Now that she had a mouth substitute, Saeko Busujima didn't ask again. She just silently looked at Shiraha, who smiled and said, "I once heard some mothers tell their children, 'Don't waste food, or you'll suffer in a hell of the soul.'"
Bai Yu pointed to the heart and said, "So, this...this strongest muscle in the human body, it's not just a simple organ, it also has a soul."
"Here, guilt will drive you to a corner and build a prison; here, you will build high walls to prevent being hurt again because you have been hurt; you will cheer and jump for joy because of the love of your beloved, and the garden will be full of flowers; you will also be covered in rain because of sadness and loss. This is a little world that belongs to you alone."
"This is also a world, and Miss Busujima, have you ever explored it? Or... is there a fierce battle going on there?"
"Huh? I..."
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Chapter 442 Leone and Akame, Spectators at the Show, and Saeko Busujima, the Honest One (Please Subscribe~)
Saeko Busujima was slightly taken aback by Bai Yu's words. Lucifer and the others also thought about Bai Yu's words carefully. They suddenly realized that they hadn't really observed their own hearts properly.
Bai Yu chuckled and said, "It's quite interesting, isn't it? After being told about this, you want to take a look, but you don't know how to look at it. There's a feeling of familiarity yet strangeness. Humans are such contradictory and interesting creatures."
Saeko Busujima pursed her lips and said, "I don't think Mr. Shiraha is the kind of person who would be so conflicted."
"Hmm? No, every human being is subject to this situation, and I am no exception. The so-called non-contradiction is nothing more than having a clear conscience, living a life without regrets, and being true to oneself without caring about other people's opinions. But no one can do it perfectly."
"Huh? Honey, you have things you regret? I don't think so."
Eirin Yagokoro and the others nodded in agreement. Their husbands lived such an easy and free life, and seemed to be able to do everything perfectly and prepare everything very thoroughly. They always had a sense of being in complete control. They really didn't know what their husbands were so curious about.
Bai Yu nodded and said, "Of course there are. For example, the barbecue restaurant I missed before, or the beautiful scenery I missed because I was rushing to catch a flight, or some curves I didn't pass perfectly during a rally race."
"But some things, once missed, are missed forever. Even if you win, no matter how many times you run the race again, it will never be the same race. Maybe one day you will suddenly remember it, but these are all precious memories."
Yukari Yakumo said with a smile, "Honey, we can't do anything about the barbecue restaurant and the competition, but as for the beautiful scenery... we'll all go with you to see it next time, okay?"
"That's right!"
"So, having regrets isn't necessarily a bad thing. Whether it's the satisfaction of being able to make up for them later or the ease of letting go later, these are rare feelings and states of mind. Perhaps... this is what they mean by everything being arranged in the best way in the dark."
"Indeed! If it weren't the best arrangement, we wouldn't all be sitting together today."
"Indeed, but if that's the case, I really don't know how to observe the little world in my own heart. Grayfia, you've always been quite honest, have you ever observed it?"
Gurefia thought for a moment and said, "To be honest, apart from my husband, I don't think anyone else would pay much attention to this, because it's a part of life and a part of ourselves, so we would probably subconsciously ignore it."
"Have you observed anything yet?"
Gurefia pursed her red lips and thought for a moment before saying, "Well... if I had to describe it, I feel my world would be... a clear sky with only a thin layer of dark clouds..."
"Because of your brother?"
"Yes... If there's anything in my life that I can't rest easy about, it's Euclid. I don't know what he was thinking, following that madman Lezewim... When we get back this time, Lucy, I'll handle this kid."
Lucifer and the others' eyes twitched. Good heavens, Grayfia was practically living the life of a winner. So this person who annoyed her was probably going to get a good taste of what it meant to be lectured by a biological older sister. Who knows, she might even have a psychological scar for the rest of her life.
What's more, Grayfia is currently in her head maid position, which means she's incredibly strict. Crucially, aside from her husband, no one can currently control her! If Bai Yu doesn't go, he's practically doomed...
Bai Yu smiled and said, "A sunny day? For Gurefia, it might be more colorful than you imagine. Observe her more, it will be very interesting."
"Huh? Hmm... It is indeed an interesting thing... But, honey, you must have observed your own heart, right?"
Bai Yu thought for a moment and said, "My inner world... to put it simply, is... a real world."
"Huh? Honey, do you mean that for you, your world is almost no different from the real world?"
"When you live authentically enough and do everything as spontaneously as possible, what you experience is driven by your heart and soul. Everything you see, do, hear, say, and experience is like this, and that is the world in your heart."
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Beelzebub said thoughtfully, "Simply put, if you live authentically, then your world doesn't have too many fantasies; it's just what you experience. Is that right?"
Bai Yu smiled and said, "That's a good answer, but unfortunately there's no reward."
"Hehe... It's okay, it's okay, I'll find a reward for myself during the date!"
On the other side, Saeko Busujima pursed her lips and said, "The world inside my heart... the real world... the real..."
