How can my simulation be a real love?

Upon hearing this, Xiaodeng became a little anxious. In her panic, she grabbed his sleeve, her shoulders trembling slightly. She was terrified that Ming would misunderstand her.

"That's fine then. I promised to be in a band with you for life."

Jiuwu Mountain is famous for its wine.

"Don't worry, leave it to me."

A gentle, cool spring breeze swept by, lifting the boy's jet-black ponytail. His perfectly delicate face revealed the same gentle smile that Takamatsu Akira knew so well, just like in his 'memory'.

Those gentle, dark eyes always gave her the motivation to move forward.

I've seen that smile on his face countless times.

It's as if no matter what difficulties stand in their way, they are fearless as long as Ming is there with a smile on his face.

but--

"Promise."

Takamatsu Akari clenched her left fist tightly and placed it in front of her chest, her eyes revealing a determination that Kazami Mei had never seen before.

"No matter what happens, Ming must never force himself."

"Eat well, sleep well, and if you feel tired, be sure to come and rely on me."

She doesn't want to repeat the same mistake.

She hates sadness, hates being upset, and hates that she can't say the important things she wants to say.

The setting sun, with its crimson halo, pierced through the dense clouds and towering skyscrapers, gently casting its light upon the girl's cheeks in the twilight.

Her amber eyes shone brightly in the lingering afterglow.

Kazami Mei looked at the girl's earnest eyes and was unknowingly stunned by her beauty.

She is like a ray of warm sunshine illuminating the road, making people want to respond to her beliefs.

"Then I'll make a promise with you—"

Volume Two

Chapter 1 Kita Ikuyo's Melancholy

The morning light pierced through the gaps in the curtains, revealing a red-toned room surrounded by magazines and dolls. Various cute trinkets were displayed on the table, and the air itself seemed to be filled with the sweet scent of a young girl.

"..."

The girl suddenly opened her eyes.

6:50 AM

Kita Ikuyo instinctively woke up before the alarm clock rang. Her sleepy eyes peered through the misty fog at the pure white ceiling, staring blankly for a full five minutes before she gradually came to her senses.

She dragged her somewhat weak body and slowly sat up from the bed.

The surroundings were still pitch black, and she was completely absorbed in it.

"...Was it a dream?"

She saw her reflection in the mirror on the dressing table; her fiery red hair was slightly disheveled.

Her usually energetic face was now dull, and all that could be seen in her expression was melancholy and exhaustion. Her slightly swollen eyes and clear tear tracks made her look extremely haggard.

"Why did I dream about Kazami-kun...?"

Kita quickly wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, then patted his cheeks to try and clear his head.

Even now, the suffocating heartache still lingers in her heart.

This genuine emotion is not as simple as a dream; it feels as if one has personally experienced the content of the dream!

The intense, stinging pain felt like a red-hot iron branding her heart. Just recalling that moment made Kita Ikuyo's eyes well up with tears, as if sorrowful tears were about to fall at any moment.

"Waaaah! Wake up!"

"No matter what, we need to get back to normal as soon as possible!"

Kita Ikuyo slapped her cheeks hard again until her fair face turned red before she gradually regained her composure.

This was the first time she, who was naturally sunny and cheerful, had fallen into such a vortex of exhaustion and frustration.

"It's too real..."

"This can't be a dream at all!"

Although these 'dreams' were just fragmented and incomplete pieces, they were filled with a sense of reality that surprised her.

It's more like stuffing a bunch of real memories directly into her head!

Was the woman in my dream really her?!

Is she some kind of idiot?

Now that you know you like them, don't hesitate and confess to them as soon as possible!

Kita Ikuyo now feels like she's observing her own experiences from an outsider's perspective; the more she recalls the content of her dreams, the more distressed and aches in her stomach she feels.

It's absolutely outrageous that I caused Kazami-kun's death!

Which third-rate writer produced this fourth-rate plot?!

With her hair all messy, Kita Ikuyo got out of bed and quickly walked to the window.

Wow!

She suddenly pulled open the curtains, and bright sunlight flooded in, instantly swallowing up the gloomy darkness in the room.

A refreshing breeze ruffled the girl's red hair at her temples, causing her to unconsciously squint her eyes.

The sunlight today is exceptionally bright.

……

"Yu Dai, you don't look well today? Are you feeling unwell?"

Xi Shuliu gently stroked her cheek, looking at her daughter who was somewhat silent today with a worried expression.

