Collapse, it's coming, love Lama

Mei was naturally confused and nervous about going to St. Freya Academy.

"Yes, we will definitely see each other again."

Mo Yi hugged Mei Yi and said seriously:

"The future will get better and better. We must work hard to live a good life so that my father-in-law will be happy when we meet next time."

"Hmm~"

The cook nodded and leaned on Mo Yi, just as she leaned on her father in the past. Now she was looking for another embrace where she could cry freely.

“The future will get better and better.”

……

At the time of departure, Mo Yi and the others naturally packed up well. For Mo Yi, Lei Dian Mansion was his second home in life. After this farewell, they might never see each other again.

Under the influence of the continued great collapse, the Thunder Mansion will soon collapse and become ruins. In the very end, everything must be recorded.

Mo Yi walked in the eldest lady's room, thinking of many, many things... memories that now belonged to him alone.

After all, Mei no longer has any memory of being a 'young lady'. He doesn't blame her, but he just feels that there are some things that he regrets and can't let go of.

But people always have to move forward, don't they?

86

Chapter 86 I will give you a quarter of my life to turn the world upside down!

Most of the valuable things in Mei's room had been packed up and taken away by the other party, and now only an empty room was left.

The room itself alone holds great significance to Mo Yi.

The disappearance of the Herrscher of Thunder did not restore Meiyi's past memories. The memories of the past six months ultimately became Mo Yi's story alone.

Thinking of this, Mo Yi couldn't help but reach out and touch the sun-shaped holy mark on his heart...

This was a gift left by the Herrscher of Thunder for Mo Yi. While taking a shower the night before, Mo Yi finally saw this "thing". The other party was trying to carve himself on his heart. It was unknown whether it was intentional or accidental.

But Mo Yi also remembered from the familiar holy mark'lines' in the mirror that after a special training session with the young lady, he once asked about the'tattoo' on her side while lying on her lap.

Mo Yi was naturally very interested, but the eldest lady just said "holy mark" and didn't explain too much. He didn't expect that it would come to him now, and he wanted to study it however he wanted.

"Miss~"

Mo Yi thought of the Herrscher of Thunder who had fallen into her arms, and he could no longer understand why the Herrscher had left the Sacred Mark to him...

With the help of the stigmata, even Airi was unable to solve the problem and could only slow down the erosion of the Honkai energy. Yi Ran disappeared. He had been making the worst-case scenario plans in his mind, but he didn't expect that he could really stay in this world and live with Mei and everyone else.

only--

"It's as if I ate your girl... Go find that coward over there, I've got everything about her there."

Mo Yi once again recalled the words the Thunder Queen said to him before she disappeared. Even now, he still couldn't figure it out -

Is she referring to Mei's lost memories of being a 'young lady'?

But where is it placed? Is it in the Herrscher of Thunder's core?

This is the biggest possibility. The Herrscher's core does have the ability to store personal consciousness. This is why Walter Yang was beaten to ashes by Xilin and was able to do sit-ups.

However, after searching with Ai Lama, no other consciousness was detected either in Meiyi's body or in the Thunder Core.

"Ah~"

Unable to figure it out, Mo Yi could only let it go, looking at the eldest lady's room, preparing to say goodbye to the "eldest lady". In the future, he would leave here and create new memories and write a new story with Meiyi.

I won't mention 'young lady' in front of Mei anymore. Let the past be the past. What's important is the future. This is the last time——

"This is the eldest lady's wardrobe..."

Mo Yi walked to the wardrobe and opened it. Sure enough, the clothes inside had been packed up and taken away by the other party. He still remembered that night when the eldest lady invited him into the room to admire her newly bought witch costume.

As I admired it, I began to admire the bed not far away, and the memories were very deep.

Before leaving, Mo Yi reached out and touched it, then recalled the relevant memories...

"I still remember—"

Mo Yi touched the desk, and the memory of the eldest lady always writing the observation diary of Mo Yi Beast behind his back came to his mind.

"Back then, you always hid in the drawer before I looked over."

Mo Yi reached for the drawer under the desk, ready to open it and take a look...

Then I found out, it was locked?!

Didn't Meiyi take everything away? Why did she lock it up?

Then Mo Yi remembered the key in his pocket that the Herrscher of Thunder had given him before leaving.

