Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

He understands my concerns, the method of slaughtering the young master and all the elite is obviously cruel, if he knows that I have a child, he may not be able to keep the child.

"And..." I paused, looked down at the relationship diagram on the drawing board, my eyes were lost, and I bit my lip. After a long time, I said, "Last time you said you wanted to monitor Xi Jinrong comprehensively, do it. "

I never thought I would get this far.

I began to doubt Brother Xi, the man who helped me and had such a warm smile...

"Yes, young lady."

"Not only Xi Jinrong, but also Bai Lan, it's better to send someone to monitor even the Bai family in the United States." I said, "To set up such a big game and kill so many people, the background of the other party must not be inferior to Xiao Jinyu. "

Hearing this, Jin Fen sighed, "Young Madam, the people lost in Xi Keer this time are all elites trained by the Young Master. The Xiao family's vitality has been greatly damaged, and there are trustworthy people... I'm afraid there are not enough people to arrange so many."

Not enough arrangements.

"..."

Hearing this, when I thought of those corpses last night, I felt uncomfortable for a while.

Those people were cultivated by Xiao Jinyu.

A massacre killed so many lives and destroyed Xiao Jinyu's decades of management. Who is the other party and how can he be so capable?
Even if Xiao Jinyu comes back now, his power will not be the same as before.

"Young Madam, I'll try my best to arrange it." Jin Fen said.

"Okay." I said.

I also mobilized several groups of people to find Xiao Jinyu.

It can be said that I have mobilized all the resources that Xiao Jinyu can mobilize now. I really want to ignore the mess, not deal with anything, and go to Xiao Jinyu alone.

I just want to see Xiao Jinyu now.

"I notified the lawyer to sort out Xiao Jinyu's property first."

Putting away the drawing board, I stood up and said.

Expenses still have to go as usual, I have never managed money, and now I have to learn even this.

"Young Madam, today you have to go to the hospital for a diagnosis, hold a press conference, and rest first." Jin Fen looked at my slender and thin body, and suddenly felt that it would be cruel to let this weak woman guard everything about the Young Master.

She didn't know anything, and she was suddenly asked to clean up the mess of the young master's absence.

Besides, she's still pregnant.

"It's okay, it will be done sooner or later." I said and walked forward.

To my surprise, Xiao Jinyu and I are no longer husband and wife, but when I asked lawyer Xiao Jinyu to show all of Xiao Jinyu's property, the lawyer did not hesitate to show it.

"Mr. Xiao gave orders a month ago and signed the contract. Ma'am, you can arrange everything as you like. If you have any orders, you can tell me."

That's what the lawyer said.

I was holding the stack of thick documents, my nose was sore, and I sat there with my whole body propped up.

Did he have a premonition that this trip to Sikor is not easy, so he gave me all the rights... Xiao Jinyu, I am just a woman, how could he just walk away and leave so much on me alone body.

My schedule is very busy, I have seen a lawyer, and before I figured out all my property, I went to a secret private hospital with Jin Fen.

The whole process is kept confidential.

How long can I hide it before my belly shows up.

After taking the B-ultrasound confirmation form, I stood in the long corridor of the hospital and looked towards the end, where the sun was full and it was extremely dazzling.

Suddenly, a slender figure stepped out of the sunlight and stood there quietly, looking at me with deep eyes.

I leaned against the wall and smiled at him, "Xiao Jinyu, we have a baby, 5 weeks old."

It's on Jess Island.

"Young Madam, who are you talking to?" Jin Fen took some medicine and walked over from the side, seeing me talking, he asked suspiciously.

I looked at the end of the corridor, where there was nothing but sunlight.

"No, I'm just talking to myself." I smiled lightly and looked at the medicine in his hand, "Isn't it true that you can't take medicine when you're pregnant?"

"Young Madam, your hypotension is a bit serious. These are not medicines, they are drinks. They are not harmful to the child and can raise blood pressure." Jin Fen said.

If I faint at every turn, then the child doesn't need someone else's design, and he will die by himself.

"Okay, thank you." I looked at Jin Fen gratefully.

Fortunately, I still have Dr. Jin by my side, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to handle so many things by myself...

The two went out.

"Young Madam." Jin Fen hesitated to speak.

"Just say what you want to say."

"I can understand that the young lady misses the young master. If you feel uncomfortable, you can talk to me." Jin Fen tried his best to speak tactfully. He just saw me talking into the air, which is not a good phenomenon.

"I want to find him."

That's the only thing I'm uncomfortable with right now.

Xiao Jinyu's whereabouts are unknown now, life and death are uncertain, all I can do is wait.

"You also heard from the doctor that your current physical condition is not suitable for running around at all. Young Madam, please consider the Young Master's child." Jin Fen said.

Understand.

I know.

"Don't worry, the baby and I will guard everything about him until he comes back.

I said firmly.

I never believed that Xiao Jinyu died, he would come back, maybe tomorrow, he would come back.

……

At the press conference organized by the PR Department of Jinyu Group, I went out to clarify to the media reporters, and I denied all rumors with reason and restraint.

