I don't want to be a heroic spirit

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She sighed, and her green lynx ears twitched, feeling a little helpless.

"Do you really need me to tell you your full name?"

"You can do this," Aoki said expressionlessly, "In life, one always has to have multiple identities, right?"

Chapter 23 I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Person

"The astral plasma incident was perfectly resolved. Hehehe, worthy of me."

Sitting on the sofa, Bawanxi looked very proud and quietly ticked a box on a notebook.

Unlike the protagonists in most novels, when Ba Wanxi travels to a new world, there will not be a system that issues any disgusting tasks. If she does not complete the tasks, she will not be able to leave for other worlds and may even be punished.

In the words of Leonardo da Vinci.

"We are not those inhumane, rigid creatures lacking the ability to think. Master, just do what you want to do and enjoy life boldly. Mash and I will handle the time travel issues."

Although she is not bound by system tasks, it does not mean that Bawanxi has nothing to do.

"Since we have such a precious opportunity, why not do everything we can to prevent the tragedy from happening?"

This was something she always wanted to do but couldn't do while watching anime at her computer desk.

This is the self that is engraved in her soul, not the thoughts that come from the influence of the Heroic Spirit's spiritual base.

She is not trying to be a hero, not trying to gain praise, and not trying to promote justice.

This is hypocrisy, not justice.

This is selfish, not noble.

She hopes that those she loves will embrace happiness, and she hopes that those she hates will fall into hell forever.

She deeply understood that those who lend a helping hand to others are not necessarily good, but those who take life without authorization are definitely evil.

Admit this evil deed, admit this sin, admit this selfish desire... On this basis, she still moved forward without hesitation.

"I saw people smiling, so I was convinced that this must be meaningful."

She had seen it from a distance.

She saw the girl who was supposed to die in front of Geto Suguru smile a smile brighter than the warm sun in the sky.

She saw the people around the girl were grateful for fate's mercy because of her safe return.

The sunshine that day was particularly warm, the summer breeze blew on my face, and birds were flying under the sky with flowers in their beaks, spreading their wings.

Sitting on the sofa, she glanced back and saw that Jasmine was still busy in the kitchen. Only then did Bawanshi continue to flip through the notebook.

"After the Astral Plasma incident, I remember it seemed like..."

Geto Suguru's dark transformation.

Geto Suguru, who has always believed that the existence of sorcerers is to protect ordinary people and the existence of the strong is to protect the weak, gradually began to doubt this idea. Having been accustomed to the ignorant and ugly faces of ordinary people, he began to think that non-sorcerers are unnecessary monkeys. In the end, he betrayed the sorcerer world and tried to kill all non-sorcerers in the world.

To be honest, Bawanshi always felt that Geto Suguru had gone crazy.

Because cursed spirits are born from the negative emotions of ordinary people, as long as all ordinary people are killed, cursed spirits will no longer appear and the world will be peaceful.

This is ridiculous! How is this any different from using the Black Grail to wipe out everyone in order to achieve world peace?

"Is it because this world is already crazy that the people living in it are going crazy one after another?"

Closing the notebook, Bawanshi looked up at the ceiling in a daze.

She doesn't want Geto Xiayou to turn evil, because after he turns evil, he will become the enemy of his best friend Gojo Satoru, and will be buried by Gojo Satoru after his death. She doesn't want Geto Xiayou to turn evil, because after he turns evil, he will become the enemy of his best friend Gojo Satoru, and will be buried by Gojo Satoru after his death.

…By the way, why do people in Jujutsu Kaisen like to take over other people’s bodies so much?

If one wants to avoid a series of tragedies that follow, Geto Suguru's dark transformation must be avoided.

however……

"It's okay to bring the dead back to life, at least Jasmine is here, but I really don't know how to cure the mental illness."

Irritable, very irritable.

Yao Cui's spiritual base urged her to chop up everyone involved in this matter and put an end to it all.

As long as there is no residue left after cutting into Geta, you can see the

Bawanshi slapped her cheeks and threw away those dangerous thoughts.

"Don't worry Bawanshi, calm down and try to solve the problem at the source."

Circle the words "Geto Suguru's Darkening" on the notebook and then extend a few lines.

"The first reason why Geto Suguru turned evil was definitely because Tenriko was killed in front of him."

In the original novel, it was the Bankei Cult who assigned Fushiguro Shigeru to kill Tennen Riko. When Geto Suguru recovered and rushed to the Bankei Cult without stopping, he saw a group of ordinary people surrounding Tennen Riko's body, smiling and applauding in celebration.

It was also from that time that Geto Suguru began to waver in his belief that "sorcerers should protect non-sorcerers."

"The second reason is that the curse he possesses constantly crushes his spirit."

The spell manipulation technique is a very rare ability, otherwise it would not have been used by the shackled and shackled nephew.

But Geto Suguru, who possessed this spell, was not feeling well.

In the anime, Geto Suguru once said that the process of absorbing the cursed spirit is like swallowing a rag that has been used to wipe vomit.

Moreover, cursed spirits are born from human negative emotions. After absorbing so many cursed spirits, it is inevitable that Geto Suguru's spirit will be polluted by them.

After the Astral Plasma incident, the frequency of the appearance of cursed spirits became abnormally high.

Gojo Satoru has just learned the reversal technique and is exploring more advanced uses and areas. Ieiri Shoko is a logistics staff member, so the task of dealing with these cursed spirits falls on the shoulders of Geto Suguru.

Gojo Satoru, who has become the strongest in the true sense, can complete all tasks alone, and the time they spend working separately has increased.

It was also during this process that Geto Suguru's condition became increasingly abnormal, and even Gojo Satoru noticed that Geto Suguru's expression was very wrong.