"Is it possible that——"

There was no reason, but Mo Yi just wanted to give it a try. He took out the key string that was strung together with the keychain that he had given him, and then tried each key one by one.

"No... this one is wrong too..."

After trying five, the sixth one fit in perfectly and opened the lock with a twist. Nothing unusual happened. He just opened a drawer lock that he could easily break.

With unknown expectations, Mo Yi gently opened the heavy drawer that was obviously not empty. Looking inside, he saw diaries that were almost full.

"This is the eldest lady's diary."

Mo Yi had wanted to take a peek for a long time, but he didn't expect to remember and find it at this time. So he reached out and picked up the one on the top. On the cover was written -

Mo Yishou's observation diary.

Mo Yishou: "???"

This name is really simple and easy to understand. I opened it and looked at the first page——

Friday, April 4th, heavy rain.

I picked up a new "little animal" today. Since it's not the usual cat or dog, Zhonglie temporarily named it "Mo Yi Beast". Unfortunately, it already has a name. I had prepared the name "Can" for the next little animal I picked up, but now it's useless.

But...it will always leave and I can use it next time.

……

"In life, meeting is an accident, and parting is the norm. Everyone comes into this world alone and leaves alone in the end."

After reading the conclusion of the first memory, Mo Yi sighed that it was exactly what Tang felt like.

They’re back, all the young ladies from the past are back!

It’s not that the gentle wife-type Meiyi today is bad, but the young lady in the past had irreplaceable significance to Mo Yi when he first arrived in the strange world. To be a little pretentious, she was Mo Yi’s white moonlight.

It’s like when you didn’t even have shoes to wear, and you met a girl riding a red horse in the wilderness. She said to you, if you are brave, she will take you to the battlefield, and you really followed her back and ran to the battlefield.

Many years later, you have become successful and famous, and are surrounded by all kinds of girls, including the princess of the empire and the queen of the demon country riding a magic dragon. Each one is cooler than the girl riding a red horse.

But in the deepest part of your heart, there is still the shadow of the woman riding a red horse in the wilderness. You chase her desperately because when you met her, you were just a little kid without even shoes to wear, and she was the only one who reached out to you.

To Mo Yi, the eldest lady was the girl on a red horse who extended her hand to him, a beggar on the street.

After reading the first diary entry, Mo Yi sat down on the chair as if he had found a treasure, and put the diary on the desk. The image of the eldest lady sitting here alone and writing these things popped into his mind, as if he was talking to the eldest lady who had disappeared through the diary.

I was immediately fascinated——

It records how Mo Yi conquered the other party with a pot of chicken soup. Of course, Mo Yi only realized at this time that the other party would describe it as the taste of "mom".

There was also the other party who described himself as a Pokémon, some normal-type cooking animal, but his attributes should clearly be normal + fairy.

"As expected of you, Miss."

As he watched, Mo Yishou started to laugh. The other party, who was very serious at that time, actually had a "reserved and sarcastic" heart in his heart. He also said that his characteristic was a "satisfying heart".

"I think your characteristic is a Chuunibyou, hum hum O (￣ヘ￣O＃)."

May 5, Tuesday, cloudy.

But when will I learn to observe someone silently?

Watching him quietly looking at his phone in the room, watching him stand by the window for hours watching the rain, watching him eat alone, cleaning alone, and strolling in the garden alone in the afternoon to bask in the sun...

You can't find any gossip or highlights in his life. It's so boring.

If it were anyone else, they would definitely be depressed to death. Is it possible to be so lonely?

Even cats will actively approach other people——

He's obviously no different from everyone else, so why is he, like me, acting like he's been abandoned by the whole world... no, he's voluntarily abandoned the whole world, yet he can still entertain himself? It's really infuriating.

But you find that you don’t hate him, because you are the same as him… Across the comings and goings of people, the observer and the observed are the same.

After reading this diary, Mo Yi finally understood why the eldest lady liked to observe him secretly during that period. Is this the attraction between lonely people and their own kind?

As for the fact that he could entertain himself, it was because he could have verbal battles with Alicia in his mind, so he was not as lonely as the other party thought.

But what about the eldest lady?

