I only have one year to live, so I must become a legendary horse girl!

Then, where should I sleep...?

"Of course. I mean, could I wish Carol to come to my room and rest together?"

Yes, can you?

Yes, can I? No, that's not right. No, can't I?

Can I say it?

Gotham Carol, forced a smile.

Shh, can you say no?

Why did things turn out like this? Honestly, Gotham Carol really didn't expect that his experience tonight would become so exaggerated and tortuous - too weird, such a thing would be strange even if he thought about it with two ears, right?

Absolutely, right?!

Trying hard to think, try hard to think… I couldn't think at all…! However, even in this situation that almost completely destroyed my sanity, Gotham Carol finally calmed down completely. I don't know why, but maybe I had been mentally prepared for such a thing for a long time.

In short, she tried her best to calm herself down.

That is, only after calming down can Gotham Carol seriously start to think about the current problems.

Will she agree, or will she refuse?

Gotham Carol looked at the First Ruby in front of her. She smiled gently, elegantly, and not even anxiously. She just waited there quietly, waiting for Gotham Carol to give an answer.

Waiting for Gotham Carol to give that answer... which she had guessed long ago and would definitely not be wrong...!

Before the panic arose, or rather, before saying these words, the First Ruby had clearly guessed the entire direction of events, including Gotham Carol's panicked behavior and her subsequent response... ?

This was the answer her intuition gave, and Gotham Carol deeply recognized this. How could the First Ruby not know what her response would be? Ever since that phone call in New York, Gotham Carol had clearly remembered one thing.

First Ruby, quite understanding of Gotham Carol.

Understanding her slowness, understanding her cognitive errors, understanding what Gotham Carol truly wants and fears, it can be said that the First Ruby actually understands Gotham Carol better than Gotham Carol herself, right?

So, what does Gotham Carol think about such a scene...?

Is there any need to refuse the First Ruby? I don't think so...

There really isn't any, and I can't find the need for it... So if that's the case, there's only one correct answer.

"Well, if it's just rest, then there's no problem..."

"Of course, I won't do anything unnecessary."

Because if you do, it will destroy this unparalleled advantage, right? Song, I won't force you to do anything, but right now... I'm far ahead, New Universe, and the other ladies.

For the first time, Gotham Carol walked into the First Ruby's room.

The First Ruby's decoration is quite similar to the exterior of the First Family's house. A closer look reveals some gorgeous details, but at first glance, everything is well hidden, with no signs of dents at all.

It can only be said that the background of the old aristocracy is really exposed in the First Ruby's room, but apart from these, what else attracts the attention of Gotham Carol even more?

It's about Ruby, small items containing various life information.

There was a quill pen placed in an ink bottle on the desk, a book slightly sticking out of the bookshelf and not lying flat on the innermost part, and a cute doll on the bed and... a huge Gotham Carol doll.

Hmm... well, it seems that it is not such a surprising thing.

Gotham Carol had mixed feelings, she was shocked by herself.

Since I'm here today, this doll shouldn't be on Ruby's bed, right?

Under Gotham Anthem's silent gaze, First Ruby picked up the doll, which was taller than her, and threw it on the sofa beside her. Then the two of them got into bed together.

"Are you jealous of your own doll? Carols are always surprisingly easy to understand..."

“No way…!”

Gotham Carol was also very curious about why she had such emotions just now, but no matter what, she didn't intend to think about it, so what happened just now didn't happen, right.

It never happened…!

"Carols always have this overly cute performance... I really like this kind of carol, don't you know?"

"What? A sudden second confession? If it's like this in a family setting, I won't accept it, okay?"

Is this the only thing Gotham Carol can do? Of course not. It says it is a rebuttal, but what about the reality?

The Gotham Carol, who was actually taller than the First Ruby, grabbed the slender figure of the person next to her, and then pulled her tightly into her arms and imprisoned her as a counterattack.

You are not allowed to say weird things, otherwise, I will, I will... I will, I will!

Don’t worry about how I behave!

