Tokyo, there are too many beautiful girls imitating me

As long as you think of that sad ending, you can't stop your body from trembling, you feel boundless fear, and extremely dark thoughts arise, even saying...

In a vain attempt to imprison the canary that wants to spread its wings and fly high forever in the cage called "you".

Chapter 55: Wanting to be selfish and get her (First order required)

[The train will eventually reach the next station and reach its destination.]

Chika Tachibana is sleeping beside you now, warming your cold heart with her soft and warm body.

But all this is only temporary. The train carrying Chika Tachibana's life will only stop here with you for less than two years. She will eventually head to the end without you and step onto the stage she wants to step onto, and you can only watch her journey.

You can't accept a future where Chika Tachibana leaves you, nor can you accept a future where she falls in love with someone else.

But compared to others who can provide support for Chika Tachibana's musical dream, you are at a huge disadvantage as you can hardly even step out of the door.

Mizuki Marin, Matsunaga Miki, Hanasaka Yui, and many, many people who already like Chika Tachibana, and who may like Chika Tachibana in the future...

We can no longer indulge in the illusions in front of us, and we can no longer deceive ourselves.

The countdown is clearly engraved in front of you. You will never win if you continue like this. You must take action!

Falling into deep thought, you finally choose——]

[1. Chika Tachibana is yours, and only yours. Therefore, you should protect this one and only treasure properly before others steal it or take it away.

Although you are definitely not stronger than Chika Tachibana, you can take advantage of her absolute trust in you and easily tie her up with chains as long as you seize the right opportunity.

It's not her who takes care of you, but you who takes care of her, right here in this room, staying with her for the rest of your life.

[2. Rather than getting her as a person, you want to get her heart as well.

This goal cannot be achieved through conventional means, but you are her cousin whom she loves deeply, and she has a natural emotional inclination towards you.

By taking advantage of her kindness and gentleness, you seem to be able to make her voluntarily break her wings and stay by your side for the rest of her life.

[3. Your life is already rotten, and Chika Tachibana's life should be bright and brilliant. There is no need to drag her into the quagmire with you.

Letting go at the right time is also a kind of love. Don’t be a burden to her. Open the cage and let her fly freely.

Just like, Liz and the Bluebird. 】

"What's right isn't necessarily the best. My cousin is such a difficult girl to deal with. Even I'm starting to feel melancholy."

Bounding her people and her heart were both despicable choices. To be fair, option three must be the correct option, the one that could make her happy, but for my cousin, that was really...

It's so painful and so sad.

This is the power of the simulator. It can not only help Akizuki Aino, who is self-conscious about her appearance, to build up absolute self-confidence in a short period of time, but also make Chika Tachibana realize how important she is in Akizuki Aino's heart in a short period of time.

Lowering her eyes, she looked at the three options displayed on the simulator panel with melancholy. Chika Tachibana felt as if her heart was being grabbed by an invisible hand, and she felt a little breathless.

If she, the simulated person, could make the choice on behalf of her cousin Akizuki Aino, she would not choose three.

Be selfish, cousin.

Silently, Chika Tachibana said in her heart.

It seemed like the cousins ​​had a tacit understanding with each other. As soon as the words in her heart fell, Akizuki Aino made her choice.

[Option 2]

It was clearly the wrong option, but when she saw this option being chosen, Chikako Tachibana actually felt a little relieved.

However, selfish choices will inevitably lead to an unfortunate outcome.

Unable to accept the future where you and Chika Tachibana are drifting apart, you decide to take action.

Just as she deliberately added excessive salt to your rice and asked her old friend Miki Matsuo to win your heart, this time, you are also ready to use tricks and deception to win her heart and take over her life!

You will change Chika Tachibana's future, you will destroy her dreams, and you will make her regret it for the rest of her life, but you are mentally prepared to bear the guilt.

As the first step of your plan, you began stealing and getting your hands on Chika Tachibana's personal belongings.

[Bras, panties, stockings, lipsticks, and all other personal belongings that are stained with the scent of Chika Tachibana, you start to steal them, use them, and secretly follow the trend.

While deliberately leaving loopholes, Chika Tachibana quickly discovered the abnormality and quickly ruled out the suspicion of the second suspect, Marin Kanzuki, and caught you, the number one suspect.

She can clearly see what you have done with those personal belongings. She is shy, angry, and confused about it, but in front of you, she pretends to know nothing and just puts her personal belongings away better, hoping to calm the storm.

