In the music series, the male protagonist writes a self-help manual for the inner world

Did this guy really discover my true identity? Nagasaki Suyo pinched her fingers tremblingly.

"This we, refers to me, Aine, and Ryuna."

Chen Xinghua's tone was still as calm, but when his voice reached Nagasaki Suye's ears, it was still distorted into a very scary state by this woman's brain.

"Not including Deng and Lixi."

He's questioning me, isn't he? Nagasaki Suyo's fingers were shaking more violently.

"If Deng hadn't invited you, you probably would never have formed a band with me, Aine, and Kaname."

Chen Xinghua's back became more and more terrifying in Nagasaki Sushi's eyes.

"The people you really want to form a band with are probably Xiao Deng, who originally belonged to 'CRYCHIC', and Li Xi, right?"

"I still haven't forgotten what happened that day. When I told you that Deng was going to form a lifelong band with someone else, you cried, right?"

From this perspective, Nagasaki Suyo's feelings for Deng may be very unusual.

If they were just ordinary friends, would they do this? When she heard Deng was going to form a band with someone else, she couldn't control herself and burst into tears in public.

When most people hear their friends forming a band with someone else, shouldn't they send their blessings or feel nothing? Why do they feel sad?

...Unless Miss Nagasaki Motoyo is particularly obsessed with the band Wataru.

And it's not enough to just form a band with Guang and Deng. After all, she never intended to integrate new band members, and only planned to get along with the old "CRYCHIC" band members.

No wonder, this is human nature.

I just want to hang out with old friends and don't want to make new ones.

But for Chen Xinghua, he thinks that if he can make friends, then make friends, and if he can't, then forget it. There is no need to stick to someone who doesn't want to be friends with him.

After all, he couldn't even remember half the names of his college classmates.

What's more, a friend's friend is not necessarily a friend, and there is no need for them to be friends.

Nagasaki Suyo answered Chen Xinghua with silence, and what he said was indeed right.

I just want to maintain a superficial friendship with the new member of the band, and then after regaining harmony with Xiaoxiang, find a suitable reason to remove the new member of the band.

"I've strayed off topic. Let's get back to the point. I almost forgot why I called you here. Regarding the upcoming live performance, do you think it's necessary given the band's current situation?"

Chen Xinghua turned around and looked at Nagasaki Suye, whose body was trembling slightly, and suddenly felt confused.

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Chapter 118 Miss Nagasaki Suyo didn’t know what to do.

This guy has something to hide... otherwise his hands would be shaking as he pinched his fingers.

If it was just pointed out that they didn't want to be friends with us, they wouldn't be trembling to this extent.

But Chen Xinghua didn't show his doubts on his face. He just walked slowly towards Nagasaki Sushi, then leaned over and said, "Ms. Nagasaki Sushi, what are you thinking about?"

"Why don't you answer my question?"

Chen Xinghua forced a smile deliberately, "Do you think it's necessary for us to participate in the Live?"

"I guess as long as you can form a band with Deng and Lixi, you can play in a studio band for the rest of your life and never perform on stage."

"am I right."

"...That's right."

Nagasaki Motoyo replied, "Of course it would be great if CRYCHIC could attract everyone's attention and shine like it did after the first live performance."

But even if we can never perform live and can only stay in the studio playing with the band, that’s fine, as long as... as long as we don’t disband.

Just like home, as long as it can last.

Chen Xinghua couldn't help but sigh after getting the correct answer. It was indeed like this. She just needed to form a band with Deng and Lixi.

As for the rest of the band? Does she want them?

"I feel that if we don't prepare well before we start playing live, this band will be like fireworks during Chinese New Year, exploding beautifully."

Then leave behind the remains of the blooming.

“…Even if we don’t have a live show, it’s bound to happen sooner or later.”

Chen Xinghua took a step back and looked at Nagasaki Suyo who had retreated back into the shadows of the stairwell.

"Because if the members of the band don't want to maintain the band, then how can the band continue to exist?"

Just like Aine.

Chen Xinghua felt that Aiyin had wanted to quit the band a long time ago... After all, can people who like to play games with others and those who plan to play professional games mix well together?

I'm afraid not.

The reason why she hasn't quit the band yet is probably just because of Deng's face. She is worried that suddenly quitting the band will hurt her friendship with Deng.

The word 'also'... Nagasaki Suyo caught this key word. Does he also want to end the band?

"Don't you want to keep the band going, too?"

'Yeah', as expected, Chen Xinghua began to become more and more pessimistic about Deng's band.

In this band, there's a pressure-monster who wants to be professional, a brown-haired girl who only wants to be with the old members of "CRYCHIC", an ordinary high school girl who just wants to be in the spotlight, and...

"...After all, Ms. Nagasaki Suyo, you don't want to maintain the band, do you?"

He saw it, he didn’t see it… Nagasaki Suyo lowered her head and pinched her fingers.

Did he see my true face?

"Maybe it's more than that."

Chen Xinghua frowned. He noticed that Nagasaki Suye was extremely nervous.

After all, Miss Nagasaki Motoyo is not an actor, and she cannot perfectly hide her emotions when she is extremely nervous.

...This tension wasn't just something that came from being told I didn't want to continue the band.

"There's something else hidden deep down inside you... I can tell."

Chen Xinghua induced Nagasaki Sushi to tell her the little thoughts in her heart.

"No, I don't. I really want to be in a band with you all for life."

