How can my simulation be a real love?

"..."

Shiina Riki raised her eyelids and secretly glanced at her hands, which were clenched tightly together.

A wave of warmth emanated from him through her palms, and her strong, pounding heart made her so nervous that her breathing became erratic. Yet, an overwhelming joy welled up within her, and she couldn't help but tighten her grip on his hand, savoring his warmth.

This is an opportunity!

She had established her relationship with Ming at the same time as Su Shi and the others, but now she was constantly backing down because of her timidity and shyness, and she was desperately making excuses to avoid her problems.

Not to mention Chihaya Aine, even Shoko has surpassed her.

She could no longer sit idly by and wait for her fate.

Chapter 171 I Seem to Have Ulterior Motives! [5k]

Shiina Tatsuki didn't understand how to take the initiative.

Aside from Takamatsu Akari and Wakaba Mutsu, she was probably the first girlfriend to establish a romantic relationship with Kazami Mei. However, before that, she always had concerns because she wasn't firm enough in her resolve, which is why she was constantly overtaken by others.

To stand still is to fall behind.

It's important to know that every girlfriend of Kazami Mei has her own unique strengths and skills. Their fighting spirit and patience are astonishing, and each of them can bring unexpected surprises in terms of their despicable nature.

Shiina Tatsuki understood this very well.

She knew perfectly well what she needed most to take her relationship with Kazami Mei to the next level. Nagasaki Motoyo and Chihaya Aine had already given her the answer, and it was an absolutely correct one.

That is—'humility'.

As long as she's more despicable than any of her girlfriends, she can find every possible opportunity to be alone with Ming and then take the initiative in the most direct way. That's the most effective way to deal with this guy!

"..."

Shiina Riki wrapped the red scarf around her neck tightly, and tiny ice crystals seemed to be gathered on her long eyelashes.

She pursed her cherry-colored lips, which were coated with lip gloss, and looked shyly at the handsome black-haired boy beside her. The two sat in a corner of Shimokitazawa Park, which was shaded by green trees. The lawn had long been covered with layers of pure white snowflakes.

"The weather might be a little chilly today, is it a bit deserted to come to a park like this?"

As Kazami Mei's words gradually reached her ears, Shiina Tatsuki, realizing what was happening, blushed and glanced at the red scarf around her neck. This guy had deliberately wrapped her long, shiny black hair up completely, and even her face was covered up tightly.

Her right hand, which he was holding, gradually became intertwined with his, and the tight grip made her feel no cold at all.

Kazami Mei beside her was like a small, moving, talking sun, radiating a comforting warmth that made her unconsciously immerse herself in it, not even noticing that her head was gently resting in his arms.

"I was originally planning to take you to an indoor place like a movie theater, but because of Christmas, almost all the places were packed, so I thought we'd just find a quiet place instead. I didn't expect you to suggest a park, Lixi."

"Anyway, let's have some mochi and red bean soup to warm up first?"

At times like these, the park is deserted, making it a more suitable place for them to have heart-to-heart talks.

Moreover, Miss Lixi is not good at dealing with places like movie theaters. She is even more reserved in crowded places. It was with this in mind that Feng Jianming brought her to this park that he was familiar with.

"...It's okay, I actually think it's pretty good."

Shiina Tatsuki blushed and shook her head, only muttering something in response.

The collar of the boy's black trench coat was speckled with snowflakes, and his sharply defined jawline was faintly visible in the white mist of his breath. With a soft sound, he slowly opened the thermos of mochi and red bean soup, and his slender fingers, which had been playing the piano, picked up a metal spoon.

"Try it?"

The faint sweet aroma of red beans wafted around with the steam. Before she could respond, he had already scooped up a spoonful, blew on it gently, and brought it to her lips.

"I... I can do it myself."

"Really not necessary?"

"..."

Shiina Tatsuki opened her mouth but hesitated, but when she saw the hint of a smile in Kazami Mei's eyes, she finally swallowed her words and could only turn her beautifully red face to him.

After a moment of silence, she nodded slightly.

"..."

This is not the time to be shy!

This extremely rare opportunity to be alone was something they had worked hard to secure for her. It might be the only chance she had before the 'Christmas party' that was truly hers. If she missed this opportunity, she might never have another chance!

