I'm in Teresin, dedicated to playing badly

But that doesn't mean she doesn't want to be number one.

That's why she disliked the solar eclipse.

Coincidentally, the eclipse also disliked her.

It's not for the sake of the three goddesses, nor is it related to any particular stance.

Looking at Shanish's chest, feeling the heart beating within.

A feeling she had never seen before gradually emerged.

hostility.

But just when Shinji Kitahara felt that something might happen and wanted to step forward to prevent it,

"Welcome back."

Eclipse turned to look at him.

"What are your thoughts on matters concerning the new era?"

"This is between us, and I won't make things difficult for you."

Shanish added.

"Of course, nothing you don't want to happen will happen; we know what we're doing."

Eclipse and Sanesh can be seen as two sides of the same coin.

Although it was their first meeting, they had a great deal of understanding with each other.

Hearing Shanish say that, although he was still a little worried, Shinji Kitahara felt a little relieved.

"Let's put the reforms aside for now, that's not urgent. How's the situation with the emperor?"

"I've spoken with her."

The solar eclipse answered calmly.

To be honest, the eclipse is not good at communicating with people, let alone enlightening the emperor of the East Sea.

She didn't know much about the new era, and even the three goddesses didn't know what to do.

But Eclipse knew what Shinji Kitahara would do.

While Shinji Kitahara was still confused and running away, she had already foreseen his subsequent actions.

Yes, she's not that smart.

Yes, she doesn't have much knowledge.

Yes, she doesn't understand many things.

But she knows Shinji Kitahara better than she knows herself.

that's enough.

That wasn't love, because she, without a heart, had long lost the ability to love.

So she took a different approach.

That is to entrust everything to him, to make him your everything.

Therefore, she understands Shinji Kitahara even better than he understands himself.

So what will Shinji Kitahara do at this point?

After thinking for a moment, Eclipse took the Emperor of the East Sea on a stroll around the campus.

She didn't really know why she did it, but she felt that Shinji Kitahara would do it, so she did it.

She took the Emperor of the East Sea to many places.

Training grounds, old school buildings, abandoned warehouses...

The college was still noisy.

The female horse and her trainers came and went, some serious, some flirting, and some heading towards the basement.

Occasionally, you can see the Tressen headquarters guards rescuing people.

Perhaps it was because she had been cooped up in the dorm for too long, or perhaps it was because she was feeling down and wanted to distract herself.

The Emperor of the East Sea began to pay attention to his surroundings and the people around him, and a subtle emotion arose in his heart.

As far as the eye could see, there were some people being dragged into the basement and security personnel with dark circles under their eyes.

Both the trainers and the female horses exude a warm and happy feeling.

The Emperor of the East Sea had never thought there was anything wrong with this before.

After all, she was a child who grew up in a privileged environment.

But now, after being consumed by the eclipse's malice, having his beliefs shattered on the field, and enduring several days of pain alone in his dormitory.

Looking at all this again, a strange wave of emotion surged within her.

Yes, she knew that the competition wasn't everything, there could only be one winner, and she wouldn't always be victorious.

Yes, she knew that even among the horses in the Tressen headquarters, most of them couldn't even win OP-level races with certainty.

Yes, she also knows that there is a lot of happiness in life, and that the female horse riders will also do all sorts of jobs after retiring.

She knows it all.

But looking back and reflecting on these things after the failures does offer a different experience.

In addition, there was what I overheard in the dormitory before.

The Emperor of the East Sea began to waver.

They even began to feel fear.

The essence of a horse girl is running; her nature is to crave victory; she is born to run and to achieve victory.

This is a consensus across the world.

It was also the belief that had supported her, and even them, in moving forward.

But what if it's all a lie?

This isn't even a question that requires deep thought.

It's like a thin sheet of paper; it can be torn with just a little force.

Then the entire world built upon it will collapse as a result.

No, something's not right, it shouldn't be like this...

Horse girls are born to run, horse girls are meant to win, horse girls are meant to race on the track...

But no matter how much she emphasized it, looking at everything around her and feeling that sense of incongruity, the cracks in her already fractured heart continued to widen.

Black liquid seeped from the widening crack, eroding her already dwindling hope.

Until the sound of the eclipse was heard.

"Your Majesty, what do you think of them?"

Chapter 296: Happiness Differs from Person to Person

How are they?

The Emperor of the East China Sea was stunned.

After hesitating for a moment, she slowly spoke.

"They look...good."

At least I'm better than I am now.

"Do you think they are better than you? Do they think more deeply than you?"

"...No."

The Emperor of the East Sea was confident in this regard.

Eclipse nodded, and after walking for a while, stopped in front of a garden.

"Kitahara once told me something like this: 'Nothing in this world can withstand deconstruction.'"

"Whether it's horse girls, trainers, faith, or anything else, everything, when deconstructed in the end, is meaningless."

"The racehorses are left with nothing but empty running; their so-called lives are nothing more than lies woven from moving pieces of flesh..."

"So-called civilization is just a paper edifice built with one lie after another."

Even a light rain can expose its true nature.

The Emperor of the East Sea was stunned for a moment.

"Was the previous trainer, Mr. San, that kind of person?"

She had heard from Eclipse and others that Shinji Kitahara used to be a very troublesome person.

But she really didn't know exactly how troublesome it would be.

But she was certain that, at least, these were words that Kitahara Shinji couldn't say right now.

When asked about her question, Eclipse shook its head.

"No, he's much more troublesome than you think."

Now, Eclipse is well aware of the extent of his past troubles and knows what excessive things he has done.

Even so, she felt that Shinji Kitahara at that time was a far more dangerous and troublesome person than she was.

They treat life as worthless, morality as mere embellishment, and the law as nothing.

If she is a tyrannical monster, then Shinji Kitahara is a cold-blooded executioner.

She can get angry, she can hit people, and sometimes if she hits too hard, it can be fatal, which is already considered dangerous.

But if it were Kitahara Shinji, he would outwardly back down and admit defeat, then find an opportunity to kill everyone.

Many people believe that the reason the Speed ​​Symbol didn't take Shinji Kitahara away was because of her presence.

But if you really want to, speed symbolizes a hundred ways.

Even if we don't bypass her, it wouldn't be difficult to offer a reasonable price and bring both of them to the symbol's house.

But the old woman saw through his danger and madness.

If this child is really taken away, then one day he might wake up to find that his entire family has been wiped out.

"But then he changed."

It's not just a solar eclipse.

Although she is a relatively important part of it, she is not the whole, and her proportion is not that high.

What truly changed him was the world.

No matter where you go, there will always be someone to lend a helping hand when you encounter difficulties.

No matter how violent he may appear, there are still people who are willing to believe in and accept him.

Although there were some less-than-ideal interludes along the way, such as the horse girl hunt.

But overall, he was almost always surrounded by kindness.

Especially those from Ma Niang.

He initially went there with the intention of making a transaction, but he often gained more than he expected.

Even if she herself is hungry, she's willing to share half a cookie with him; even if her own family is facing difficulties, she chooses to help him first; even if he only helps with small things, she treats him like family...

Change doesn't happen overnight; it takes time and perseverance.

It wasn't just that he helped them; they also healed him.

"He actually knows a lot of things, but he just doesn't like to face them."

"He did not contradict his previous statements, but he gave me a new answer."

"It is precisely because life itself has no meaning that we must pursue meaning."