Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"boom--"

My hands suddenly dropped, things fell to the ground, and I fell to the ground. Jin Fen rushed forward in shock, and hugged me, preventing me from falling down.

……

This time, I slept for a long, long time. I dreamed of the warm sunshine, a flower house with a strong fragrance of flowers, and all the beautiful and beautiful flowers, which made people feel refreshed unconsciously...

Among the flowers, a slender figure stood there, tall and straight, exuding elegance, with a handsome face facing me, a smile on his thin lips, deep black eyes looking at me, and reaching out to pick one off.

Xiao Jinyu... No, it should be Xiao Jincheng.

They were all alone, thinking of this, I walked towards him without hesitation, whether he was Xiao Jinyu or Xiao Jincheng, I didn't care, I only cared about him...

However, halfway through my run, I saw all the spikes disappear, and every flower fell to the ground, withered and withered on the soil.

The flowers withered quickly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

I stopped and looked forward nervously, only to see that he gradually became transparent, with a smile on his lips all the time, his body was transparent bit by bit...

I rushed forward to grab him, but couldn't catch anything.

His body became transparent, and the last bright red flower fell down, above the dust, withered and burned, not even ashes remained...

I searched everywhere in the greenhouse, but I was the only one in the empty greenhouse.

No flowers.

without him.

"Xiao Jinyu—"

I called out and stretched out my hand to catch the air. When I woke up and opened my eyes, I saw Xiaoyou sitting beside my bed with red eyes, "An Xin, you finally woke up, you are going to scare me to death."

woke up.

All the memories came flooding back like a flood.

There was a massacre in the mountains, no one survived, Xiao Jinyu disappeared without a word...

I looked at Xiaoyou dully, and after a long time, I sat up from the bed, "I'm fine, it's just that my blood pressure is low."

"That Doctor Jin is really serious, why didn't he prescribe medicine when he knew you were not feeling well?" Xiaoyou was angry and anxious, as if she was about to cry, "No, don't worry, I still have to go to the hospital."

"I'm fine, the hypotension will be fine after a while." I forced a smile, but I couldn't even lift the corners of my lips. "Where is the thing I asked you to prepare?"

"Oh, here." Xiaoyou picked up a pregnancy test stick from the bedside table and handed it to me.

"Okay, go down and urge the kitchen to prepare breakfast for me."

I sent Xiaoyou away, got off the bed slowly by myself, and pressed my temples. I didn't feel dizzy before I walked to the bathroom.

Unpack.

Follow the process.

Putting the pregnancy test stick aside, I began to brush my teeth, wash and wait, and my eyes touched the upper layer of my toothbrush cup, where Xiao Jinyu's toiletries were...

I raised my hand to touch the cup. The cups were made by a world pottery master, and I made a pair. This was the only pair, and Xiao Jinyu bought it.

The cups are simple in design, with slightly different curves, and fit together perfectly when held together.

It is said that the design concept is to symbolize the perfect combination of men and women.

I touched that cup, Xiao Jinyu...hasn't used it for a long time.

It's okay, he'll use it.

After I brushed my teeth, I splashed water on my face. The cold water splashed on my face, and I was much more awake.

I reached out and grabbed the pregnancy test stick beside me.

Cover tightly with your hands.

"..."

I watched, and there was only one thought in my mind, I must conceive, this is Xiao Jinyu and my baby.

Must conceive.

I've never looked forward to the arrival of a child so much at this moment...

I pursed my lips, took a deep breath, and slowly moved away from the hand holding the pregnancy test stick, little by little...

The first red line appears.

My teeth clenched my lower lip and continued to move sideways.

pregnant.

Pregnant... I must have this child, must have.

The hands move away slowly.

A second red line appeared, darker in color.

two lines.

Really two red lines.

"Heh..." I laughed and raised my face, but I saw myself in the mirror with an extremely bitter face. I reached out and stroked my stomach, which was still flat and there was no sign of pregnancy.

Xiao Jinyu.

"Fool, we have a baby." I whispered to the mirror, stroking my belly with my hands, a baby is being conceived here, Xiao Jinyu and I...

Nice, isn't it?

I stood in the bathroom for a long time before I went outside to change my clothes. I took the elevator downstairs and the servants were cleaning.

I walked towards the kitchen, and before I walked in, I heard the chefs and servants talking one after another——

"Do you think the young master is really dead?"

"What the newspaper said is true, and the young master has been away for a month, and there is no news at all.

"Then what should we do? Go back to the ancestral home? America? God..."

"America? Don't think about it, is the Xiao family without the young master still the Xiao family? Even the Jinyu Group is now occupied by the Bai family!"

"Then what do you think we should do? Should we find another way out sooner?"

"Hey, I'm not in the mood for work anymore. The young master is not here. Can the young lady pay us the salary? Does the young lady take care of the money?"

"Don't talk nonsense, the young lady will come down for breakfast later."

"..."

Without Xiao Jinyu, everything was in chaos.

