In the music series, the male protagonist writes a self-help manual for the inner world

Goto Ichiri asked timidly.

"It's cold, hold onto something warm."

Yao Lenai used the same simple words as always to express his true purpose.

...She remembered that Chen Xinghua felt very warm when hugged, so she went to find something that felt very warm when hugged.

Thinking of this, Kaname kicked off the slippers that originally belonged to Goto Ichiri and marched towards the door.

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Chapter 263: No hot pack.

When talking about something warm to hug, Goto Ichiri naturally thought of a hot pack.

"Lena, there doesn't seem to be a hot pack in the room."

"Oh...I see."

Yao Le Nai turned around, her eyes full of indifference.

Goto Ichiri hurriedly bent down, like a guilty child who had done something wrong.

"I'm so sorry. Next time you come, I'll definitely prepare some hot packs... Um, how many do you want?"

As he spoke, Goto Ichiri raised his head and secretly observed Kaname Rakuna's expression.

Kaname Rakuna tilted her head, thought for a moment, then stretched out a clenched fist towards Goto Ichiri.

Because the warm thing she wants to hold now is not a hot pack, and the number of fingers she extends represents the corresponding number of hot packs she wants. So if she clenched her fist and did not extend a finger, it means she does not want the hot pack.

Catching a glimpse of Rakuna's somewhat aggressive behavior, Goto Ichiri quickly stretched out his arms to protect his head, then gritted his teeth and prepared to face the next attack.

...clenching his fists, is he going to hit someone? How scary!

But Goto Ichiri has yet to receive the corresponding blow.

She lowered her arms and opened her frightened eyes, only to find that Yao Le Nai had flashed to the door and opened it at some point.

It turned out they weren't here to beat her. Luckily, luckily... Goto Ichiri breathed a sigh of relief, completely forgetting that her size seemed to be several sizes larger than that of the little kitten Kaname.

"So, Lenai, where are you going?"

she asked curiously.

"Go hug something warm."

Kaname answered without turning his head.

"Where is the warm stuff?"

Goto Ichiri hugged his knees and wondered where in his home he could find warmth.

While Goto Ichiri was thinking, Kaname Rakuna had already walked out of the door and disappeared from her sight.

Goto Ichiri's room and Chen Xinghua's room are very close, so close that even if Lenai doesn't know the location of the latter's room, he can search for that person's location by smelling the scent he smells.

Pushing open the door, the thing Kaname most wanted to see appeared in her heterochromatic eyes.

The man was lying on the bed at this time, crumpling the thin air-conditioning quilt into a ball and holding it in his arms.

So she walked with light girlish steps to the sleeping Chen Xinghua, carefully pulled out the quilt from his arms, and slowly lay down.

After lying down, Yao Lenai's curious eyes met Chen Xinghua's closed eyes.

……not enough.

...is far from enough.

Yao Lenai followed her inner thoughts, rested her head on Chen Xinghua's arm, and then used her hands and feet to hug the thing she wanted most.

……not enough.

...is far from enough.

Lenai's heart told her that this alone was far from enough.

So she once again followed her inner thoughts, rubbing her cheek against Chen Xinghua's cheek, and occasionally rubbing his lips.

……not enough.

...is far from enough.

But even after doing all these things, the emptiness in Lenai's heart was still not filled.

She needed more, much more.

But what does this desire that now fills Kaname's heart represent? Does she know it? Or does she not? Or does she know its meaning but take it for granted?

No matter what, Kaname finally raised her head and licked the cheek of the man in front of her, leaving a mark that belonged only to her.

Then she turned her head away, admiring the water stains she left behind with some obsession, and then hugged Chen Xinghua even tighter.

Her increasingly vigorous movements woke up Chen Xinghua, who had just fallen into a deep sleep. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw something incredible.

Why was Lenai in his arms…was this a dream?

Chen Xinghua shook his head, trying hard to make his blurred vision clearer.

But Kaname's short white hair still caught his eye.

Soon, he realized that this was not a dream.

This is not only due to the signals transmitted by the visual nerves, but also due to the information obtained by his brain through thinking.

If he was in a dream now, then the girl lying in his arms should be Ichiri, how could it be Lenai?

As if she had noticed something, Yao Lenai showed a look of dissatisfaction and held Chen Xinghua's arm even tighter.

However, Kaname, who only has the strength of an average girl, can be freed by Chen Xinghua with just a little effort, no matter how hard she tries.

"Um, Lenai, can you tell me why you appeared in my bed?"

Chen Xinghua easily freed his right hand from Yao Lenai's restraint.

"Forehead……"

Kaname Lenai raised her eyes, showing that she was thinking seriously.

"Because I'm cold...I want to hug something warm."

