In the music series, the male protagonist writes a self-help manual for the inner world

Sanjiao Chuhua touched her lips, her purple pupils flashing with nostalgia, quite charming.

What is more despairing than disgust is dullness.

At least the former proves that she has or has had deep feelings for him, while the latter only shows that Yue Guang only regards her as a passerby.

What would happen if Sanjiao Chuhua left Ave Mujica now? Would Toyokawa Shoko be sad? Would Chen Xinghua feel sorry for her?

Sanjiao Chuhua was thinking about this question all the time, in his dreams, in class, day and night.

After thinking for a long time, she got a sad but very possible answer. Toyokawa Shoko might feel a little sad at the beginning, and then forget about her after this little sadness disappeared, and continue to look for the next guitarist who can replace Sanjiao Chuhua's position.

Just like those who have chased the moonlight, Bai Yueguang will not imprint them all in her heart and remember them forever.

Her team leader Chen Xinghua will probably take the same approach as Toyokawa Shoko.

This also has a reference event. After all, Miss Triangle, who uses tracking as her common method, witnessed the entire process of the conflict between Ijichi Hongka and Shiina Riki because of Chen Xinghua.

Chen Ran, if you have to choose between two people, it is human nature to choose the one you value more.

But Sanjiao Chuhua doesn't think that he is the one he cares about more.

"I remember we were lying on a big rock, looking at the stars... She taught me guitar step by step."

Sanjiao Chuhua talked about the past with nostalgia.

Whether for Xiaoxiang or Xinghua, I am not an indispensable existence... Without me, their lives will not change at all.

I am so unwilling... I am so unwilling.

“Now that I think about it, it seems like a dream.”

Sanjiao Chuhua clenched her hands hidden behind her back suddenly, and the handcuffs hidden in her pocket collided with her cotton clothes, making a sound that ordinary people could not hear.

"A wild child from the countryside formed a friendship with the eldest daughter of the wealthy Toyokawa family..."

To say that Sanjiao Chuhua is content with the status quo is of course false.

She didn't want to be a fleeting passerby in Toyokawa Shoko's impression.

“It’s like Cinderella magic.”

But Cinderella's magic can only last until a quarter past midnight. This is what Sanjiao Chuhua came up with.

When the shortest hand on the clock pointed to the scale representing twelve and zero, Cinderella's magic failed and the miracle disappeared.

And after the miracle disappeared, the wild boy from the country could no longer forge friendship with the eldest daughter of the Toyokawa family... They all had to return to their respective positions, the wild boy from the country returned to the familiar countryside, and the eldest daughter of the Toyokawa family returned to her luxurious residence, and they would never see each other again.

"Your relationship with Xiangzi... I might be a little sorry about what I'm about to say."

Chen Xinghua said slowly that he felt that the relationship between Sanjiao Chuhua and Toyokawa Shoko seemed to be more than just ordinary friends.

Rather, it is more like a relationship between an admirer and the admired?

Chen Xinghua felt that this was evident from the adjectives that Sanjiao Chuhua used to describe himself and Toyokawa Shoko, namely, "a wild child from the countryside", "the eldest daughter of the wealthy Toyokawa family", and "Cinderella's magic".

Did she think that her acquaintance with Toyokawa Shoko was a miracle created by magic?

"...It doesn't look good."

Chen Xinghua paused and continued.

Sanjiao Chuhua looked back at Chen Xinghua, waiting for his next answer.

Do you want to continue? Looking at Sanjiao Chuhua's beautiful pupils, Chen Xinghua thought for a moment, and finally continued.

"You admire Xiangzi's back, but you feel that you can't always walk with her, right?"

Sanjiao Chuhua forced herself to put on an idol-like formulaic smile.

Fortunately, after a year of torture in idol activities, she developed the ability to keep smiling even in extreme situations, which prevented her from breaking down at the beginning like Nagasaki Suyo and exposing her most vulnerable side.

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Chapter 285 But this is not what I thought at all.

"Why do you say that?"

Sanjiao Chuhua stroked the fingers hidden behind his back, silently expressing his inner uneasiness.

"...Of course Xiangzi and I are friends. How can you say we don't get along?"

Forcibly suppressing the dangerous thoughts in his heart, Sanjiao Chuhua spoke in a very polite tone.

It’s not the time yet, we have to wait a little longer... The dangerous seeds are growing wildly in Sanjiao Chuhua’s heart, and there will always be a moment when they will produce the most dangerous, most beautiful and most delicious fruits.

Because he never took his eyes off Sanjiao Chuhua, Chen Xinghua found that from just now until now, Sanjiao Chuhua's expression remained the same, without any fluctuation.

...This is a guy who is more difficult to deal with than Shiina Riki and Nagasaki Motoyo.

"If your relationship is healthy... then why did you use the roundabout excuse of wanting to ask me for music advice when you wanted to reminisce with Xiangzi, instead of just telling her directly that you wanted to reminisce about the past with her?"

Chen Xinghua focused his gaze on Sanjiao Chuhua's eyes, because the eyes are the windows to the soul, and perhaps from this place one can see the human mind more clearly.

"And you didn't deny what I said, did you?"

Chen Xinghua said with his head down.

If Sanjiao Chuhua really thought that the relationship between her and Toyokawa Xiangzi was healthy, then when Chen Xinghua said that their relationship was unhealthy, she should have directly denied his point of view instead of asking him how he came to this conclusion.

"makes sense."

Sanjiao Chuhua acknowledged part of Chen Xinghua's point of view, but she thought that he could only infer this much and could not infer how crazy she would do for Toyokawa Shoko.

