Miss Qianjin Chasing Diary

Chapter 90 Chapter 100 What Should I Do?
He is dead.

Is he really dead?

What should I do if he dies?
I don't even have complaints anymore, what should I do?I worked so hard to enrich myself, so hard to make myself almost perfect, just want to reappear in front of him one day, tell him, you just regret it, so that you don't have the vision to give up on my mother...

I closed my eyes lightly, and the image of that person always smiling appeared in my mind. When his eyes looked at me, they were always so scorching that I almost stopped breathing.His smile, even if it's very faint, is always as bright and bright as the sun, always making me think that I'm about to melt...

His whole person is so vividly alive in my memory, so vivid that my heart aches when I think of him...

I have known for a long time that I may never be able to forget that person in my life, the man who made me taste the sweetness of love for the first time, and let me know what it means to be heartbroken for the first time...

I always thought that even if we never meet again in this life, I can still be in a corner of the earth, thinking of him and gnashing my teeth viciously, even if there is an ocean across, I can still hate him for the rest of my life.

But he said the man was dead.

"It was a car accident."

I was stunned.

"At that time... when you had a car accident in Hong Kong, you were on the same road." He sighed, "You both entered the same hospital."

I can't even breathe, I can't feel it...

He sighed and left.

He thought I would be stronger.

He thought that although the man died, he really loved me, and this fact was enough to bring me back to the past.He thought I might be sad for a while, but it would be fine soon, and I could go back to the old days...

But I know I can't go back.

It was as if my soul had been taken away, and I lost the meaning of living.

My heart is empty.Losing the person I have been obsessed with for a long time, the feeling of emptiness, turned into pain in a blink of an eye, and I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't breathe...

It has been three days since I got home.I sat by the window and watched the sky outside the window darken again...

My spirit is a little dazed, as if all my vitality has been exhausted, like a wandering spirit...

How I wish all this was just a joke, but everyone didn't like my disguise and decided to collectively stage a hoax.In this way, I can continue to complain about that person, even if it is on the other side of the ocean, even if that person will never appear in my life again.

How I wish he was still alive somewhere in this world.

But I know not.

After my brother saw my appearance, he slapped Jiang hard.

Everyone deliberately avoided that person, any topics in that country...

So, I knew it was true.

All my hopes, all my fantasies... are just fantasies.

That person is dead, no longer in my world.

I didn't eat or drink for a week, and no one could persuade me.Then, I went to the hospital again.Father was angry.He was rarely angry, but I had no energy left to laugh.

He asked his brother to send me back to Hong Kong.The pinprick-like pain in the air seemed to be a little less.But my life force is gone...

That person is dead and will not appear again.

Just thinking about this fact brought tears to my eyes like a fountain and I couldn't hold back.

I think I'm dead too...

(End of this chapter)