Tokyo, there are too many beautiful girls imitating me

"..."

Thinking of this, you smiled bitterly. The conversation hasn't even started yet, but you seem to have seen the ending.

"Does Yui like me?"

Chika Tachibana asked.

You straightened up and answered with courage.

"like!"

Not only do you like her, you have always loved her.

"When did it start?"

"Since I met you not long ago, or perhaps, since the day I met you in Changsheng, I have been unable to extricate myself."

You like Chika Tachibana. Over the past ten years, you have reviewed this countless times. When did your love for her become so deeply rooted?

And the result every time points to the day when we first met.

It’s just that a girl as beautiful as cherry blossoms passed by you, brushed past you, and left that lingering fragrance, and the shadow of this girl has already lived in your heart.

But you just watched and acted as a bystander. It was not until ten years later that you finally joined the game.

But can I enter the orange?

You are not confident, you are extremely afraid now.

"So early. Now that I think about it, it was me who was seducing her when she was sitting on my desk showing her thighs that day."

Hearing this, she laughed. Chika Tachibana's smile was peaceful and full of aftertaste, as if she was recalling something or some details that you had long forgotten.

Even you yourself don't remember the fact that you seduced Chika Tachibana.

But Chika Tachibana still remembers it.

She has you in her heart, and you feel warm in your heart.

As long as I do this, I will be able to bear what I hear later.

"I'm sorry, but Yui still can't accept what I said."

"Is it because of Malin?"

You asked tentatively, earning a shake of the head from Tachibana Chika.

"Because of Qin Yin?"

Chika Tachibana shook her head again.

"Because of Song Sheng-senpai?"

No, no, Chika Tachibana still shook her head.

"That......"

"Because of Aino."

"..."

"Aino is no longer with us. This is reality, and I have finally accepted it. I have decided to continue living a good life, raising Aihua and Wanlihua, and watching them lead happy lives of their own.

As for myself, I am lonely too, and may become even lonelier in the future.

But as expected, I can’t convince myself to fall in love with someone new.”

“One should not dwell on the past.”

You spoke, but your voice became smaller and smaller, so small that even you couldn't believe it.

But even so, Chika Tachibana still shook her head, showing that she listened to you and that she was not obsessed with the past.

"It's not because I feel guilty towards Aino that I don't consider finding someone new, but, Yui, you know what? Aino is very stingy."

"mean?"

"Yes, her possessiveness towards me was terrifying. She treated me as the center of her world. Even though she got along well with everyone in the light music club and even though she accepted them, she still excluded every other girl around me equally.

After trying her best, even risking her life, Ai No still gave birth to little Wanlihua for me. If I choose another woman in the future, she will definitely be jealous and sad. I don't want that."

How can you do this?

She keeps saying that she is not bound by the past, but the reasons for rejecting you and others are all about love.

In the end, Chika Tachibana was still bound by his deceased wife, which was pitiful and tragic.

But you also know that Chika Tachibana is stubborn in her heart. She said these words to you so solemnly today, and I'm afraid she will never change her mind in the future.

Oh, in the end, no matter if it was Mansuzu, Qinyin, or you, you never had a chance.

[In this way, another ten years passed in the blink of an eye. Chika Tachibana really did what she said to you that day. She would not be jealous or sad for the lost love. During these ten years, she remained single and poured her love only into her two daughters.

With Chika, you, Mansuzu, and senior Matsuo taking care of them, the daughters are growing up healthily. Aika, in particular, has revived the [Chika and Akizuki] account, gathered a group of lovely girls to form a new ihua band, trying to make an impact on the highest stage of music, in order to fulfill the unfulfilled wishes of the two mothers.

"Woo woo, this is the cub I raised by myself!!!"

Under the stage of the Changsheng Academy Festival, you were moved to tears as you watched Aihua sweating and shining on the stage. You are over 35 years old but still single.

When Aihua fulfills her wish, it is as if you have fulfilled your wish. Although she is not your biological daughter, she is better than your biological daughter.

I don’t know since when, even though Qianhua doesn’t acknowledge you, Aihua, who still secretly calls you Yui’s mother, has already changed her name to sister.

Is it because the child has grown up and become sensible, and is too embarrassed to call you, a stranger, "mom"?

You were troubled by this for a while, but you didn't expect that you would be even more troubled later.

"No, I'm your sister. No, I'm your aunt!"

"What does that matter!?"

"There's a full twenty years difference between us!"

"I do not care!"

"There are obviously so many girls in the band who like you."

"But I only like Sister Yui!"

"It's impossible for us to..."

"What's impossible about it? Is it that Aihua isn't cute enough? Is it that Aihua doesn't suit Sister Yui's taste? Is it that Sister Yui insists on harping on the age issue? What does liking something like this have to do with age? I've never minded, and I won't mind in the future!"

The worst thing that can happen is something bad that you can't even imagine.

After the school festival, you congratulated Aika who was surrounded by everyone, but you were pulled into an empty classroom by her, only to encounter an unexpected confession.

You can’t enter the orange realm at Qianhua’s place, but in fact, you still have the possibility of entering the orange realm.

