In her spare time, she had previously analyzed the reasons why she fell in love with Hikigaya. He was "a hero who acted according to his own ethical principles and responded to the call." He was someone who could have saved her childhood self, and who shared her own self-importance, a comrade who could criticize others' indulgence in a false youth, and someone who could truly understand her... Of course, Yukinoshita now knew from the subsequent plot that Hikigaya had never understood her.
In Yukinoshita's memories, the tacit understanding and mutual sarcasm between her and Hikigaya had become a habit, one of her few sources of happiness. This was also why she was always the first to show up at the Service Club, awaiting the arrival of Hikigaya and Yuigahama. In a sense, the future Yukinoshita was indeed following Hikigaya, eventually evolving into dependence. However, what Hikigaya pursued was the so-called real thing, the phantom perfect goddess in his heart, Yukinoshita. Later, the melted Yukinoshita could only conform to his expectations and refreeze herself, becoming something that could only be admired from afar. However, this also caused her endless pain, and she finally sought to end this painful and unspeakable relationship.
Strictly speaking, Yukinoshita, who occupies the core of this body, has not personally experienced everything that Hikigaya has experienced. She can barely feel the previous memories and emotions firsthand, but after all, they are not her own experiences, so she can analyze them from a neutral perspective, breaking away from the chains of emotions.
"Hmm? What happened? Yukino~~ I feel like the atmosphere is different..."
Yang No saw that the way Yukino entertained the two people was a little different from what she had imagined.
"Hey, sister, a lot has happened... When you didn't know, I was able to face myself honestly..."
Don't stick to the correct framework, because if you stick to this framework, Yukinoshita knows that she can't beat her sister.
"Even though I've given up on winning, I don't want to lose. Sure enough, the rebellious spirit towards my sister and mother won't disappear for a while. 】
If Yukinoshita's previous path was to walk the upright path of the righteous army, and if the rules and ethics of the world dictated what was the right path and what was correct, she would follow this model and move forward.
Because she represents what is right, she can attack others without any scruples and offend countless people. Ordinary people cannot hurt her because she is a perfect and correct existence and can find the right words for everything.
However, Hikigaya grasps the reality that lies outside the correct rules. For example, if one wants to succeed in the postgraduate entrance examination and get good grades, the right thing to do is to study hard, but the reality beyond the correctness that Hikigaya sees is that success in the postgraduate entrance examination may depend on relationships with professors or even more on power and money transactions.
Because he can see through the truth, Hikigaya is able to use the incorrect practices in Yukinoshita's eyes to defeat Yukinoshita and achieve results many times.
Yang No is above the two of them, and is the one who grasps both correctness and truth. The two people's code of conduct is just a replacement of props for Yang No. She can switch forms at any time and make clouds and rain with a flip of her hand.
That's why the two of them showed so many flaws and acted so ugly in front of Yang Nai.
"Haha~~ But in my opinion, he's still just a stubborn kid."
"Sister, I'll talk to you again when I have the chance. Today, let's just be normal sisters..."
Yukinoshita calmly resolved Haruno's verbal provocation.
Aura almost chopped off Yukinoshita's head with his knife, so it seems that there is nothing to be afraid of anymore.
[My sister's condition is that her rationality far exceeds that of an ordinary person, causing her repression and pain, which makes her unable to express her emotions. It is precisely because of this that she is interested in Hikigaya, who also suppresses her emotions and is absolutely rational.]
Yukinoshita looked at her sister, having already seen through her sister's pitiful side through watching the future plot.
“…Ordinary… Ordinary to the point of being boring…”
Yang Nai suddenly looked bored
"I've always been that ordinary girl with all sorts of flaws in front of my sister, haven't I? During this cultural festival, I experienced my own immaturity firsthand."
Since Haruno wanted to separate the real Yukinoshita, Yukinoshita immediately
Sitting on the sofa, Yuigahama could only keep smiling awkwardly because she couldn't get a word in.
But Hikigaya felt extremely uncomfortable inside...but he didn't understand why he felt uncomfortable. This uncomfortable feeling didn't just appear, but started from a certain period of time.
Hikigaya was wondering in his heart when the memories began.
"You guys sit down first, I'll make some tea."
