I'm really not an old sword

The man glanced at him, opened the cabinet door, and walked out. Every step seemed to be accompanied by a "Duang!" sound. He walked in front of Lin Qingsu, his tall figure completely blocking the firelight behind him, and then stretched out his hand.

This state lasted for four or five seconds.

Looking down at the man's big hands that felt like they could smear his face, Lin Qingsu belatedly handed the bag to him.

"One month."

Listening closely, Lin Qingsu felt as if there was a muffled humming sound like a furnace fire, and her ears felt a little numb.

After saying this, the man turned and walked towards the inner room.

Lin Qingsu asked curiously, "Don't you need a sword embryo and a deposit?"

"Your family gave it to you."

"My family?" Lin Qingsu became even more curious: "Meili?"

The man then stopped and turned to look at him.

For some reason, Lin Qingsu could inexplicably sense a smile from his unbearable face, and it wasn't a good smile, but rather, it seemed like, pity?

......

"What on earth is he laughing at?"

On the way back, Lin Qingsu kept thinking.

It was not until the sound of birdsong that he was called back.

Looking up and around, there was a gentle breeze, green leaves and grass were still there, and birds were jumping on the branches in the garden, looking so happy.

"It's good to be alive."

The first time Lin Qingsu went out after waking up, she couldn't help but take a deep breath of fresh air and opened the door.

"I come back..."

The smile on Lin Qingsu's face gradually froze.

"Ah, Qingsu is back."

Meili smiled and waved at Lin Qingsu who had just entered the house.

"A friend is here to see you."

Looking at the girl who turned around, Lin Qingsu felt a sharp pain in her chest.

......

Picking up the water cup and looking at the white-haired girl sitting on the chair opposite, Lin Qingsu felt her hands trembling as she recalled the painful experience of that day and the paralysis she had endured these days.

"Matou-san, do you have something to talk to me about?"

Hearing Lin Qingsu's name, Matou Sakura's smile froze, and then she forced a smile and whispered.

"I, I want to apologize to my brother and hope he can forgive me. I can do anything for that."

"Although my life was given to me by my brother and I should have done everything for him, it's a bit cunning to say that, but I really hope he can forgive me."

"Why don't you just call me senior."

Sakura Matou's face turned ashen and her eyes gradually became lifeless.

Lin Qingsu quickly said, "Don't think too much about it. It's just that I don't have any memories of that time, and I'm not even sure if I'm your brother, so it feels awkward at first. It doesn't mean that I hate you."

"Then brother...senpai, can you forgive me?"

"of course."

"Then can you call me Sakura, Senior?"

Lin Qingsu thought for a moment and said, "Ying."

Sakura Matou's pale face finally looked a little better, and she smiled with her lips pursed.

Lin Qingsu asked, "Speaking of which, Ying, why do you still have white hair?"

Because of his painful experience in Fuyuki, he was trembling with fear when he saw Sakura Matou like this before he had absolute strength.

Although Mary is here.

But if something really happened to Sakura, she might be the one who ran the fastest.

"Because I want to help my brother."

As if she had noticed Lin Qingsu's concerns, Matou Sakura added, "Thanks to the teacher, everything will be fine for now."

"So what are you going to do next, Sakura?"

"I want to stay at my senior's house."

"...good."

Lin Qingsu finally agreed to her

Although he has no memories of Fuyuki, he can still guess what Sakura thinks of him based on her behavior.

Perhaps it's the admiration for the 'hero' who saved me from the darkness when I was a child.

She sees herself as a "father-like" figure, and because of her tragic childhood experiences, she has no trust in other people. She is a little girl who desperately desires the love of her family but does not trust others. And if he, whom she regards as her only relative, is unwilling to accept her.

It’s pitiful and even more terrifying to think about it.

So today's dinner was prepared by Sakura Matou.

Of course, Lin Qingsu couldn't be as heartless as Meili. Although Ying said that she would "take charge of all housework", he still went to the kitchen to help Matou Sakura, although he was finally pushed out by the other party with the reason of "resting well".

In the kitchen, Sakura Matou was holding the cutting knife in a daze.

"No memory?"

She felt a little disappointed at first, but as she thought about it, Sakura suddenly realized that this seemed to be a good thing.

Although my brother doesn't remember what happened between him and me, doesn't this also prove that he doesn't remember what happened between him and others?

What queen, what sister, what Altria, as long as there is no memory, then it can be completely ignored.

Then my brother will belong to me alone!

If you work hard during this period, maybe after graduation you can marry your brother, have children, and live a beautiful and happy life together.

