The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

The still single older woman with a girlfriend, Ichichi Hoshige, is angry!

"Don't flirt in front of me!"

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Meanwhile, backstage—

"Huh...it's our turn soon. I'm so nervous~" Hong Xia said.

"Yeah, my heart is pounding... I wasn't that nervous before because of my poor technique and during the first warm-up..."

Even Kita Ikuyo covered her chest...a steel plate with nothing on it.

"I'm not nervous at all."

Yamada Ryo gave a thumbs-up expressionlessly, but anyone familiar with her could tell she was a bit nervous.

It's probably like... after taking a shower, you forget to take your clothes but don't want to wear dirty clothes, so you run back to the house naked in the possibility of being discovered. Is that the extent of it?

"Come on, everyone!"

Goto Ichiri suddenly spoke loudly, and her volume was currently only at the two extremes of 10 and 90.

Several people smiled at each other——

Even Goto Ichiri is working so hard, I should work harder too!

Chapter 5 His song, our song!

"It's our first time meeting you. We're the ending band – some of you in the audience may have heard of us, but there are definitely some who are meeting us for the first time. But no matter what, we hope everyone can come and enjoy today's performance!"

Kita Ikuyo was smiling. In addition to the mysterious musical instrument that even insiders could not figure out, today's Ending Band also wore T-shirts printed with a cable tie pattern representing the team's name, which was a joke, and the four words "Ending Band" in four different colors.

*The original design of the team uniform also has four characters

Although the four people's clothes are not exactly the same, which makes them seem less "united", Ping Xin believes that this makes people feel their characteristics more.

"But we are a rock band after all, so this polite statement stops here!" Hong Xia shouted while beating the drum, successfully attracting everyone's attention.

"Although the support vocalist who was loved by the audience and our four members is gone, he still left this song for us—" Yamada Ryo continued.

"Please, please listen... "ツキアカリのミチシルベ/Moonlight's Guidance"!"

And finally, Goto Ichiri, who has never spoken a word or sung a single lyric, ended the story...

Because she also has things she wants to convey, and people she wants to convey them to!

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AnswerえのないEvery day passes by timeが

Time still passes by in the days when I can't get an answer

これから前どうなるのだろう?わからない

What should I do next? I don't know

Darkness, darkness, loneliness, confusion, darkness, darkness, darkness, loneliness

The deep, dark night of loneliness is confusing

だれかに金気づいてほしい

I hope someone can notice this moment

ここからEscapeげ出したいから

Want to escape from here

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In junior high school, Goto Ichiri, driven by impulse, a personality that could tolerate loneliness, and plenty of free time, taught himself guitar and achieved a high level of accomplishment.

But when the night is still and everyone is asleep, she feels lost and helpless just like everyone else on this earth.

Is it really right for me to do this?

Does such behavior make sense?

What should I do next to be right?

Sometimes it's the time I spend thinking after rewarding myself, or sometimes it's facing reality under the hot shower. But more often, it's the loneliness and coldness I feel when I lie in bed after turning off the lights.

I hope someone will notice my confusion, doubts, and anxiety, and I hope someone will lead me out of this [world]...

And now this person has appeared, and all Goto Ichiri has to do is grab his hand!

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The sound of the sound

Sunlight shines through the window and sounds echo inside the house

アラームに出こされて波黑い中家飞び出すよ

Set out at the sound of the alarm clock, rushing out of here in the early morning darkness

カバンの中には何も変わらない平诘め込んで

The schoolbag is filled with the same old, ordinary items

そしていつものplaceへ

Only go to that place

だれかが言った言葉が気になって色わされて

If you care about what others say, it will only make you more confused.

Strive for the best

I don't want to argue so I'm relatively silent

Dream is an ideal dream

Although I have dreams and ideals, I am unable to realize them

Now it's time to see the future

Only the cold reality is staring at me from behind

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When I come to my senses, it is the next day, but if [tomorrow] is [today], what is the meaning of everything I did [yesterday]?

Goto Ichiri is not good at studying or sports, and her appearance is not outstanding (she thinks so). She goes to school not for the future or to enjoy her youth and school life once and for all.

Just going to school for the sake of going to school...

Even though I tried to carry a lot of band merchandise to attract other people's attention, gradually this [meaningless] behavior became a part of [daily life].

The unchanging self, the ordinary self, the confused and inactive self.

Apart from her gradually improving guitar skills, the only thing that made Goto Ichiri feel the passage of time was her bangs that gradually grew to cover her eyes and her hair that was long enough to cover her hips.

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Although Yamada Ryo's personality was naturally different from that of an average child, she had obviously not reached the stage where she would be happy to be called a weirdo like she is today.

So what made her become like this?

Spoiled by his parents since childhood, the 10-year-old Liang developed a rebellious mentality towards his parents' doting and decided to get involved in rock music, which was completely opposite to their interests, in order to make his parents think that he had become a delinquent and reduce their interference in his life.

But can such "non-interference" also be called a kind of "spoiling"?

With such questions in mind, Yamada Ryo continued to explore his own personality, and eventually gradually became what he is today——

If you're not sure, don't worry about it.

If you can't confirm what others are thinking, then just be clear about your own thoughts. Being too concerned about what others think will only make you lose your true self.

Therefore, Yamada Ryo accepted his true personality and did some things that others found strange and incomprehensible, becoming a taciturn and unpredictable weirdo in the eyes of others.

If there is no point in arguing or talking, then why should I speak?

During his time in the band "The Blade", Ryo really liked the band's immature but honest lyrics style, and he also imagined a more distant future -

But in the end, only the boring reality remains, and the past is always watching coldly from behind.

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ねぇだれか教えてみんなそうなのかな?

Can anyone tell me if this is the case for everyone?

Today's lucky day

How wonderful it would be if today's happiness could be maintained

小いころには正かにあったよ

I did have it in my childhood

梦を chase いかけてたでもそれもFar memory

Keep chasing your dreams even if they are distant memories

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Like her best friend Yamada Ryo, Ijichi Nijika is still a good kid at heart, but she's more like her older sister Hoshige, a bit stubborn and outspoken (Tsundere).

At that time, she was still unable to understand the value of that [ordinary (happiness)], but humans can only appreciate the preciousness of [the past] after losing it.

So Hongxia began to become sensible and mature, and gradually learned to do housework and take care of her careless sister.

She once had a happy childhood, but she wants to work hard to cherish the happiness she has today.

To this day she is still working hard to pursue her dream——

For the gradually distant memories, for the teammates who trusted her and joined her today, and for herself now.

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AnswerえのないEvery day passes by timeが

Time still passes by in the days when I can't get an answer

これから前どうなるのだろう?わからない

What should I do next? I don't know

ツキアカリのミチシルベ云を日えボクに成け

The guidance of the moonlight reaches me across the clouds