The man from Wugeng's family is indeed reliable

"Feel sorry."

Haoshu was a little flustered, sweat oozing from his palms, and his expression became more and more painful.

This look made Yui feel a little uneasy. This was the first time she had seen such a strange expression since she met Hiroshi.

Under her gentle gaze, Hao Shu felt that his heart, which had been so hard to firm, was about to be melted by this touching look, but at the same time he knew that he could not retreat even a single step.

Hiroshi gritted his teeth and opened his eyes wide. He tried hard to control the impulse surging from his limbs and bones. He wanted to stay calm.

"Hey, Yui. From the day I met you, you've grown a lot. You've become much better. I've always been happy about your progress. From the beginning, making cookies was as hard as coal, but now you can make some simple breakfasts. Your academic performance has also improved from the middle and lower levels to the top of the class. You can even get along with people and society. You are my pride, but I have been standing still and achieving nothing..."

Hiroshi wanted to control himself, but his words were already incoherent; he wanted to muster up the courage to say "I am no longer worthy of being with you", but he was suddenly a little afraid of seeing tears flowing from the beautiful eyes of this gentle girl.

"Really? But I'm still far behind Hiroshi. I need to work harder. And didn't I tell you to rely on me more?"

Yui had a doting smile on her face. This smile had slowly transformed from her childish giggle after she reunited with Hiroshi. She patted her chest gently, looking extremely reliable.

She has really grown a lot along the way.

And all this was just because she wanted to stay by his side. She wanted to share some of his pressure and bring more smiles to his tired face.

"But I'm a man, and I have my own responsibilities. So please stop being so gentle with me, okay?"

The word "responsibility" was like two huge mountains pressing on Hiroshi's back, so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

No crucial words were said, but the indifference between the lines made people feel colder than the surrounding temperature.

"What do you mean?"

The smile on Yui's face gradually faded. She also felt the sadness on Hiroshi's face and the problem with his choice of words. What was going on? Her gaze became a little oppressive, staring straight at Hiroshi.

Facing that sight, Hiroshi stumbled back two steps. As Yui looked at him seriously, and thought of her sad expression, his heart felt like it was pierced by thousands of arrows. He opened his mouth to breathe more smoothly. This feeling was really painful, but it was already the end and he couldn't leave her with any sad expression, even if it meant parting.

"Yue, Yui"

He forced a stiff face into an ugly smile, which made Yui even more worried about him.

"Thank you for your company all the time. I am really happy when you are by my side. I can no longer make any promises to you and bear the heavy responsibility of your future happiness. You are a good person and we are breaking up."

The last word was hard to utter. His mouth felt like it was sewn shut, making it difficult to utter a single word.

"What?"

In any case, Yui did not expect the current situation.

Tuanzi seemed to have lost his soul. He took two steps forward on the stone path, with confusion and disbelief in his eyes.

"Hiroshi, you're kidding, right? Haha, please don't make such jokes, it's not funny at all. I'm telling you, even if you have a good temper, I'll still be angry about this."

Faced with Yui's staggering steps and questioning voice, Hiroshi closed his eyes in pain and took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, let's break up."

These words, this reaffirmation, were like a bolt from the blue, leaving Yui completely stunned.

What does it mean?

She was heartbroken? She didn't understand this feeling. She was clearly halfway to the other side of happiness, and could clearly see the banner of victory, but why did it wither before it even blossomed and bore fruit?

Isn't victory already in the bag?

Isn't it just a little indulgence?

Why!

She thought of her family and the leap she had taken that day with all her courage, and suddenly felt very wronged.

She had been brought up in a strict family since she was a child, so she had basically no contact with any men, let alone falling in love with anyone.

The only thing that remains is the solemn oath made while playing house in kindergarten.

"Hey, are you going to do this even if you have to swallow a thousand needles? What did I do wrong, Hiroshi? Tell me, Yui will be obedient. Don't leave Yui, okay?"

She staggered with tears in her eyes and spoke in a tone of almost collapse. She quickly stepped forward and grabbed Hao Shu's collar, and her tied hair was blown away by the wind.

