In the music series, the male protagonist writes a self-help manual for the inner world

Yao Lenai shook herself.

……

Outside RING's cafe, Nagasaki Suyo, who had been hiding outside and peeping at the lights, finally saw what she wanted to see.

...The light came out.

But Nagasaki Suyo quickly frowned again.

Because she saw the pink-haired one and the black-haired one following Deng.

Should I go up and pretend to meet her by chance? Or should I just stare at the lights from a distance like I am now?

Wait a minute, Nagasaki Suyo blinked and found that she seemed to see a familiar figure.

Is that Xiangzi?

Why on earth did you quit "CRYCHIC"?

Shoko Toyokawa walked out of the musical instrument store and leaned weakly against the wall.

Why did I lose my scholarship?

"What an unpredictable fate."

Toyokawa Shoko sighed like a real adult. Who could have thought that the pink-haired transfer student who suddenly transferred to Yugaoka would kick Toyokawa Shoko, who had been at the top of the list for a long time, down in one fell swoop?

Moreover, the pink-haired transfer student's grades were much higher than Toyokawa Shoko's.

I really doubt whether she is cheating.

Shoko Toyokawa's idea of ​​relying on scholarships to supplement her family income was completely dashed.

No, calm down, Shoko Toyokawa. Although you are no longer number one, your scholarship has only slipped from the first tier to the second tier.

It's just that I'm missing a scholarship that can buy me hundreds of pork chop meals.

How can it be repaired? ! !

Calm down…calm down…calm down.

To be honest, Toyokawa Shoko, you don't need to rely on scholarships at all now, and you don't need to go out to work to earn that meager salary. Toyokawa Shoko laughed at herself in her heart.

You just need to put aside your self-esteem and ask Chen Xinghua for help.

He can easily carry your life on his shoulders.

But this won't work... Shoko Toyokawa's self-esteem won't allow her to do that.

Because it was the only thing she had.

Apart from this, Shoko Toyokawa has nothing.

Money? Toyokawa Shoko thinks her wallet is enough to make a thief cry and leave behind a thousand-yuan bill.

Family? Toyokawa Shoko only has a drunkard father who spends all day lying in a pile of beer cans drinking beer, and a cold-blooded mother who sits at the top of the Toyokawa family.

Status? Toyokawa Shoko has realized that she is no longer the eldest daughter of the Toyokawa family, she is just an ordinary high school girl.

Talent? Toyokawa Shoko laughed at herself. The reason why she felt that Chen Xinghua could easily shoulder her life was because of his talent that surpassed Toyokawa Shoko's... even surpassed the limits of human beings.

…It turns out that the piano can be played so beautifully and so touchingly. Toyokawa Shoko shook her head and threw the image of Chen Xinghua practicing the piano out of her mind.

But the more useful Chen Xinghua was, the more Toyokawa Shoko wanted to get rid of her dependence on him.

In addition to his own pitiful self-esteem, there is also another unspeakable little thought.

Because she often wondered what Chen Xinghua would do if he were put in a similar situation as herself?

The answer is that in just over a month, posters of world-class pianist Xinghua’s performance at Tokyo Dome will be plastered all over the streets.

He was still able to solve the troubles that would make Toyokawa Shoko anxious while shouldering the life of a girl named Toyokawa Shoko.

That's why I hate myself the most.

Toyokawa Shoko lowered her head to hide her increasingly unfriendly expression.

All the misfortunes in the world come from the lack of ability of the parties involved.

79

Chapter 79: Yuqiu Running Girl Toyokawa Shoko, no, it’s Feng Shoko.

If I could have his musical talent, it wouldn't matter if I was kicked out of the Toyokawa family along with my bastard dad.

It will be an honor for Toyokawa, not for me, that my last name is Toyokawa.

Shoko Toyokawa let out a long sigh and put the unrealistic fantasy out of her mind.

It would be more practical to think about what to eat tonight.

Life couldn't get any worse.

Just as Toyokawa Shoko was thinking this, two familiar figures and one less familiar figure quietly broke into his path.

But when you think life is bad enough, it must be because life has not yet hit you in the face again, causing you to have unrealistic fantasies about life.

For example, Shoko Toyokawa now, her amber eyes suddenly shrank.

"The lights, and Xinghua."

Why are the two of them standing together, talking and laughing?

...Not only is there a light, but there's also that pink-haired girl who stole my scholarship.

Shoko Toyokawa was particularly impressed by Chihaya Aine, after all, Chihaya Aine had snatched away her scholarship.

This is a very impressive thing.

Fengchuan now wanted to step forward and ask Deng why she was with Chen Xinghua, but then her step towards Deng stopped in mid-air.

"Deng, I wish you happiness."

