Band heavy girl? Please stay away from me

The former lead singer of CRYCHIC - Takamatsu Touma.

Furthermore, Deng’s avoidance was too clumsy. Deng’s academic performance was obviously not bad, but some of his behaviors were unexpectedly “unique”.

The slender street lamp could not cover the girl's body at all, and the girl's head was exposed, which made her look unexpectedly cute and adorable.

In fact, beneath this cute appearance, the lead singer with short gray hair that reaches her shoulders has an extremely heavy heart.

When certain events occur, Takamatsu Touma will release her unique gravity.

The so-called slogan of "lifelong" makes normal people feel deeply worried - can a band really be formed for a lifetime?

Takamatsu Deng squatted beside the street lamp with a confused look in her eyes. She looked at Shimizu Rin and Toyokawa Shoko who were chatting in the restaurant, and felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.

The girl didn't understand.

Didn’t CRYCHIC disband?

"Rin... and Xiangzi... how could they be together? Didn't Xiangzi quit... but what's going on with Xiangzi now?"

Doubts troubled the girl.

In Deng's understanding, the band that had lasted a lifetime disbanded in a fierce struggle, and he could no longer become a human being. Everyone's lives should no longer be connected to each other.

Not long after, thinking of this, Gao Songdeng fell into deep self-blame again.

As heavy as ever, the girl believed that the disbandment of CRYCHIC was all because of her.

"No, this is all my fault... It's because I can't sing well that everyone is like this..."

Xiangzi’s criticism was still vivid in Deng’s mind. His sharp words even took root in Deng’s heart, circling around him like a nightmare, tormenting his already fragile heart.

Deng seemed to be transported back to the rainstorm on the day CRYCHIC disbanded: [Don't say such useless words! Deng, you're the one who needs practice the most, but what have you been doing so far?]

The angry tone of Toyokawa Shoko at that time once again appeared in Deng's ears, turning into an invisible black hand, dragging Deng's ankle and falling down.

His own character flaws, coupled with the disbandment of CRYCHIC, undoubtedly dealt an unprecedented blow to Takamatsu Deng, and he fell into autism again.

The light of autism...I wonder when it will go out? Or will it be saved by someone?

"It's normal for Xiangzi and Rin to abandon me, someone so incompetent, right?"

"Because I didn't sing well, Xiangzi had that expression after the performance...Because I didn't sing well, Rin left the band because she was dissatisfied with the performance."

"Rin could have done a better job as the lead singer... I was such an important player in the band, but I wasn't able to contribute at all... I ruined the performance, it's all my fault..."

Inferiority and self-blame, two extreme emotions, hovered around Takamatsu Deng, turning into a sea of ​​gravity that instantly swallowed up the girl.

Even though the weather was cool at the time, Deng felt hot all over because of her self-blame. The inner torment caused beads of sweat to slide down the girl's forehead.

The band thought they were bringing salvation, but they disbanded because of their own reasons, and everyone's shared destiny was shattered.

Not only did he lose the chance to become a human being, but he also destroyed everyone's destiny.

How could I, such a useless person, possibly become a human being?

at the same time.

Not only outside the restaurant, Takamatsu Deng's heart was in turmoil, but inside the restaurant, Shimizu Rin and Toyokawa Shoko started talking again.

At this time, the two girls' set meals had already been served on the table, and the delicious aroma of the food stimulated their appetite.

Both sides can see each other's desire for food in each other's eyes. Who can blame the extremely unstable diet of the two girls?

Suddenly, Shoko Toyokawa spoke first, breaking the quiet atmosphere during the meal.

"cold."

"what happened?"

Shimizu Rin looked up at Toyokawa Shoko, who seemed to be hesitant to speak, and doubts arose in her heart. While Rin felt strange, she vaguely sensed that something was wrong.

"I will return the remaining money to Rin as soon as possible." Toyokawa Shoko said seriously.

"I said no."

Sometimes, Shimizu Rin really doesn't understand why these band girls are so stubborn.

Not only does he like to get close to me, but he also likes to say some nonsense.

Just like Shoko Toyokawa at this moment.

After working so hard these past few days, why didn't Xiangzi use the money to get through his difficult times? Instead, he thought about paying back his own money first?

More than 5,000 yen is enough for Xiangzi to continue living a normal life for a period of time, and there is no possibility of him starving to death in the rental house.

If you lose the money you have saved with all your heart and soul, you will immediately be back to being penniless. Then, maybe Xiangzi will experience the scene of crying on the overpass again?

Given Xiangzi's current predicament, Lin thinks it would be better for Xiangzi to keep the money for himself.

This is to avoid the day when Xiangzi would be embarrassed because he could not afford the discounted bento in the convenience store and would have to go through the trouble of contacting these band girls himself.

"Besides, Xiangzi, you should really need this money, right? Instead of worrying about these unimportant things, you might as well spend the money on yourself. If your health collapses, no one will take care of you." Qingshui Rin warned.

Toyokawa Shoko was slightly stunned.

These were words of concern that I hadn't heard in a long time. Although Rin's tone was still as sharp as he remembered, it was precisely because of this that it could better soothe a wounded heart.

The blue-haired girl inexplicably recalled all the time she had experienced since leaving CRYCHIC. After removing all the troubles, the remaining beauty was all she could see...

A touch of white.

The blue-haired girl chuckled, her palm slightly covering her toothy lips, and every move she made showed the elegance she had in her previous life as a young lady.

"Really? What about Rin?"

"Huh? I don't have time for that."

