What era is it? Why are people still writing traditional diaries?

The next moment, Ying Yuzi appeared in front of Miyauchi Hikage and asked Miyauchi Hikage in her sharp and piercing voice.

Geng Xizi, who was sitting on the stone tablet, was also looking at this "other self" who suddenly appeared in astonishment.

It is different from the present self who wears a clean old-fashioned school uniform, has her long black hair combed smooth and silky, and looks like an impeccable beautiful girl.

The self in front of me.

Messy long hair and a ferocious appearance.

He was wearing a tattered school uniform, exuding a black aura, and there were even a lot of bloodstains on his body.

Isn't this what she looked like in the picture taken by that hot camera?

So, this is the real her?

She stood up and looked at that "herself" nervously, wondering what the other party wanted to do to Miyauchi Hikage.

Looking at such a ferocious face, feeling the negative emotions emanating from the other person.

Miyauchi Hikage didn't feel any threat in his heart.

After all, the other party has not completed the final evolution and cannot be considered a special-grade vengeful spirit.

If it weren't for Miyauchi Hikage sealing his own ripples and pure yang body, this level of vengeful spirits would probably be better than those high-level vengeful spirits in Beika Town that were eliminated by his unconscious AOE, so that they wouldn't even be able to see what he looked like.

However, although there are many vengeful spirits in Beika Town, no special-level vengeful spirits have appeared.

It is precisely because there are no special-grade vengeful spirits in Beika Town, and after dealing with the first and second-grade vengeful spirits there, a new batch of vengeful spirits that are not very aggressive will quickly gather and breed in one or two months. Therefore, neither the surface world nor the inner world has spent too much time on Beika Town, the vengeful spirit garbage dump.

Thinking of this, Miyauchi Hikage's eyes quickly swept back and forth between Ying Yuko and Yuko, and then he made an expression as if he understood.

"So, those painful memories and negative emotions that Miss Geng Xizi had forgotten eventually condensed into you?"

When Ying Xizi discovered that the boy in front of her did not have any negative emotions in his heart, she revealed a ferocious smile.

"What a clever man."

"Although your appearance disrupted my plans, I still want to thank you for this matter."

She turned around and looked at Geng Xizi, who looked uneasy.

"For the past half century, I have always wanted to appear before you, to let you experience the hatred that I have been unable to extinguish for the past half century."

"But unfortunately, you can't accept the ugly side of yourself, which is me, so you can never see the existence of my shadow."

"Even as your true self, you have been subconsciously suppressing my actions, preventing me from taking action against other humans."

She slowly walked towards Geng Xizi.

"But having given up all your past memories and hatred, how could you possibly know how powerful these things you've abandoned can be in this era?"

"I, who still have memories, have grown stronger because of this unquenchable hatred. But you, who have no memories, probably can't even maintain your sanity now."

"I originally thought it would take several more months to completely absorb your being, allowing me to become a complete being. I didn't expect these guys to not only connect with you in those few brief minutes at dusk, but even make you recall your memories from back then and become aware of my existence."

"In that case, you will reunite with me today, starting with this school built on filth, and take revenge on those who killed us and their descendants!"

As she said this, Ying Xizi stretched out her hand towards Geng Xizi, wanting to use her own strength to forcibly merge with this weak body.

Then...

After a long while, looking at Geng Xizi in front of her who seemed to be completely unaffected, Ying Xizi stood there in a daze for a few seconds.

Then she realized that she was still in touch with Geng Xizi in front of her.

But another irresistible force suddenly appeared in this connection, making it impossible for her to absorb Geng Xizi in front of her into her body!

Chapter 181: Unending Hatred

Ying Xizi didn't know what method those outsiders used to make Geng Xizi, a ghost that had been hiding for more than half a century, finally decide to face her.

Because of this, she did not have much killing intention towards people like Miyauchi Hikage.

At least she would give the other person a quick death.

Compared to Geng Zizi, who had been thinking about how to torture the other person for the past half century, dying as soon as possible was indeed a relief.

But the current situation is that she has waited for decades, and she can clearly see that she is about to erode the existence of Geng Xizi's original body bit by bit, so that she can completely replace the other party and become Geng Xizi's true "original body".

But now she found that she couldn't merge with Geng Xizi in front of her! ?

A force that she could not shake at all stood between them so casually, making it impossible for her to cross the gap and fulfill her half-century long-cherished wish.

"You actually have a backup plan?"

Ying Xizi shook her head in disbelief, the resentment in her body almost materializing at this moment.

"No, how could you possibly have a backup plan? We are one and the same. If you possess such power, there is no way you could hide it from me!"

Ying Xizi stared at Geng Xizi with her dark pupils.

At this time, she finally noticed the seemingly ordinary gray diary in Geng Xizi's hand.

She was very sure that Geng Xizi had never taken out such a thing before.

In other words, does that mean that Geng Xizi's power to resist herself comes from this diary that she obtained at some unknown time?

On Geng Xizi's side, she looked at the extremely ugly self in front of her and her eyes actually fell on the diary in her hand, and her heart suddenly shuddered.

Almost at the moment Ying Xizi appeared, she recalled the past that she wanted to forget, and in a very short time, she understood how this ugly self in front of her was born.

More than half a century ago, she was chosen by her own sister to be offered as a sacrifice to the gods.

Then, as she stared in disbelief, the villagers broke her legs to prevent her from escaping.

Then she was thrown into the basement of the old school building, which was lit by only a few candles and was also the last shrine left in this world by the Geng family's shrine.

She didn't die directly in the basement.

Instead, they died of physical hunger in despair, confusion, anger and hatred.

Looking at the "Geng Xizi" in front of her, she could fully feel how twisted her heart was at that time.

Even before death, one must make a request to the shrine, hoping to gain the power to take revenge on everyone.

