quickly flashed in her eyes.Ruyu's face turned red and white, and she didn't know how to speak.

I hugged An Jinnian's upper body and let his head rest on my shoulder.

He could only hear him begging, "Twilight years, let it go, let it go, go back to An's house, and take up my burden in An's, cough..." Before the words were finished, there was another cough, "Now my body is about to fail, can I take care of myself?" A day is a day, so, can you promise me, for the sake of your mother saving you last night, forgive her."

"I..." An Munian bowed her head in silence.

... I secretly wiped my tears, desperately suppressing the sobs that were about to overflow my throat.

A day to live is a day, so in the bottom of his heart, he thought so.

Do you no longer have hope for living?Still, I have let go of me, ready to face death calmly.

A slightly trembling hand rested on An Jinnian's shoulder, not knowing how to take it back.

An Jinnian continued to use his weak voice to persuade, "Take it as fulfilling my last wish, let go of hatred, and go back to An's house. I believe Dad will give you a good explanation."

An Munian opened his mouth, "Brother, how can you tell me to let go of so many years of hatred." He said with red eye circles, "I still remember, Mom, she kept saying your name before she died. She said, she is sorry for you, She also said that when she found out that your name was An Jinnian, she named me An Munian. She said that our two brothers are inseparable. Years is the only thing she can give us."

"These years, I have been living in hatred. The only thing I want to do is revenge, with the purpose of destroying Anjia. But after I learned that you were seriously ill, I couldn't bear it. I didn't destroy this blood thicker than water with my own hands. I thought, it doesn’t matter, as long as you kill that woman, you will also have revenge. But now, you actually asked me to forgive her. After so many years of hatred, how could you just forgive her? Brother, you If it wasn't for me, how could I understand the difficulties my mother and I have struggled through these years."

"Enough, An Munian, haven't you seen what he has become? You still have to gain the upper hand in words, so what if you take a step back, so what if you let go of your hatred, these things in your eyes are worse than your brother's. Is life more important?" I hugged An Jinnian's shoulders and scolded.

I finally couldn't tolerate An Munian's unscrupulous words anymore, An Jinnian's paler and paler face told me that he was about to lose his hold.

Sure enough, as soon as I finished speaking, An Jinnian's slender eyelashes began to tremble, and his eyelids opened and twitched tiredly, and then slowly closed.

"Jinnian, Jinnian..." I was scared out of my wits again by this scene. I kept shaking his body and shouting, just begging him to open his eyes and look at me in the next second.

Sudden accidents are always so unexpected.

I was suddenly afraid that one day in the future, he would be like this now, and he had already said goodbye to me forever before he said goodbye to me.

The feeling of being overwhelmed by helplessness is really terrible, making me cry except when I want to cry, as if I can't think of anything else that can replace my sadness and mood at the moment.

Staggered jet lag, the remaining time, An Jinnian, how long will our days last.

I looked up at the sky, and let the tears slide down my face to my neck, and then from my neck to my heart.

There, right now, is trembling with pain.