Yukinoshita walked into the kitchen calmly.
"I'm sorry, young man. It seems my sister has shattered the illusion you were pursuing... It's beyond my expectation... Did something happen at school these days? I feel like I missed out on something."
Haruno's guess was completely wrong. Yukinoshita's transformation had nothing to do with the cultural festival. Instead, Yukinoshita was essentially a parallel. However, no matter how clever she was, she couldn't come up with this answer, because it defied all known options, like telling her to choose D (obtuse angle).
"Although something has happened...but the changes may have happened before that."
Hikigaya didn't know what was going on, so he could only answer based on his inner imagination. At the same time, he was looking for an opportunity to go back, and it felt a bit uncomfortable to stay here.
"But no matter how you change it, it won't make any difference. It won't change the final result."
Haruno murmured, not knowing whether she was talking to herself or to Hikigaya.
"bang, bang"
"Hmm? There's a strange sound."
Yuigahama finally found the opportunity to interrupt.
Everyone also noticed the strange sound that seemed to be very close but did not seem to come from inside the house, so they began to look for the source of the sound.
……
"Huh, that's pretty relaxing~~"
Ten minutes ago, Chaoyang had circled around to the side of a luxury apartment building. After checking to see if anyone was around, he leaped onto the roof of a parked truck and easily reached the second-floor balcony railing next to the apartment building. He took a deep breath and began his climb. While the apartment building's exterior was smooth, the occasional window sills, drainpipes, and uneven structural features served as his climbing points.
As the altitude increases, the scenery on the ground becomes smaller, but the rising sun moves without any hesitation.
Chaoyang couldn't help but feel smug, feeling like he was like Tom Cruise in Mission Impossible 4, climbing up the Burj Khalifa in style. The only difference was that Tom Cruise used high technology, while he relied on pure physical strength.
As the floors went higher, the wind became stronger, but I still felt no fear.
Soon Chaoyang reached the 15th floor
"...Hey, this window is probably my room."
But Chaoyang refused to open the window no matter how hard he tried.
[Strange? I didn't lock the windows when I went out, did I?]
In fact, Yukinoshita had just locked the open windows in order to eliminate any signs that someone was living in the room.
Chaoyang didn't dare to use too much force for fear of breaking the glass.
【There's no other way. Let's try entering from another place. 】
Chaoyang, hanging on the windowsill with one hand, glanced at the location of the living room balcony, and began to sway his body, trying to throw himself onto the balcony in one go.
After a few shakes, the swing amplitude reached its maximum.
After taking a deep breath, he let go when he reached the highest point and used the centrifugal force to perform a few beautiful turns without deviating from the target.
only……
"The sound seems to be outside..."
Just as the sun was about to set, the balcony door was opened.
"Uh……"
The morning sun fell precisely in front of Yang Naiyi who had opened the floor-to-ceiling window.
Yang Nai subconsciously took out the stun gun from her bag, which she used for self-defense when socializing.
"Uh, well...actually I just walked into the wrong door."
94. I'm sorry, I won't lie this time.
"Um... sorry, my house is next door and I went to the wrong door, haha~~"
Chaoyang smiled awkwardly and stepped back, letting Yang Noi think of him as a thief, and then thinking of finding an opportunity to jump down. Anyway, she didn't know him, so his identity would not be exposed. Otherwise, after being exposed and living with Xueshita, no matter how open-minded he was,
"15 stories high... I think it should be alright..."
"Huh? Isn't this Hiraishi-kun? Why are you here, Xiaoxue? This is the 15th floor, by the way! How did you get up here?"
Unfortunately, just when Chaoyang was about to flip over and jump down, Yuigahama immediately recognized his fellow classmate.
"Ah~ Do you know him?... Yukino really knows quite a few remarkable people."
When Yang No heard what Yuigahama Yui said behind her, she immediately put on a seductive smile.
"Um...believe it or not, I really went to the wrong door...Can you please use the entrance for me while I go downstairs?"
"Don't use such stupid excuses... Come in and sit down. I'd beg you to use the main entrance next time."
Xuexia, who returned to the living room from the kitchen with a tray, was not too frightened, although Chaoyang's behavior was somewhat...