"If we don't take revenge on those people, then this resentment will never be resolved."

Geng Xizi recalled the oath he made before his death.

But she was unable to fulfill this vow.

Maybe this is what they call retribution.

When she regained consciousness as a ghost, all the villagers who had killed her had died in the plague.

The only one still alive is her biological sister.

But at that time, Geng Xizi still felt hesitant at the last moment before killing her sister.

One was that when she was about to kill her sister, she saw her own extremely ugly appearance through her sister's eyes, which made her unable to accept that it was her current self, and she was unwilling to kill her own sister, the last bloodline of the Geng family left in the world.

The other one, after seeing his sister's relieved expression as she wished to die, had darker thoughts in his heart and felt that he should not let her die so easily.

He wanted to make the other person live in the immense torment and regret that he was the one who killed his sister, but his sister was unwilling to kill him to vent her anger after becoming a demon.

After torturing the other person's heart to the point that he has completely lost his value, he will kill him with his own hands to satisfy his inner desire for revenge.

These two completely different mindsets produced the same idea.

The final result was that Geng Zizi, the only survivor of the sacrifice, has been unable to get out of the shadow of that year for half a century.

And after that, Geng Xizi gradually split into two different beings.

As the original body, but with lost memories, Geng Xizi;

Ying Xizi's heart is filled with hatred for humans, but she is unable to attack others because of the constraints of her body.

Just as the other party said, although they had been separated for half a century, in the final analysis, she and the other party were indeed one.

Only when the different sides of these two Geng Xizi are combined together can they be considered a complete "Geng Xizi".

In this case, since she can see the diary that suddenly appeared in front of her, the other party should be able to see it as well.

To be precise, the "self" in front of me probably also has control over this diary.

It was just because she had mentioned the cenotaph that Geng Xizi had set up for her in the school when Miyauchi Hikage did, she had the urge to come and check it out, so she obtained ownership of the diary first.

So, the warning given to her in the diary refers to the fact that this person in front of her wants to completely devour her?

The emergency permissions opened for her by the diary severed the connection between her and her other self, preventing the other self from devouring her directly.

Feeling the other party's anger and helplessness, at this moment, Geng Xizi also understood why this diary appeared next to this stone tablet.

She began to be thankful that the diary did not appear in the old school building.

If it really appeared around the old school building, then I, who now only have less than ten minutes of wakefulness in a day, would never be able to find this diary before myself.

By that time, facing the other party's devouring, she would probably disappear completely in a daze.

Thinking of this, Geng Xizi couldn't help but look at Ying Xizi in front of her with a hint of sadness in her eyes.

It is precisely because she knows the other party's existence that Geng Xizi can more clearly understand what the hatred in the other party means.

Unless she as her original body can take the initiative to merge with the other party and then completely let go of this hatred.

Otherwise, the hatred in Ying Xizi cannot be resolved and will only continue in her heart.

If the other party really devours her, then only hatred will remain in her heart. Having lost all constraints, Geng Xizi will take revenge on all human beings.

But even though she knew Ying Xizi's purpose, Geng Xizi could only bitterly discover that she seemed to be unable to do anything now.

Her strength is far inferior to the "self" in front of her, who is made up of negative emotions.

The reason she was able to avoid being devoured by the other party was entirely due to the power of the diary.

Even if she were several times stronger, she would probably not be a match for the other party.

If it was more than ten years ago, when the mysterious revival had just begun, she could still use her original identity to control the other party.

But now, Geng Xizi is completely unable to have any influence on Ying Xizi in front of her.

Even if she were to devour Ying Xizi now, she might not be able to digest her completely even if she was full.

More importantly, after recovering some of her memory, Geng Xizi herself was still a little confused.

At least now, even though she has integrated some of her memories, she still cannot let go of all her hatred and become a Buddha instantly.

If she completely accepted Ying Xizi's hatred for more than fifty years, she felt that she might be assimilated by the hatred in Ying Xizi's heart.

"Even if you truly devour me and complete your revenge, what can you do?"

Geng Xizi looked at her ugly self and shook her head.

"If you really take that step, what awaits you and me is only complete destruction."

There is no shortage of strong people among humans.

After regaining consciousness and recalling many past memories, although Geng Xizi's activities have been limited to the area around the school, she has still seen some exorcists and magicians from the human side.

The main reason why she and Ying Xizi are still alive is that she has never really hurt others on her own initiative. At most, she has just scared ordinary people.

Therefore, Geng Xizi's current idea is just to let Ying Xizi in front of her temporarily give up the idea of ​​revenge and see if they can find a way to live in peace.

"Since you can see it, you should be able to feel its power. If you don't want to be wiped out by it, I think you'd better go back honestly now," Geng Xizi raised the diary in her hand, wanting to use this method to scare Ying Xizi away first, and then find a way to solve this problem.

But it was obvious that although Ying Xizi seemed a little frustrated because of the failure of the fusion, there was a bit more vigilance and fanaticism in her eyes when she looked at Geng Xizi and the diary in her hand.

But when faced with Geng Xizi's request for peace talks, she simply showed a look of disdain.

"Then you can destroy me, or find a way to merge with me again and use your will to make me give up the idea of ​​revenge."

I saw a hint of hesitation on Geng Xizi's face.

The curve of Ying Xizi's already grinning mouth became even more exaggerated.

"So, it seems that power can only barely protect you, and you yourself are actually unable to control this power at all."

"But if this force is just passive defense, how long can it last?"

Ying Xizi seemed to be able to perceive Geng Xizi's inner turmoil more clearly.

"I'm not like you, a guy who lost his memory. Every day at dusk, he just does something random and goes back to rest. I have been preparing for today for a long time."

"Those so-called exorcists and sorcerers cannot prevent the arrival of the next era."