Girl band, because of the shining heart

Knowing that the practices so far have been very good today, Minato Yuki is in a slightly better mood. When he saw Hikawa Sayaka's changeable expression, he wondered if she was too tired and in a bad state, so he decided to stop here for today.

"No, no, give me some time to clear my mind while I rest."

She shook her head to indicate that it was nothing, but the more she said this, the clearer the poster in her mind appeared in front of her.

At this time, the conversation on the other side also reached her ears.

"Hmm, you two who don't have sisters won't understand. A sister is the most handsome person, the one your younger sister admires the most."

“.......!”

When Hikawa Sayo heard this, she was stunned. Her mind began to recall her sister Hikawa Hina's admiration for her, and how she asked herself again and again, whether she was worthy of such admiration?

"Hey, wait a minute, did you lose Yuuki's handsomeness?"

Lisa Imai looked at Ako Ueda's proud expression and said with a chuckle.

"Of course the most handsome one is my sister, and the super super handsome one is Yukina-san."

Ako Uedagawa said this with admiration for the two of them.

So the emotions that Hikawa Sayo had been suppressing in her heart completely exploded.

“…That’s enough!!!”

She was like an angry lion, venting her anger.

Chapter 54: Split, Relaxed, and Embraced

Everyone looked at Hikawa Sayo in astonishment. This was the first time they saw Hikawa Sayo so angry.

"What are you talking about, sister? You obviously don't understand anything... How heavy is the burden of being admired!!!"

"You want to imitate everything! Don't you have your own ideas?!"

"If what my sister does is everything!"

"Doesn't that mean there's no need for a self?"

She immediately vented her inner dissatisfaction.

Minato Yuki on the side was looking at her in surprise. She originally thought that Hikawa Sayo was just like her, wanting to reach the top, but now it seems that the other party seems to want to prove something through her guitar skills.

She withdrew her gaze, because at this point, she was the same as Hikawa Sayo, and she had no right to say anything.

"...Saya? Could this be referring to Hinata?"

"...Hina?"

Minato Yukina was stunned for a moment. She remembered that she must have heard of this name before.

"--?!......I......"

At this moment, after recovering from venting her emotions, Hikawa Sayo's cheeks flushed slightly. She realized what she had just done and said.

"Ayako...I've been told that before."

The look on Hikawa Saya reminded Ueda Ako of what Hikawa Saya had said to her when she first went to ask to join the band.

"I didn't say anything wrong. If I did, then please answer me. Without mentioning your sister, what exactly does handsome mean to you?"

The other person's expression and tone made her feel uncomfortable at that time, and it is the same now.

"Saya-san, I'm...I'm sorry."

Ako Uedaguwa timidly apologized to Hikawa Saya. She felt that it might be because of what she had just said that Hikawa Saya was so angry.

But what she didn't know was that she was just an innocent person who accidentally stepped on a landmine and was affected.

So finally.

"Saya, I don't care what you're hiding, but please don't bring your private feelings into Roselia. Also, Saya, you can't concentrate on playing today, please go back."

Minato Yukina said so, but she knew that she was the least suitable person to say this, and even though Hikawa Saya seemed to be in bad condition today, her performance was still so perfect. She just wanted to find a reason to let Hikawa Saya leave and deal with her emotions.

"——! I have nothing to say. I'll take my leave now. I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

After hearing what Yukina Minato said, Hikawa Sayo also understood that nothing she could say in her current state would work. After joining the band, she said the same thing as Yukina Minato, that Roselia did not need personal feelings, but now......

She couldn't help but let out a wry smile, and finally put the guitar back into her bag, carrying it on her back before leaving the practice room and CIRCLE.

After she left, Uedagawa Ako thought it was her fault and felt guilty for saying something that made Hikawa Sayo hate her. Just when Lisa Imai wanted to comfort her, Minato Yukina said that the break time was over and it was time to continue practicing.

At dusk, the setting sun illuminated the streets. Hikawa Sayo was walking on the road with a guitar on her back, not knowing where to go for a moment.

Normally at this time she would be in the practice room practicing with everyone, but now, she left alone.

She looked up at the people coming and going on the street and began to think about where she should go.

Should I go home? What should I do now that I'm home? Should I just practice guitar? But...

Hina has also started practicing guitar. I think she will be able to surpass her with her talent, and surpass her elder sister whom she has always admired, right?

You even joined an idol band, probably wanting to debut as an idol? That's too much, you surpassed your sister so easily, but even so, you still admire your sister. Don't you know that there is nothing worth admiring about your sister?

If you don't want to go home, where should you go? To a fast food restaurant?

She felt hungry, but she didn't want to eat burgers and French fries at all.

I have no appetite at all.

So where else to go if not to a fast food restaurant?

Going to a music store?

The strings of my guitar were changed just yesterday and it had maintenance done just the day before, so there's really no point in going there, not to mention that the poster in the music store is such an eyesore.

Then is there anywhere else I can go?

She walked aimlessly in the commercial street, looking at the children playing together in the commercial street, and recalled her childhood.