"Really? That's a shame, but I'm going to tell you anyway."

"No matter how many times, I will repeat this, wanting to tell Carol how I feel right now."

"It's wonderful that I can love you from the bottom of my heart, without having to sacrifice anything for the sake of my family. It's so wonderful..."

First Ruby grabbed a corner of Carol's pajamas, and clung to her tightly, conveying her current mood and body temperature. She even felt her heartbeat was so loud!

Hey, hymn, you can hear it too, right?

This heart is now beating with your breathing.

Chapter 187: Breakfast is the most important thing!

What exactly is normal and natural?... No, for ordinary horse girls, what is love like?

When he woke up the next day, Gotham Carol, who had slept soundly, looked at the chandelier above his head and thought about what to eat today, which might be the most profound question in the world.

People are destined to be unable to fully understand the life they have not experienced. The so-called complete understanding is actually more of using one's own cognition to input and understand. In other words, if you have never experienced such a thing and have no similar situation, it is absolutely impossible to understand.

Therefore, Gotham Carol had no way of understanding what ordinary love was like for ordinary horse girls in this world. After all, she was actually still in a state of lack of common sense.

The life and common sense of horse girls in this world are so different from what ordinary people used to know!

However, what is the purpose of thinking about this question suddenly?

In fact, it’s not a big reason. It’s just that Gotham Carol suddenly thought, if she was just an ordinary horse girl, just an ordinary one, without any talent, who could only live happily and foolishly, and had not experienced such a legendary year, and had not been surrounded by people and watched by the whole world like now, what kind of things would she experience?

If anyone from the New Universe could find her at that time, maybe she would really live out this wonderful life with that person?

Gotham Carol knew completely that Chunqiufen's feelings for her were not all gratitude from the beginning, and New Universe's feelings for her added many profound meanings. Sometimes Gotham Carol would even look into New Universe's eyes and think about it.

Am I a magical girl with pink hair and twin tails, and is the new universe an arms queen with long black straight hair?

However, such a thing is of course just a simple thought. In fact, especially now, especially now, looking at the First Ruby sleeping next to him, being held in the arms of Gotham Carol, showing a very relieved and happy look, and still smiling faintly in his sleep, the more Gotham Carol can realize one thing.

It's foolish to choose between two people, and it's also foolish to compare the emotional depths of two people. But even so, if we add a perspective to such a comparison, changing it from the sum of the whole to who one is more inclined towards as a couple...

How to describe such a problem?

Gotham Carol felt that it would be hurtful to say it out loud, but if she thought about it in such a quiet moment, if she had to choose the most suitable lover now, the one she would most likely accept, it should be the First Ruby, right?

It's not that I don't have any feelings towards kids like New Universe, but, but...

But actually, when New Universe first came to Gotham Carol, he was a roommate and friend, or a close friend, right?

The relationship between Gotham Carol and New Universe involves too many possibilities other than lovers. In other words, Gotham Carol feels that its feelings for New Universe are not those of lovers, but more like family and close friends.

Of course, there's no need to elaborate on the feelings of Sister Aldan and the others. In short, Gotham Carol has absolutely no intention of thinking about this aspect.

Although it is true that she has no blood relationship with Mejiro Castle now, but!

But they are still the best of sisters, and their sisterly relationship will not be shaken no matter what happens. So, since they are sisters, such a thing is unlikely and quite scary no matter how you think about it, right?

The same is true for Donna of the Spring and Autumn Equinox Route. Or rather, it’s not that her relationship with them is too complicated, but compared to them, it seems to be mixed with many other things.

Because, when the First Ruby first came to Gotham Carol, she extended an invitation to the dance, which almost made it clear what angle she would use to initiate the subsequent communication.

Until later in Paris, when he used such direct and fierce, undisguised offensive words...

Guaaaa! This makes me so embarrassed. Really, is this the way a lady from a noble family would take the initiative?

