Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

After all kinds of dishes were on the table, Su Yuechen said: "There is another guest who has a close relationship with our Su family and also knows Mo Jingyan. His name is Shen Anran. Before she came, we It is necessary to introduce her."

Shen Anran?It sounds like the name is female, and she also knows Mo Jingyan?
Is it also a member of the four major families?Otherwise, how could it be so troublesome to introduce...

An Xia immediately glanced at A Yan, and sure enough there was no emotion in her eyes, she must have known about it long ago.

Everyone was comfortable listening to Su Yuechen's description and tone, especially his introduction was from Shen Anran's point of view, really like listening to a story.

It was a summer, but it was a few weeks after the first year of high school.

Shen Anran didn't attend class in the classroom. At this time, she was bowing her head and tying the bow of her canvas shoes into a dead button. Then she got up and turned on the faucet, and simply washed her hands. She didn't know that it would only be a few minutes later. Meeting two relatively important people in life, it's a pity that Su Yuesheng was the only person she remembered at that time.

The two boys in front of me are the No.11 students received by Shen Anran, but they are Chinese students like her. In imperial colleges and universities abroad, especially for Chinese, this is a rare breed. At her age, there are only two Chinese men so far, but don't think too much, she just confirmed the marriage relationship with the so-called well-matched person through MSN yesterday.

Everyone in the big family is like this. Marriage is a bargaining chip to consolidate the status. Even if she knows nothing about the partner of the marriage, she must accept it unconditionally. The descendants of the four big families are all like this.But she is no different from a normal girl except for falling in love, she does not participate in anything in the family, she is just a girl who has never been involved in the world.

Being able to speak Mandarin makes her very happy. Of the two Chinese in front of her, one is good at chatting, while the other hardly speaks. I have to say that Shen Anran likes to interact in a harmonious atmosphere, not too frequent but not cold. She is good at this kind of interaction with When getting along with others, fortunately, boys would occasionally say a few teasing words, and the atmosphere was very relaxed. He was Su Yuesheng the first time I saw him.

At that time, I remembered that the boy's right elbow was propped on the table, and his eyes were smiling slightly, but they were extraordinarily dazzling when the midsummer had already passed.

But for a girl of Shen Anran's age, once she has a so-called boyfriend, she won't pay too much attention to other people. It doesn't matter whether she is tall, short, fat or thin, but she can clearly smell the smell of cigarettes on Su Yuesheng's body. Whether the married people also smoke, or the whole body is full of books.

Although the summer vacation has already passed, the sunlight still penetrated the glass window. When she turned around and led the two boys behind her towards the classroom, she could just see the sunlight falling on the stairs, and even covered her sight. But in this bright sunshine, she saw the person behind Su Yuesheng, but it was only a glance, and she forgot it. Later, Mo Jingyan told her that the person who was with Su Yuesheng at that time was him.

The ensuing high school time was like a fast shot of a movie, changing day after day, wandering between classrooms and dormitories. On that day, she wanted to reward her gluttonous desire, but the moment she looked up , looked over with a pair of dark and clear eyes, very familiar, she thought for a few seconds, and remembered that he was Su Yuesheng, the freshman who had been received.

The two of them had a phone call and had dinner once, but they didn't meet much.

An Xia didn't know how the other party knew her mobile phone number. She didn't quite understand it from the beginning to the end. Maybe it was because she was in the student union, and many people knew her mobile phone number. For example, she received an inexplicable text message a few days ago , a person called 'Mo Jingyan'.

The back-and-forth university life made her and Su Yuesheng more and more familiar, and she could even clearly see his desire to develop further, "I already have a boyfriend..." She said frankly.

At that time, Su Yuesheng just raised the corners of his mouth, and she still remembers it clearly, it was a very beautiful arc.

But it was a bit sharp, and it was a bit inconsistent with the image of Su Yuesheng in the past. It was a look that was rarely seen, just like her once, and she had seen this kind of herself in the mirror.

Even a boyfriend who has never met before, is someone who can stand shoulder to shoulder with her.She was too well protected by her family, so she was too simple.

The family asked her to treat her like a real relationship and arrange a meeting when the time is right.She accepted and said that she would treat her feelings well.The contact with each other is to talk about trivial things, and it will not involve family matters in the slightest.

That night, I received a text message from Mo Jingyan again. Every sentence had intriguing meanings. She always thought that many of Mo Jingyan's thoughts coincided with hers, so she gradually became familiar with it.

Falling in love across the air is a terrible feeling, you can hear the voice but you can't feel the emotion, she is absolutely obedient to the arrangement of the family, even if she is just calling the marriage partner, it is the same, so back and forth, so tossing, only people at that age Knowing that youth is wasted uncontrollably, but just to wait for a result, that is paying without considering the result at all.

A woman in love is really scary, but maybe what she loves is just an attitude...

This kind of love will sometimes be sad, but it will always think of some people, some people who are very good to her, so I regard them as my own good friends in my heart, Shen Anran has no same-sex friendship, Because the values ​​​​are completely different, she likes a simple life, reading, writing, or being in a daze, alone, and has nothing else to ask for.