"The third reason is the appearance of Kujuku Yuki."

Unlike other sorcerers, Yuki Kujuku is not actively trying to eliminate cursed spirits. Her idea is to fundamentally prevent cursed spirits from being born again.

It was precisely because of the conversation with Yuki Kujuku that Geto Suguru came up with the absurd idea of ​​"killing all ordinary people to prevent the birth of cursed spirits."

"The fourth reason is the death of the younger generation I cared about."

Yu Haibara, Geto Suguru's junior and Nanami Kento's classmate, is a very energetic person who is full of hope for the future.

But such a person died during the mission. The enemy, who should have been judged to be a second-level cursed spirit, for some reason had a real strength of level one, resulting in the death of Haibara Yu and his body was sent back to the Jujutsu High School.

This also made Geto Suguru realize that perhaps there will be a day in the future when the cursed spirits will be truly eliminated, but before that, more and more juniors and companions will die in the process.

There is more than one way to prevent the birth of cursed spirits, but "killing all ordinary people" is indeed the quickest, simplest and most promising one.

If the four reasons mentioned above are roughly equivalent to a pile of gunpowder...

"Then the fifth reason is the spark that ignites the gunpowder."

On the fifth line, Bawanshi wrote words such as "village", "two little girls", "betrayal", "completely evil", and "massacre of the village".

Leaning back on the sofa and taking a long breath, Bawanxi looked up at the sky outside the window.

There are a lot of clouds today, and the majesty of the sun is slightly obscured. Only a circle of the sun can be vaguely seen through the clouds.

“Even after thousands of years, humans still cannot learn their lesson. Even if the truth is presented before them, they will only believe what they want to believe.”

There will never be a lack of shining stars among human beings.

But the higher you stand, the smaller and more invisible those lights become, and the disgusting darkness like a quagmire becomes more eye-catching and deep, and the more you feel that humanity needs to be saved or destroyed.

"That's why I just want to be an ordinary person who can discover the little beauties in life."

Chapter 24 My heart and my actions are as clear as a mirror, and everything I do is just

The dark alleys are where the sunlight cannot reach.

This place often becomes a breeding ground for sin, and darkness lingers here and is difficult to dispel.

Even China, one of the safest countries in the world, cannot be free of crime, let alone a place like Japan.

Bullying, picking up girls, kidnapping, underground transactions...are especially popular in these invisible corners.

"Snapped!"

The crisp sound of slapping echoed in the dark alley. A black-haired female student fell to the ground and hit the trash can. Garbage is particularly easy to stink in the summer, and the smell spread out immediately after being knocked over.

The slap was obviously not light, and the black-haired girl's fair face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye. However, the abuser was obviously not going to let it go, and kicked her in the stomach.

"You stinky bitch, didn't I tell you to stay away from my idol? Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

A bad girl with blond hair and earrings spat and stepped hard on the black-haired girl's waist with her leather shoes. There were four girls of the same age around her. They followed the bad girl's lead and stared at the black-haired girl with ill intentions.

"I...I didn't." The black-haired girl's face was twisted in pain. "It was obviously him who insisted on getting close to me. I told him several times..."

"Are you trying to say that my idol likes being with you? What's so special about you, bitch, that makes him interested in you?"

There was another round of punches and kicks, and the black-haired girl curled up skillfully to make it less painful for herself.

Even if I wanted to be saved, I didn’t know who to turn to.

Past experience told her that resistance would only result in worse beatings, and cries for help would only embolden them to become more arrogant.

So she could only endure it and wait until they got tired of fighting...

"Tsk! Boring, like a dead person."

The bad girl kicked the man in the head again, frowned unhappily, and said to the person next to her, "Hey! Hand me a pair of scissors."

The black-haired girl's pupils couldn't stop shaking, and then her hair was roughly pulled up by the other party, and the sharp scissors were shining frighteningly in front of her eyes.

"You relied on this face to seduce many men, including my idol, right? Then I will scratch this disgusting face and see how arrogant you can be."

"Don't...don't..."

The black-haired girl began to panic.

Only this...don't do it!

However, her fear and despair made the other party even more excited, and the scissors moved towards her face with a "clicking" sound.

"Great! That expression on your face right now is exactly what I wanted to see you make!"

Why did I have to go through this?!

Why does it have to be me?!

What did I do wrong?!

The pair of scissors flashing with cold light gradually enlarged before her eyes, and the black-haired girl closed her eyes in despair.

Past experience told her that it was useless to ask for help. No one would hear her cries and no one would respond to her calls.

It didn’t happen before, it doesn’t happen now, and it certainly won’t happen in the future.

That's right, shouting is useless and meaningless...

“Someone, please save me—!!”

Dead silence...

She heard no response to her cries for help.

But she didn't feel the pain that was about to befall her.

Her mind felt a little dizzy, and she realized that she had forgotten to breathe.

While taking a deep breath, she quietly opened her eyes a little.

Then, a bright red color broke into her eyes very arrogantly, leaving an indelible mark in her heart.

"Open your eyes, you're fine."

The tone was very cold, like an iceberg with no temperature at all, but when the voice reached her ears, the black-haired girl only felt an unprecedented peace of mind.

The black-haired girl opened her eyes timidly, and then, what came into view was an exquisite face that seemed as if it should not exist in reality.

She wore a bright red off-shoulder dress, her bright red hair was as smooth as silk, and she wore a black hair accessory that looked like a crown. Her tall figure made it difficult for anyone to express any extreme emotions.

The five girls who had bullied her before stood aside like puppets, their eyes lifeless and their expressions stiff. Combined with the environment in the alley, it was no better than a horror movie.