"In other words, deceiving yourself and having your heart deceive you are different. Which one are you thinking? Are you hiding the truth, or is the truth running away from you?"
After a moment of silence, Saeko Busujima sighed and said, "Mr. Shiraha, to live like you... is truly enviable and admirable..."
"Courage is a very precious proof of humanity. The human race is too fragile, and what supports them is courage, diligence and wisdom. Face it head-on. Sometimes it may not be as terrible as you imagine. A potted plant will wither if it doesn't see sunlight for a long time. Does your world have such a flower?"
"Hmm... Uh... Hey! Brother Bai Yu! I was a little engrossed in what you were listening to!"
Leone and Akame, who were standing on the stairs at some point, nodded subconsciously. However, in the quiet shop, their confirmation was quite clear to the strong Bai Yu and his companions.
Leone pulled Akame to sit next to Yakumo Yukari and the others. Leone and Akame were both wearing fitted tank tops and shorts, making their long legs look exceptionally long. Leone, resting her chin on her hand, smiled and said, "Hey... I was just thinking of getting a few beers, but I didn't expect there to be something going on. I guess I'll just listen in!"
Akame nodded in agreement, and everyone's eyes turned to Saeko Busujima again. This time, however, Saeko Busujima did not remain silent but instead let out a long sigh.
However, they all knew that this girl might really have to muster up the courage...
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Chapter 443 Saeko Busujima's Confession and the Women's Reactions (Please Subscribe~)
After a moment of silence, Saeko Busujima let out a sigh of relief and said softly, "Once upon a time... when I was a child, one day, I was followed by a pervert with malicious intentions after school..."
Lucifer and the others were stunned. Goodness, you rarely speak, but when you do, it's always this provocative? Beelzebub swallowed hard and said, "You...you don't mean you were successful, do you...?"
Leone and the others nodded repeatedly. Saeko Busujima was a typical rich and beautiful young lady, and it would be extremely infuriating if she succeeded.
"No...of course not, but..."
Everyone secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, it wasn't as outrageous as in the movie, and nothing infuriating happened. Yuuko Ichihara tilted her head and said, "Eh? What's bothering you? Were you scared? Hmm...maybe. After all, she's still a little girl. Even adults could be scared."
Saeko Busujima pursed her lips and said, "No... I wasn't scared. Rather, at that moment, I only had one thought in my mind, a thought that probably no normal person would think of..."
Leone, propping her chin on her hand, said, "What's so surprising? You wouldn't say you're excited, would that be too weird... huh?"
Before Leone could finish speaking, Saeko Busujima nodded slightly. Everyone was slightly taken aback. Shiraha tilted his head but didn't say anything. Ran Yakumo said blankly, "Wait... wasn't he supposed to be a guy with ulterior motives? Why are you so excited...?"
"In fact, I did feel excited, but..."
"Stop!"
Before Saeko Busujima could finish speaking, Lucifer shouted "Stop!" and then dashed upstairs. When he reappeared, he was dragging Harley Quinn, who was holding a toothbrush and wearing a face mask.
"Hey! My dear sister! Even if you're in a real hurry! Can you let me spit out the foam before you call me? I almost twisted my ankle!"
"Harley! Hurry up! It's time to show your professionalism!"
Harley Quinn, her mouth full of toothpaste foam, looked at Lucifer with a puzzled expression, then at Bai Yu, and said, "Hey! Honey Lucifer wants to see a psychiatrist?"
"What do you mean, 'I see'! It's Miss Busujima!"
"Hmm? Oh! Good evening, Harley Quinn, formerly... um... a psychiatrist."
Saeko Busujima paused for a moment, then nodded and said, "Hello... Nice to meet you, Saeko Busujima..."
"So what? This child seems perfectly normal."
After Lucifer whispered something in Harley Quinn's ear, Harley Quinn held out a hand and said, "Wait for me for two minutes!"
After saying that, she ran straight into the bathroom. Not long after, she saw Harley Quinn had already removed her face mask. Although she wasn't wearing makeup, she still looked exquisite and charming. Harley Quinn sat down gracefully and tidied her hair behind her ear, cleared her throat, and said, "Okay, I'm ready. Please continue."
Harley Quinn's words suddenly made the atmosphere a little awkward. Saeko Busujima pursed her lips and said, "A psychiatrist... It's not surprising to see all sorts of people here. Yes... I feel excited, but I'm not excited about having someone following me or enjoying this kind of danger."
"What excites me is...is..."
Harley Quinn just watched with a smile. She already knew what Saeko Busujima's problem was. She could only say that this girl was very polite and very naive, but she didn't say anything and just watched with a smile.
Bai Yu shook his head with a slight smile, looking down at his phone. Lucifer and the others listened intently. Saeko Busujima clenched her fist as if using all her strength to whisper, "I'm excited because I have a legitimate reason to use force..."
"Huh?" xn
"In fact... that's what I thought, and that's what I did. In the end, I used my proud Pokjima-ryu swordsmanship to severely injure that person. As a result, I was deemed to have acted in self-defense, while that person suffered multiple fractures and was hospitalized for a very long time."
