Didn’t you say you were just using me as a substitute?

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But Kitahara Takashi has his own way.

Watch carefully, he only teaches you once.

'Ok, I know.'

Shijo Shinki sighed silently in her heart.

She had no intention of blaming Kitahara Takashi.

After all, she was very happy when she was with Kitahara Takashi.

It's rare to be happy from the heart.

But deception is deception after all.

There was always a knot in her heart.

Kitahara Takashi's deception was also the reason why she decided to choose Tanuma Tsubasa.

Tanuma Tsubasa doesn't have as many sweet words as Kitahara Takashi, and he's not popular with girls, but he's honest.

She and Kitahara Takashi could be good friends, but as a couple it's a bit...

"Besides that, I can't think of any other way to get close to the girl I've had a crush on since we first met at school."

Ok?

Shijo Shinki suddenly broke away from her own world.

"You mean, you've liked me since you started school, not that girl."

Kitahara Takashi covered his eyes with one hand, as if trying to block out the glare of the light.

"Can you turn off the lights? I can't speak in this environment."

Shijo Shinki was now eager to know the side of herself she had never known before, so she turned off the light with a snap without thinking.

The room suddenly became dark.

With the help of the moonlight, it was not so dark that you couldn't see your hand in front of you, but it was still very dark.

At this time, Kitahara Tsutomu's voice sounded.

"It was the spring before my first year of high school, the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and I received my application for admission to Shuchiin."

"That was the beginning of it all, because that was the day I met the woman of my dreams."

"Shuchiin is different from other schools. Everyone goes from elementary school to junior high school and then to college. These people are pure academies."

"As for someone like me who came from outside the school, I would get some strange looks from time to time when I walked around Xiuzhiyuan."

"My parents had passed away not long ago, which made me very sensitive to the gazes of people around me. No, to be more precise, I hated people looking at me at that time."

As Shijo Shinki listened to Kitahara Takashi's painful voice, her sympathy began to overflow.

She really wanted to hug Kitahara Takashi.

But she couldn't help but feel doubtful.

What does this have to do with her?

She didn't remember helping anyone at the beginning of the school year.

"At this time, the girl arrived."

"She is dazzling and attracts everyone's attention as soon as she appears."

"Everyone is looking at her, including me."

"It was her appearance that drew away the strange gazes directed at me and saved me."

Kitahara Takashi didn't exaggerate and make up some fairy tale encounter.

First of all, they are all in the first year of high school, and it is not certain that Shijo Shinki remembers everything that happened when she entered school.

If it were exposed, it would only reduce Shijo Shinki's favorability even more.

Secondly, this is true.

On the day of enrollment, Long Zhutao accompanied him, but was called away by his parents halfway. When Kitahara Takashi was strolling around, he was indeed seen by people around him, but they were just admiring girls and jealous boys.

At that time, there were several girls who wanted to come up and ask for contact information, but the last four Zhenfei suddenly appeared, which put an end to his business of listing rich women.

Lies are easy to expose, but are these lies based on the truth?

"Her appearance may have been accidental, and she didn't help me, but she did save me at that time."

"I like her."

"I like it very much. I like that kind very much."

"Then why don't you tell her." The knot in Shijo Zhenfei's heart was smoothed out by Beiyuan Zun, and her eyes looking at Beiyuan Zun gradually became gentle.

"I'm just a poor kid with nothing. I have nothing and even living is a problem."

"And that girl is the apple of the eye of a wealthy family. She was born to be at the top. How can I expect to be liked by a princess?"

"At that time, I didn't even have the courage to face her. I reported it to Aoba next door."

"Later, I started studying very hard. In order to better appear before her, I started working as a stunt double."

"Until later, I met the princess again."

"Do you know how happy and sad I was to see her?"

"Why isn't she in love with me? Why the hell am I not Tanuma Tsubasa? Ah, fuck!"

After saying this, Kitahara Takashi pounded the bed with his fists.

"Stop fighting, stop fighting."

