I'm in Teresin, dedicated to playing badly

She didn't even feel embarrassed, let alone try to escape.

When she woke up the next day, she still went to Shinji Kitahara's side and asked him to rub her, as if nothing had happened the day before.

After another peaceful day, just as Shinji Kitahara was becoming more and more proficient in handling his work at Ali Digital...

The medicine's expiration date has come.

Chapter 99: Senior, I like it so much!

The effects of a drug do not suddenly disappear without warning.

On the morning the drug dissipated, Alice Digital had just woken up when she noticed something was wrong. She felt as if something inside her was trying to burst out.

But she suppressed that feeling herself.

Just like she did a few days ago.

She knew what that feeling meant, and she knew that if she made just a little effort, the barrier that had been crumbling under Shinji Kitahara's attentive care would collapse in an instant, and she would return to normal.

But she didn't do that.

Not to mention destroying that already crumbling barrier, she has been carefully maintaining it these days, afraid that it might disappear one day.

The reason is also very simple.

She is afraid.

Unlike Alice, she did not develop any inflated personality due to the drug, nor did she experience any fear of disappearing.

She was just afraid that once she recovered, she would find that everything was just a dream, a beautiful dream woven by Shinji Kitahara to take care of her.

Although at the beginning she wanted to return to normal and felt that she had caused a lot of trouble for others, she also felt quite guilty.

But slowly, as time went by, her heart began to change.

Not feeling positive feedback doesn't mean she can't think, nor does it mean she can't tell who is good to her.

From the decisive action taken when she first noticed something was wrong, to the subsequent five-minute lecture on "Why AI-Powered Digital is Important," and then to the 24/7 care and meticulous attention she received.

Even though she couldn't feel any positive emotions, she still felt that this was the happiest week of her life.

Aili Digital is a genius, and the kind of genius who is extremely precocious and all-around talented.

This is a good thing, but it also comes at a certain cost.

For example, they lack parental care compared to their peers.

It's not that Aili Digital's parents didn't love her; in fact, they were quite responsible.

But the problem is that Aili Digital itself is too outrageous.

Other children would cry when they first went to kindergarten, but Alice Digital just looked at the other girls in the class and smiled, without needing any comforting.

Other children are often playful or have interests that require their parents to constantly worry about and discipline them.

However, Aili Digital is able to maintain a stable top-three ranking in academic performance while developing well in moral character, intelligence, physical fitness, and aesthetics. They not only learn a lot, but also excel in every aspect, just as well as other children.

The all-powerful racehorse girl wasn't made in a day; she started from a very young age.

As for her parents, it's not that they don't want to help and care for her, but the problem is that they simply can't think of any way to help and care for her.

Because she's truly better than everyone else's child, and she's the kind of person who can be left completely idle and run automatically. To try and control her would be like nitpicking.

As for her excessive love for racehorse girls, her parents completely ignored it and even supported it.

After all, their own child is so good; if there were no flaws, they would feel uneasy.

After arriving in Teresa, she no longer received any care from anyone; instead, she was always the one taking care of others.

Because she can truly be described as all-around capable, and her personality is always enthusiastic, like an inextinguishable flame, constantly radiating her light and warmth to others.

But she is not a real flame, nor is she truly perfect; she too longs for reciprocation and care.

It's just that my previous passion was too intense, and there were so many female horses around.

Not to mention others, even she herself didn't realize this.

Until the potion extinguished the flame, revealing the ashes beneath.

She then realized that she was not as perfect as she had imagined, and that she also longed to be loved and cared for.

She just didn't initially think she would be entitled to such treatment.

After all, she was a notorious pervert at school, and her relationship with Kitahara Shinji was merely that of a teammate. Moreover, she had already come to understand his aversion to trouble very well during the time she had been helping him.

Not to mention that Miss Junchuan was right there, and she also indicated that she and the chairman could handle the situation.

But he agreed without hesitation, and afterwards took an unprecedentedly serious attitude, protecting her to the point that she herself felt was a bit excessive.

24-hour continuous companionship, sincere and open communication, even personalized care and learning new knowledge...

If in the past she only admired and respected Shinji Kitahara because of his abilities and deeds...

After a few days of care, a new emotion called dependency emerged, and it grew extremely rapidly, flourishing in just a few days.

He let her know that she was loved, that many people cared about her, and that she could rely on others, even...

That's why she's even more determined not to lose all of this.

She became increasingly afraid that after returning to normal, he would tell her that it was all a well-intentioned lie he had fabricated to take care of her.

Because of this, she even considered asking Alice for another bottle of this potion, but ultimately gave up on the idea.

He has already given enough during this period, and he cannot cause any more trouble because of his own willfulness.

Then, amidst this agonizing uncertainty and fear, time slowly passed, gradually drawing near the inevitable deadline.

As the effects of the medicine wore off, the barrier in my heart began to falter.

Everything had reached its limit. Even though she was actively maintaining the crumbling barrier, the effects of the potion would eventually wear off.

I felt a blockage in my chest, my face started to turn pale, and my consciousness became somewhat scattered.

