The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

"Um, this...classmate."

Well, actually Pingxin even forgot this person’s name later on, so it’s not in my memory.

"What classmate? Aren't we friends? Why did you lie to me? Explain it to me quickly, I—"

Ping Xin, who had a smile on his face, changed his expression drastically the moment she grabbed his hand. He shook it off as if he had touched something dirty, and then wiped it on the curtain of the director's office.

"You bitch, do you know me well? Why are you lying... I should be the one asking you this. Confess and you'll be treated leniently, resist and you'll be treated severely, okay? You don't even remember how many people have ridden on you, you might even be carrying germs. Don't touch me!"

The head teacher's eyelids twitched when he heard Ping Xin's words. It seemed that the curtains given by the parents could not be kept.

As for what Ping Xin said...

Hehe, actually, there's nothing wrong with that. Tom Cat at a one-man concert might not be as tired as she is, nor as capable as she is. It's just that in her previous life, she became like this because evidence of their bullying and fooling around "happened" to be obtained by Ping Xin, and then the "righteous" school and the dean expelled them all. After that, she degenerated into a woman who had sex 50 times.

What happened before that...who cares~

At first, he was worried that you wouldn't be able to fit in with the high school environment, so he started talking to you. Then he turned around and kept his distance from you unilaterally, and Pingxin didn't take the initiative to look for her. After all, he wasn't that mean.

But after joining forces with others to bully and frame him, she even cried and complained that she was singled out for bullying because Pingxin talked to her. I didn't see you scolding others when they bullied you.

After all, he saw it clearly when the video was filmed. I believe her parents, the police who collected evidence, the judge, the lawyer and a large number of other people saw and heard it clearly as well, right?

"Goodbye, that guy... No, never see you again."

After he finished speaking, Ping Xin's eyes went dark and bright again.

I wonder what fun things will happen this time.

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After speedrunning through his past life's "highlight moments," Pingxin felt his back and legs no longer ached, and his punches felt stronger. It felt really good to see the wisdom and strength he'd painstakingly honed over the years come into play this time around. Fishing for fries with a maxed-out account is so exciting, bro!

However, after getting tired of conspiracy, violence and killing, this kind of low-level happiness can no longer satisfy him. Although it does not prevent him from taking action, isn't it impolite to yawn when he is fighting the whole world alone?

I may not pay attention next time!

All I can say is that life is truly exciting after discarding those meaningless moral shackles. Besides, getting slapped in the face is truly satisfying, and the feeling of letting go of thoughts and acting recklessly is truly exhilarating. No wonder those toilet paper novels sell so well, and people never tire of the year-round alternate-world travel adventures. It really is just what people enjoy, doing whatever they want.

Rather than wronging yourself, it is better to make things difficult for others.

Put aside your personal qualities and enjoy a life of immorality.

Refuse to be mentally exhausted and go crazy if something happens.

Sorry, I can do whatever I want.

"Ah ha ha ha ha ha--"

It has been a long time since I laughed so freely and happily.

Honestly, I laughed to tears...

But after all,

"How boring... Is this the real me?"

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The familiar black and light, Ping Xin returned to the original save point, the familiar, disgusting church, but this time...

"Is this perspective wrong? It seems a little crooked. Let me adjust it a little...ah——"

I thought about moving my body to adjust the perspective, but it turned out to be neither the first-person "I" nor the third-person perspective fixed in my head, but a very flexible and movable... third-person perspective?

Although I pretended to be a god when I gave the ultimate insult to the dean before, I didn’t expect that I would really have a God’s perspective.

"But...isn't this quite interesting~"

But soon, he would not and would not be able to think so.

Because next, the 30 years of his life up to his memory will be played out before his eyes at a 1:1 time flow rate. What an immersive video game! The rating is as high as 2.2

“…So boring—”

Did I live such a boring life before?

If you don't do well in the orphanage, you will be taught a lesson; if you do well, you will be envied and excluded; you will be excluded in school, and then excluded because of envy; in the company, you will be envied and excluded, and then framed; when you work alone, you will be envied, but not excluded, after all, capital looks down on you as a retail investor.

"But what does this have to do with who I am now?"

And even if he wanted to do something, his hands couldn't touch anything, so he had to look at the things that he had seen but didn't care about in the past.

But as expected...

"In the end, nothing can be changed—"

In the end, both the world and myself became disgusting.

From an inhuman perspective, Ping Xin was thinking in a "superhuman" way, a way of thinking that was absolutely rational, absolutely objective, and absolutely selfless. In this way, he observed, thought about, and witnessed the life of a human named "Ping Xin", a tragic life. And the final result of his observation was -

Sure enough, humans are not trustworthy, even "me".

Humans are so scary.

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"Shh~ This pile of snow...somehow, it seems a little strange..."

Chapter 4000 Snow & Excavation ()

"Ever since I can remember, I've often had a dream, a strange dream—"

In my dreams, I can almost do anything.

I have parents, a younger sister, many friends, and even many lovely, beautiful, and handsome girlfriends. If I count carefully, it seems that I can't even count them every day of the week. It's really hard on "myself". It's just so good, I'm so envious. I wish I could live like this one someday.

But it was just a thought. After all, life was still tough. I couldn't even get enough to eat every day. If I didn't study hard, the dean wouldn't give me any food, so I had to work at the construction site. I heard that many people who had gone there before had disappeared. What was going on here?

I brushed my teeth with sleepy eyes and yawned from time to time. I don’t know why Xiaopingxin felt more sleepy than usual today. Did he sleep too late last night?