But how can you make her wish come true?

To go even further, you not only used her scent, you even left your own scent in Chika Tachibana's room and on her bed.

At this moment, no matter how much you want to deceive yourself or escape, Chika Tachibana has also realized that your love...desire has already surged and is difficult to calm down.

But faced with the overwhelming wave of desire, she had nowhere to escape.

She cannot cruelly abandon you just because of this, because she knows that she is your only inner support.

Being betrayed by the person you love for the first time has already caused you to suffer from such a serious mental illness, so what if you are betrayed and rejected a second time?

Chika Tachibana could imagine how cruelly it would be torture for you, how much pain you would endure, and it might even cause you to collapse and commit suicide in the end.

So she is ready to confess to you, trying to have a frank talk with you about life and to relieve your feelings, but you will not let her do so.

[Chika Tachibana can also be indecisive, especially when it comes to people and things she cares about too much, she always needs someone to push her forward before she can move on.

But unlike whether to join a music club or drop out of school to form a band to pursue her dreams, she has no one to talk to about things like you. So, even though she already has an idea in her mind, she still hesitates to put it into practice and can't say it out loud for a long time.

This gives you the opportunity.

At night, your hands climb up to caress Chika Tachibana's back and you squeeze into her arms as intimately as before. You can clearly feel Chika Tachibana's body stiffen in an instant.

She has become wary of you, afraid that you might do something while she is asleep, and that is exactly what you are about to do.

After being quiet for a long time, you heard Chika Tachibana's voice gradually soothing, as if she had really fallen asleep. You began to caress her smooth skin, your mouth moving, and you exhaled a breath mixed with strong desire towards her hairline and her neck.

She covered her chest tightly, pretending to be careless, and squeezed her thighs together to set up a defense.

You secretly find it funny that you are forced to defend yourself. Chika Tachibana is so adorable that you can't let go of her, even though her heart is shaking and she has to pretend to be calm.

Knowing that victory would come at this moment, you crawled out of her arms, leaned down, and tried to kiss her thin lips.

"Well!"

As expected, under this level of contempt, Chika Tachibana finally couldn't pretend to be asleep any longer and finally opened her eyes, inevitably facing your twisted feelings for her.

[She forcefully pushes you away, and after enduring for days, she finally tells you everything she wants to say in her heart. Sincerity is her killer move, and you also tell her all your worries.

"I'm so scared, I'm scared that Qianhua you'll leave me in the future! I can't catch up with you, you'll leave eventually, and I'll be abandoned by you..."

The preparations for several days are for this moment. You have already planned what to say, and you don’t have to think about the form, expression and emotion to say these words.

Everything is real and sincere, everything is your most real and sincere feelings. You just built a suitable stage for yourself to express all of them to Chika Tachibana.

You narrate, scream, and accuse, with tears in your eyes.

Your love, your affection, your pain, your fear...

Chika Tachibana barged into your life without caring about the consequences, turning your life and your heart upside down, and spoiling you step by step into a useless princess who can't live alone without her. It's time for her to pay for this.

Grabbing the collar of Chika Tachibana, who has been distracted by your emotional outburst and doesn't know how to deal with herself or how to comfort you, you want to roar, but in the end you show a painful, confused, and sad expression and bury your cheek in her shoulder.

Tears slowly slid down, wetting Chikako Tachibana's thin pajamas and soaking her smooth skin.

You sobbed, choking with sobs.

"Qianhua, you are the only one I have."

Chapter 56: Just You and Me

[Once you have tasted the sweetness of being with Chika Tachibana, you will never be able to swallow the bitterness of being alone again.

This was completely different from the first simulation where he was unable to step out of the room and embrace Chika Tachibana until the end. He could only feel a pang of pain in his heart after she left, a sense of loss and emptiness, and countless regrets and sorrows for the rest of his life.

This time, you have been intimate with her for a year since you mustered up the courage to greet her at the porch.

You have become accustomed to her presence in your life, accustomed to her supporting your crumbling heart. Consciously, she has become the whole meaning of your life and the only pillar of your life.

If you had known the current situation, you probably wouldn't have done it a year ago... No, you definitely would have done it. Chika Tachibana is such a beautiful and unconcealed girl, you would have been seduced by her and your soul would have been taken away by her, and you would have definitely fallen into this bottomless abyss.

Without her, your heart will break, die, turn into dust, and eventually lead to the demise of your life.