However, considering that he can no longer be considered as an ordinary human being, he can only accept it helplessly.
“…Is that you?”
Yang Nai suddenly said these three words to Chaoyang inexplicably
"Huh? What did you say? Who are you?"
Chaoyang pretended to be stupid and was stunned. Rather than openly admitting that he didn't know Yang Nai, he just followed the procedure.
"That's not right... How on earth are we supposed to get up from the 15th floor? Why aren't you paying attention to this?"
At this time, Hikigaya couldn't help but complain in his heart.
"Hehe~~ I'm Yukinoshita Haruno, Yukino's older sister~~"
"Nice to meet you, nice to meet you. It's been a long time since I last saw you. Your name is so famous that I've longed to meet you."
Chaoyang said a few words perfunctorily.
"So... why is Hiraishi-kun here?"
Yuigahama was still more concerned about this issue.
[What should I do... What excuse can I come up with? If our cohabitation is exposed, Yukinoshita will definitely face torture from her mother, and maybe even a double torture from Haruno. Even after her evolution, Yukinoshita might not be able to withstand it... Forget it, I'll leave this world sooner or later anyway, so my reputation in this world doesn't matter.]
"...Actually, I like Yukinoshita, uh, I mean, Yukino. I'm her stalker. I came here today to steal some of her personal belongings before going home."
"puff"
Yang Nai couldn't hold back and laughed out loud.
Is this guy unexpectedly an idiot? ...A fake excuse at first glance.
Hikigaya didn't believe even a word Chaoyang said.
Only Yuigahama took out her cell phone tremblingly.
"Yes, we must call the police immediately."
As he spoke, he had already pressed 110.
"Yuigahama-san, don't be fooled by this idiot's lies...it was just a joke."
Yukinoshita placed her hands on Yuigahama's phone keys to prevent her from pressing the dial button.
"He is my savior. He is homeless now so he is staying with me temporarily."
"Ah, Xiao, Xiaoxue and living with a man..."
Yuigahama couldn't help but pinch her cheeks to confirm whether this was a dream.
"Ahahahaha~~~~ Yukino, you really impressed me~~ I didn't expect you to be so brave after not seeing you for a few days. I take back what I said just now. It's very interesting. You are much more interesting than before~~"
"...I think I understand when my discomfort began... It was when Yukinoshita sought this man's help, when he showed up in the meeting room... From then on, I realized Yukinoshita wasn't the same as before, she wouldn't take on everything herself. Just like I used to think Yukinoshita wouldn't lie, I also thought she wouldn't rely on others for help... that she could solve problems perfectly on her own... But I was just imposing my own impression on others. At least in front of this man, it seems Yukinoshita has never been a flower of the high mountain."
Hikigaya doesn't think he likes Yukinoshita, but he feels that Yukinoshita is a kind of existence similar to him... an existence that he idealizes, in other words, an absolutely perfect version of himself.
Although both of them are alone, Hikigaya feels that he is weak and useless, and that he chose the path of loneliness because he was despised and hurt by others.
Yukinoshita is clearly as lonely as Hikigaya and sees through the hypocritical interpersonal relationships around her, but she is so perfect and without any weaknesses. She can easily swing her sword and slash at those around her who are hostile.
When facing Miura's intimidation, Hikigaya would tremble and dare not speak, but Yukinoshita could crush him without any mercy.
The reason why he was afraid of Haruno was that Haruno could always forcefully expose Yukinoshita's weaknesses for him to see, which was what he could not accept the most.
He could not accept that his idol was desecrated by Yang Nai.
"Can only imitate me", "awkward", "pathetic"
Every time, Haruno uses such words to destroy Yukinoshita's image.
But this time, it was she herself who destroyed Yukinoshita.
"Sister, please help me keep it secret for a while. If you don't want to, I can't do anything about it. I have to repay his kindness, so this is the only thing I will insist on doing now."
"Even in front of my mother?"
"Yes."
[So... she's not actually the same kind...]
Hikigaya suddenly felt relieved, as if the idol in his heart had been shattered.
It's a bit relaxing actually.
「What? At most, it will just return to the previous state.」
Yukinoshita noticed the change in Hikigaya's facial expression during the conversation with Haruno.
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