Nagasaki Suyo raised her sweaty head, but the expression on her face that could no longer be suppressed told Chen Xinghua that this guy really had something to hide, and it wasn't just an ordinary ghost.

If you have nothing to hide, why would you react so strongly?

“The worst.”

Chen Xinghua's eyes were tinged with contempt, "Does this lifetime include me, Aine, and Lenai?"

He wanted to use this expression of "I understand everything, I'm just waiting for you to say it" to wait for Nagasaki Motoyo to say what was hidden in her heart.

"Could it be that these are just the names of the members who originally belonged to 'CRYCHIC'..."

Come to think of it, he still doesn't know the names of the other members of 'CRYCHIC'.

Since Nagasaki Suyo misses Shiina Tatsuki and Takamatsu Touma who originally belonged to 'CRYCHIC', she is also obsessed with the term "lifelong band".

Then maybe 'CRYCHIC' is a very important clue, and maybe Ms. Nagasaki Motoyo also misses the other members who used to belong to 'CRYCHIC'.

I heard from Shiina that before 'CRYCHIC' disbanded, they held a very perfect live.

Maybe it left a small trace on the Internet.

One thing he was sure of was that 'CRYCHIC' definitely had more than just bassist Nagasaki Motoyo, drummer Shiina Tatsuki, and vocalist Takamatsu Touma.

Because a band combination of bassist + drummer + lead singer is a rather unpopular band combination, at least a guitarist should be added.

"Calm down, Nagasaki Suyo."

Chen Xinghua said in a cold voice.

"After you calm down, I'll tell you about your story... or sin?"

Chen Xinghua tilted his head and looked at Nagasaki Sushi, observing the expression on her face.

There was no rebuttal. It seemed that what she was hiding in her heart was leaning towards the bad direction.

Although Chen Xinghua had anticipated this, after all, she was so nervous that the probability that the hidden thing was a good thing must be very small.

"Want to tell me? Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't. Because some things are better left unsaid."

Chen Xinghua looked at Nagasaki Suyo's face, raised his phone, and quietly backed away until he was at a distance where he could observe Nagasaki Suyo without letting Nagasaki Suyo see him searching for information on his phone screen.

"There's no need to elaborate."

After Chen Xinghua left, Miss Nagasaki Suyo felt her body go limp and she almost collapsed to the ground.

...He really knows everything.

Judging from Chen Xinghua's confident performance, Miss Nagasaki Motoyo felt that he was just about to say "leniency to those who confess, severity to those who resist."

What should I do, what should I do, what should I do?

Miss Nagasaki Motoyo didn't know what to do.

If he tells Xiao Deng and Li Xi everything I want to do, 'CRYCHIC' will be completely finished.

Time passed minute by minute, and the nail of Nagasaki Suye's left thumb was rubbed so hard that it cracked a few times, but she still couldn't think of any way to solve the problem.

What should I do, what should I do, what should I do?

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Chapter 119 How could it be her?

It seems that the only way is to confess, because he already knows your background and is just waiting for you to tell it... Although Nagasaki Suye thought so, her eyes subconsciously looked towards the exit.

Maybe I can escape from this hopeless place.

"Don't even think about running away. I won't chase you now, but don't you still have to come back to the studio to practice with us eventually?"

Chen Xinghua typed the word "CRYCHIC" in the search bar and pressed the confirm button.

"Escape will not solve the problem, Miss Nagasaki Suyo."

...How could it be her? Chen Xinghua's black pupils suddenly shrank.

Fortunately, under the cover of darkness, Miss Nagasaki Motoyo could not see the changes in his black pupils, otherwise, her amazing wisdom might have led to something extraordinary.

On the common social account of the "CRYCHIC" band, there is a picture of all five members of "CRYCHIC".

Chen Xinghua knew four of the five members, Takamatsu Deng, Nagasaki Suyo, and Feng Xiangzi.

...I should call you Toyokawa Shoko, right? He thought so as he looked at the brief introduction of each member on the band's main page.

The remaining member of "CRYCHIC" is a green-haired girl named Mutsu Wakaba who looks a bit like a doll.

Chen Xinghua put down his phone, his heart in a mess.

How did these guys get together with Feng Xiangzi, no... now I should say Fengchuan Xiangzi.

They were all extremely difficult people to get along with.

Although his mind was in a mess, Chen Xinghua quickly controlled the expression on his face.

"Have you figured it out, Miss Nagasaki Suyo? It's okay if we don't talk about it now... I won't force you to say it now. It's fine as long as everyone knows it in their hearts."

"...I want to go back to 'CRYCHIC'."

In the end, Nagasaki Suyo spoke her true feelings in front of Chen Xinghua.

Because this man made it so clear, he almost said directly, "I'm giving you face, don't be shameless and embarrass everyone."

Chen Xinghua nodded, pretending that he understood exactly what Nagasaki Sushi was thinking.

"So anyone who isn't a member of 'CRYCHIC' is redundant."

Nagasaki Suyo lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers.

'People who don't belong to 'CRYCHIC' are redundant,' Chen Xinghua combined this with what Nagasaki Motoyo had just said, 'I want to return to 'CRYCHIC',' and immediately came to a conclusion.

In other words, she wants to return to 'CRYCHIC', bring back all the members of 'CRYCHIC', and then optimize all those who do not belong to 'CRYCHIC'.

"What a despicable fellow."