Text: Chapter 116. Where are there so many excuses?

【marry.

marry!

Singing the same tune, this has been the joke you’ve been playing on Aihua since she was little, only three or four years old.

This is a testament to the excellence of your relationship.

This is not a bad thing, but you only regret it now.

How can such an important relationship be treated as a joke? What if Aihua takes it seriously? What if she corners you in an empty classroom and forces you to confess your feelings?

In your sight, Aihua's face is blushing, her beautiful eyes are full of spring tides, her fingers are tightly grasping the hem of her skirt. She is shy, she is waiting, looking forward to your "hmm", or nodding, or closing your eyes resignedly and allowing her to kiss you.

There is no doubt that you are my first love for flowers.

Perhaps from the age of twelve or thirteen, this relationship that you saw as like that between mother and daughter began to deteriorate?

I will dress up carefully for you, find ways to get more physical contact with you, and push aside thousands of flowers to create more space for me and you...

The small details that you failed to notice in the past are now replaying in your mind one after another, and you suddenly realize that the girl you have always regarded as an ignorant child now has so many girlish thoughts.

Ah, this situation is all your fault. If you could have stopped it earlier...

Stop, you understand the first thought that flashes through your mind.

You have never considered Aihua as a love object, and have never felt lust for her delicate body. Your feelings for her are pure, so the only thing you can do now is to refuse.

The panic gradually faded away, and you cheered yourself up. You reached out and pressed Aihua's shoulder to stop her from getting any closer.

"Aihua, I have always treated you as just a child, as my daughter."

"Then change from now on! The child in your memory has grown up, mature enough, and can stand on his own feet. He can recognize his own feelings and express them firmly. My love for Sister Yui is not impulsive, but the result of careful consideration!"

A look of sadness flashed across her face when she heard that, but she was not impatient. Pressing her palm against her heart, Aihua expressed her feelings seriously, slowly but confidently.

If you agree here, you will surely start a dream-like love and have a happy and fulfilling life.

She is clearly a child, but her love for flowers makes you feel reliable, makes your heart beat faster, and makes you see the shadow of someone else in her again.

Your heart gradually grows cold.

"I fully understand your feelings, Aihua, but I can't. You still have a long way to go in the future. You will definitely meet a better girl who can support you more and accompany you through a more perfect life.

Like me...

Your Aunt Yui is already thirty-five years old and is already an old aunt. She will soon completely wither and die. Even if you don’t care about Aihua, I still care.

"I don't want to be with you with a guilty conscience. Besides, how can I face your mother? Even if we were the best of friends, if I led her most cherished daughter astray, Qianhua would definitely..."

"What does this have to do with mom!!!"

Aihuatu was roaring, hysterical, and had a hideous look on his face.

You were startled by her and froze, only then realizing that you had said the wrong thing.

No, maybe I was telling the truth.

The true words that slipped out of her mouth inadvertently completely infuriated Aihua, causing the child who was already trying hard to persuade you to lose control of her emotions.

"I like Sister Yui. This is clearly a matter between me and Sister Yui. Why bring up Mom? Why mention her at this moment?"

Tears streamed down her face. Aihua tried to wipe them away with her hands and arms, but she couldn't wipe them away. So she simply stopped trying and stopped controlling herself, and burst into tears.

In this negotiation, you touched the minefield that you should never have touched.

"I love flowers."

You want to comfort her, hold her in your arms, wipe her tears, but your hand reaches out and stops. You are also afraid that your tenderness at this moment will cause Aihua to misunderstand you, and you will not be able to cut off this inappropriate feeling.

It was this moment of hesitation that completely shattered Aihua's fragile love.

Brushing away your stagnant hand, she runs away, escapes, and throws cold words at you.

"Age, relationship, future, how can there be so many excuses? It's just that you like Qianhua's mother more."

"..."

Aihua's figure is moving away quickly, and you should catch up with her, but you stop and step backwards, squatting down on the table and chairs in pain.

Tears welled up in my eyes, for the love of flowers, and even more for yourself.

After being yelled at by Aihua, you finally woke up and understood what Qianhua said to you that day.

There is no fear of jealousy or fear of Aino being sad. It’s just that Qianhua has always only liked Aino, and there is no place for you in her heart.

It’s not that the love is not deep enough, nor that the efforts are not enough, nor that there is a lack of so-called companionship.

Just missed the best time.

It's still the same. You didn't lose because of the depth of your feelings, but from the very beginning...

It will be a complete failure! 】

[In another thirty years, you will be old, have seen your father and mother pass away, and will remain unmarried for the rest of your life, but you will not be alone.

Love flowers, all the flowers in the world are your children. They are successful and famous. One of them became a top singer, and the other became an idol artist, active on the screen.

In the eyes of outsiders, they are shining, but in your eyes, they are just girls who have not grown up yet.

Your efforts for them have paid off. Both of them regard you as a real mother. They have each started a family and have lovely daughters. Whenever they have time, they bring their families to visit you.

As for Qianhua, she remained single after her lover passed away. Throughout her life, she never made her lover sad or jealous.

But is this really fair to you?