Sijo Zhenfei's heart suddenly tightened. She tried to hold down Beiyuan Zun's right hand with both hands, but she was not as strong as Beiyuan Zun and could not stop him.

With a determined heart, Shijo Zhenfei threw herself on Beiyuan Zun.

"Promise me you won't hurt yourself again, okay?"

Volume 273: Don’t like it? No way!

'She's quite a sight.'

Being suppressed by Shijo Shinki, Kitahara Tsutomu felt that Shijo Shinki should not be underestimated.

Some girls look ordinary when they put on clothes, but in fact the materials are very special, just like the materials used in small workshops.

Under the 'suppression' of Shijo Shinki, Kitahara Takashi had no strength to resist. He stared at the ceiling with empty eyes like a rag.

"I like Shijo Shinki!"

Upon hearing this, the four concubines who were originally planning to stand up were shocked and dared not move.

The heartbeat is overloaded.

"I really like it. I like it very much."

"I like her to a ridiculous degree."

"Even though I know she doesn't like me."

"Even if I know that she only sees me as a stand-in and that what she likes is just that face that looks so much like Tanuma Tsubasa after makeup, even so, I am willing to continue to stay by her side as a stand-in."

Upon hearing this, Shijo Shinki began to feel guilty.

She felt that Beiyuan Zun had deceived her, but wasn't she also using that picture to comfort herself?

Did she really not find out anything about Kitahara Tsutomu's feelings for her?

Shijo Shinki doesn't think so.

She could more or less sense what Beiyuan Zun was thinking about her.

Whenever he looks at me with gentle and affectionate eyes, is that the look that appears between friends?

Whenever I am unhappy, he always tries to make me happy. Would friends do this?

Even though he was terrified of haunted houses, for his own sake, he still mustered up all the courage to step in, which was beyond the scope of friendship.

What about yourself?

Every time I chat with him, it must be related to Tanuma Tsubasa.

He always actively helps himself with advice and encourages himself time and time again, but how sad he must be on the other end of the phone.

How did he feel when he helped the girl he liked to pursue the guy she liked?

The more she thought about it, the more Shijo Shinki felt that she was not a human being.

At this moment, Kitahara Takashi had no idea that Shijo Shinki had already begun to reflect on herself.

All we can say is that different perspectives on things will lead to different impacts.

"I sometimes always wonder, what would it be like if I told her how much I like her before she started school?"

'Then we might not even be able to be friends.' Shijo Shinki thought sadly.

So far, there have been boys who have confessed their love to Shijo Shinki.

But without exception, she rejected them all.

Because she doesn't like it.

If she doesn't like it, she will just reject it.

If they had known Kitahara Takashi's intentions from the beginning, the two of them probably wouldn't have had any relationship.

"Maybe we can't even be friends." Kitahara Takashi smiled bitterly: "But this way, maybe it won't be so painful."

"Watching the girl I like gradually move towards another boy, as a friend I have to wish her well. This friendship really makes me feel so painful."

"I often think, why not end this wrong relationship here."

"But I really can't accept it."

"I'm so reluctant."

"I've persisted until now. If I hadn't seen Maki and Tanuma Tsubasa together with my own eyes and given up, I would have always thought I still had a chance."

"It's just that I don't have to worry about it now."

"The True Consort has already made the choice for me."

Shijo Maki: “!!!”

“She deleted me.”

"No, I didn't." Shijo Maki really wanted to shout this, but when she thought about the fact that she was a nurse, she held back and didn't say it out loud.

"Between me and Tanuma Tsubasa, she chose him in the end."

"Lost."

"A complete failure."

"Bai Yueguang is Bai Yueguang after all. No matter how much I accompany him or how hard I try, I can never compare to him."

"I've given up on this relationship."

When Shijo Shinki heard this, she became anxious.

"How could you give up?"

"You've come this far with so much difficulty, won't you try harder?"

Beiyuan Zun shook his head: "I tried hard."

"You've never tried hard!" Shijo Shinki couldn't help but curse.

What have you worked hard for? Just say you have worked hard?

That’s right, she sent a text message asking the two of them not to contact each other anymore.