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Chapter 143 I Don't Want It to End

Chihaya Aine finally understood what the phrase "revive the C Kingdom Dynasty" meant in the diary.

The gentle Nagasaki Motoyo is just an illusion; there is only one reason she exists in the band.

Bind the lamp and Lixi that originally belonged to CRYCHIC.

As for her and Lena...

Of course, it's not necessary.

It is precisely because they don't need it that they can so readily ignore their contacts; it is precisely because they don't need it that they have such an obvious attitude.

Honestly, it's very sad and upsetting.

Chihaya Aine even had the idea of ​​standing up and questioning her face to face.

But in the end, she didn't step forward.

Because the recording is still ongoing.

She had accepted the task of recording everything that was happening before her eyes.

So, so... even though it's so painful, she will keep recording.

"...a" Takamatsu Akari bit her lip, as if she wanted to say something, but Chihaya Aine turned her head away in time and shook her head.

read it.

Only after that did they discuss the matter between them.

Therefore, Toyokawa Shoko issued her final announcement.

"From now on, don't have anything to do with me anymore."

Shoko Toyokawa left the scene indifferently.

Nagasaki Motoyo struggles stiffly.

When words fail to sway the other person's cold heart, this is the only tactic that flashes through Nagasaki Motoyo's mind.

All you can do is endlessly lower your stance.

"Oh no! (Please), if Xiaoxiang isn't here, I—" Grabbing her hand, kneeling down, Nagasaki Motoyo, in utter humility, shattered her dignity: "What do I have to do to get you back? I'll do anything I can!"

"..." With a cold, disdainful look, Toyokawa Shoko asked, "With what kind of mindset do you say such things?"

"As a student, can you really take responsibility for other people's lives?"

"You're only thinking about yourself."

Toyokawa Shoko has left.

"..."

Chihaya Aine pressed the button to end the recording without any expression, and then opened @CH.

AnonTokyo: [Finished recording]

AnonTokyo: [I'm actually unhappy now]

AnonTokyo: [How should I send it to you? This video isn't really suitable to be sent directly here.]

AnonTokyo: [As for the purpose... I'll think about it some more. Originally, I wanted Soyo to come back. Originally, I just didn't want the first band to end, but now, I don't know.]

Input, publish.

Ignoring the comments from several passersby expressing their confusion about this seemingly inexplicable post, Chihaya Aine turned off the screen.

She calmly watched Nagasaki Motoyo, who was kneeling on the ground, staring blankly in the direction Toyokawa Shoko had left.

Not a word.

Finally, Nagasaki Motoyo and Wakaba Mutsu also left.

"...Is it alright if we don't chase after them?" Takamatsu asked softly.

Aine should have chased after her and asked her something; Aine should have said something.

Such silence is...uncomfortable.

“If you have something to say, just say it… It’s something Aine… said…” she said, her head bowed.

The words spoken because they felt uncomfortable seeing her always keeping quiet were now being used against Chihaya Aine herself.

"You caught up with her, and then what?" Since there was no need to hide anymore, Chihaya Aine stood up: "Tell her we all saw it, that we saw her kneeling down and begging Shoko, so if she doesn't want others to know, she should come back and form a band again?"

“I don’t need Nagasaki Motoyo like that.”

She tried, in a very small way, to imitate the person behind a certain diary.

“She doesn’t need me, but what about you?” Turning to look at Takamatsu Akari beside her, she said, “Do you also think CRYCHIC would be better?”

CRYCHIC, CRYCHIC...

"That's not how it is..."

"What kind is that?"

"I...CRYCHIC...band...Xiangzi...Su Shi..."

"Clarify your thoughts before you speak."

"I have no idea......"

“…” After staring at Takamatsu Akari beside her for a moment, Chihaya Aine said, “Hmm, I don’t know. It’s good that you don’t know. If you don’t know, go back and think about it.”

"It's getting late, let's go home."

Gao Songdeng: "......"

Words cannot be uttered.