"I knew very well that this had far exceeded the level of legitimate self-defense. After that day, I couldn't sleep a wink; my heart was filled with very mixed emotions."
"
"I'm excited. I feel thrilled and excited because I can use violence like this. The screams, the cries of pain, the sound of the wooden sword hitting my body, the pleas for mercy, the sound of bones breaking... these excite me..."
"I regret it. Why did I do this? I'm terrified. Why did I do it? Why was I excited?... I... I'm a monster... I'll hurt the people around me, and one day I'll cause even greater harm. So I'm desperately trying to hide the darkness in my heart... I..."
"Ah... Akame, what did Ari say she wanted to eat?"
Akame thought for a moment and said, "It looks like pan-fried octopus with yuzu vinegar..."
"Let's go! Hey! Brother Bai Yu! We'd like to order upstairs!"
"Okay, Lucy, what would you like to eat?"
"Fried mixed vegetables and fruit salad, please..."
Leone immediately pulled Akame to her feet and moved closer to Shiraha, saying with a smile, "Hey... if I don't help out, I'll probably get nagged by the BOSS again. Besides, Akame has always wanted to learn cooking from you."
Akame nodded seriously and said, "Yes, Mr. Shiraha, is that alright? I won't bother you."
"Of course, there's no reason to refuse, but I'm not very good at teaching students."
"I'd never believe you!"
Even Yui Agasa, who is a late-stage husband-obsessed woman, made a comment. Leone chuckled and immediately pulled Shiraha towards the kitchen, not minding any intimate interaction with Shiraha. Akame quickly followed.
Saeko Busujima was slightly taken aback. Why did everyone suddenly seem uninterested in listening? Were they ignoring her? Or did they simply not want to hear it? Yes... who would listen to a monster defending herself and recounting her sins?
Bai Yu turned his head and chuckled, saying, "Miss Poison Island."
"Eh? Yes!"
"You... you've wasted so many years of your life."
"Eh?"
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Chapter 444 Harley Quinn's Advice: Nothing More Than a Grain of Dust (Please Subscribe~)
Saeko Busujima was slightly taken aback by these words. She never expected Bai Yu to say something like that. Was it that she had wasted several years? Did he mean that she had been overthinking things, or was it a form of comfort?
Beelzebub, propping his chin on his hands, watched the movie on his computer and said with a hint of helplessness, "I thought it was something big, but it turns out it's just this little thing. The contrast is huge! Hey! Lucie! Lucie! I guessed right! It's all about the shadows!"
"Tsk... Why can't I guess right every time?! How do these guys even come up with these ideas?!"
"That requires comprehension, okay? Like me, I've improved a lot after spending this time with Bai Yu."
"Come on, you're not even officially together yet, you haven't even started dating."
"I'm not a couple, but we're practically a couple! You wait for my date! The day I go on my date will be the day I officially leave single and get married!"
Yuuko Ichihara and the others rolled their eyes, but Beelzebub and the others still believed what they said. Beelzebub was really capable of doing something incredibly reckless, and it was clear that she really liked Shiraha and was eager to find another opportunity to date him and marry him.
Currently, besides Soraka, who is still desperately imagining things, there are only Azazel and Fujiwara Toyomi in her situation. Upstairs, there are also a few Tina and her friends who are eager to take action. It's really inexplicably exciting.
Saeko Busujima bit her lip, saying with some hesitation, "Mrs. Lucy, don't you...don't you think I'm dangerous, a monster, and shouldn't be living such a peaceful life like an ordinary girl...?"
"Huh?" xn
Yukari Yakumo said blankly, "I don't quite understand. Why are you making such a big deal out of this? It's such a trivial matter."
"But!"
Harley Quinn laughed and said, "Alright, alright, your situation can be summed up in four words."
"what?"
"Stress, denial, fear, and anxiety."
"Eh?"
"To elaborate further, you keep telling yourself that you are a monster, that you don't deserve to live with a group of ordinary people, and that you might expose your bloodthirsty, belligerent, and savage side at any moment."
"This is denial, constantly denying your own existence, and such denial brings you endless pressure and an unshakeable gloom. As a result, you form a closed loop, constantly bowing down in the face of such pressure."
"In daily life, try your best to appear calm and polite, but inside you are distant and cautious. You are afraid of heart-to-heart conversations and facing others, and fear brings you nothing but anxiety."
Kazami Yuuka and the others nodded in agreement. As expected of a psychologist, she was one of the most reliable people in the family. Although Harley Quinn was a crazy husband-obsessed woman in her late twilight years and sometimes went crazy, she was indeed one of the most reliable decision-makers in the family.
Saeko Busujima opened her mouth and said, "But...but that's the truth, I really am a very dangerous person..."
"Is it strange that you think that way? I don't think so. You feel it's dangerous because of your bloodlust and violent thoughts. So, let me ask you two questions. Don't think about them, just answer them immediately."
"Huh? Okay...."
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