Lonely, I subconsciously search for someone who is equally lonely, but I dare not approach them, and just watch from afar...

Reading the diary entries one by one, recalling the story of their meeting, acquaintance, and understanding from the perspective of a young lady, Mo Yi found that he seemed to be less familiar with the other person, but he also felt that -

Yes, this is the eldest lady, so unique, seemingly silent, awkward and gentle fool.

Mo Yi, who was immersed in it, knew a lot of things, and knew how important the other party thought the casual promise of "watching the cherry blossoms bloom together next year" was.

He knew the despair and hesitation he felt after learning that he had been eroded by Honkai energy... He knew how he had resolved to save him.

"I clearly wanted to let everything become a buried secret, like insignificant dust, forgotten by no one and no one would care."

"..."

"It's so cute, but I'm still unwilling to give up..."

"..."

"Yes, there's no Herrscher of Thunder. I'm just someone no one expected anything of until I met you, a coward who was trying to scam me... That's all."

"..."

"You didn't expect that, did you? It turns out that Mei Raiden can lie. Of course, it's not really a lie, after all, Mei Raiden will indeed accompany you to see the cherry blossoms in full bloom next year."

Seeing this, Mo Yi's mind popped up the image of the eldest lady who was always serious. She showed a smug look after successfully teasing him, and said, "I just want to ask you if Mei Raiden accompanied you to see the cherry blossoms"... But he couldn't laugh at all. He had been crying for a long time. The distance between his eyes and chin had been filled with continuous tears and fell on the diary.

Then he quickly wiped it off to prevent his tears from blurring the words on it. This was the last treasure left to him by the eldest lady.

Yes, I really didn't expect that Mei Raiden, who is a middle school student and never lies, would tell me such a lie.

"I'm sorry, Mo Yi. I clearly wanted to use the best of summer to make up a huge lie that would never be discovered. But in the end, I still can't accept being forgotten by you without a name. I still want you to see the cherry blossoms bloom next year and remember that there was a girl called 'Miss' who gave everything for you."

At this point, Mo Yi naturally understood the consciousness of the Law of Thunder. No, there was no such thing as the Ruler of Thunder. It had always been that lonely girl. The true meaning of her last words to him, 'Go find that coward there, I've left everything she has there.'

So, Miss, you hid yourself in this locked drawer, but you are not a...coward!

"I clearly didn't want you to be sad, but I didn't expect that I would become the selfish person I once looked down upon... If you really read this book for a few days and read this far, please remember me forever."

"..."

"This is the second-to-last blank line on the last page of the original diary. Now there's only room for the next sentence. I really can't bear to let go."

"On April 2014, 4, I was very happy to meet you on that rainy night, on that overpass, even though you were trying to scam me. The moment I saw you, the girl named Raiden Mei finally earned the name 'Miss,' a name that belonged only to you, Mo Yi."

The diary has been turned to the last page, and as it says, it is about to end, but on the connected hard cover that is not suitable for writing, there is still the handwriting of the eldest lady, just as she can't write, overflowing with love and reluctance.

"This is really the last time. I want you to think of the young lady every year when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, but you can only think of the young lady when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom."

I touched the engraved words with my fingertips...this time, they were really gone.

"Woo~"

Mingming had hardly cried since he entered junior high school, and his heart was colder than the pen he used during the college entrance examination. But now Mo Yi could no longer control his tear glands or the sobs in his throat.

As he stroked the words engraved on the hardcover cover again, Mo Yi's mind popped up the expression of the purple-haired girl when she wrote this sentence.

"Miss...you're such a liar! You claim you never lie..."

Mo Yi subconsciously covered his heart with his hand, where the other party's holy mark was, or in other words, the "young lady" was here at the moment, with every beat of her heart, with the flow of blood, she was with him, forever together.

In order to allow the awakening stigmata that belongs only to her to be integrated into Mo Yi's body without rejection and help him eliminate the erosion of Honkai energy, the eldest lady can only choose "permanent sleep" and become a part of Mo Yi's body. Otherwise, it will cause problems similar to Alicia. No matter how Alama controls it, her Honkai energy will still have an immune reaction to Mo Yi, leading to Honkai energy erosion.

Becoming a part of each other seems to be a very romantic thing.

The eldest lady probably thought so and did so.