"But you should also be able to see how sparkly Xi is."
"What I just said to Xi was a lie. I hope he can love you very much, love you so much that he completely forgets me. Even though it will make me a little lonely, I'm more afraid that Xi will always keep me in his heart and won't be able to live his own life."
"That sounds a bit arrogant, doesn't it? I'm sorry."
"I...my dear, I really want to be by that guy's side and take care of him. I don't want to die. I hate him looking for other girls, but...but there's nothing I can do. I'm about to die...I can only...please, please be happy, and make Xi-kun happy."
The last recording carries the sad voice of the girl who passed away.
In the past, Ruomai's impression of Miss Xiangzi was just a symbol. She was Yanami's childhood sweetheart and white moonlight, but she had no idea what kind of person she was.
But now, after hearing her last words, Ruomai even felt a kind of jealousy in his heart for the first time.
Because the person in the recorder loves Xi no less than himself.
She originally thought that she was the person who gave the most to him in the world, but the girl in the recorder was thinking about the boy until her death.
"As expected... I can't win... I'm sorry... Miss Xiangzi... I can't help but agree to your request..."
*
The next day, when Yana Jianxi woke up, he was still woken up by the phone.
"Um... Hey... Big Sister... What's so urgent? Why don't you come up now? Why don't you ask me to go down? It's really troublesome..."
Yanaijian slowly opened his eyes and subconsciously touched around him, only to find that there was no one there. He felt empty inside, but he was used to it.
He picked up the diary from the table and flipped through the new information.
"Hmm... 'Call of Silence'? That song looks good. What the hell is 'Sunshine Rainbow Hakuba'? Chihaya Aine, that name sounds stupid..."
However, Yanai didn't care. After all, they were girls from the past that had been forgotten.
He put on his slippers. Senmei didn't know what was wrong with her and hurriedly called him downstairs.
He yawned and went downstairs, where Sammi was already waiting, and standing next to her was a girl.
But the moment Yanai saw her, he went blank, as if his brain had crashed.
Water blue hair, tied into two ponytails, amber eyes and delicate features.
The impossible fact appeared before him. He seemed to be in disbelief and said in a trembling voice: "Xiangzi... why..."
But the next moment, the girl with the aqua blue twintails immediately rushed over to him, shouting in an equally excited voice: "Xi... Finally, I see you. Do you still remember me? I am, Toyokawa Shoko."
Ah, is he dreaming, the boy thought, but then he thought, if this is a dream, let him stay in the nightmare.
Chapter 57 What is True
"That tombstone was actually my father's idea after consulting a Feng Shui master. He faked his own death to break the curse that has plagued the women in our family."
"After my funeral, he secretly took me abroad for treatment. However, my father forbade me to contact anyone until... I was completely cured. Only then was he allowed to return home."
"I'm sorry, Xi, I've been lying to you, but I want to see you every day, every day, every day. For this reason, I'm trying my best to endure until my body finally recovers... From now on, we can always be together."
The girl with blue twintails said in a trembling voice.
Yanai, covering the girl's hand, shouted angrily, "So it was that old Deng's idea. No wonder, I knew at first glance that he was not a good person!"
The boy seemed a little angry about the fact that "Toyokawa Shoko" had deceived him, but the object of his anger was not his childhood sweetheart, but the person he should call father-in-law.
He just held the girl's hand tightly, his eyes suddenly reddened: "But, it's so good to see you again, Xiangzi. I miss you so much. Every night when I go to bed, you look just like when we used to play together..."
I can't even remember how I got through this time without you."
The boy sobbed softly, looking more excited than ever before.
Toyokawa Shoko...or rather Wakami who was pretending to be Shoko, just hugged the other person gently, waiting for Yanami to calm down.
Soon, he took a deep breath and said with a smile: "Hey, we should smile when we meet again, don't cry. By the way, SAKI-chan, I haven't seen you for a while. You look more mature. And... aren't you much taller than before?"
Then, the boy showed a slightly suspicious look.
Ruomai's body couldn't help but stiffen. She knew that her disguise was very crude. Her dress was based on Morimi's description and photos of Toyokawa Shoko. Even the memories between the two of them were not very clear. The excuse of her resurrection was full of loopholes. Anyone with a little normality would be confused.
"Damn it, we're all in puberty, why can you grow taller while you're being treated, but I still look the same..." Yanaijian shouted as if he was unwilling to give up.
