I, Tomoya Aki, am not a bootlicker

But it’s almost over, at least this road can still be continued.

Moreover, the comfort brought by Aki Tomoya at this time also made her feel much more balanced.

There is still so much time, just take your time, there is no need to rush.

"I am definitely worried about you, and you have been refusing to tell me the truth, which is what has been worrying me."

It was impossible for Aki Tomoya not to be worried. He could clearly feel that the other party was a little disappointed, and he couldn't ignore it.

Besides, as her boyfriend, isn't it normal to be worried?

"...To be honest, there is basically nothing to look forward to. All I can say is that I will try harder next time."

"You're saying such discouraging things again. It hasn't even been released yet. And since you've already gone through this, the result may not be any worse. You might as well wait and see."

The most terrible thing for a writer is to begin to lose confidence in his or her work.

At least you need to have a full understanding of your own things. Even if you know the result, it’s okay to simply lack confidence, instead of trying to understand why it’s not good and just getting stuck in it.

Aki Tomoya's words cheered up Kudo Sayaka a little.

"That's right. It can't be that bad. At least it's passed the review of the publishing house. It's basically a passing grade. Let's wait and see if there will be some surprises!"

After thinking about it this way, I suddenly felt a lot better.

It’s not that bad. Instead of feeling sorry for yourself right now, you might as well wait and see if there are any surprises.

I'm just a little unwilling.

After all, the new work also took her a lot of effort.

But someone told her in high school that hard work does not guarantee success.

There are many people in this world who are better than her, many people who are better and work harder than her, and there are also many people who work harder than her and even those who are not as good as her now.

"There's something on your head. Lower your head a little and I'll help you get it off."

Kudo Sayaka suddenly raised her head and pointed at the end of Aki Tomoya's hair.

Amaki Tomoyuki didn't think much about it and slowly lowered his head as Kudo Sayaka said.

The next second, what Aki Tomoya felt was not the other party's hand, but a close contact with Kudo Sayaka.

When Kudo Sayaka put down her slightly raised foot, Aki Tomoya said with a surprised look, "Do you always like to surprise people like this?"

"Don't you like it?"

Chapter 382 You'd better die

That was Sayaka Kudo's first kiss, and also his first kiss.

Just like last time, it came so suddenly that no one was prepared.

It was also because of this that when they sent Kudo Sayaka home in the evening, both of them were reluctant to leave.

Savoring the touch on my lips, this one lingered longer than the last time it touched my cheek.

I never thought that such a surprise would happen.

That heart-pounding feeling still remains in my heart.

When he got home, Tomoya Aki still couldn't forget Sayaka Kudo's embarrassed face.

"It looks like something good happened to you, Renye!"

In the living room, the drunken father noticed the movement at the door, turned around and saw the lustful expression of Tomoya Aki.

As a father who had experienced that kind of look, he knew it very well and couldn't help but make fun of it.

"It's a rare break and you drink like this. You should go to bed early."

When he noticed that his father's face was red from alcohol, An Yilun knew what he had done before he came back.

It is understandable that on days when you are not sent on business trips by the company, you can have a few drinks with your friends.

"Speaking of which, Renye, you're almost twenty, and you're almost old enough to drink. How about we hold a coming-of-age ceremony then?"

"If you want me to accompany you, I have no objection."

People are officially considered adults at the age of 20, and only at this age can they drink alcohol and buy cigarettes in convenience stores.

Of course, there are many people who do these things before the age of 20. As long as no one reports it, there will be no problem. But if it is reported, you will not be able to avoid trouble.

Akitomo had no objection to his father's suggestion that they have a couple of drinks when the time comes.

It's okay to have a few drinks, just to keep him company.

"I heard from mom that you've started dating someone. If you run out of money, you must tell me. Don't force yourself. Dating is very expensive!"

It sounds like my father had experienced this before.

In response, Akitomo just nodded and followed the instructions of his drunk father.

"By the way, adolescent children like you may end up making mistakes, so protective measures must be taken. Some people nowadays have no sense of responsibility at all!"

The father started talking more and more, and even wanted to give his son a good health education lesson.

He also reminded Aki Tomoya that everyone can understand the awakening of puberty, but some measures must be taken, especially being prepared to take responsibility.

This topic made Aki Tomoya immediately want to end it.

"You've drunk too much, you'd better go upstairs and rest!"

Akitomo looked at his father, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

It's already related to that aspect of things.

Under the influence of alcohol, I really felt that my father could say anything.

In order to stop this, Akitomo hurriedly began to persuade his father to go to rest.

If we continue talking about this, the topic may become inappropriate for children.

After being stopped by Aki Tomoya, his father kept his mouth shut and muttered something in a low voice.

