Band heavy girl? Please stay away from me

"Ah, okay..."

At this moment, Goto Ichiri was still in a trance.

I...was actually going to Morfonica's celebration party with Rin? A dark, socially anxious person? Could a celebration party for a group of young girls from a youth band really have room for someone like me who could ruin the atmosphere?

Ah, I'd better hide in the box later...

48.What is a friend?

What is a friend?

An emotional outlet?

Mutual support?

Ideal resonance?

A shared experience?

A bond that transcends time and space?

Goto Ichiri didn't know.

Friends are too far away for a lonely person with social anxiety. He knows the word exists but cannot experience its meaning personally.

But, when did all this begin?

Maybe it started when I was a kid and thought for the first time, “Can someone like me play with them?”

Worried about missing the opportunity.

Before I knew it, I became a lonely child and gradually lost the courage to communicate.

Sometimes I would think, “Is this really okay?” I would always say “ah” before speaking, and I wouldn’t dare to look up at other people’s eyes when communicating.

Through the TV program, I encountered the guitar, and my life became colorful. It was no longer a gray world, and I had things worth loving.

But despite this, the girl named Goto Ichiri still longs to have friends.

why?

Are friends an integral part of a girl's definition of adolescence? Do friends bring a sense of difference to her life? Or is it simply a desire for someone to chat with and understand her?

Not sure...

But, one thing is certain.

Goto Ichiri hopes to make friends and looks forward to playing music with them, sharing common interests, and spending the beautiful years of their youth together, so that it is no longer just a fantasy played on the TV at home.

Because fantasy is often followed by emptiness...

Except for a white-haired guy who had hallucinations from eating mushrooms.

Lying alone in a dark room will make you fall. Goto Ichiri naturally does not want her life to end like this. What she hopes for is to encounter a bonfire in her life.

She doesn't ask for much.

She did not expect the fire to be high or bright, or hot enough to ignite her lonely plateau. She only hoped that the fire could accompany her and not leave her youth with only loneliness and cold memories.

No one wants to be a lonely ghost.

Fortunately.

Not long ago, when Goto Ichiri was carefully considering which school to attend after his further studies, an opportunity arose for things to change.

The lonely guitar girl accidentally met the first white flame in her life, which floated in front of her accompanied by the sound of guitar.

The girl was deeply attracted by it. She was totally unable to refuse this white torch that was actively approaching her, and prayed in her heart that their relationship could last forever.

So, she met the first person in her life who was willing to be friends with her, a social phobia - Shimizu Rin

......

......

The five people from Morfonica, along with two girls who came to eat for free, came to the restaurant where Touko had previously booked a private room.

"Give me one of these, a venti."

Mashiro Kurata pointed to the Yunnan giant mushroom stew marked as dangerous on the menu, and her clear eyes revealed a pure anticipation, and she was eager to try it.

"and many more!"

For safety reasons, Shimizu Rin quickly stopped Mashiro's behavior and then suggested: "Just order a small portion, I...have been feeling uncomfortable in my stomach lately."

In a regular restaurant, you don't have to worry about the ingredients, but Mashiro is used to adding some unknown types of mushrooms to the pot, creating a completely new mushroom pot...

To ensure one person survived and prevent the entire group from being wiped out. After all, collective hallucinations were a minor matter, but if word got out, it would likely lead to misunderstandings about the restaurant's safety, damaging its reputation. Such a situation would be difficult to live with.

"All right......"

Mashiro nodded silently. Besides, her original intention was just to taste the flavor. She would have to cook the mushrooms herself before she could really eat them.

Soon, everyone ordered the dishes they were interested in. After the ordering session came to an end, everyone started chatting about the band's miscellaneous matters.

With a good relationship and a girl band, the atmosphere at this moment is undoubtedly cheerful, not to mention that most of the people present are from the Yang corner.

After all, this was a celebration party to celebrate the huge success of Morfonica's live performance. Even the usually cold Yashio Rui had a faint smile on her face.

And even though Shimizu Rin is not a member of Morfonica, she has a very good relationship with the five of them and can naturally talk to each other.

The only thing that looked out of place was the "perfectly ripe mango" on the seat.

Things cannot be compared.

Goto Ichiri sat in his seat in autism as if he had lost his life, completely on a different level from the other six people.

This challenge... is too difficult...

Is it true that such a lively dinner party is something that only happens in fiction?

"Um......"

Among the six people, Tsukushi and Rin were the first to notice the condition of little Doku.