But think about it, even Toyokawa Shoko, the person involved, could not detect the madness in Sanjiao Chuhua's heart, and Chen Xinghua, a bystander who lacked many clues, was even less able to detect this.

"So? What are you talking about..."

Sanjiao Chuhua raised her hand, and the tone she spoke was still so elegant and calm.

"Is it to make things normal between us? You can't do that."

Sanjiao Chuhua firmly rejected the idea, because she suddenly thought that there was no closer relationship in the world than that of accomplices who committed the same crime.

Whether it is a wealthy tycoon who is as rich as a country, or a beggar who is so poor that he can only eat food in the trash can as his breakfast.

When they stabbed a dagger into an innocent person one after another, the difference in their identities disappeared.

At this time, they share the same identity - accomplices.

So could Chen Xinghua be the innocent person?

Of course, Sanjiao Chuhua also knew that this innocent person was just a metaphor, and he didn't really want to stab Chen Xinghua with a dagger... On the contrary, Toyokawa Shoko might be the one being stabbed.

"You can't possibly do what I need you to do."

Sanjiao Chuhua gritted his teeth and his expression changed slightly.

This is not because of any other miscellaneous things, it is just because Sanjiao Chuhua cannot accept a normal relationship, which means that he is not irreplaceable to Bai Yueguang.

"You can do this if you want."

Chen Xinghua turned his head and met Sanjiao Chuhua's averted pupils.

He felt that as long as Sanjiao Chuhua wanted, he could normalize the relationship between himself and Toyokawa Shoko.

It's not just because Toyokawa Shoko doesn't have the airs of a young lady, she can easily make friends with other girls...such as Deng and Riki.

And also because Toyokawa Shoko has gone bankrupt once, she no longer looks like the untouchable young lady that Sanjiao Chuhua longed for in her memory.

Despite his influence, Sanjiao Chuhua was completely unaware of this.

"Xiangzi isn't the type to look down on people from less fortunate families just because she's a young lady... Even though she's no longer the Xiangzi you remember spending your island vacation with, it's still the same."

By the way, if he had not existed from the beginning, and if Sankaku Hatsuka knew about Toyokawa Shoko's situation, how would the situation develop?

Well... maybe under the pressure of life, Shoko Toyokawa will form Ave Mujica.

However, given Xiangzi's personality, he might want to form AveMujica only after he goes to college.

Because Xiangzi doesn't seem like an irrational person.

In any case, if you don't have the kind of perverted musical talent described in light novels, and you don't want to be a "no-school-going" person and want to go to college, if you put a lot of time and energy into the band, you will most likely lose both your money and your life... If the band fails, you won't be able to go to college.

"I know her very well."

Chen Xinghua waved towards Sanjiao Chuhua.

But you don’t understand me… Sanjiao Chuhua understood Chen Xinghua’s idea. He wanted her to take the initiative to step out of her comfort zone and normalize her relationship with Toyokawa Shoko. At least it shouldn’t be this awkward relationship where she had to beat around the bush and make excuses to reminisce about the past.

This idea is quite consistent with the concept of normal people, but it is definitely not consistent with the concept of prioritizing girls.

"I'm jealous of you."

Sanjiao Chuhua said sincerely.

Her words made Chen Xinghua look up, and even the look he gave her became puzzled.

"Why do you already have what I want most?"

In front of men, Sanjiao Chuhua completely exposes her emotions.

"You can obviously stay by her side forever and don't have to worry about her abandoning you."

Because she thought that since she had decided to devote everything to her white moonlight, there was no need to hide her thoughts in front of the victim.

Anyway, it is very likely that I will do something excessive to him later, so before that, it should be okay to do something a little excessive.

"But I only treat her as an ordinary friend."

Sanjiao Chuhua expressed his thoughts to the man in front of him.

"Shouldn't it be?"

Chen Xinghua raised his hand and faced Sanjiao Chuhua.

If you don't consider Toyokawa Shoko as just an ordinary friend, then what else should you consider her to be?

"It should be... this is common sense."

Sanjiao Chuhua took a deep breath and responded to Chen Xinghua's confusion.

If you don't want to establish a deeper relationship with a girl, you should really just treat her as an ordinary friend.

“But that doesn’t fit my idea at all.”

She said in a loud voice.

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Chapter 286 Can you tell me who your girlfriend is?

Doesn't match your idea? Chen Xinghua pondered the meaning of what Sanjiao Chuhua had just said.

...Is she saying that I shouldn't treat her as just a friend?

If we are not just ordinary friends, what kind of relationship should it become?

Chen Xinghua sat cross-legged on the cushion, his eyes casually glancing at the guitars hanging on the wall, but his mind was not on them at all.

"Give……"

Sanjiao Chuhua's voice pulled Chen Xinghua back from his previous thoughts.

Now in front of him was a glass of bubbling Fat House Happy Water, a glass of freshly squeezed orange mixed juice, and a glass of cold water with water droplets seeping from the wall of the glass.

Unfortunately, the air conditioner in this room was so broken that even when the temperature was set to the lowest, it still made people sweat profusely on this hot day.

"Thank you."

Chen Xinghua took it and drank half a cup in one breath to relieve the gradually rising temperature in his body. He continued to think about the problem he had just been thinking about.

"Xiaoxiang likes you."

Before Chen Xinghua could figure out too much information, Sanjiao Chuhua whispered to him.

"It's not about liking someone in the sense of friendship, it's about liking someone in the sense of love."

As she spoke, she moved the plate with three cold drinks to the side.

"She wants to be with you...the kind that will last a lifetime and never be apart."

"Wait a moment."

Chen Xinghua covered his forehead with his hands, feeling a slight headache.