Yu Dai used to be full of energy, as if she had inexhaustible energy every morning. Her face was always adorned with a bright and sunny smile, bringing vitality to those around her.

But today, her condition was clearly not quite right.

He remained silent and stared blankly at something during the meal, without showing his usual bright smile.

That's not right, my daughter was perfectly fine when she came home yesterday...

"Mom's fine! She just stayed up a little late yesterday and didn't sleep well today!"

Kita Ikuyo gently put the toast in her mouth, immediately putting on her usual cheerful demeanor so as not to worry her mother.

But Xi Jiuliu was still a little worried. Could simply staying up late really cause this?

You look like you've just broken up with someone...

"Are you really okay? How about we ask for leave from school today?"

"Cough cough! It's nothing, I'm really fine!"

Upon hearing that her mother was going to ask for leave for her, Kita Ikuyo was so shocked that she choked.

After drinking most of a glass of milk in one gulp, she shook her little head like a rattle drum to express her resistance.

Ask for leave?!

Absolutely not, she can't take the day off today!

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She absolutely has to go to school to see Kazami-kun today!

The impact of this dream on her was so strong that she now desperately wants to see Feng Jianming!

Because the dream felt so real to her, calling it a 'dream' was less accurate than describing it as a premonition of the future or a parallel world, and she needed to confirm this.

"I'm full! I'm done eating!"

With jam and bread stuffed in her mouth, Kita Ikuyo mumbled something indistinctly, then grabbed her schoolbag and ran towards the door, afraid that if she was a step too slow, her mother would stop her under the pretext of 'resting'.

……

0--

Today, Kita arrived at school as quickly as possible. Because she had been jogging all the way, there weren't many students in her class when she arrived. As soon as she entered, her gaze immediately drifted to the second-to-last row by the window.

Kazami-kun, you haven't arrived yet...

A sense of disappointment immediately filled her heart, but there was also a sense of relief.

To be honest, even if Kita Ikuyo met Kazami Naruto right now, she would have absolutely no idea how to start a conversation with him.

In the dream, Kazami liked him because he confessed to her immediately upon their first meeting, and then they spent a very long time together, reaching a point where they could talk about anything.

Reality is different from dreams!

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In reality, Kazami and she are at most at the level of knowing each other's names!

Oh no! What should she do?!

Chapter Two: The Advantage Lies With Me!

Because of her extreme nervousness, Kita Ikuyo Mitsuki's forehead was covered in fine sweat as she sat in her seat, pondering what she should do.

If I just go up and ask directly, wouldn't that be a bit too deliberate?

"What should I do..."

Kita Ikuyo's mind was a complete mess right now. Because of the dream she had last night, her mind was filled with Kazami Mei, and she was finding it difficult to even maintain basic composure.

How should I start a conversation?

For example, 'Kazami-kun, did you have a dream about me last night?'

This is blatantly using cheesy pickup lines!

He'll definitely look at you with disdain!

For example, something like, "Ming, if you confess your feelings to me, I will definitely accept."

This is even more outrageous. Kazami, who is already quite aloof, will definitely find it very inexplicable and may even think that she is a stupid woman with a problem in her head!

"Ugh... I don't want that kind of thing!"

Kita Ikuyo held her head in her hands, slumped over the table, and let out a mournful cry that was difficult to decipher.

While sitting in her seat playing with the 'Marine Life Series 3' stickers, Takamatsu Akari noticed Kita's unusual behavior.

Kita Ikuyo's constant head-banging on the table was hard to ignore, and this strange behavior puzzled Takamatsu Akari.

What's wrong with Kita-kun?

"Ming, good morning."

Good morning, little lamp.

Kazami Mei, who suddenly walked in from the classroom door, naturally greeted Takamatsu Akari.

At that moment, Kita Ikuyo's body trembled slightly. She slowly raised her head and secretly glanced at the window seat out of the corner of her eye. This action seemed very natural, as if she was just looking at the blue sky outside the window.

As usual, Kazami Mei walked into the classroom with a calm expression on her face.

After sitting down, he took out his phone and started browsing. Occasionally, he would smile knowingly when he saw something interesting, and he would chat casually with Takamatsu Akira sitting next to him.

The way he looked at the lamp was the same way he looked at himself in his memory.

But now, his smile doesn't belong to himself.

A sharp, stabbing pain shot through her chest again, and a wave of intense self-blame and regret washed over her. The girl's already fragile heart was now even more vulnerable, and tears welled up in her eyes instantly.