At that time, no one compared her with Hikawa Hina, and the relationship between her and her sister was not as distant as it is now. She was still the older sister that her younger sister admired.

"Sister, wait for me!"

"Hehe, as long as you can run to my place, I'll give you this candy."

The elder sister who was teasing her younger sister with candy on the road turned around and said this, then accidentally bumped into Hikawa Sayo and fell to the ground.

"Ah, are you okay?"

After being hit like this, Hikawa Sayo came to her senses and quickly helped up her little daughter who had fallen to the ground.

"Yeah, it's okay, thank you, big sister."

"Wooooooooo, my sister's knees!"

At this time, the younger sister caught up and looked at the small scratch on her sister's knee, tears welled up in her eyes.

"Sister, I'm fine. But you caught up with me. So I'll give you this candy."

The elder sister smiled and shook her head, then handed the candy in her hand to her younger sister with a smile.

"But after my sister gave it to me, she no longer existed, right?"

"It's okay. As a sister, I just want my sister to be happy."

"Is it really okay?"

"It really doesn't matter. After all, my sister has been chasing me all the time. As a sister, I am very happy to be chased by my sister like this."

The two little guys left hand in hand, and Hikawa Sayo stared blankly at their backs.

She and Hina Hikawa had had such an experience before, but before they knew it, the younger sister had surpassed the older sister in every aspect. However, even so, the younger sister still admired her older sister.

"What...what?"

Gritting her teeth, Hikawa Sayo turned around, turned her back to the two little guys who were leaving in the sunset, and walked to the other side.

Deep in her heart, bitterness kept surging, seeping into her heart bit by bit.

She has been working hard to own a place that her sister dreams of, but her sister is always chasing after her.

No matter what it is, they can catch up quickly and surpass her. What qualifications does she have to make her sister look up to her? What else can she have that her sister can look up to?

Her sister's longing was like a mountain, pressing on her and her heart, making the string of reason taut. She just felt it was a burden.

She wandered aimlessly on the commercial street in the sunset.

She didn't raise her head until she smelled the scent of flowers.

This is an unnamed flower shop and she had just been here yesterday.

I also had dinner here and talked to the owner of the store about the past as she saw it.

She stared at the store blankly, tears welling up in her eyes. She needed someone to listen to her and someone she could talk to.

She could no longer suppress the sadness and pain she had been feeling for so long.

"Saya?"

A soft voice sounded behind her, and she was standing in the shadow in front of the flower shop under the setting sun.

Turning around, the other person was standing in the sunset, still with that gentle smile on his face, and his dark blue eyes were looking at him softly.

Something cold slid from the corner of my eye and dripped onto the ground.

There was something I couldn't say, my voice was choked with sobs and I couldn't speak.

There is something I want to touch, but I stop at this moment.

"Saya?"

Something is being watched, and both eyes are gentle.

A voice asked softly, calling out a name.

Something was touched, and my depressed heart was relieved at this moment.

She walked out from the shadows, hugged him tightly, and burst into tears.

He embraced from the sunset, like soft light, and comforted softly.

PS:...it's ooc, I've done it anyway.

PS: I found that the time I arranged was a little wrong again. Never mind. The plot will follow the timeline of the book.

PS: Why are my grades so bad? Is my writing so bad?

Chapter 55: The Upcoming Dinner

The wind under the setting sun blows through the tips of my hair, and the blue and black hair intertwine together, dancing lightly with the wind.

Tears wet her chest. Being hugged tightly, Jiuzhong Qianxiao lowered her head and softly whispered in Hikawa Sayo's ear to comfort her.

Perhaps it was because something had irritated her fragile nerves, and the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time overwhelmed her like a tide.

As the sluice gates opened, sadness and tears flowed out.

After a long time, before the last ray of light disappeared at dusk and the night rose from the other side of the horizon, the Glacier Night finally stopped.

But her hands were still tightly holding Jiuchong Qianxiao, with no intention of letting go.

"Saya, what's wrong?"

"I'm sorry, I just..."

Her voice was choked and hoarse, unable to utter anything. She rested her head tightly on Jiuzhong Qianxiao's shoulder, not knowing what to say. After venting her emotions, she didn't know how to face the person who was holding her gently.

The faint floral scent lingered around her nose, and the warm feeling of being embraced in his arms made her extremely greedy. Her heart, which had been suffocated by the pressure, was surrounded by warmth at this moment and gradually relaxed.

I don't understand.

Obviously, today was her third time meeting Jiuzhong Qianxiao, but she was willing to show such a vulnerable side to him.

Maybe it's because you feel that the other person is reliable and you feel at ease, or maybe it's because you have confided in him before and you think he can understand.

Or maybe it's because she has almost no friends.

After becoming estranged from Hikawa Rinna, she no longer had any intention of making friends. She just wanted to find the differences between herself and Hikawa Rinna through her own efforts, and gradually, she began to become alone.

The current band members are just members of the band, not friends. She needs to use this band to prove herself. In other words, in her heart, the current band is just a tool, not a friend.

Only Jiuchong Qianxiao.