Qing Shui Lin shook her head resolutely, and obvious resistance appeared between the girl's eyebrows. She gently put down the chopsticks in her hand and tried to drink water to divert her attention.

Following the basic principle of passing through the lives of girls, how could I take the initiative to participate in this old thing of CRYCHIC?

Meeting these serious band girls, being able to continue the conversation calmly is already the biggest concession I have made.

But the blue-haired girl's thoughts were obviously completely different from Lin's. She didn't think that the white-haired guitarist was just passing by in her life.

On the contrary, Xiangzi believes that Rin has ignited a brilliant firework in her life, turning it into a scenery that will never be forgotten in her life.

I guess everyone at CRYCHIC feels the same way...

Otherwise...why would Mu and Su Shi care so much about Rin? They couldn't stop talking about this white-haired guitarist?

After a while, Toyokawa Shoko refuted with an example:

"But doesn't Lin always come in time when I need help?"

Upon hearing this, Qing Shui Lin was speechless.

As if some unspeakable secret had been touched upon, Rin quietly lowered his head and no longer looked up at Xiangzi's burning gaze.

Now that I have calmed down and thought about it, I can look at the problem more clearly from the perspective of an outsider.

My previous actions were indeed inappropriate. I had clearly promised myself not to contact these troublesome band girls anymore...

but!

How is it possible to turn a blind eye?

Perhaps it's because I feel bad seeing such misfortune...

Or maybe it's because I'm often bored and like to meddle in other people's affairs...

But no matter what! Lin can't turn a blind eye to these misfortunes!

The girl doesn't mind sharing her kindness and not going against her own heart. This is also what the girl pursues.

"...It just happened to be that."

Unconvincing argument.

When Shoko Toyokawa heard Rin's quibbling, she once again smiled sincerely, with a hint of relief in it.

She was thankful that she had met such a special white-haired guitarist in her life.

And Shimizu Rin seemed to notice the smile on the girl's face. A feeling of dissatisfaction filled Rin's mind, and she immediately retorted:

"Even if you say so, Xiangzi...if it were any other normal human being, they would probably make the same choice as me. It's no big deal."

In response, Toyokawa Shoko shook her head slightly.

"No, it's different."

"Rin is unique to me, so I want to express my feelings to her!"

Xiangzi's firm tone was very easy to be misunderstood, and at the same time, the blue-haired girl's words gave Rin a vague sense of familiarity.

Rin seemed to have heard something similar before. Who could it be? Why didn't she remember it?

despite this.

There was still no trace of fear in Lin's expression. In the first half of her life, Lin had confronted these band girls many times and was not afraid of them saying such heavy words.

So few of these girls in bands can actually do it? Why worry about whether they'll actually take it seriously?

Just do it casually and forget about it.

"Um, Xiangzi's intention should be gratitude, right? Next time, don't say something so easy to be misunderstood."

"......Um."

Shimizu Rin asked tentatively, and at the same time, her eyes stayed on Xiangzi's face, trying to observe something wrong.

A few seconds later.

Toyokawa Shoko looked normal.

Lin breathed a sigh of relief. The girl calmly withdrew her gaze, but her inner vigilance remained unchanged.

The thoughts of the girls in the band are often difficult to guess.

Even if they look normal on the surface, no one knows whether they will explode in an instant after being touched on their sore spot.

Moreover, this situation itself is not uncommon.

"That's good. If you really want to thank me, Xiangzi, then please don't come to see me lately, and don't mention paying me back in front of me. I said I don't want it."

"If you really want to thank someone, the prerequisite should be not to cause them any trouble, right? Right, Xiangzi?"

Since the basic entanglement problem has been solved, Qingshui Lin doesn't mind giving Xiangzi some psychological counseling to enlighten his mentality and prevent him from coming back again in a few days.

The major issue of Rautism has not been completely resolved yet, so Shimizu Rin naturally cannot pay attention to a disbanded CRYCHIC and its former members, each of whom is more troublesome than the other.

At this point, Toyokawa Shoko understood what Rin meant, and the desire not to let Rin hate her forced Shoko to agree to Rin's request.

Besides, Rin only told me not to look for her for a while...

What about the future? In such a long future, she might not be unable to walk to Lin's side. She just needs to calm down and wait for the opportunity as she has done recently.

Things will always turn around.

"I understand."

"Then continue eating."

Seeing that Xiangzi no longer resisted, Qingshui Lin nodded with satisfaction and picked up his chopsticks with peace of mind.

But just as she was about to pick up the food in her bowl, Xiangzi's question came to her again: "Can I still invite Lin out for dinner in the future?"

Rin thought for a moment and said, "Hmm... Let's talk about it when I have time. I'm too busy right now, at least not for the time being."

Being able to eat for free is naturally a good thing.

But all this can only happen if you don't get yourself into a lot of trouble and trigger a series of terrible chain reactions.

And since Xiangzi is willing to let her exploit the wages she earns from working, then once Xiangzi's life becomes stable, it shouldn't be a problem for her to eat a few meals with him, right?

"I'll wait for Rin until she's free."

"what ever......"

Ten minutes later.

Seeing that there was little food left in the bowl, Lin touched her belly and stood up contentedly.

Then, Lin looked down at Xiangzi who was madly showing off his rice. It was obvious that Xiangzi had been really hungry for a long time.

Now that she had the opportunity to have a full meal, Xiangzi naturally wanted to fill her stomach. She even began to plan whether she could skip breakfast and lunch tomorrow, which would save her some money.

But Rin won't give Xiangzi this opportunity.