With a ton of power at the beginning, I was in the Red Mansion

“You… feel… different from the people over there.” Tsurumi Rumi said softly.
“I’m also… different from the people over there.” She spoke every word slowly, probably to confirm herself.
“Oh? What’s different?” Hikigu Hachiman asked with interest.
“I’m surrounded by a group of brats. Although I would cooperate well with them before, but later I felt that it was meaningless, so I stopped doing that. Anyway, I can live well by myself.” Rumi Tsurumi said softly.
“Friends and memories from elementary school are very important to us.” Hikigu Hachiman said indifferently.
Hmm, it doesn’t seem to be important? Childhood memories are all unpleasant memories. I am the same as those guys, I just like to talk about unnutritious things without any real help.
What she wants to hear is definitely not these, right?
The truly strong will not live in groups. The lonely will always be opposed to everything in this world!
Loneliness makes him supreme. The so-called true hero is a person. He is strong because of his loneliness. He has no bond, which means he has nothing to protect. In other words, what must be guarded is his weakness.
Therefore, those who have no weaknesses, no things to protect, and no connections with others are the strongest. Yes, that’s it, it has nothing to do with not having any friends when I was a child!
“I don’t need those memories… After entering junior high school, just make friends with classmates who came from other places.”
She raised her head, her eyes focused on the sky. At this moment, the setting sun is gradually sinking to the west, the dark blue color of the night renders the sky, and little stars begin to twinkle.
Her misty eyes are quite sad, but at the same time, she has beautiful illusions. Tsurumi Rumi still believes and looks forward to it, thinking that everything will get better after entering a new environment.
However, that was impossible.
“Unfortunately, that’s impossible.” Hikigu Hachiman said indifferently.
Tsurumi Rumi looked at Hikigaya Hachiman resentfully, but Hikigaya Hachiman looked her straight in the eyes, and ruthlessly asserted word by word with clear and unambiguous words: “Your classmates will also enter the same country in the future.” At that time, everything will just repeat itself, and you will be excluded with ‘classmates who came in from other places’.”
When going from a public elementary school in the area to a public junior high school, the interpersonal relationships established in the past will continue, so the negative image in elementary school will follow her into the junior high school.
Even if she meets new friends when the time comes, the debts from the past will still seep in from somewhere.
Whether she wants to or not, her past will become a laughing stock or a topic of gossip, and it will be widely circulated. To other men and women, her usefulness was nothing but pleasant communication.
“You should be very clear about this, right?” Hikigu Hachiman said softly.
“Why do you know so clearly?” Tsurumi Rumi said to Kiya Hachiman, “What you said is too absolute.”
“Because these are all I, Hikigu Hachiman, experienced personally.” Hikigu Hachiman pointed to himself and said.
Whether it’s elementary school or middle school, people who talk to themselves usually get along well with everyone and have many friends…
Even if I consider the other party to be a friend, the other party does not necessarily think so; even if I regard the other party as the most important friend, the other party does not necessarily consider myself to be his most important friend.
“It really is that way…” Liu Mei murmured desperately, “I really did a stupid thing.”
“It can be said that youWhat have you been through? ” Hikigu Hachiman said.
“Several people have been excluded… However, it usually returns to normal after a while, and everyone starts chatting again, which is a bit like a fad. Every time someone starts it, everyone follows suit.”
Rumi said it lightly, but Hikigu Hachiman started to get goosebumps when he heard it. horrible!
“One time, someone who was very close to me and who often chatted with me was excluded. At that time, I also kept a little distance from him… But I don’t know when it was my turn. I obviously didn’t do anything.” Rumi Tsurumi said softly.
What reason does this kind of thing need? Even the excluded party may not be able to explain why. They are simply driven by a mysterious sense of obligation that they must do so.
“I’m very close to you. The person who often chatted with was excluded, but you didn’t choose to help him, but chose to join forces with those people. You should have thought of such a day.”
Hikigu Hachiman said indifferently: “When you come out to play around, you always have to pay it back.”
“I talked to that person about many things…” Tsurumi Rumi sighed like an adult.
People who were friends with you one day, make others happy with your secrets the next day. When you come to the sixth grade of elementary school, you will more or less have the opposite sex you like. That kind of strange and irrepressible love emotion will make people have the urge to find someone to talk to.
However, it was an embarrassing thing after all, so I would only tell people I trusted. Now that you know you have to remind the other party to ‘absolutely keep it a secret’, why did you say it in the first place? Is it an ostrich?
Although Hikiya Hachiman is able to joke like this now, it was a rather painful journey for him at the time.
Originally, I told the other party the secret because I trusted the other party, but in the end, I was attacked instead.
This kind of betrayal seems very slight, after all, we are all elementary school students. But the moment a friend makes fun of your secret, it means that they can no longer be friends. And they don’t know how much it affects a person.
“It’s better to rot in your stomach for things like secrets.”
The dumb hair on Hikigu Hachiman’s head turned, and he said calmly: “The moment you can’t keep the secret, it means you have left something behind.”
“I know, but unfortunately, it’s too late.” Tsurumi Rumi nodded.
“You squeeze him out, and he retaliates against you. It’s a very simple logic.” Hikigu Hachiman sighed.
Tsurumi Rumi may simply not talk to him, but another person will feel that he has been greatly hurt, and will not hesitate to blow himself up and take Tsurumi Rumi away.
In short, the way of handling it is too extreme.
But in elementary school, it was very common. Not only in elementary school, but even in society, it is very common.
To that person, Tsurumi Rumi is a bad person. To Tsurumi Rumi, he is the bad guy.
Tsurumi Rumei knows how to reflect, but it’s a pity that the reflection is a bit late.
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