[Your alopecia areata is sticking up, let me help you press it down.]

"Well, thank you..."

...Hmm? But I'm the only one here, and the only person taller than me in the orphanage is the director. What are these hands made of?!

Looking through the mirror, Xiao Pingxin could see that there was a person whose face could not be seen clearly touching his head with his hand. No matter how many times he rubbed his eyes or blinked, this person still existed.

"Wow! You you you, me me me... Don't come over here, or I'll call the police!" The huge shouting woke up other people, such as the dictator with the highest status in the orphanage.

"Pingxin, what are you arguing about again!?" the dean said angrily.

"I, I, I, he, he, he... you... can't you see, this."

Xiao Ping Xin pointed in the direction of the faceless man, but it was obvious that the dean could not see anything.

"What are you talking about? Are you confused in your sleep?"

Seeing the dean's strange look, Xiao Pingxin felt that he was going to have a bad "end" and immediately added: "It's a cockroach, as big as a fist!"

"What a fuss... Wait, how big did you say!?"

After the dean hurried away, Xiao Ping Xin finally breathed a sigh of relief and began to try to communicate with this faceless man who he didn't know what to call. If it were an adult, they would probably be terrified, but for him, this was a bright spot in his boring life, a "characteristic" that made him different from others.

"Who are you? Why can't the dean see you? And—"

He blurted out many questions. Fortunately, this place was close to a residential area and many families were strict about housekeeping, so Xiao Pingxin could always pick up many good things. All the fantasies that were usually buried in his heart were aroused at this moment, and he didn't even realize that he had just brushed his teeth halfway through talking for several minutes.

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After more than ten minutes of passionate speech, Xiao Ping Xin finally calmed down. And the person in front of him, whose face he could sense was full of enthusiasm, finally spoke.

"There seems to be something wrong with my memory. I'm probably in a spirit state now. But there seems to be some special connection between the two of us. Now you are the only one who can see and touch me."

In fact, there are still many things that have not been said, such as the inexplicable familiarity and intimacy, the feeling that his memory is not forgotten but erased, the relationship between the two seems to be more than just simple dependence, the upper limit of power and vision that he can display seem to be shared with this little boy, and also--

"Stand... I remember there are people who can summon spirits with special abilities to fight. Those spirits are collectively called Stands, so you can call me that until I remember."

"Stand... I've learned this term before, but it doesn't seem to mean this."

"Yes, after all, the source is 'Stand by Me', which means I will always stand by 'me'... Until I find my memory and leave your body, I will always stand by your side, don't worry."

The faceless man rubbed Ping Xin's head as he spoke. A strange, warm feeling arose in his heart, making him want to cry. No, tears were already flowing.

Is this what it feels like to have family? No, we are not family, but people we just met and we don't know what kind of relationship we have.

"Ahaha, you're the Stand User who commands the Stands, and I'm the Stand who always stands by you and helps you. Isn't this a great relationship?"

Yes, that's right.

Everyone has family and stuff, but a stand-in...

It's a bond that only I have, something that only I can do!

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"Stand-in, stand-in, come and help me figure out how to write this question."

"Let me see...ah, this question is beyond the scope, but you can deduce it yourself with just a little thought, maybe like this..."

"Yeah, well...thank you, stand-in brother."

"You're welcome, my little brother."

If you walk by the river often, you will get your feet wet. Although the secret of the substitute has been kept secret until today by Nobuya Kodaira, his frequent mumblings are still seen and heard by people, and then gradually the topic of him having a mental illness or being possessed by a demon becomes a topic of discussion.

After all, it was that era, and rumors were remembered and spread faster than knowledge.

But Xiao Ping Xin didn't care, because he believed that as long as he and his big brother were together, they would be the best, omnipotent and strongest combination!

Therefore, even if he was called a weirdo, bullied, and isolated, he would not be discouraged for more than a day, because there would always be someone to accompany him, care about him, and love him. As long as there were such people, he would persist no matter what, even if the world was terrible!

It is worth mentioning that it seems that as long as he is within a certain "range", his stand-in brother can help him take action. Thanks to this, his efficiency has more than doubled no matter what work he does. Life is getting better and better.

And I don't know where the eldest brother learned so many things, whether it's playing chess, playing the piano, writing songs, fighting, arranging flowers, or drinking tea, it seems that there is nothing he can't do. Xiao Ping Xin felt that he had infinite possibilities -

As long as he dares to think and do, he can do anything and become whatever he wants to be!

And with the guidance of his stand-in brother, Xiaoping Xin gradually grew into a great man, a man who could change himself, change his destiny, and change the world with his own hands!

As he grew, more and more people rallied around him.

They say he is a genius, a leader, a faith, and a god.

But he just smiled and shook his head, not out of modesty, but because he felt that getting to where he is today was not solely his achievement. Besides, before he became anything, he was the younger brother of that existence.

It was in the past, it is now, and it will be in the future.

The man who was like a father, a brother, and a teacher had always been guiding him forward. Fortunately, they were both men, otherwise it would have been difficult to end the relationship without getting married, haha——

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But no matter how strong he is, he is just a human being. No matter how rich and colorful a life experience is, a great man cannot escape death in the end, even if he is hailed as the treasure of mankind and the crystallization of talent in the 21st century.

Oh, it should be the 22nd century now——

Before he knew it, he had become an old man who could only lie in bed and die one day without knowing when he would be unable to open his eyes. However, even if technology had been advanced by him for decades, he would not be able to cure himself. After all, dying of old age is not a disease.