MyGO!!! I am the succubus Xiaoxiang?
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"Because I only listened to what you said, and I didn't listen to Chu Hua. How should I put it? It's like now that I've heard what you said, I think Chu Hua is wrong. What if I had heard Chu Hua's side first and thought Hai Ling was wrong?" Xiangzi said. "Although I usually blindly side with my friends unless things are very serious, if both sides are my friends, I still hope to clear up the misunderstanding. So, Chu Hua, can you tell me your perspective?"
"...No, it's nothing."
"Aren't you going to disobey me either?"
"No, I'm obedient, but it really is me."
"I don't want your opinion, I want my opinion!" Xiangzi subconsciously hugged Chuhua in his arms and sat down, just like he had hugged Hailing earlier.
Before she could even scratch the itch, Chu Hua, who was being held, suddenly went limp, and the breath she exhaled hit Chu Hua's ear, making her look completely dazed.
. . . . . .
Chu Hua's body seems exceptionally soft and sensitive; it goes limp and soft when you hug her.
"Tell me, what happened?"
"But, just now," Chu Hua said softly, reflecting on her own thoughts.
I actually wanted to care about Hailing; she seemed to have some problems, and I wanted to find out more about her.
So I said those things.
I never expected those words to sound so strange.
There's so much I want to say, but I just can't get it out of my mouth.
"Objection!" Hailing raised her hand and said.
"You can talk normally with other people outside, so why can't you speak in front of everyone?"
"Because, because, it's different! MUJICA is different for me."
"Huh? I don't understand. That's precisely why it needs to be explained clearly!"
"Hmm!" Chu Hua lowered her head. Of course she knew, but she just couldn't do it.
The closer we get, the more I want to care, but the less I know how to express it.
Those flattering words, those words that sounded like praise, those words that were meant to protect oneself—words that were once spoken to people one disliked—one one did not want to use on one's friend, Xiangzi.
I don't want to use those disgusting, repulsive, servile, and mercenary ways of interacting with others.
That approach always makes me feel like the interaction isn't genuine.
Because I didn't gain genuine affection from those interactions, nor did I entrust my feelings to anyone else.
Just like you wouldn't use the toothbrush you use to clean the toilet to brush your friend's teeth.
However, besides that, Chu Hua realized that she had no idea how to get along with people.
So, talking and stuff...
From now on, I'd better not say anything.
Chu Hua leaned against Xiangzi.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault," Chu Hua said.
"Phew." Hailing sighed.
“But I think what Chuhua said is understandable,” Xiangzi said.
“Yes, but it’s normal to be able to talk properly with other people, but to speak in a completely sarcastic and unpleasant way with people you know well or special people,” Hailing said.
"That's normal. If you have those feelings, you just can't bring yourself to say them."
"what?"
"Don't believe me?" Xiangzi looked at Hailing's appearance and thought for a moment.
"Then Hailing told me that she hated Toyokawa Shoko the most," Shoko said.
"Huh!?" Hailing looked at Xiangzi.
"Didn't you say you could say anything? Come on, say from the bottom of your heart that you hate Xiangzi the most!"
"......Ugh!" Hailing gritted her teeth, looked at Xiangzi, opened her mouth as if to say something, but seeing the girl's eyebrows arch unconsciously, she seemed to realize that she really had to say those words. Sigh, so she was still disliked.
For an instant.
That's all Hailing can say.
"No way! No way! Is it possible? No way! You're just bullying people! You! This isn't how it works! How can this be from the heart? You're going too far! The conditions are completely unfair!"
"Hehe, Hailing thinks I'm great, she wouldn't say she dislikes me at all!"
"You rascal!" Seeing Xiangzi's smug peace sign, Hailing's fingers hardened, as if she wanted to pinch something.
unacceptable!
"Hehehe! Hailing, how about you tell me about yourself?"
“Okay! See, if you want to say something, if it comes from the heart, you can say it. Hey? You're blushing? You were praising yourself so much, but when someone else praises you, you blush.” Hailing looked at Xiangzi.
"Ha, no way! Come on, tell me from the bottom of your heart how great you think I am, how much you like me! Come on, say it!"
Xiangzi avoided Hailing's gaze and quickly said.
"You think you can just say what's on your mind? Come on, tell me how great I am, how much you like me! Come on!"
"Huh? What's wrong with this?" Hai Ling smiled, closed her eyes, and thought for a moment.
How wonderful Xiangzi was, and how much did I like him?
. . . . . .
She is very gentle, takes good care of herself, has a stubborn and self-righteous attitude, is always the source of everyone's joy, always lightens the mood, always takes care of everyone, or in short, she is all good.
If you speak out, the whole world will be better.
If you say you like Xiangzi so much, is Xiangzi really that good?
. . . . . .
It's not that great. She's great in every way, but there's just one feeling that doesn't belong to me.