All that greeted her was Hiroshi's forced smile.

"There's nothing wrong with Yui either. This is all my fault."

The gentle tone as always, now turned into the sharpest weapon, cutting a deep scar on her heart.

"No! No!"

That kind of heart-wrenching wail, that kind of desperate mourning like a puppy abandoned by its owner, this was something Hiroshi had never imagined.

"Meeting you is my greatest happiness! No! Don't take my happiness away!!!! Don't leave me!"

As if her life had come to an end, as if her soul was about to die, Yui hugged Hiroshi tightly.

"No, don't leave me"

Sobbing and crying, Hiroshi's heart was torn apart by pain. But at this point, she couldn't cry anymore. The last picture left for her must be one of her smiling!

Try your best and give it your all to leave her with a final smile.

"Don't cry, Yui. You have beautiful eyes, and they're not meant for tears."

He took out a handkerchief from his lapel and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks. This was the last gentleness Yiru showed.

But this time he didn't hold her in his arms and wipe her, because he lost the reason to hold her.

"I'm not leaving you, I'm protecting you. Yui, even if you can't see me anymore, I will always be by your side, guarding you."

Hiroshi thought of the golden figure that had transformed into a point of light under the starry sky. For the first time, he saw that once-disappeared memories, if two people loved each other deeply, would merge there, becoming one, only to dissipate and reappear when they met again. Was it because of the fake medicine? Hiroshi still didn't understand the reason.

"I don't understand, Yui doesn't understand, why do we have to break up! Why do you want to leave Yui! How can Hiroshi protect me if he's no longer by Yui's side? I don't understand!"

She could no longer touch him, so she cried...

She is just an ordinary girl, watching her friends compare with each other but never feel any envy, because

"It doesn't matter if I have nothing, as long as I have you it's enough! Hey!! Hiroshi, do you know?!"

Her tear-stained face was filled with her passionate feelings for him, as if it was the proudest thing in her life. She raised her chest proudly and shouted to him with all her might as if her whole life was burning.

"You know what! As long as I'm with you! I'm richer than the king because I have you!!!"

The hand that was wiping the tears paused, and Hiroshi really couldn't help but hug tightly the girl who regarded loving her as the proudest thing in her life.

"Oh, what can I do? Oh! I'm also desperate!!!!"

The strong feelings in my heart can no longer be resisted.

For the first time in his life, Hiroshi shouted at a girl.

His voice was hoarse, and looking at the crying girl in front of him, his heart felt like a knife was cutting through it. It hurt, it really hurt.

He shed tears.

"I clearly decided to say the last word with a smile. Sorry."

"I can't hug you anymore, I'm sorry."

"I really want to tell you all my secrets. I'm sorry."

He stretched out his palm to caress the delicate face with tears streaming down her face. At this moment, he greedily hugged the girl's body, as if he wanted to become one with her.

In the midst of ice and snow.

If possible, he really doesn't want to hurt anyone.

A pair of people for a lifetime, just like that, how wonderful is the simple happiness.

But fate is so cruel, and now the situation cannot allow the one I love to get involved in this mess.

He had lost his composure and was at a loss, completely unaware of what the future held.

He couldn't give her complete happiness.

So, he made a decision

He held up the face of her whom he loved most at the moment, and they stared at each other with tearful eyes, as if they wanted to keep the impression of each other in their minds.

Then, a passionate kiss.

"Goodbye, my love."

It's enough to make me cry while writing this. This chapter has more than 3000 words, which is quite enjoyable to read.

Wuwuwu, my little Yui QAQ, today's three updates are all for you, wuwuwu

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Chapter 161 Gogen Hiroki is blessed by the snow

The moment Hiroshi said he wanted to break up, the light in Yui's eyes became weak as if it was about to disappear, but she still stared at Hiroshi's shining eyes with all her might.

Boom, boom, the light mixed with tears flickers like a heartbeat. This is the lamp of life.

In her eyes, Hiroshi saw every detail of their journey together, just like a dying person recalling his life before he dies, from the promised kiss in kindergarten that was as interesting as a weird uncle deceiving a loli, to the inexplicable familiarity they felt when they met again ten years later, and finally the scene pushed to the brave kiss when the girl jumped with all her strength under the golden sunset.