Ruomai's heart trembled slightly, but it was not because she was happy that she was not exposed. On the contrary, for some unknown reason, she felt... a little sad.
"Because, Xi, you are already tall enough." Ruomai quickly smiled, just like the characters he played in the past.
But what is different from before is that the girlfriends she played in the past were all fictional, whether it was Meow Mengqin, Nagasaki Suyo, or Chihaya Aine, they were all fake and just her own fantasies.
Only Toyokawa Shoko is real. She has a past with Yana Miyuki that she is not aware of, and she has her own real joys, sorrows, anger and happiness.
Even Ruomai didn't know if his imitation was accurate enough.
But......
"Come on, Xiangzi, I'll show you around my house. This is the money I earned from performing at the LIVE HOUSE. Isn't it amazing?" Yanami said with a happy smile.
He seemed to have never doubted his identity.
Ruomai didn't say anything, but just smiled gently at the other person.
However, Yanai seemed to remember something and looked at Morimi who was sitting across from them and said, "Why are you still here?"
Big sister, if you interfere with others' love, you will be kicked, Yanaijian said casually.
Then, when Yanai saw that she was completely immersed in the happiness of regaining what she had lost, Senmi seemed to finally be unable to hold back and shouted with an ugly face: "Yanaimi, you..."
But before she could finish her words, Ruomai went to Senmei and held her hand, begging, "Sister Senmei, don't... please..."
When Senmei saw the girl's appearance, her heart softened for a moment. She felt very aggrieved. She was moved by the girl's sacrifice, but also felt that it was not worth it.
She now couldn't figure out whether she was a friend of Yana Miyuki or a friend of Yutenji Wakami.
Seeing her sorrowful look, Sen Mei was a little angry at her for not fighting back. He roughly shook her hand off and said, "How long are you going to play house with him?"
Ruomai pursed her lips slightly, then gave Senmei a silly smile.
The eldest sister immediately softened her heart, sighed, and left Yanami's house.
The boy was puzzled by this change and said, "Big Sister, is your period today? It's something worth celebrating."
Ruomai lowered his head for a moment, then raised his head and smiled. He walked to Yanami and said, "I'll tell you a secret, Xi..."
"Ah, what's the matter?"
"Actually, Sister Senmei has always wanted to play house with us."
"Huh?! How could that be? Every time we invited her before, she said it was too childish. Big Sister has always been a very cool person since she was young." Yanai said in silence.
But Ruomai smiled gently and said, "Because, Xi, you are stupid. She wants to play house with you, but she doesn't want to play with me, stupid Xi."
When saying this, Ruomai naturally played the role of Xiangzi, imitated Xiangzi, and even easily understood the subtleties.
It was as if she really was Toyokawa Shoko.
Yanaijian opened her eyes slightly, then said in a panic: "You... don't think too much, during the time you were away, I... at least I didn't run into the big sister, she is my half-brother, it's not like that at all.
There is only Xiangzi, the sun in my heart!"
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Hearing the boy's exaggerated expression of loyalty, Ruomai couldn't help laughing, but his heart felt... a little bitter.
There is only...Miss Xiangzi, the sun. That’s right.
She is not only Xi's sun, but also his moonlight.
If Miss Xiangzi were still alive, she would have no chance at all.
But fate played a trick on her, and now she has become "Toyokawa Shoko".
Yanai suddenly thought that although he had no memory, he had dated many girls during this period. Because at that time he only wanted to give up on himself and just thought that he would see her when he died. He didn't expect that fate would play such a joke on him.
But he soon calmed down. After all, he had no memory, and he had not had sex with other girls before the memory reset cycle. In other words... he was still a virgin, at least mentally, because he had not said anything from the bottom of his heart, and had not betrayed Xiangzi!
"I always feel that Xi is thinking about something very rude."
When Yanai saw Xiangzi's signature angry fake smile, she felt both nostalgic and panicked.
The next moment, the boy hugged his childhood sweetheart tightly and said in an unquestionable voice: "From now on, I will not look at any girl other than you."
Ruomai, who was almost suffocated by the embrace, had never felt so happy...and sad.
Chapter 58: Proposal (3,500 words)
The boy was excited for a long time before he gradually accepted the fact that his childhood sweetheart, who was supposed to have died, was resurrected.
Yutenji Wakami, who is dressed as Toyokawa Shoko, has never seen Yanami so... childish. He is a little naive and a little cute. He seems to be constantly expressing his longing for "her".