Thinking of this, Ying couldn't help but smile, and her movements of cutting vegetables became more skillful.

"That's great."

After preparing dinner, Matou Sakura came to the living room and saw Lin Qingsu playing with his mobile phone on the sofa. She was about to say something when she suddenly noticed that he was typing.

Who is my brother chatting with?

Out of curiosity, Matou Sakura quietly walked behind Lin Qingsu, bent down slightly, and her breathing became a little heavy.

"Tousaka Rin"

Hearing the voice behind her, Lin Qingsu turned around: "Ying?"

Matou Sakura's smile was a little forced: "What are senior and sister talking about?"

"She asked me how I was feeling."

"You two have a really good relationship."

"Thanks Sakura."

Lin Qingsu said casually, then suddenly thought of something and added: "By the way, we are running out of food at home. If Ying can get up, you can go to the market with me tomorrow morning to prepare some vegetables... Ying? Are you okay?"

At some point, the girl's eyes lost focus.

"No, it's okay."

Matou Sakura forced a smile and felt warm in her heart when she saw Lin Qingsu with a worried look on her face.

My brother still has me in his heart.

But thinking of those two vixen, Rin Toosaka and Misayo, who were the vixen she brought together, Sakura Matou felt that breathing became difficult, and the voice of "Sakura" that kept bewitching her seemed to reappear in her heart.

"So what do you think of me, senior?"

After asking this question, Ying was shocked herself, but still looked at Lin Qingsu expectantly.

How else can I see it?

Lin Qingsu was stunned by the question, but she felt relieved when she saw the obviously unnatural expression on Matou Sakura's face.

What a big deal.

Isn't it just the instinctive reaction of a sister who has been doted on by her brother since childhood and suddenly finds out that her brother has a girlfriend and feels that her brother is going to be snatched away? It's easy to solve. Just let her understand that her brother will not have a girlfriend and you can give up one thing for the other.

"Don't worry, I will treat Sakura as my own sister. I will never neglect her just because I have a girlfriend."

To be honest, Lin Qingsu has always wanted to have a sister like Matou Sakura who is gentle, well-behaved and understanding.

As long as she doesn't turn evil all the time, it'll be fine.

However, now that her 'brother' is back, she has no reason to turn evil now.

Matou Sakura was silent.

Looking at Lin Qingsu's gentle smile, the girl suddenly understood what regret felt like.

"cherry?"

"The meal is ready."

Sakura Matou wanted to smile, but she couldn't, so she could only turn around and leave in a hurry.

"Brother, you must be hungry. Go eat quickly. I'll go call Auntie."

......

That night.

Lying in bed, Sakura Matou tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

It’s not that the bed is bad, Sakura doesn’t recognize the bed.

On the contrary, Sakura Matou was very excited when she suddenly met her brother whom she hadn't seen for ten years and lived with him in their own world - her brother's adoptive mother, Aunt Mary, stayed in the bedroom every day.

But she wasn't too excited to sleep.

On the contrary, Sakura Matou wanted to cry.

When she thought about what she had done in the past, Sakura Matou wished she could travel back in time and kill her past self.

What am I doing?

Fortunately, there is still a chance.

Even if those two people have a deeper relationship with my brother, I live with my brother, and as long as I serve Aunt Mary well and change my brother's opinion of me, there is a great possibility that I will be the one to marry my brother in the end.

Thinking of this, Sakura Matou suddenly felt a little thirsty.

I left the bedroom and was about to go downstairs to drink some water when I heard a door open not far away.

Turning around, Matou Sakura's eyes widened.

"Still climbing into my bed? I've tolerated you for half a month!" This was Lin Qingsu's voice.

Aunt Mary was thrown out of Lin Qingsu's room wearing only her pajamas.

"White-eyed wolf."

Meili wrapped her open clothes and grumbled dissatisfiedly: "You despise me now that you have recovered. You have really grown up and started to despise me, wuwu."

"Aunt Merry?"

Sakura Matou's shocked voice was heard, and Meili turned her head to see Sakura Matou looking at her with horror in her eyes.

"Ah, it's Sakura. Are you still awake so late?"

"I want to go downstairs and drink some water." Looking at the disheveled and beautiful aunt, Matou Sakura felt her throat become even drier: "Auntie, why are you still in the senior's room so late?"

"Oh, this, because I want to sleep with Qingsu."

Mary looked relaxed and had no shame in saying such things, and she even started complaining as she spoke.

"But when that child grew up, he didn't stick to me at all, alas."