As a villain, I really don't want to be pursued by the heroine.

The Master and Nia also kissed. Nia was cheerful and sunny, with a nice figure, and the Master smiled more often when she was with him. Although this meant that the Master could watch over her less, it didn't matter. Alice would endure it.

"The master has a new girl. Senior Lyanna wasn't very nice to the master at first, but since the master likes her, as a maid, I should respect the master's opinion. And Senior Lyanna is indeed very good... I wish Alice could be as good as her."

The Master is with Jon Snow. It can't be helped. Jon Snow is also very beautiful and incredibly powerful. More importantly, he's been with the Master through thick and thin, so it's understandable that the Master would be attracted to him. Alice is just a maid, far inferior in appearance, power, and status, so it's only natural that she can't receive the Master's attention like them... But it doesn't matter. As long as Alice can be by the Master's side like this, it's enough.

[As a maid, Alice has received enough from her master. However, sometimes Alice still wonders...why can't it be me?]

Why can't you look at me like you look at them? Why can't you hold me like you hold them? Why can't you kiss me like you kiss them...?

[I'm sorry, Alice is indeed a bad kid.]

Roy closed his eyes, but felt a mixture of emotions.

Of course, he could not empathize with the sorrow and bitterness suppressed between the lines of the girl's words.

Because, to her, these are just a few words, but they are the sorrow that the girl cannot relieve every night.

Every night Alice falls asleep with this sadness, but greets herself the next morning with the brightness she can show.

I always feel that Alice is simple-minded and can be satisfied with simple things.

She never thought that behind each of the simple and even childish requests, there were hidden extravagant hopes that the girl dared not even think about.

It's never you who should say sorry.

Roy opened his eyes again and turned to the last page of the diary with difficulty.

That was the day before they set out from the Citadel.

The sad thoughts disappeared, and the melodious notes were so beautiful that they seemed to be shining, full of long-lost hope.

The Master needs Alice to win the Saint Trial. Alice wants to become a Saint for the Master. How could this be such a coincidence? This whole thing is so beautiful that Alice can't believe it. The trial may be difficult, but it doesn't matter. As long as it's for the Master, Alice will always persevere. Once she wins the trial and becomes a Saint instead of a maid, Alice's wish will surely come true!

I wanted to be patted on the head, to be hugged, to sleep in the same bed with you, to be together forever, to be taken care of, to become stronger for me, to participate in the Saint Trial for me, and now I have to sacrifice myself for me, to go to the Holy Light Church alone...

Putting aside all the disguises and entanglements, the reason why Alice was able to achieve this was never because of her responsibility as a maid or a saint.

That was just a girl's purest thoughts - the warmest hope left by the girl at the end of the diary.

Alice wants to be Roy's girl.

Chapter 91: You Are the Only One I Care About

Alice woke up in Roy's arms.

The first thing I saw after waking up was the boy’s figure, which caught my eye before the faint morning light, and the boy’s body temperature, which flowed into my body before the fresh air.

Great, he doesn't hate me.

As soon as this thought flashed through her mind, Alice subconsciously wanted to shrink back, but she immediately realized that it was impossible.

According to the agreement, today is the day of separation.

Alice took one last look at Roy's lips but did nothing.

Without his permission, she didn't want to offend him anyway.

Besides, we are destined to part, so what's the point of doing such a thing secretly?

Alice laughed at herself and silently pulled away from the other person's embrace.

Before dawn, the night had not yet completely faded away, the moonlight and starlight fell weakly, and the diffuse mist brought a chill.

The White Harbor Church, led by [Holy Sister] Theresa, followed Alice, anxiously trying to dissuade her: "Wait a minute, Alice! The Church of Holy Light may have some plans for you. You can't just walk into their trap like this!"

On the other side, a group of girls led by Nia had already arrived and tried to stop Alice.

Outside White Harbor Cathedral, the two Saint Candidates, the Eye of Light and the Sister of War, were already there, leading a group of Templar Knights, to greet them respectfully. Even the Sword Saint, Leo, and the Archbishop, Simon, were waiting.

Simon's smile was still so warm: "Lady Saint, it seems that you have made a decision."

Alice said coldly: "Only if you abide by your agreement."

"The Church of Holy Light must become Roy's strength and protect him from everyone."

Simon nodded slowly, "Of course. Once you are officially inaugurated as the Saint, the power of the Church will be at your disposal."

"However, please do not obstruct Her Majesty, to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings."

The knights swarmed in and blocked the White Harbor Church leaders and Charlotte and others aside.

The [Sword Saint] Leo personally came forward, stared at Theresa, and warned her not to act rashly.

The carriage was only a hundred meters away from Alice.

"Listen to me, the church isn't as kind as you think!"

"Do you really not mind abandoning Roy and being separated from him forever?!"

Whether it was Theresa and others or Charlotte and others, no matter whose call it was, they could not stop Alice.

Looking at the girl with blonde hair and white dress approaching step by step, Simon's smile was extremely bright.