"You should also go to bed early, Renye, don't worry about me... By the way, if you have the chance, please introduce your girlfriend to us!"

At the end, my father laughed.

Aki Tomoya looked at him helplessly as he was drunk, stayed with him for a while and then went upstairs.

……

After the break, when he returned to school, Tomoya Aki was still immersed in other things and didn't even think about Takagi going to the social gathering.

However, after Takagi walked into the classroom with a dark face, Aki Tomoya and Majima naturally remembered this incident.

Judging from that guy's expression, it seems that he is not having a very good time at the social gathering.

Tomoya Aki and Majima said nothing, just looked at Takagi quietly.

They wanted to comfort him at first, but they were afraid of upsetting this guy, so they just looked at him quietly, waiting for him to speak out.

Gao Mu did not disappoint the two. After being stared at for a long time, he could no longer hold back and could only say, "If you two want to laugh, you can laugh now!"

This look of self-abandonment shows that he really didn't achieve any results at the social gathering and returned with complete failure.

Both of them sighed when they heard this, and there was sympathy for Takagi in their eyes.

What else can I say?

Is this guy unlucky, or is it that he has too picky a taste and too unique a vision, so he can't find a suitable one.

I didn't go to any social gathering with him, and I don't know how Gao Mu got to the social gathering.

It's hard for him to come back now with a frustrated look on his face.

"Takagi-kun, we will never laugh at you!"

Aki Tomoya looked at Takagi Sai seriously.

They would never use Takagi's scar to make fun of this person.

They are friends, and friends would never do such hurtful things.

However, for the time being, they couldn't find any words of comfort to say to this person.

"Your act of anticipating this is already the greatest harm to me!"

Gao Mu looked at them depressedly.

These two people had clearly anticipated the outcome for him. He would rather Aki Tomoya and Majima start making fun of him now, as this would make him feel much better.

Now the sympathy of the two seemed more like pity to him.

This pity made Gao Mu feel so small and pitiful.

Takagi was indeed proud in his heart, but he felt extremely frustrated about this matter.

At this time, Tomoya Aki and Majima didn't say anything, but each of them silently put a hand on Takagi's shoulder, as if to give him the strength to cheer up.

"Takagi-kun, why don't you tell me, is it that others look down on you, or is it that you look down on others?"

After a while, Aki Tomoya asked a very important question.

First, he needs to determine whether the problem is internal or external.

"...I don't know why. When I got there, I had no idea which girl to talk to. They were all pretty, but there was always something missing... It was that kind of... Do you understand? It was that kind of feeling..."

"Heart-pounding?"

"Yes, that's it. I really just need a girl who can make my heart beat fast!"

Takagi said this and slapped the table excitedly.

He felt that he didn't have any requirements, he just wanted to find a girl who could make his heart beat fast.

As long as he meets a girl who can make his heart beat fast, he will pursue her without hesitation and spare no effort, and he is very confident that he can get her.

But after looking at so many girls, Takagi just felt that something was missing.

It would be annoying without that heart-pounding feeling.

The girls at college socials are basically all good-looking and have good qualities, and there aren't any ugly ones. After all, the level of the occasion determines everything.

However, Takagi was surprised to find that, just as Aki Tomoya said, running there was like looking for a needle in a haystack.

It is not difficult to find a girl who can make your heart beat fast.

"You've worked so hard, but you can't even find a girl who can make your heart beat..."

So, it’s the internal factors!

It’s not that Takagi is not strong enough, but that there is no girl who can make him take action. Without motivation, it’s all in vain no matter how much effort he puts into thinking.

If there was a girl who could make Takagi take action, this man wouldn't be sitting here with a dejected look on his face.

"I actually want to ask you, what kind of girls do you like?"

At this time, Tomoya Aki asked the question that was of most concern at the moment.

The internal factor is that this guy hasn't seen anyone who suits his eyes, so what kind of girls does he like?

It would be easy if I knew what type of person Takagi likes.

At least they can help look around and ask if there is anyone suitable around their girlfriends.

However, Takagi has not revealed any of his goals to them yet, so even if he wants to help, he can’t!

"What kind of..."

Gao Mu gradually frowned.

After talking about this, Gao Mu had to think about it seriously.

The two good friends next to him obviously wanted to give him some advice. Since they were willing to help, he couldn't just do it perfunctorily.

"The beautiful girl type? No, that's not right. There was someone like that last night... The cool and aloof queen type... Hey, what is that?"

But after thinking for a long time, he hummed and groaned for a long time, but he just couldn't say it definitely.

Tomoya Aki and Majima were sweating as they listened.

This person doesn't even know what type he likes, and yet he wants to rely on socializing to find the right one. I'm really impressed.

"Takagi-kun, has there never been a girl who made your heart beat fast before?"