Shinji Kitahara noticed her unusual condition immediately and took her to the infirmary, but after examination, there was nothing wrong with her; she was even healthier than the average horse girl.

"My heart is beating a little fast, it feels like a nervous reaction triggered by intense emotional fluctuations, it'll be fine after a rest..."

That's what the school doctor said.

According to both Shinji Kitahara's own assessment and the system's judgment, there are currently no problems with Alice Digital, and considering the school doctor's words...

That means the effects of the medicine are probably wearing off?

Shinji Kitahara also thought of this.

However, seeing how Ellie looked, he was still a little worried, so he settled her in a hospital bed.

Time began to slip away little by little, and the barriers in my heart gradually thinned.

Then, cracks appeared.

Bang——

With a sound like shattering glass, long-lost positive emotions began to surge into her heart through the crack. A strange feeling began to brew within her, and even her eyes began to change.

"Senior Kitahara..."

Her unconscious murmurs attracted Shinji Kitahara's attention.

"what happened?"

"...Can I hug you?"

The rift gradually widened, and the emotions in my heart began to surge, yearning for the person in front of me to comfort me.

Shinji Kitahara assumed that she was just like Alice back then, feeling anxious because she was worried about disappearing, so he didn't suspect anything. After she spoke, he reached out and hugged her, pulling her into his arms.

"Don't worry, don't be afraid, I'm right here..."

"Senior Kitahara..."

She subconsciously reached out and hugged the person in front of her, burying her head in his chest and gently inhaling the scent that was the only thing that could make her feel at ease.

The senior's scent seems even better than the horse girl's...

I felt like I could stay in his arms forever, but it was all just a dream after all...

Once she wakes up and returns to normal, he will tell her that he did all this to take care of her, and then everything will go back to normal...

"Will not."

His voice suddenly rang out.

The girl in his arms stiffened slightly.

"Senior, how did you know...?"

"Because I've encountered similar situations before, and your behavior was too obvious."

Shinji Kitahara sighed, feeling the trembling in his arms. He raised his hand and gently stroked her pink hair, his voice soft.

"What I said to you before wasn't just to comfort you; it was all my true feelings."

"All promises stand. You can stay by my side anytime you want, and you can ask to learn anything you wish. Besides, you've helped me a lot, so feel free to ask for anything else in return..."

"And if you don't mind, you can always come to me and talk about any negative feelings you have in the future. Although I may not be able to solve them for you, I can at least listen and offer some help..."

"So, don't be afraid, digital, I'm right here."

He paused, then lowered his head and smiled at the girl in his arms.

"Do you remember our agreement? You can't argue or doubt. You have to listen to me obediently and not have any questions. After all... you are really important to me. This is not just to comfort you."

"senior......"

The barrier crumbled inch by inch, and the suppressed emotions began to erupt.

Alice's eyes began to cloud over, and the arms that were embracing him tightened slightly.

But this turbidity lasted only a moment, and then it cleared up again because of his words.

Her senior hadn't lied to her; it wasn't a dream. Even after waking up, she could still rely on him, but...

Is this enough?

The barrier completely collapsed, and all the emotions that had accumulated over the past week fell like the sky collapsing.

She began to breathe heavily, greedily inhaling the scent of Kitahara Shinji to satisfy the throbbing in her heart, and her face gradually flushed.

Not enough, not enough, I want more...

Her body began to move slightly upwards, wrapping her arms around his neck, her eyes growing increasingly unfocused.

Senior, her senior, I like her so much, I want her so much...

I want to be with him, I want to melt in his arms, I want to be taken care of by him for the rest of my life...

Thinking this, inhaling the alluring scent before him, a certain desire began to swell within him.

She gently opened her mouth, tightened her arms around him, and began to move her body slightly.

I want more, something deeper...

Shinji Kitahara noticed her unusual behavior, but he didn't show any panic or try to escape. He simply held her quietly with a faint smile on his face.

Perhaps it was because he was influenced by Shinji Kitahara's calmness, or perhaps it was for some other reason.

Just as her teeth were about to touch Shinji Kitahara's skin, and a second before she was about to take some action, Ali Digital regained consciousness.

Then, they stood there, frozen in place.

What was she trying to do just now?

Looking at the defenseless neck in front of her, she couldn't imagine what the consequences would be if she took a bite, nor did she know what would happen if she let the impulse in her heart take its course.

Anxiety, fear, confusion...

At that moment, Shinji Kitahara pulled up his collar, revealing his left shoulder, and then rubbed her hair with his right hand. His tone was not afraid or bothered at all; on the contrary, it was gentle and comforting.

"Bite here, it's okay here."

Having worked with many horse girls, Shinji Kitahara knows that some horse girls will subconsciously use biting to vent their emotions when they are experiencing intense emotional fluctuations.

It's not to satisfy appetite, and they won't eat it; it's simply an act of expressing emotion, similar to a human kiss.

It's just that because the horse girl's physical abilities far exceed those of ordinary people, the kiss was a little too intense, which is also the origin of the bite marks on the trainers' bodies during the previous meeting.