Yao Lenai's eyes drooped, meeting Chen Xinghua's confused gaze. Her heterochromatic eyes were full of sincerity, without any impurities.

He exhaled a little hot air onto Kaname's face.

So you thought he was a warm thing... so you hugged him?

I feel like Lenai is a bit like a cat, she likes to hide in warm places.

"Then Lenai, can you please go back to Ichiri's room and sleep first?... After all, it always feels particularly ambiguous when a boy and a girl sleep together."

"Why can't I be ambiguous?"

Yao Lenai blinked her watery eyes, revealing a hint of confusion.

If other girls had asked Chen Xinghua this question, he might have thought they were feigning ignorance. But now that it was Yao Lenai who asked the question, he felt that Yao Lenai truly didn't understand the topic.

Sometimes he really felt that he should not treat Yao Lenai as a woman of a different gender from himself, but should treat Yao Lenai as a girl who turned into a cat.

After all, her previous behavior was quite out of line.

...No, no, no, no matter what, you can't treat people like cats. Chen Xinghua shook his head, dispelling the dangerous thoughts in his mind.

Although Lenai does look a bit like a cat.

"Because of the ambiguity..."

Chen Xinghua suddenly stopped talking halfway.

If flirting is something that only opposite sexes who like each other can do, what if Lenai says she likes him?

After all, Lenai doesn't look like someone who can tell the difference between the affection between friends and the affection between boyfriends and girlfriends.

She might confuse the two.

While Chen Xinghua was lost in thought, Yao Lenai did not stop. She took the arm that Chen Xinghua had just pulled away from her and took it into her arms again.

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Chapter 264: Can only ambiguous couples sleep together?

At this time, in the other room, Goto Ichiri sat on the mattress, holding his blushing cheeks with his hands, probably thinking about something extraordinary.

At this moment, the other self in Goto Ichiri's mind had fallen into a deep sleep according to the biological clock he had developed in the past, and was temporarily unable to talk to her.

Looking at the sparse stars outside the window, Goto Ichiri thought that his childhood sweetheart should be asleep at this time, so what does he look like when he sleeps?

Is it good or bad?

If he had a terrible sleeping posture, shouldn't she go over and quietly cover him with a blanket like the heroine in a romance comic?

Swallowing the saliva in his mouth, Goto Ichiri nodded at his own imagination.

Coming back to his senses from his imagination for a moment, Goto Ichiri looked at the wide-open door with some worry.

Behind the creaking door blown by the wind, there was only empty darkness, and no white cat.

...Why hasn't Lena come back yet? Goto Ichiri shrank back in fear, his body trembling violently with fear.

Did Lenai meet a ghost and get eaten by it? At this moment, the socially anxious pink-haired guitarist's thoughts were so jumpy.

"Ghosts shouldn't exist."

As he spoke, Goto Ichiri calmed down from his previous state of fear.

Social phobia means being afraid of strangers, but it doesn’t necessarily mean being afraid of ghosts... because ghosts don’t exist, but strangers do.

Goto Ichiri got out of bed, kicked off his cute kitten slippers, and walked out the door.

"Lena, are you there?"

She looked around while softly calling Lenai's name.

"Can I tell you where it is?"

Suddenly, a lit room came into Goto Ichiri's sight, and she couldn't help but shift her attention to that room.

Isn't that... Xinghua's room? Goto Ichiri's blue eyes moved quickly and quickly, immediately catching the most crucial thing.

And the door was still open.

Goto Ichiri opened the door, which had been left open due to the negligence of the door opener. Her pounding red heart was suddenly gripped by a sense of foreboding.

"Why is it open?"

Goto Ichiri couldn't help but take a step forward, his face completely filled with fear.

She remembered that there should be nothing very warm to hug in Xinghua's room...so it was impossible for Lenai to go into Xinghua's room.

but……

"...Why is the door open?"

She walked to the gate and murmured heavily.

Could it be that while she was waiting in the room, Kaname Rakuna, like the thieving cat in the book, quietly walked into the room of Goto Ichiri's childhood sweetheart, and then... Goto Ichiri didn't dare to imagine any further.

With fear in his heart, Goto Ichiri hurriedly pushed open the door and saw his childhood sweetheart and Kaname Rana sitting opposite each other on the bed.

"……call."

Seeing this scene, Goto Ichiri breathed a sigh of relief.

Because Lenai only wanted to sit opposite her childhood sweetheart, instead of having a "battle" on the bed that might result in death.

That's right... I was really worrying too much. How could the things in the book happen in real life? Goto Ichiri was speechless about his fear just now.

"Le Nai, why are you disturbing Xinghua's sleep?"

Goto Ichiri said in a weak voice.

Kaname Rakuna pressed her hands on the ground and twisted them, turning her body towards Goto Ichiri.

“…Because it’s warm.”