When you had nothing to cling to, you could still get by, but now that you have something to cling to, your situation has worsened, and your fear of death has become weaker.

You can no longer live in a world without Chika Tachibana.

The day you are abandoned, you will also abandon your own life, and there is no turning back.

It sounds a bit scary...

But, things have come to this point now. It is certainly all the fault of you, a "monster" who is mentally twisted, paranoid and weak, who will shine on his own as long as he is treated gently and given a little sunshine, and who will arbitrarily put his life on others.

But Chika Tachibana, who didn't realize this and came to provoke and capture you without any preparation, is also an accomplice.

"But, I only have Chikako."

You threw yourself in her arms, your body thin and trembling, revealing your extreme helplessness and sadness.

At this moment, Chika Tachibana finally realized her own sins.

Plead guilty or not?

Accept it or not.

Take responsibility or not!

She is too gentle and too kind, and will only bear the sin imposed on her by you, and will only choose to hug you tighter in her arms.

She stroked the hair on your cheek, no longer able to say words of comfort, no longer having the courage to do so, and was too embarrassed to say words of comfort to you, but in the end she kissed you.

Sweet and soft, yet tinged with a hint of bitterness, in that kiss, she silently declared her defeat, willingly imprisoning herself in the thorny birdcage you constructed with yourself and your life.

It is inevitable to feel guilty. You are aware of your selfishness and that your actions have restricted Chika Tachibana's freedom, locking this charming canary in a cage for her entire life, preventing her from flying high.

As compensation, however insignificant, you began to take over more of the housework from Chika Tachibana and spent a lot of time and energy every day honing your cooking skills, trying your best to fulfill your responsibilities as a "wife" and ensure a comfortable life at home.

You are just restraining her but not controlling her completely. You just want her to be able to come home every day so that you can be sure that you still own her.

The price is just to let her accept an ordinary life and spend an ordinary life with you.

Looking at Chika Tachibana's satisfied smile as she ate the delicious meal you made, you thought that this should be allowed.

Once again indulging in the false happiness before your eyes, the guilt in your heart diminishes with the passage of time, and gradually you develop such self-righteous thoughts.

Compared to your contentment and your complacency with the status quo, Chika Tachibana, who is imprisoned in a cage, is still trying to stretch out her wings to embrace the blue sky outside.

However, she doesn't want to break free from the cage, but wants you, the "master", to pick up the cage and take her out for a walk.

Chika Tachibana is such a girl. When she realizes that she has the responsibility to make you happy, she will rethink her route based on your happiness and strive to reach a future where both of them can be happy.

She began to actively encourage you to establish connections with the outside world, and once again dreamed of you becoming the bassist standing behind her and including you in her band.

Everything seems to have returned to the starting point, and nothing will change even if it returns to the starting point.

[You, who were afraid that Chika Tachibana would run away from you, couldn't overcome your mental illness and couldn't even step out of the house. How could you do that now that you have Chika Tachibana?

Her efforts were doomed to fail, but because of this, you also realize that Chika Tachibana will not give up music easily.

Although the possibility is very small, you are not the only one who can sway Chika Tachibana. The other people in the band, especially Miki Matsushima, have a greater influence on her.

Can your own bond rival the bond of the entire band? You’re not confident.

So, you began to diligently teach yourself how to write lyrics and arrange music, aiming to become a pop music lyricist and composer.

[Long-term loneliness makes you have the ability to focus on one thing for a long time more easily than ordinary people. Coupled with your innate excellent musical talent, after a period of study, you will be able to write high-quality lyrics and music.

"Online debut?"

When you showed Chika Tachibana the account [Chika and Akizuki] that you had registered on YouTube, she was a little surprised, but soon, a spark of interest ignited in her eyes.

“I can’t leave the house, I can’t communicate with people, but I still hope that Qianhua can continue your musical dream.

It just so happens that we are a combination of bass and guitar, and I can also write lyrics and compose music, so let's create some works and publish them online.

so......"

You only interact with Chika Tachibana and only try to understand her thoughts. It seems that you also have a share of the "pure strength" that was once thought to be unique to Miki Matsunami, which was used to attack Chika Tachibana, but it is of a worse nature.

You know exactly how to comfort Chika Tachibana, how to restrain her wings, eroding her drive to flap them, and you also know what words can arouse the emotions of Chika Tachibana, a girl with an overly soft and gentle heart.

Understand what kind of words can move her.

"In this way, I can finally exist in Qianhua's dreams."