I'm in Teresin, dedicated to playing badly

It was clearly the first time I had ever seen Rudolph bow his head; it was clearly the culmination of years of resentment that had finally been acknowledged.

But she felt no relief or joy; instead, she was filled with absurdity and anger.

To outsiders, whether or not they see that person is a trivial matter.

But only they could truly understand the meaning behind it.

It's not a question of whether or not they can see each other; in fact, it's a question of the meaning of their lives.

Rudolph also has victories and the honor of an undefeated treble.

Even though it's a pity not to meet that person, she still has a lot.

Sirius, she too has her honors, but all of them are overshadowed by Rudolf.

The feeling of gaining and then losing is more painful than never having had it at all.

In the end, she even discarded her only hope as trash.

Flames ignited.

It was black, a flame of madness and hatred that had been suppressed within for so long.

The pink lines on her lower abdomen lit up, but after a few flashes, the black flames extinguished them and then spread.

As the black flames burned, Sirius's eyes gradually turned blood red, his nails began to grow, his teeth became sharper, and his entire body exuded a dangerous aura.

Rudolf kept his head down and didn't notice the changes in Sirius.

But just as Sirius was staring at Rudolph in front of her, about to rush forward, a hand landed on her shoulder.

Almost losing her mind, she instinctively retaliated, her claws now sharp and slicing through the air as she reached backward.

Then it was held by a hand.

He was then pinned to the bed.

"Sirius."

Shinji Kitahara held her down, staring intently into her eyes that were streaming with blood and tears, his expression serious.

"I think we need to talk."

Chapter 313: Where Does This Confidence Come From?

Change is not always a good thing.

Shinji Kitahara knew this from the very beginning.

Although the decision to change has been made, the semi-limited horse girls under Shinji Kitahara seem to be doing quite well.

Whether it's the emperor's orange flames or the inner ribbons, it seems like there's only a good side to them.

But he never let his guard down.

And now, the changes in Sirius have confirmed his concerns.

After the darkness within him was ignited, black flames burst forth from Sirius's body.

And in the flames, it transformed into a half-horse girl, a half-werewolf, something like a monster.

And it is clearly full of aggression.

If it weren't for him being here, if it weren't for his significant increase in power...

Otherwise, with that claw strike just now, let alone him, even Rudolf would be half-crippled if he were caught off guard.

Moreover, through that attack, Shinji Kitahara also discovered that Sirius's power was even stronger than before after he became a half-monster.

This made him worry.

If other horse girls experience this too, then...

We need to react and report this as soon as possible, and establish a corresponding response system.

Shinji Kitahara made a decision.

After he pinned her down, perhaps it was his face that awakened Sirius's remaining rationality.

After a brief stalemate, the abnormal state of her body gradually subsided.

About three minutes later, it returned to normal.

However, my fingernails are still about three millimeters longer than before.

After hearing Shinji Kitahara pressing down on Sirius, Rudolf also noticed Sirius's unusual behavior.

"Trainer Kitahara, this is...."

"If an emperor can break through limits in a positive direction, then the reverse is certainly possible as well."

Shinji Kitahara rubbed his temples, feeling a bit of a headache.

“I’m not this afraid of other places, but your Symbol family… I don’t even want to think about how many landmines have been planted here.”

Upon hearing this, Rudolf also fell silent.

While the Symbolist family has achieved its current success through its efficient family traditions, if what Shinji Kitahara said is true, then it wouldn't be an exaggeration to rename the Symbolist family the Landmine Family...

"Anyway, find her some clothes first, then the three of us can talk."

Once Sirius returned to normal, Rudolf found a coat, which Shinji Kitahara draped over her shoulders.

Then Rudolf pulled over a stool and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Throughout the entire process, Sirius kept his head down and remained silent.

"This is not your fault, Sirius."

Shinji Kitahara sighed.

“Strictly speaking, this should be considered my responsibility.”

After all, he was the one who spearheaded the new era.

