The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

"The world I can see is full of boredom"

"Things were mostly accomplished, and I was generally praised—"

"It's enough to survive."

"Is this what life is like?"

“I’ve thought this way since I was old enough to understand.”

"But even in this world, this me, this life"

"In the end, I also found the existence of [special]"

"One, two, three... and then a fourth."

"For me, the first one is the most special one."

"She's so special that even if everything seems boring and ordinary, the whole world becomes special as soon as she appears."

"Ahh..."

"Why on earth would I open that door?"

"Toru...I'll open the door."

The petite girl opened the door.

"Behind the door, Toru is right there."

"...!"

"And then, for the first time, I saw—"

"What exactly did you see...it's hard to answer if you ask directly."

"It's not her face, nor her posture—"

"I saw something that could not be seen with the eyes..."

"I see"

"That is..."

"Beautiful Thing (Toru)"

"........................"

"I found out by accident."

"What I want (dream) is that"

"I--"

"I want to be like that"

“————No.” The little boy replied.

"This wish won't come true. It's not something that can be achieved simply by trying hard."

"That's impossible," he continued.

"I absolutely cannot become like that."

"(So) don't expect anything"

"Even if I hope for it, one day, I'm sure..."

"Because Enka is Enka, she can't become Toru."

"Recognize your own limitations. Human growth is the process of accepting the 'ordinary'"

"I hate Tooru, I hate him the most—"

"Because Toru Asakura is so beautiful"

"Delicate, complex, and delicate"

"Like a transparent melody..."

"Different from me"

"But people are inherently different, and that's what makes the world so rich and colorful... But if you want to do it, there are ways—as Higuchi, try to catch up with Asakura and don't let her fall behind."

"I clearly want to forget it until I die."

"But compared to Asakura, I'm more interested in the awkward Ms. Higuchi~"

.......

...

..

Ahhh...

Why, after all, did I push open that door?

Why did I make such a change?

"...What's wrong? Judging from your expression, it seems like you had a good dream."

"No...it's a nightmare."

The worst nightmare that will haunt me for the rest of my life, give me unrealistic fantasies, and mess up my life and ours.

"It's a nightmare... It's okay, I'll be with you."

"...You're going on a 'business trip' soon?"

"Ah, well...next time for sure!"

Haha~

Really are...

I hate you the most.

I hate... you guys the most.

......

...

..

People always repeat the same mistakes. Even if they know that opening the door will lead to irresistible danger, they will always do so, even Enka is the same.

This time, she had only opened the door a little to save him from suffocation, but he ended up planting flowers, fishing, and raising cats here, ultimately creating a warm home.

Even though the "neighbors" seemed a bit too much, she didn't mind that much...

At least now, I don’t care that much.

Chapter 69: Another Question

"—So, why do you like Char so much?"

"Well... to put it simply, I found some resonance with him."

"Lolita mom control?"

It is truly gratifying that the heroic name of the Zeon commander-in-chief is also widely known in this world, even to ordinary girls (Hizashi).

"Uh...that's not necessary."

It's not impossible, but it's dangerous in many ways...

Wait, if Nero maintains her current size and reproduces, then wouldn't that be!?

"Hey...what exactly is this resonance? Tell me now."

Seeing what he was thinking at a glance, Enka squeezed his joystick hard as a punishment, although in the end it seemed to be just a reward.

"Hmm... Maybe it's because I lacked love since I was little, so I learned to disguise myself early on. Even though I've become successful in my career, I can't do whatever I want. Whenever things go wrong, my mind becomes twisted and I want to explode."

"...Is this dissatisfaction a shortcoming? And now that I think about it, it reminds me that there's a man in his 30s underneath you."

"No, no, no. A man is a boy until he dies. How can someone this handsome be an uncle?"

Ping Xin was lying there in a very brave posture, but unfortunately the girl lying on top of him obviously couldn't see it.

In the second round, 17 years old is not 17 years old?

How can being 17 years old be such an inconvenience!

The purple old lady who wishes to remain anonymous gave a thumbs up.

"But..." After a brief silence, Ping Xin finally spoke: "Maybe I always use Char memes because we are all essentially people who lack love. We all want to act cute to someone and be loved unconditionally."

“Hmm…”

So this is why you're touching me now?

"Then it's my turn now."

The night was full of energy and the garden was full of spring scenery, so it was difficult to fall asleep. Fortunately, the two of them played this question-and-answer game during the intermission.

"Question... What do you like most about me?"

It's definitely not there, Shrimp Head Man.

"Hmm...face."

"Hey, I thought it must be personality!"

Who gave you confidence?

Um......

However, his personality is actually pretty good, scoring above 100 out of 80, but his fickleness is -2200 points.

But if he said it out loud, he would definitely brag about it for a long time, right?

It's too noisy, so no.

Enka yawned.

"Hmm... question - who's the next target?"

bang bang dong!

Thump thump thump thump!

"Haha, what goal? I don't understand what you are saying..."

Feeling each other's body temperature and heartbeat, Pingxin was finally unable to just laugh it off.

"My only child who took the initiative was Goto Ichiri—"

"The only one who 'took the initiative'...? Heh~"

"It's my fault for being too handsome~~~~"

Pingxin chooses to lie down and let people laugh at me. As long as I am bad enough, no one can hurt me.

Although he is lying in bed now.

"Question...why do you have to match me and Toru?"

"Because you and Toru...you and Asakura, you are all special people. Most importantly, she has never forgotten you over the years. Even though she rarely mentioned you, I can feel it."

"..."

Gan, what should I do if I suddenly feel guilty, my family members!!!

But at this moment, Ping Xin suddenly thought of a question——

"But she just mentioned me, she didn't say she liked me, right?"

According to his understanding of Toru, what she is pursuing should be a resonance of soul and spirit.

If we don't assume Tohru's (regardless of time and space) sexual orientation, Pingxin believes that she should be similar to a sapiosexual, who cares more about soul compatibility than external conditions.

"It seems... is that so?"

Come to think of it, although Toru Asakura did occasionally mention Hirayuki's existence during the kindergarten and elementary school years over the years, and then showed a look of longing...