Everything is playing out in my mind as if it were yesterday.

Whether happy or sad, all mixed together, the burning gaze pierced into Haoshu's heart, never faded, never gave up.

Hiroshi looked down at Yui's face. The tear marks on her face, which had always been smiling, pierced Hiroshi's heart. He could only force a smile and gently stroke her hair. He knew that letting her go would bring her happiness.

So, what she didn't expect, what he wanted to give her

At the moment of the kiss, the two hearts seemed to be stuck together, and Hiroshi felt as if he saw vivid colors flying around him.

original.

The time spent with her turned out to be so beautiful and moving. It turned out that liking and loving this kind of feeling is so beautiful.

Thank you, Yuigahama Yui.

Thank you for letting me know what it feels like to like someone and what it feels like to love someone.

The tense and excited body in his arms gradually relaxed, immersed in this kiss, and then turned into complete powerlessness.

She was asleep, Hiroshi knew it.

The girl who liked him, the girl who was glowing with passion, Yuigahama Yui, fell asleep forever and never opened her eyes again.

When she wakes up again, she will be a stranger to him.

He held her gently, caressing her hair for the last time, inhaling the delicate fragrance that drifted from his nose just as he had at the beginning. At this moment, he recalled the past, all the joys and sorrows, as if it were a revolving lantern. Those she once had, those she once didn't have, what she wanted, what she hated, what she loved, what she feared. It was not until this moment that Hiroshi realized how little he understood the girl in his arms. He had not given her any happiness, but she had always been silently by his side, trying her best to help him.

In the vast sea of ​​people, she only saw him, and she showed the most beautiful smile and ran towards him like flying, as if she just wanted to throw herself into his arms and absorb the scent of him. At that moment in his arms, it was as if she owned the whole world between heaven and earth.

Regret, resignation, Hiroshi and Yui's love story seemed so powerless in the face of adversity. Yui reached out to touch his face, tears welling in her eyes. Hiroshi shed tears that fell on her pale face. At that moment, quiet, the girl closed her eyes, smiled, and fell asleep forever, tears falling on his trembling hands...

Hiroshi held the girl who was sleeping quietly in his arms and forced a smile. My first love was buried by my own hands when I was sixteen.

We were in love back then. She was a very shy girl, but she mustered up the courage to confess her feelings to me. Because of the burdens I had to shoulder, I had to bury the relationship myself. It was ridiculous that it started with her and ended with me. I really want to remember her forever. In the final moments of that time, I hugged her tightly, staying by my lover's side. I also prayed to God that time could be reversed and everything would be back to the way it was, but no miracle happened.

"Really, really, I want to do it again and tell you that I love you. I love you the most in the whole world."

Hiroshi felt an immense sense of guilt. What virtues in him could make her so desperate for him?

Perhaps this is what love is. It drives people crazy and makes them crazy.

Thinking of this, Hiroshi suddenly smiled, with tears in his eyes.

"Hey Yui, if we meet again, will you like me? If we meet again, can I hug you?"

Everyone will eventually die, their death simple, direct, and clean. The same is true of love. But only after experiencing the pain behind this statement firsthand do I realize its profound depth. Loneliness, unwillingness, all the beautiful memories, all the longings for the future, no matter how eventful or ordinary a life may be, will eventually vanish with the sound of a heartbeat.

Love is so powerless in the face of reality.

"I'm sorry, if one day I can't hold on anymore and am no longer here, I will come down to be with you and let you know that I love you."

At this moment, Hiroshi only had eyes for the person in his arms. He spoke in a deep voice to the girl who was sleeping peacefully forever.

He knew that in the next moment she would no longer be him.

On the morning of December 24th, Hiroshi died.

Hiroshi is dead.

At this moment, the big boy who loved to laugh was dead.

Hiroshi died, and she never woke up again.

She will never wake up again.

On the morning of December 24th, the day before New Year's Day and Christmas Eve, she died in this snow-covered world.