Compared to the bewilderment when I announced my marriage with Xiao Jinyu for the first time, I can face it calmly now.

Coming out of the press conference, Jin Fen and a group of people followed behind me.

On the opposite side, Xi Jinrong was walking over surrounded by several high-level executives, and that high-level executive was speaking to Xi Jinrong——

"President Xi, my suggestion is still the same, hold the meeting as soon as possible."

"That's right, the group cannot be left alone for a day. Don't worry, the shares in our hands and Mr. Bai's shares are enough to fight for the absolute right to speak."

"..."

Every word and every word is for Xi Jinrong to take the position of president.

I looked, and I still remember that there were two high-level officials who flattered Xiao Jinyu in the past, but now, they just leave the tea.

People can't lose their momentum. Once they lose their momentum, everything is lost.

"We'll talk about it later."

There was no superfluous expression on Xi Jinrong's face. He couldn't tell whether he was happy or unhappy. He raised his eyes to look at me who was walking across, and his eyes kept falling on me.

I look away.

Pass by.

Xi Jinrong stopped in his tracks, turned his face to the side, with worried eyes, "Are you okay?"

"Thanks for caring."

I didn't answer, just said these four words, and then left without looking back.

"..."

Xi Jinrong looked back, watching my back leave, with a hint of displeasure in his eyes, and walked in the opposite direction of me.

He and her are mixed too much, after all, if they are missed again and again.

As soon as I got back to Xiao's villa, I locked myself on the top floor.

The scenery on the top floor is like entering the jungle, with the sound of water, fresh air, and green grass everywhere, which makes people feel refreshed.

After working for two days, I have time to look at Xiao Jinyu's stuff.

I sat on the swing under the tree, swaying slightly, with my feet together, holding a notebook in my hand, and turning pages one after another——

Well, don't read.

When I go back, we'll go on our honeymoon.

Be good at home, don't run around, remember to eat dinner, don't lose weight, or you won't be able to write a book.

I miss you, don't worry.

I miss you……

……

Every word and sentence was written with a pen. It's hard for me to imagine that Xiao Jinyu stayed up late to write text messages to me the night before when he had a premonition that it would be dangerous to enter the mountain the next day.

How can there be such a stupid person?

I read page by page, and read more than one line. My heart felt like being stabbed in pain with a needle, and tears fell from my black and white eye sockets...

Only here, I can cry wantonly;

In front of people, I can't even have a painful expression, otherwise, everyone will think that Xiao Jinyu died abroad.

I started to live the life of two faces again.

I read the handwriting on it carefully, and when I turned to the last page, I saw a large paragraph of words written on it.

Rest assured, I spent a long, long time dreaming of you, and then spent a long time looking for you, finding you, and making you fall in love with me is the happiest thing in my life.

Later, I was afraid that your liking wasn't love, and if you said love, I was afraid that you didn't love deeply enough, and that you knew everything... Don't worry, I, Xiao Jinyu, have never been so timid and afraid of anyone in my life.

These days are the happiest days of my life.

Because on the island, you told me that you can put everything down for me.

Rest assured, when I come back, the grievance is over, and I will accompany you to make up the ending.

"..."

My tears blurred my vision, fell on the notebook, and melted the writing.

Closing the notebook, I put the notebook in my arms, and turned to look at the blackboard on the wall. On it was "Anxin love Xiao Jinyu" made of memory cards.

Today it is today.

I didn't really understand the loneliness between the lines, he stood alone in the replica scene of their first date, spelling these words with the memory card I left behind.

Suddenly, another phantom appeared in front of my eyes, as if I saw that tall, tall and handsome figure standing in front of the blackboard, with a desolate expression, pasting the memory cards on the blackboard one by one.

Xiao Jinyu.

Silly Xiao Jinyu, I miss you.

Why don't you come back, it's been a month, you've been away long enough, go home...

My tears kept falling, and I slowly raised my hand, touching towards the direction of the blackboard, and my fingertips traced Xiao Jinyu's handsome outline bit by bit.

"I woke up to meet you," I murmured, "but why did you disappear?"

I asked.

But no one can answer me.

I was sitting on the swing alone, and the surrounding was so quiet that only the sound of clear water remained.

The little rabbit lay on the ground and sniffed here and there.

I don't know if it's because Xiao Jinyu isn't here, but the rabbit seems to have no energy these days. He sleeps with his eyes closed for a long time, and stays awake to play for a short time.

Probably, it also missed Xiao Jinyu.

Sometimes, watching it nestle in Xiao Jinyu's arms is more comfortable than nestling in mine.

Does it also miss Xiao Jinyu's embrace?
……

In the villa, I can see Xiao Jinyu's shadow in every corner, but I can't touch it no matter what.

As the psychiatrist Jin Fen said, it is absolutely impossible for me to go on like this, but I just can’t stop my hysterical thoughts. Sometimes when I see fantasies, I feel happy for a few seconds, but afterward, the result is longer disappointment with heartache.