She's so wonderful that she could be my whole world.
However, the problem is that she can completely live without me in her world.
She's so good that I can't live without her.
But the problem is that in her world, it doesn't really matter whether I'm there or not.
I would be even more relaxed without him.
The downside is that, like the wind, the clouds, and the stars, they will leave you when they stop shining.
So how much do you like it?
He wanted to keep her by his side, to hold her close, and to never be apart from her for the rest of his life.
It's an excessive desire to grow old first, to have her take care of me as I pass away, and to finally leave in her arms.
But it is also a selfish desire for her to bear the sorrow.
So how much do you like it?
That's just how much I like it.
But should we say it out loud?
Tell her, "I'm going to arrest you, lock you up by my side for the rest of my life, and let me die in front of you."
. . . . . .
Xiangzi was startled, felt troubled, or looked at him with confusion. After she understood, she would definitely stay away from him silently to avoid his connection with her becoming more and more intimate.
She wanted to be like the wind, loving others without them becoming infatuated with her.
But they don't understand people's hearts.
Therefore, you absolutely must not say it out loud.
absolute.
then.
“Very good, I like it very much,” Hailing said.
"How wonderful, how much do you like it?"
"Very good, I like it very much."
"Eh?"
“Never mind that, some things are just impossible to say! Not everything can be said!” Hailing protested.
"Wait! Isn't this my stance?" Xiangzi shouted.
"Huh?" Hailing's eyes widened.
"So, actually, Chu Hua's thoughts about you all are pretty much the same as yours right now!! That's why she can't say it!"
"Huh?" Hailing turned her head to look at Chuhua.
You mean, she thought the same thing as you did?
We need to lock ourselves and everyone else away and stay by her side.
. . . . . .
Yes, I understand, but still, I don't want it.
Well, all I want is Xiangzi. You're a good person, so it's still me!
Hey, what if they locked me and Xiangzi up together?
Hai Ling suddenly thought of something, then quickly shook her head and looked at Chu Hua.
"I'm sorry, Chuhua, I did overthink things. I think I was right, I didn't think that much. I'm sorry. Later, I'll wait for you to finish speaking, or ask you for your thoughts carefully, and I'll also teach you how to speak better." After Hailing finished speaking, she initially sat a little further away from Chuhua, but when she saw Xiangzi next to her, she moved her butt back to her original position.
Watching Xiangzi holding Chuhua, and then silently sitting to the side, ready to pounce on Chuhua at any moment so that Xiangzi could run away quickly.
"Um, no, it's nothing." Chu Hua nodded, uttering an apology.
"What's wrong, Chuhua?" Xiangzi asked, looking at Chuhua's murmuring.
"It's nothing, it's nothing. So this is what it's like to be apologized to. So this is what it's like to have someone behind you. So you don't need to bow anymore." Chu Hua said softly to Xiangzi.
"Huh?" Xiangzi was still completely confused.
"It's nothing, Xiangzi, I'll make tea for everyone."
Tao Xiang watched as Chu Hua squatted down to get tea leaves, and Xiang Zi subconsciously wrapped his hand around the corner of the table to prevent others from bumping into him, before casually putting it away.
"Hmm, this team will fall apart without Xiangzi!" Tao Xiang commented.
"Of course," said Ruoye Muku, glancing at Taoxiang. "Without Xiangzi's family, they would have dispersed long ago, and they wouldn't even be able to get out."
Then she went over to help, and casually pointed out Xiangzi's clothes to Taoxiang.
"Huh? Xiangzi, you bought new clothes today?" Taoxiang belatedly realized that Xiangzi had actually changed into new clothes.
After all, this girl usually wears either her school uniform, or the same fancy clothes she's worn countless times, or the extra cute clothes Hatsune bought for her, but she's reluctant to wear those clothes often.
And now I'm wearing a new, well, how should I put it?
It's complicated, with lots of buttons and a gothic skirt decorated with little skulls that's kind of cringeworthy.
Well, dressed in rose-themed attire and black knee-high socks, does Xiangzi think she looks like a mature woman, a goddess, or even a witch?
But it does look very cute.
"Huh? It's...it's alright."
In an instant, Xiangzi became cautious and looked at Taoxiang.
There are expectations and concerns.
It's as if she secretly took money from home to buy a hair accessory she liked.
She wanted everyone to see her cute hair accessories, but she was also afraid of being found out that she had stolen money to buy them. It was a feeling of being torn between showing off and feeling guilty.
"Um, um, I've been making a lot of money lately, both from my part-time job and from the band."
"I've been diligently pursuing my scholarships, doing my job well, and receiving generous support in terms of resources and money. So, I've managed to earn a substantial sum of money, over two million yen. And then, I spent 160,000 yen on a new outfit. Well, I've worn many clothes for a long time, some are too small, and some are too tight around the chest. So, I bought some."
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