Even though she was often teased and pranked by Hailing and the others, their kindness was genuine. Even the girls who had finished their band activities were helping her. Why should she force herself to remain shy and reserved?

This time, she couldn't afford to waste it.

Ham!

Shiina Riki blushed and opened her mouth to put the spoon in her mouth. The soft and sweet taste exploded in her mouth in an instant, and the heartwarming warmth spread throughout her body, making even her face inexplicably burn red.

"How about it? I highly recommend this place. It's so delicious I'm speechless!"

Kazami Mei looked smugly at the girl's slightly flushed cheeks. Her smug tone made Shiina Tatsuki raise an eyebrow, but the next second her sharp eyes softened, and she spoke softly—

"Again."

This is classic, but I don't think I tasted anything special.

Seeing this, Kazami Mei didn't say anything. He still had a faint smile on his face and repeated the action he had just performed. He picked up a spoon, scooped up a spoonful of red bean mochi, and fed it to her. Just as he had expected, Miss Riki put the spoon in her mouth again.

Hey, I know this one well!

Is the next thing you going to say something like, "It's just so-so, nothing special"?

Shiina Riki simply raised her embroidered eyebrows, then suddenly reached out and gently wrapped her arms around his neck. Before Kazami Mei could react, she bit his lips, her delicate, stern face already flushed with a charming blush.

The sweet but not cloying warmth and the unique fragrance of red beans intertwined on the tip of his tongue. Kazami Mei stared wide-eyed in disbelief. Under various 'controls', he could only be forced to swallow the mouthful of red bean soup.

"...I think it's quite delicious."

A soft, unfamiliar voice drifted over, and Shiina Riki blushed and shrank back.

But she quickly mustered her courage and, suppressing her shyness, spoke softly—

"What do you think?"

The girl's gaze didn't linger on his eyes; she simply lowered her head and cautiously looked down at his face. This was an instinctive habit of hers, something she only did when facing someone she liked.

She actually did it?

Shiina Riki could hardly believe that she had actually made a move. Given her personality, she could accept such intimate contact if she were in a 'passive' situation, but taking the initiative meant something completely different!

Although she understood that all she had to do was become a 'lowly woman,' the intense shame she felt when she actually took the initiative to express her love was unimaginable; at least she felt like her head was on fire.

"...It's very sweet."

After holding it in for a while, Kazami Mei felt her breathing become a little disordered, and she only subconsciously answered her question.

He had eaten at this 'mochi and red bean soup' many times, but none of them were as sweet, soft, and fragrant as today's. Once he tasted it, he would never forget it.

"...Is this...?"

Her face, like the glow of dawn reflecting on snow, gently peeked away. A blush crept onto her translucent cheeks, and an indescribable joy and excitement welled up in her heart, making her unable to resist taking another step closer.

"Then, how about—"

"...One more time?"

That stunning face turned again, and the elegant beauty mark, like a pearl, fell at the corner of her eye, dreamlike and ethereal, carrying threads of tenderness and affection, silently outlining a captivating charm.

She had never before fully displayed such stunning beauty.

Now, Shiina Riki has completely let go of her shyness. Having taken a step forward, she seems to have broken free of her shackles. From leaning on a shoulder to sitting sideways on a thigh, she begins to repeat the actions without any restraint.

I do not know how long it has been.

The first snow of winter gradually melted on her burning cheeks, and her fingertips, which had been wrapped in the cold wind, were already filled with warmth. Miss Lixi, who was usually serious and solemn, was now showing the behavior that a young girl should have.

"...So, Lixi, your thoughts really aren't so simple after all?"

Kazami Mei's meaningful question made Shiina Tatsuki's eyes dart away, but soon she widened her beautiful, violet-like eyes and, as if to retaliate, lightly bit his neck with her silver teeth.

Indistinct words also flowed from between her pearly teeth—

"I want to... get closer to my boyfriend, is there something wrong with that?"

"Miss Lixi, I'm going to sue you for copyright infringement, you know?"

Kazami Mei really didn't expect that the other party would put what she learned to use so quickly. The excuse she had used to deal with her was now being used against her, especially against Shiina Tatsuki, who usually never resorted to trickery.