......

Family.

"...What do I want?"

Soaking in the bathtub, Chihaya Aine was lost in thought.

My thoughts, which were once clear and definite, have become blurred once again after witnessing all of this tonight.

Should I not have brought the lamp with me? Were the things I said to her tonight a bit too much? Would it have been better to talk to Su Shi face to face?

Only by calming down and soaking in hot water could Chihaya Aine's thoughts return to that dark night not long ago.

To be honest, what shocked her the most was not Nagasaki Motoyo's attitude.

CRYCHIC and such were irrelevant to her, and she didn't feel much about it.

For her, the most impactful thing was that kneeling.

That kneeling shattered the entire image of Nagasaki Motoyo that had been built in her mind over the past month.

Therefore, she didn't know.

It's good if you don't know. If you don't know, then think about it carefully until you figure it out.

These are words spoken to the lamp, and also words spoken to herself.

"..."

"I still don't want it to end."

Even so, even though Nagasaki Motoyo never needed her from beginning to end, and even though Takamatsu Akari couldn't speak at all.

She still doesn't want it to end.

She was still young, a high school girl in the prime of her youth.

Even if I'm a little bit willful, it doesn't matter, right?

AnonTokyo: [I don't want it to end]

So, Chihaya Aine wrote these words on the message board.

......

Highly bred.

[Today's record completed, this record is rated 'C', currently drawing rewards]

[Draw successful! Congratulations on obtaining the item 'Loyalty Collar']

The settlement had already been completed, but Asakusa Tetsu hadn't had time to check it.

After quickly writing in his diary in the morning, he felt a little dragged out.

My lunch break was taken up by Kikyo Kushida, so my afternoon class was changed to swimming class. After school, I was stopped by an NPC in the library, so I randomly picked up a book and started reading. Before I knew it, I was engrossed in it.

It wasn't until he got back to his dorm that he remembered, oh, there was also today's settlement reward.

Gently extend your hand and let the reward fall.

The cold, metallic collar landed in my hand, and then its information was displayed.

【Name: Loyalty Collar】

【Category: Props】

[Effect: Binds you to a target, demonstrating their 'loyalty' to you]

[Note: "Loyalty! Sincerity!"]

...You mean this is an item that can be drawn from the MyGo pool?

Chapter 144 Shiina Hiyori Can't Understand

The collar has been put away.

Not needed for now.

The only person who could use, and might wear, this necklace is Ms. Kushida.

But there's no need for that.

He didn't need to check Ms. Kushida's loyalty at all.

It's not a master-servant relationship, so why care about loyalty?

Physical attachment is more important than spiritual loyalty.

"..."

By the way, did Pink Milk Dragon film the video?

...I don't know if it's some kind of post-coital period or something, but although I suddenly felt energetic yesterday, after a whole day today, Asakusa Tetsu is feeling a bit listless again.

"..."

No, he knows the reason.

Unable to reach it.

For this group of extraordinary girls in the band, the most fundamental emotion, compared to all the other messy and miscellaneous feelings, is actually the repressed cosmos.

All that talk about liking or disliking, it all boils down to just being in heat, doesn't it?

While there might be some who want to criticize these amazing people, it's mostly this kind of emotion that's at play.

So, after his emotions cooled down a bit with the daily lessons, Asakusa Tetsu realized a problem.

He can't get it.

The completely enclosed school made it difficult for him to get involved in side stories outside of school. He couldn't go to the scene to watch women fight, nor could he take advantage of the situation to win over the amazing and beautiful girl with all sorts of problems.

It's not that I absolutely have to have sex, but the thought that even if I wrote a long story about it, I wouldn't be able to do anything, made Asakusa Tetsu feel a bit listless.

But what's said can't be undone, and what's written must still be done.

He can fabricate lies and write whatever he wants in his diary, but once he decides to say something, he naturally has a set of standards for fulfilling his promises.

So, take a look at the comments.

"...Don't you want it to end?"