Toyokawa Shoko's face became paler and paler, and the hand that was stretched out towards the lamp stopped in mid-air, following the owner's mood.

Shoko Toyokawa knew how much damage her withdrawal from "CRYCHIC" had caused to Deng, but she no longer had the energy to participate in "CRYCHIC" activities normally while concealing her family situation.

All the misfortunes in the world come from the lack of ability of the parties involved.

Yes, if I had stronger abilities, things would have gone in a better direction, and “CRYCHIC” would not have disbanded.

But this is already irreversible. Toyokawa Shoko closed her eyes in pain, she could only hope that Deng would be happy, and that everyone in "CRYCHIC" could live a happier life.

Because she no longer has any more energy...

What are you talking about, Toyokawa Shoko? You clearly have plenty of energy to spare, don't you? It's just that you're holding back on your own petty pride.

In the past, you could use the excuse that working was very time-consuming and energy-consuming, but what about now?

Didn’t Xinghua force a lot of money on you?

You are a person whose mind is really full of yourself.

Shoko Toyokawa's heart seemed to be torn in two.

It was clearly you who formed "CRYCHIC", it was clearly your unauthorized withdrawal that led to the disbandment of "CRYCHIC", and it was clearly you who hurt the lights, but you still have to say something about the lights. I wish you happiness.

How hypocritical, Toyokawa Shoko.

No... Shoko Toyokawa refuted herself weakly.

Before you can even recover from the heavy punch life has dealt you, this bastard of life will punch you in the face from all sides and beat you into a pig's head.

"Xiangzi, I want to talk to you, please."

Nagasaki Suyo's voice entered Toyokawa Shoko's ears and echoed wildly in her mind.

Toyokawa Shoko turned around and ran away, without any intention of staying to talk to Nagasaki Suyo.

No, you got the wrong person.

I am not Toyokawa Shoko, my name is Toyo Shoko. Toyokawa Shoko thought to himself in despair.

The last person Toyokawa Shoko wants to meet right now is her former teammate from "CRYCHIC".

Because she couldn't answer the question of why they themselves wanted to quit "CRYCHIC".

Is it because the family has fallen on hard times?

But now she has met Chen Xinghua, who can easily carry her life on his shoulders.

Now that the economic problem has been solved, can we rebuild "CRYCHIC"?

And she also helped Chen Xinghua before.

Therefore, regardless of both emotion and reason, Toyokawa Shoko can ask Chen Xinghua for help.

As long as her self-esteem allows her to do so.

How despicable! Shoko Toyokawa!

"Wait a moment, Xiangzi."

Nagasaki Suyo was out of breath, wondering why Toyokawa Shoko could run so fast.

"Thanks to his help again?"

Toyokawa Shoko muttered softly.

Ever since Chen Xinghua gave her the health/life instructions, Toyokawa Shoko has set up a strict exercise schedule and diet chart for herself.

Because Shoko Toyokawa believes that if you do something, you have to do it to the extreme.

In order to have a healthy body, proper exercise is essential in addition to a healthy diet.

…at least enough to be able to lift him.

So the reason why Toyokawa Shoko was able to defeat Nagasaki Suyo in this chase was simply because she had exercised much more than Nagasaki Suyo in the past few weeks.

Didn't you expect that you would need his help in this place?

It's really ironic... Toyokawa Shoko, how could you, how could you fall to the point where you need others' charity.

"Wait for me, I've been looking for you, Xiangzi."

Nagasaki Suyo's voice became smaller and smaller, showing that the distance between her and Toyokawa Shoko was growing larger and larger.

"Why did you quit 'CRYCHIC'?"

……

More than ten minutes later, Chen Xinghua, who walked outside the RING, received a message.

"Due to some unexpected circumstances, you can't come over to practice piano with me tonight."

Chen Xinghua silently read the message sent by Toyokawa Shoko.

"It's okay. It doesn't matter if you don't come today."

Chen Xinghua deleted most of the content he had entered because he took Toyokawa Shoko's self-esteem into consideration.

'It doesn't matter if you don't come today' is equivalent to saying that if you don't come, it won't affect my practice, which is equivalent to saying that even if you come, it won't help my practice at all.

Because only dispensable employees do not matter whether they come to the company or not.

Although Chen Xinghua and Toyokawa Shoko both knew that it didn't matter whether she came or not.

But some things are better left unsaid.

So, tsundere things are the most annoying.

"It's okay, I just happened to be going out with my friends today."

Chen Xinghua thought for a while and replied to Xiangzi.

"I wish you happiness."

Toyokawa Shoko replied.

Chen Xinghua put the phone in his pocket.

"Hey, is that Chihaya?"

Two high school girls sitting on the side of the road greeted Chihaya Aine.

"As expected, it's Chihaya."