Otherwise, the three goddesses could still drag things out for another hundred or two hundred years if they wanted to, given the current situation.

"I don't think it's my fault either."

Sirius raised its head.

To Shinji Kitahara's surprise, she showed no remorse or embarrassment whatsoever; in fact, she even wore a cold smile.

“I should be angry, but it’s not just Rudolph; more responsibility lies with the symbolist.”

Ultimately, Rudolf was also a victim, only her situation was more tragic.

"By the way, I hope I didn't hurt you just now?"

"No."

Shinji Kitahara shook his head.

"By the way, regarding the issue you were discussing earlier, although you were the first slow-moving horse girls I was in charge of, and in a sense, you were my initial responsibilities, I've now established relationships with several other responsibilities, and I..."

"They agreed."

Rudolf calmly raised his head and casually lifted his phone screen.

There's a group poll in the big "Carrot Resource Sharing Group" above.

The voting option was to recruit Sirius into the group.

Below, the avatars of the East Sea Emperor, Neqia, and Grasshopper are all on the 'Agree' side.

No one objected.

Kitahara Shinji: "......?"

"Wait a minute, what are these things? What do you want?"

Looking at that long list of profile pictures, Shinji Kitahara felt a cold sweat break out on his back.

"I found it quite interesting, so I joined the organization of Shanish and Alice Digital."

Before Shinji Kitahara could see who was inside, Rudolf put away his phone.

"Wait, let me see who's inside—"

It would be better if the horse girl who jumped with him was inside.

The problem was that he saw there were still people who hadn't jumped, and even the image of Surugawa Tessuna was among them.

Moreover, that number of people is wrong; it's not just a single digit. There are at least ten female horse girls in there.

"This is a secret."

Rudolf put away his phone and showed it to him no matter what he said.

Sirius watched this scene with great interest, and casually clicked "yes" on the invitation he received on his phone.

Then, after seeing the number of people and members inside, his eyes widened in shock.

Goodness, she had expected this guy to be good at fooling young girls, but she never expected him to be this good at it.

After the incident just now, although I wouldn't say I particularly like Rudolph, I've at least come to terms with it a bit.

That doesn't mean her hatred has lessened.

That sense of relief simply shifted from Rudolf to the Symbolist.

Didn't disappear.

"Since they have no objections, does that mean he can forget about leaving the Symbol House tonight?"

Sirius tapped the table, a strange glint in his eyes.

"almost."

Rudolf nodded.

"Since you're already in my room, don't leave. I happen to have some spare clothes."

Kitahara Shinji: "......?"

"No, weren't we just talking about serious matters? I think the situation on Sirius is more worthy of discussion than others, isn't it?"

Shinji Kitahara genuinely believes this.

Putting aside the horse-jumping stance, he was genuinely worried about Sirius's mental and physical condition.

However, when faced with his question, Rudolf simply glanced at him indifferently.

“Shanish said that the safest and most effective way now is to give her some of your bodily fluids.”

"...Does that mean I should bleed her blood to drink?"

"Isn't there a fluid that's more effective than blood?"

Rudolf countered with a question.

silence.

Sirius looked up at Rudolph.

"I don't want to be with you the first time."

She felt somewhat relieved, but she still harbored resentment towards Rudolf.

"It's okay, you can go first."

Rudolf certainly has possessiveness, but in Kitahara Shinji's case, even if you activate possessiveness, it won't make a difference.

Not to mention the East China Sea Emperor, the Aili Digital, and the most important one, Shanish.

The former was the child she cared about most, while the latter two were dedicated to building a harem for Kitahara Shinji and appeasing him.

And it was very successful.

Especially after resolving her misunderstanding with the Emperor of the East Sea, she no longer cared so much about Kitahara Shinji and the other horse girls jumping around.

It's fair to say that if Sirius hadn't gone too far, she wouldn't have bothered coming back.

Isn't it great to slack off in the student council?

Furthermore, after communicating with the other skipped horse girls, Rudolf also learned a certain message.