Like a solid city wall, the most important piece was hollowed out, and the rest of the city stones fell down one after another, creating countless smoke and dust.

My face turned pale, and I clenched the hand hanging by my side, the nails digging deep into the palm.

Xiao Jinyu is not here, so I am the only one who protects him.

I took a deep breath, walked in, glanced at the servants who were discussing, a group of people panicked when they saw me, and quickly lowered their heads, "Morning, young lady."

"Notify everyone in the family that I have something to say." I said flatly.

"Yes, young lady."

After a while, all the Xiao family's servants, gardeners, security guards and others gathered in the hall.

It was the first time that I found out that there were so many people who ate Xiao's food, and it was crowded. If the hall was not so huge, it would not be able to accommodate so many people.

Everyone stood, secretly whispering aphasia.

I was supported by Xiaoyou and sat down on a sofa moved here. Before everyone sat down, I put a microphone on my collar and said lightly, "I know, everyone has been disturbed by the false reports of the news these two days. Don't panic, don't believe in those non-existent things."

My voice spread to every corner of the hall, so that everyone could hear clearly.

"..."

Everyone fell silent and listened to my voice.

"You were all brought over by him from the United States. I believe that you must have experienced more things than me, and since he brought you here, it must be because he believed in you. Rest assured, the Xiao family will not collapse, let alone Decline." I said, "Also, please rest assured that the salary will be settled as usual when he is away, and the benefits will be as usual."

Immediately there was a murmur of reassurance from the crowd.

"However." I tried my best to recall Xiao Jinyu's attitude when he spoke to others, and said a turning point coldly, "After I said this, if there are still people spreading rumors behind their backs, or passively sabotaging work, once it is found out, I will immediately Ask him to leave the Xiao family and send him back to the United States."

"..."

Everyone was quiet again in an instant.

"Okay, that's all I want to say. Everyone do their own things, let's go." I said lightly, reached out and took off the microphone and handed it to Xiaoyou.

The crowd dispersed.

Xiaoyou looked at me with admiration, "Anxin, you have changed a lot, now you look like a wealthy lady with full posture."

Hearing such a compliment, I wasn't the slightest bit happy. I just said, "Everyone grows in adversity."

What I want is not this kind of growth.

The heroine in the novel needs to go through a lot of losses before she can transform. If I start to transform, it will prove that I will lose something...

I read a story before. When the old man was dying, some people still said that this woman had been a fool all her life. She didn't even know whether to put the oil or the vegetables first when cooking, and how her man could stand such a woman.

The old man smiled and said, "Because my husband has done everything and blocked all wind, frost, rain and snow, so I have been ignorant all my life."

Meet a good man, be a woman who is ignorant until she grows old.

I can't become that kind of woman, but I can grow into a woman who can stand shoulder to shoulder with Xiao Jinyu... guard everything about him, and wait for his safe return.

……

The weather is getting warmer.

I went into the greenhouse, watered the land, went outside, sat on a chair to bask in the sun, and took a drawing board from the servant.

Picking up the pen, I wrote the relationship diagram on it.

Jess Island→The speedboat exploded→The news that Irene and Xiao Shang are alive→Xiao Jinyu's search→Rumors spread all over the sky→Massacre in the mountains.

The timeline basically looks like this.

It's just that the rumors run through almost all the time, as if Xiao Jinyu won't stop until he dies.

Just like Jin Fen said, someone deliberately wanted to kill Xiao Jinyu, the introduction was on Jess Island, and the purpose of saving people was to trap and kill Xiao Jinyu... let Xiao Jinyu enter one of their encirclement circles.

Even though I couldn't believe it, I still wrote "Xi Jinrong" on the drawing board.

With Xiao Jinyu's absence, his reputation has been ruined, and Xi Jinrong has always been the biggest beneficiary.

And he also knew that Xiao Jinyu had disappeared more than 20 days ago.

There are too many entanglements between us...

Now Xi Jinrong's ambiguous attitude confuses me. If Xi Jinrong wants to kill Xiao Jinyu, he can kill Xiao Jinyu on the island. Does he not want to be hated by me?
If Xi Jinrong didn't do it, could it be... the people around Xi Jinrong did it?To help Xi Jinrong?
People around... Bai Lan?
Who else but her?
I put a big question mark on the drawing board.

"Young Madam." Jin Fen walked forward, "You are looking for me."

I waved away left and right.

Jin Fen pushed his glasses, and said after the servants and bodyguards had left, "Young Madam, you..."

Jin Fen stared eagerly at my belly.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"Great!" Jin Fen was extremely excited, and crossed himself on his chest, "The young master has blood."

"From today onwards, you have to follow me every step of the way, arrange the most trustworthy person to protect me, and someone to protect me secretly." I said, "I have decided not to disclose the news of the pregnancy for the time being, and arrange a secret hospital examination for me. "

"Yes, young lady."

Jin Fen bowed his head and agreed without hesitation.

He understands my concerns, the method of slaughtering the young master and all the elite is obviously cruel, if he knows that I have a child, he may not be able to keep the child.