He even laughed after being hit, touching the red spot and saying that Xiangzi was so strong that he left a mark on him.

Oh, so many.

Um, isn't something wrong?

"Xiang, you can say this." Ruoye Mu leaned closer and whispered something in Xiangzi's ear, so that Xiangzi could use it to deal with Su Shi.

"Eh? Is it really okay?"

"should."

"Okay!" Xiangzi looked at Su Shi, squeezed the ball in his hand, and felt that the more he squeezed, the happier the other person would be.

it's wired.

I hope what Xiaomu said is helpful.

He gripped the small ball tightly in his hand, threw it out, and said.

"I've never felt happy about being in a band!"

Don't say such things!

At the same time, Su Shi delivered a heavy blow.

They slammed Xiangzi directly into the pool with a thud.

"Eh?"

"Xiao Xiang!" Su Shi ran over. "I'm sorry, I... I just..."

Su Shi didn't know, it was just a subconscious reaction!

Just looking at Xiangzi in the pool, staring at himself, he suddenly laughed.

"Hey hey hey!"

"Isn't that...having one's own emotions?" Xiangzi said with a smile.

"Eh?"

"You guys always say you miss CRCHIC and love this MYGO!"

"Everyone harbors resentment towards me from the past! Su Shi must feel the same way," Xiangzi thought.

"No! I didn't! I just!"

“You should have it,” Xiangzi said, looking at Su Shi. “It’s your emotion, your dissatisfaction, and if you don’t have it, doesn’t that mean you don’t care about the band I formed?”

"..." Su Shi looked at Xiangzi.

“You don’t have it because you don’t want to. You’ve chosen to forget your emotions and feelings, and you just want everyone to come back.” Xiangzi reached out and touched Su Shi.

"But that's not right. Although I don't know what I was like before, Xiao Mu told me that I was lively, cute, full of energy, made everyone happy, and wanted to take on the fate of others."

"So, if it were me back then, I would definitely hope that CRYCHIC is your home, your place, where you don't have to give up yourself to do anything, because it's your own home where you can relax, instead of having to give up yourself for everyone else."

"And now, I feel the same way. I hope you can see MYGO as your home, not as another band that you need to maintain and that you don't have your own."

"I hope that you can act cute like everyone else, just like Aine."

"..."

"If you're looking forward to coming to the amusement park, then say so. If you have your own expectations or desires, then speak up. Because we're all together, everyone will help each other."

"...Why, Xiao Xiang?"

Su Shi looked at Xiangzi.

That's it.

Why am I saying all this?

Having a place to call home is enough; being able to be needed is enough.

why?

Why do we need to do these things?

Whether it's CRYCHIC or MYGO, as long as it can accommodate me and allow this authentic version of myself to exist, that's enough. I don't expect anything else.

Why do we have to do this?

I've gotten used to it and don't have many demands anymore.

Why would I want to change back to my old self?

How about becoming the Ichinose Motoyo who looks forward to tomorrow and hears her father say that if she is a good child, he will take her to the amusement park?

Good boy, that's what you should do.

I've never been to an amusement park before.

Why do you have to do that?

"Because I want you to be happy," Xiangzi said.

Suddenly, a body lunged forward and shoved Xiangzi into the pool.

Within oneself.

The moisture spread out little by little.

"I have tried my best to be a good child."

"why."

"Didn't you promise to bring me to the amusement park?"

"I have been a good child all along, so please, please don't leave."

"I've tried my best, can you give me a compliment?"

"I want that cotton candy too, I want that colored mechanical pencil, and I want that pencil case too."

"But we can't accept being a good child, yet good children get rewarded by everyone. So, what about my reward?"

"I want to be like Lijuan, I want to be able to buy what I like just by crying. We promised that if I got a perfect score, I would get a puppy. Why, why? I got a perfect score."

“Good child, I am already one.”

The more obedient and well-behaved a child is, the more praise they receive, the less likely they are to receive their own rewards.

Because the squeaky wheel gets the grease, right?

But do those well-behaved children really not want it?

However, they understand better than anyone how heartbreaking and painful it is for others to see them cry.

Those who are sensible actually receive less than those who are not.

These things should perhaps be spoken out, and they should eventually come to light.

However, Nagasaki Motoyo's family.

Your father doesn't want you anymore!

"You don't need it anymore!"

"I don't want you anymore! I don't want you anymore!!"

The children of others knew about it before they knew about it themselves.

She didn't understand what had happened at all; she only knew from the other children that her father didn't want her anymore, so he left.

What if Mom doesn't want me anymore?

"Su Shi, if you're not a good child, you don't need to!"

What can a child do? Just be obedient. Nothing else is needed. As for other thoughts and hobbies, all a mother needs is for her child to have.

Therefore, Motoyo Nagasaki never has her own needs; she performs in a way that meets everyone's needs.

However, whether it's CRYCHIC or MYGO, Motoyo Nagasaki is ultimately not a machine; she still has her own personality.

A place that can accommodate the real, not-so-good version of yourself is enough.

I won't expect anything more.

but.

"I wish you happiness."

Xiao Xiang, why?

"Are you happy?"

Su Shi murmured these words as she looked at Xiangzi in front of her.

Should I let myself act more coquettishly and express myself more?

. . . . . .

I like you, Xiangzi.

That kind of coquettishness would scare Xiangzi away.

. . . . . .

Really are.

Su Shi chuckled softly.

I really want so much.

How do you act cute and affectionate?

"Xiang, it hurts, blow on it!"

Su Shi looked up and saw Xiao Mu looking at her. When she realized that she was looking at him, she turned her head to look at Xiangzi.

Xiao Xiang didn't think much of it. He squatted down and blew on Xiao Mu's forehead, even though no one had hit Xiao Mu.

"Whoosh, whoosh, the pain is gone!"

"Is it okay?"

Xiangzi rubbed it, leaned over and blew on it, saying cute things.

"Hmm?" I felt a familiar tugging at my clothes from behind.

But isn't Xiao Mu right in front of me?

"SOYO?"

"I, I." Su Shi looked at Xiangzi, then at Ruoye Mutsu next door who was looking at her encouragingly.

Myself, myself.

My heart is aching. Can Xiao Xiang move into my house and sleep with me every day?

One Hugh, one lifetime, Ohne.

Vadashi can do anything!

So, is that okay?

Would Xiao Xiang agree to such a pleading gesture?

. . . . . .

Seeing Xiangzi's expression, Su Shi still didn't dare to say it aloud, and spoke up.

"It hurts too. Can you blow on it for me?"

"sure!"

Feeling Xiangzi's breath on her forehead, Su Shi felt much lighter and happier.

It's like Ichinose Motoyo finally got the reward that belongs to a good child.

By acting cute and charming.

. . . . . .

"SOYORIN!" Aine greeted her.

“ANON, you idiot, I hope you can pinch your nose and jump around a couple of times!” Su Shi said to Aine.

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