"I was hoping you'd come to help today on your own initiative, which is a bit out of character for you." Kazami Mei simply shook her head slightly, paused for two seconds, and then continued, "Looks like I was right after all. It was Hailin who egged you on behind the scenes, wasn't it?"

What does "subtle personality" mean?

Shiina Riki glared at him, her face flushed. After attacking for so long, she had long since lost all restraint. Now, hearing Kazami Mei 'slander' her like this, she didn't hold back and silenced him with her mouth.

"Actually, Hailing said the same thing to me, telling me to find an opportunity to ask you out. She also said that I should just use force to win you over directly, and if necessary, she would find a way to trick you into coming over."

"what?"

Shiina Riki looked at Kazami Naruto in disbelief, a strong sense of shame and indignation rising in her heart. She sat sideways in Kazami Naruto's arms, her fair and delicate ear tips seemingly covered with peach petals carried by the wind.

"That guy Hailing..."

She thought Hailing had only talked about these things with her, but she never expected that Hailing was actually a 'double agent'?! Does that mean that the topics they usually discussed would often reach Ming's ears?

Just thinking about it made her head feel like it was about to explode.

"But I also have to thank her, otherwise I wouldn't have known that Miss Lixi was so... sassy?"

"ah!?"

Kazami Mei reached out and wrapped her arms around the girl's slender waist, embracing her as if she wanted to merge her whole body into her. Just moments ago, Ms. Riki had been in the lead, but in an instant, she was at a complete disadvantage.

Well, it's not like it can make cute sounds either.

Just as Kazami Mei couldn't help but tease her in her heart, Shiina Ritsuki seemed to give up completely and went limp, a blush spreading from the bottom of her eyes to her ears, like rose petals wet with morning dew.

Shiina Riki gave him a faint, lingering glare, but her beautiful eyes lacked their usual sharpness and solemnity, replaced by a girlish charm and shyness, as if she were merely being coquettish and full of allure.

hiss……

Her gaze made Kazami Naruto gasp. He hadn't seen her look like that since her confession 'last time,' and she was even more captivating than before!

Shiina Riki suddenly blushed, as if she had realized something.

Her beautiful lip gloss had vanished, and she could only look at him with a shy and bewildered gaze. After hesitating for a few seconds, she raised her head again and brought her delicate, cherry-blossom-like lips to her ear.

"Ming..."

"What should we do next...?"

She paused for two seconds as if on purpose, before her voice trembled slightly with a hint of excitement as she said, "There's still some time before the lunch gathering. Before that... should we find a place to rest?"

I think you have ulterior motives!

Kazami Mei felt his breathing become somewhat disordered. He really didn't expect that Miss Riki, who had completely abandoned her reserve, could become like this. The huge contrast compared to before was too much for him to bear.

However, he still managed to maintain a sliver of rationality.

"No way, who did you learn this trick from?"

"...Hai Ling."

These words made Kazami Ming momentarily lose his composure. He had originally wanted to find a reason regarding Hai Ling, but it seemed he had now found a perfect excuse. He would definitely have to increase the intensity of his treatment of her from now on.

Seeing Shiina Tatsuki's gradually dimming gaze, her expression tinged with grievance and disappointment, Kazami Mei, who hadn't even finished speaking, found it somewhat amusing. She sighed softly and remarked—

"Miss Lixi, I haven't finished speaking yet."

As he spoke, Kazami extended his right hand, his slender index finger gently bending, and tapped the girl's smooth forehead three times. This ambiguous gesture left Miss Riki completely bewildered.

"What do you mean?"

"I'll have you come to my room in the middle of the night so I can teach you the Seventy-Two Transformations."

Even Shiina Riki quickly reacted. Her stunning purple eyes rippled like a mountain spring, spreading out in circles. The sweetness that welled up from the bottom of her heart made her lower her head shyly.

"Shall we...go get the cake first?"

"I'm pretty satisfied with being alone with you for so long. If I go back too late, Hongxia-senpai and the others might find out. I don't know what I'd do if that happened."

Kazami Mei simply shrugged, then gently cupped the girl's face in her hands.

"You think beautifully."

"Huh? Then what else are we supposed to do?"