So, Qingshui Lin wanted to ask Yili to go out for a talk, and even planned to take Yili away first, away from this place that could melt the social anxiety.

In this situation, she can't eat anything. Should I take her out and find a secluded place to have another meal?

Of course, she still didn't bring her wallet today.

But unexpectedly, the next moment, before Rin could move, Ruwei and Nanami easily pressed the thin girl down on the seat.

"Hmm? Ruwei? Nanami? What do you want to do?" Rin asked confusedly.

"Leave it to us, Rin-chan?"

Hiromachi Nanami chuckled and picked up a piece of fruit to block Rin's mouth.

"Yeah." Yashio Ruwei nodded in agreement and stood next to Rin's seat.

Her height advantage makes her look like a prison guard watching over prisoners, making people afraid to act rashly.

at the same time.

Toruko and Chikushi stood up together, smiled, and walked towards Goto Ichiri.

Restrained by the other two, Rin stared at the scene in confusion, not knowing what the point of what they were doing was.

Futaba Chikushi quickly walked up to the autistic little Gudu and showed a friendly and approachable smile.

She bent down slightly, her hair falling, and said softly, "Can you talk to the two of us, Yili?"

The hot blonde Toru Kiritani standing nearby also made a request, but her overly fashionable appearance caused Ichiri to be afraid.

Social phobia has almost no resistance against the real people.

"Oh, okay, okay..." Goto Ichiri agreed in a daze.

The seniors who used to shine on the stage shouldn't make things difficult for me, a person with a little social anxiety, right?

In this way, Goto Ichiri could not refuse Tsukushi and Toruko's invitation, and then he obediently followed them out of the private room.

Seeing Yili out of his sight.

Lin frowned quietly and looked at the remaining three people in the private room with dissatisfaction.

"What on earth do you want to do?"

Rin was a little confused. Why did Touko and Ichiri want to talk to each other alone?

Besides, why couldn't she be there? Was there something we couldn't just talk about together?

Although I hope that Morfonica's harmonious atmosphere can help Goto Ichiri and help her alleviate her social anxiety symptoms.

But Lin never expected things to develop to this point.

"Of course, it's to help enlighten Rin's friends."

"Ichiri is Xiaolin's friend, so he's also our Morfonica's friend. If a friend is in trouble, we must help him."

Hiromachi Nanami smiled slightly, exchanged a tacit glance with Yashio Rui, and then the two girls returned to their respective seats.

Based on their understanding of Xiao Lin.

If Rin knew what Touko and the others were going to talk about with Ichiri, she would definitely be furious...

There is a high possibility of unpleasantness at that time.

Sometimes the kindness between friends cannot be expressed directly.

Because Xiaolin is a weird person, if she notices something is wrong, this kindness may backfire.

......

......

After leaving the private room, Chikushi and Toruko took Xiao Gudu to the nearby overpass.

There were almost no passers-by around and the environment was quiet, which was perfect for chatting about the band.

Futaba Chikushi looked at the funny "Ripe Mango" cardboard box on Ichiri's head and said gently:

"There's no one around, Yili can take the cardboard box down now."

Goto Ichiri's body trembled suddenly, and an inexplicable fear surged in his heart.

She waved her hands in confusion, looking flustered.

"Ah, I, this..."

Beside her, Toruko Kiritani took a step forward and gently patted Xiao Yili on the back, signaling her not to be so nervous.

"Don't be afraid. Xiao Lin has already told us about the situation in Yili."

"Little Yili has a very cute personality. We really want to get to know the real Yili."

Through the two holes in the cardboard box, Goto Ichiri clearly saw the friendly smiles on the faces of the two seniors.

She closed her mouth silently, and the thoughts of self-abandonment in her mind stopped abruptly.

this......

The brilliance of these two seniors is too dazzling...

How can I refuse someone's kindness?

As expected...

Can't refuse.

A few seconds later, Goto Ichiri quickly took off the "Ripe Mango" cardboard box on his head, revealing the cute cheeks hidden underneath.

The long pink hair was blown by the cold wind on the overpass, and coupled with the light dark circles on the girl's face, the girl looked unexpectedly haggard.

At this point, the girl met him openly.

A bright smile appeared on Toruko Kiritani's lips: "That's right."

"Senior, I..."

Goto Ichiri was about to say something to respond to the two of them, but she couldn't organize her words and stood there at a loss.

Fortunately.

Futaba Chikushi never disappoints.