It even made Ruomai feel a little uncomfortable. After all, it was different from the past. Listening to the man she loved constantly talking about his love for other girls...
Even Ruomai didn't like this feeling, but she was Toyokawa Shoko after all. Perhaps to change the subject, she interrupted the other person and said, "Hey, Xi, can you sing a song for me? You must have created a lot of excellent songs while I was away."
Yanaijian paused for a moment, then casually flipped through the diary and found that there were indeed many songs that he had never seen before. He thought to himself, if every song represents a relationship experience of his, my god...he was a bit of a loser before that.
But he soon remembered the song "I Once Wanted to End It All". After all, he remembered this song without looking at the diary, and it was also written for Xiangzi.
But he said, "Hey, it's been a while since we played together. I'll play the guitar, Xiangzi, and you play the keyboard. I'll write the simple music for you now..."
But Yanami noticed that Xiangzi's expression became strange.
"What's wrong?"
"I...don't want to play the keyboard. Can I play with you on the drums?"
She also knew that Miss Xiangzi was good at playing the keyboard before, and she had practiced during the time she studied with Sister Senmei, but for some reason, she wanted to use the drum set more now.
Because...Ruomai and Miao Mengqin originally learned drums from Senmei.
The girl looked at Yanami with calm eyes. Why?
Obviously, he should have done something that was more consistent with Miss Xiangzi's past experience so that Yana Jianxi would believe it.
But now, she deliberately does some "out-of-line" behavior.
There was even a rebellious feeling in her heart, as if she was expecting the boy to say something like "You are not Xiangzi, who are you?"
"You can actually play the drums. Did you learn it while you were treating your illness? That's not bad. Xiaoxiang is really smart!"
It was obvious that Ruomai was deliberately doing some "unlucky" things, but Yanai Jianxi would still automatically rationalize her behavior without any doubt.
*
The night was as dark as water. In the afternoon, Yanaijian and Ruomai played together several times with great enthusiasm. Because she had experienced multiple identities, Ruomai was actually not unfamiliar with performing on the same stage with boys. Even her drum skills were partly due to the boy's guidance.
Although he doesn't remember any of this now.
In the deep night, inside the bedroom, two people lay on the bed with their clothes on.
Yanami gently hugged the girl and looked at her with satisfaction and cherishment.
His eyes were so sincere and passionate that the girl was torn between satisfaction and sadness.
"Um, Xi...don't you want to do it?" she whispered.
In the past, no matter whether it was Ruomai, Miaomeng or other girls, as long as the relationship was slightly confirmed, Yanai Jianxi would be eager to have physical relations with them.
It is no exaggeration to say that he is a greedy and lustful sea king and a scumbag.
But now the boy's eyes seemed very clear and warm, without the aggressive look that Ruomai was familiar with in the past, which wanted to swallow her in one bite.
Yanaijian shook his head gently and said, "Well, I'm satisfied just cuddling with you, Xiaoxiang. For the time being, I don't want to do that kind of thing."
In fact, it is a little difficult to say that although Yanami convinced himself that he was still a little chef in spirit, he knew that he was not, because there were so many songs as evidence that he had touched many girls.
Originally he didn't care at all, but now that Xiaoxiang has come back, he even feels a little inferior and thinks he is "dirty". He needs time to digest and accept it.
After all, Xiaoxiang is so precious to him that he doesn't want to have even the slightest thought of defiling her. He just wants to be together purely like their childhood sweethearts, even if it's just "playing house."
On the other side, Ruomai accurately captured the boy's emotions and thoughts, and a hint of enlightenment came to his mind.
In the past, boys always pursued physical relationships more to fill the spiritual gap, which is not much different from numbing themselves through racing, Sakai, etc.
But now, because of "her" presence, Xiangzi's existence once again fills the gap in Yanami's heart, and he is no longer obsessed with physical desires. On the contrary, being able to hug his beloved childhood sweetheart and enjoy the quiet time is the greatest happiness for him.
Just when Ruomai came to a conclusion that did not make her happy, she felt the hug becoming tighter. She looked at the boy with a little confusion.
"Have you..... heard about my recent situation from Sammi? I mean..."
"Memory reset, right? Sister Senmei told me, but no matter what Xi becomes, she is still Xi in my eyes, and I will always be with you." Ruomai said in a gentle voice.
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