Gotham Carol felt her face getting hot and she subconsciously wanted to raise her hand to cover it, but after realizing that it would wake up the First Ruby who was still resting beside her, she still restrained her thoughts and could only take a deep breath to calm her rare and very girlish reaction.

How to describe it?

Anyway…

In comparison, Ruby is the only one who has always come to her saying "I want to be your lover", right?

So, no matter how you look at it, Ruby might be the most suitable candidate...

Gotham Carol closed her eyes. She was clearly aware of this, but she couldn't give a clear answer.

Was she afraid? Was she hesitant? Or was she just envious of everyone's kindness towards her? This kind of harmony was a pretty good situation, wasn't it?

Of course!

In short, perhaps everyone has such feelings. They are mixed together, making it impossible for Gotham Carol to give an answer now. It can only give warmth to everyone equally like a central air conditioner without being overly enthusiastic.

But is this really the right choice? Or, is this really a good thing?

Is this a bit too much?

"Looking at it this way, he's just like a scumbag."

"Scumbag? That's not true, Carol. Are you putting pressure on yourself again?"

Pressure on myself... What? Isn't it hesitation and judgment that counts as an escape... Uh, no, who's talking... Oh, is Ruby awake?

Gotham Carol paused for a moment, then looked to her side, and saw the First Ruby with his hands resting under his cheek, looking at him with gentle and reliable eyes, his gaze full of tenderness and tolerance.

"I'm just thinking, since Ruby wants to be my lover, and I can't give her an answer, and there are so many other people around, isn't that a bit too greedy?"

"Too greedy, taking things for granted, not knowing how to give back, enjoying the emotions projected from others.

Isn’t that a scumbag!

"So Carol has always felt this way. It's really Carol's style."

The First Ruby looked a little surprised, but after a brief silence, she showed a more relaxed and doting smile.

What to say?

That's how Carol would feel, right?

"But Carol, now that I've heard that, I have to say something."

Is he trying to urge me...? No, that shouldn't be the case. If it were Ruby, she wouldn't do such a thing.

Gotham Carol became nervous for some reason. In short, she felt uneasy and anxious. For a moment, she couldn't find a clear and precise adjective to describe her current state.

"This is quite normal. Anyone who encounters this would feel hesitant and uncertain, right?"

"If I were Carol, and encountered something like this, I probably wouldn't be able to make a quick decision, you know?"

Eh...what, what does that mean?

Gotham Carol was silent. She was deeply lost in thought, but since she couldn't find any results, she could only nod and wait for Ruby's answer.

So, what will Ruby say next?

"Whether it's Aldan-san, the New Universe, Equinox, or the others, they're all incredibly important to Carol, right? I know that, Ruby knows that, too."

"Forcing others to make emotional choices is such an excessive and foolish thing. No matter what, I will not bring it up. Because for someone who is equally important, no one can make a choice, right?"

Forcing someone to choose only one person and completely give up everything else is completely selfish. You know, Ruby came to Carol very late, and -

The two of them still don't have a completely clear relationship until now, right?

First Ruby wasn't in a hurry, or rather, she wouldn't show any sign of being anxious. After all, she was a descendant of an old noble family, so her job wasn't to fight tooth and nail to win someone's heart, but rather...

Put everything you can show on the table, and then take victory for granted.

The First Ruby's determination in this regard is shining brightly in every sense.

"So, don't force yourself to answer right now, Carol. Really, don't force yourself, okay?"

"It doesn't mean that once you receive an invitation, you have to consider the other party's face and thoughts and go no matter what, even if it means just showing up, right? Those aristocratic etiquette of the old times, even now we don't always follow it."

The First Ruby came closer, and after waking up, she hugged Gotham Carol instead.

"After some things, I really hope that you can be that devil on the field in your daily life. If you are always gentle, you will get tired sooner or later, right?"

Slightly, being less gentle towards others is also an option, right?

I just received an invitation and just felt someone else's kindness. For something like this, of course I really have to force myself to do it, and do I have to answer it right now?

Carol, don't force yourself like this.