For the one I cherish, I am willing to walk into the abyss alone.

This holy feeling is Alice's biggest weakness.

The angel who fell into the mortal world is just a fragile little girl.

However, the next moment, Simon's smile froze slightly.

[Sword Master] frowned slightly, Oloya and Visalia both widened their eyes, and the knights froze in place, unknowingly falling into a brief hesitation.

The calling fell silent in an instant.

Even though she hadn't spoken a word yet, Alice knew the other person's identity in some way.

She turned around and saw the figure she had imagined.

Black hair, black eyes, and a calm expression.

"Don't leave."

These two short words were worth a thousand words from others, and instantly nailed Alice to the spot.

"Lady Saint..."

Simon was about to speak, but this time, it was the knights of White Harbor, Charlotte and the others who blocked them.

And they are far more radical than the Knights Templar just now.

The dagger flew out and directly grazed Aoloya's hair. The elf girl sneered, "Ugly freak, stop meddling in other people's business!"

At the same time, a group of Templar Knights were stopped.

[Holy Nun] directly released the terrifying pressure of a high-level transcendent, sweeping towards [Sword Saint] and [Cherubim].

"The Saint Lady has not yet officially joined the East Continent Church. Strictly speaking, she still belongs to White Harbor."

"I advise you not to act rashly and cause unnecessary misunderstandings."

The situation outside was tense, but the two people surrounded by the crowd were surprisingly quiet.

Roy said gently, "Come back."

Alice looked away: "Impossible."

"I have decided to join the church."

"Don't worry, Alice."

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with joining the church. Not only will you be rich and powerful, but you'll also gain power over the entire Eastern Continent and be admired by the world. And I heard Alice is a Sage of Destiny, shouldering the responsibility of saving the world. So, even if it's for the sake of the world, there's nothing I can do about it."

The girl, who is usually taciturn, now talks incessantly, giving one reason after another in an orderly manner.

Alice raised her head and smiled faintly.

It was different from the angelic, warm smile she had when she won the Saint Trial.

It was a vague smile that seemed as if it would vanish with the wind in the next second.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't force Alice? This is all Alice's own decision."

Reasonable words, stubborn disguise, the girl who is not good at showing emotions even forced herself to force a fake smile.

However, all this was easily shattered by Roy's words.

"That's not what you meant at all."

Roy took out Alice's diary and looked at the girl with a gaze that seemed to see through people's hearts. He said, "You just want to sacrifice yourself for me."

"Just like you always do."

"Also, don't force yourself. This expression doesn't suit you."

Alice shuddered when her true intention was revealed, and was speechless for a moment.

He saw the diary.

So, my feelings have long been...

Everything she had never had the courage to tell him was finally revealed to him in this way. Alice was suddenly filled with shame and helplessness, a little bit of relief, but mostly bitterness.

Alice put away her forced smile, looked back at the other person, and admitted loudly: "Yes, you are right."

"Alice wants you to touch her head, wants to hug her, wants to sleep in the same bed with you, wants to be inseparable from you, wants to be looked at by you forever, wants to be your girl like them!"

Before she knew it, the girl, already choking with sobs, cried out, "But if I want to protect you, it doesn't matter even if I can never be your girl!"

If love is letting go, not possession, then my love is absolutely true.

As long as Roy is happy, that's enough.

It is only natural to sacrifice everything for Roy's happiness.

It's only natural—

"so--"

"So, you're wrong."

"Ugh?"

"The secret of the false king's blood breaking through to a higher level, the blessing of the Holy Light Church, and even the Holy Maiden of Destiny..." Roy looked up at the gradually receding night, slowly exhaled, and then smiled gently at the girl: "Actually, I don't care about any of this."

"You're the only one I care about."

There was nothing in those black eyes, softer than the night, except the reflection of the girl herself standing there with tears in her eyes.

Chapter 92 My destiny cannot be without you

Facing the damp and cold morning breeze, Roy took a firm step towards the girl.

"You got it wrong from the start."

"Even if you sacrifice yourself for me and go to the church, I won't be happy at all."

"The secret of the false king's blood, the blessing of the Holy Light Church, these things are completely irrelevant. I don't need to build my happiness on your pain!"

There is always a way to explore the secret of bloodline advancement, and the church is not without its own forces to help.

But Alice is the only one who must not be lost.

Don't worry, don't hesitate.

The girl's diary not only helped Roy understand her attitude towards him, but also helped him understand his own heart.

The blonde girl in front of him is the treasure that he can give up everything for but must not lose.

Roy stretched out his hand straight toward Alice.

"All I want is you!"

Alice's shoulders trembled, she was about to cry, and her beautiful features were slightly distorted.

But the warmer the boy's words were, the more tormented she felt.

If it were before, she would definitely return to Roy's arms without hesitation.

But not now.

As a saint, Roy's future destiny depends on her own thoughts.

"How is that possible? It doesn't matter..."