After being divided into arts and sciences, all three of them got the opportunity to go to the university as exchange students, but in the few days before departure, she had the worst life as a whole. Gradually, she got in touch with Mo Jingyan more frequently. After finding a new girlfriend, when Mo Jingyan chatted with her, he would give some simple hints, and she just kept an attitude of neither far nor near.

I remember that it seemed to be Qixi Festival, Mo Jingyan asked her out, and Su Yuesheng and his new girlfriend, but the only inappropriate thing, she had a cold war with her so-called boyfriend for seventeen days, she wanted to keep herself busy, so I washed the heavy quilt cover and clothes by hand in cold water, and I was almost late, but more embarrassing things were yet to come.

After seeing Mo Jingyan and Su Yuesheng, she felt extremely uncomfortable. Accompanied by overwhelming abdominal pain, she encountered the most embarrassing thing for women, so she hardly ate anything, and suppressed her emotions and pain...

Shen Anran's body is cold and loves that her fingers will swell when she touches cold water. Su Yuesheng once gave her a pair of thin silk gloves. She didn't wear them on that day, for fear of embarrassing him, so she put her hands in her pockets with red and swollen hands. There were many chilblains. Can not bear to look.

During the meal, Su Yuesheng sat with his blond girlfriend, talking and laughing, this kind of festival and atmosphere always made her take a second look, remembering the relationship that was almost on the verge of extinction, she smiled wryly and talked with Mo Jing Yan also has a few friends who are separated from Su Yuesheng by the aisle. No matter what topics they talk about, she always answers very simply. Her eyes are calm and lifeless, only embarrassment and frustration, but their There is a warmth that goes straight to the heart, at least in a strange environment, she is no longer alone.

After Shen Anran went to the bathroom, she found that she was so embarrassed that she almost emptied her mind with red eyes, but fortunately the coat was so big that it blocked the obvious position, so she bit the bullet and walked out after thinking about it.

It was already dark at night when they left the restaurant, Mo Jingyan and the others sent her back to the door, she was reluctant and wanted to talk about bad feelings, but unfortunately she knew it was impossible, family matters could not be mentioned, As a result, when she was hesitating, Su Yuesheng took her arm and half-jokingly said that he didn't intend to leave. Mo Jingyan kept smiling and didn't speak...

At that moment, An Xia had surprises, accidents, and a little curiosity, all in all mixed feelings, and she wanted to say half-jokingly, 'Yes! ', but soon the laughter around her brought her back to her senses.

It's just a joke, why take it seriously...

But what Mo Jingyan and Su Yuesheng didn't know was that when they left, she had been silently following behind and watching, and after the black car drove a certain distance, she still chased them idiotically for a long time , until I had no strength, my lower abdomen hurt so much that I could no longer run, then I hugged my knees and cried loudly ^
After she went back that night, she seemed to be masochistic, crying violently, mercilessly, still washing the clothes on her body with cold water, after the cold water numbs her thoughts, she bit her lips tightly because of emotion, a little almost In brutal calm!
In the end, she lowered her posture and called the so-called boyfriend, because she knew that he was the only one who could seek comfort, but because of his words, "I'm very busy and tired!"

That heart fell straight to the bottom!
Everything turned out to have the worst ending. She only remembered walking for a long time at night, and then wandering in the night with wandering thoughts, but because of a head-on collision with a person riding a mountain bike, accompanied by a muffled groan, the whole The person staggered a few steps, fell on his back, and knocked over the nearby trash can. He didn't remember how he got back, but he only remembered that his body was half dry but shaking violently! !
That night she sent text messages to Su Yuesheng and Mo Jingyan, but the person who replied was Mo Jingyan, sometimes one comfort is worth many...

In the afternoon of the next day, Su Yuesheng called, but she had already calmed down a lot.

The whole process is so reciprocating, endless...

But everything changed after going to three universities in the United States as an exchange student, and earth-shaking changes took place.

Shen Anran's frustrated heart wanted a place to rely on and a destination. She didn't believe in love, but she believed in people's hearts. However, Mo Jingyan, the person who once gave her a sense of belonging, was hopelessly in love with him at a critical moment. A Chinese girl...

At this point, the story suddenly stopped, Su Yuechen glanced at everyone, and finally landed on Xu Qiyan beside him: "The person Mo Jingyan loves hopelessly is my fiancée, Ayan!"

Of course, everyone here is very clear about the direction of the story behind, so they naturally keep it secret.

"Think about it, many times, because the memory of the past is carried, even after a long time, it will feel very good! I also want to say, Shen Anran's so-called marriage partner, the person who calls day and night is me, Isn't the world small?!"

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, including Ah Yan, no one could have imagined that there was such a foreshadowing in this story.

An Xia finally understood that all the brilliance and touches in life, after all, need the same loneliness and pain to repay!

However, many times even if you know the result, you still have to entangle.

For the sake of one breath, it is easy to persuade others, but it is difficult to persuade yourself.