I, Tomoya Aki, am not a bootlicker

Aki Tomoya looked at Kudo Sayaka with a headache.

Then the other party nodded calmly.

Seeing this, just when Aki Tomoya was about to explode, the latter immediately put his hands together and stopped Aki Tomoya as if begging for mercy.

"I know what you want to say, but what I want to say is that it's not that I want to be lazy!"

"So what are you trying to do? You don't want me to find you a story, do you?"

"No, no, no, actually I've already thought of a topic, but I haven't put pen to paper yet!"

Kudo Sayaka argued.

However, no matter how she explained it now, Akitomo had already seen the guy's current predicament.

I am a person who wants to write a new book, but because I have no idea what to do, I may be going crazy at this moment.

Simply put, I lack inspiration and feel lost.

Tomoya Aki looked with pity at Sayaka Kudo, who was lying on the table with her hands clasped together and begging.

What a poor writer.

I was born to create, but now I am troubled by creation and even come to others for help.

"I really can't stand you, but at the same time you've confirmed to me that not everyone can be a full-time writer. It's better to just live off one book for the rest of your life!"

There is no hope, just wait to die!

As if he had heard such a message from Tomoya Aki's words, the latter's face was instantly filled with despair.

I said I was going to write a new book, but I wasn’t able to write it as freely as I did with the first one.

My debut work was quite easy to write because it was about my personal experiences.

Now it’s starting to become a headache to construct a world entirely based on imagination.

"If I could, I would also like to live on one book for the rest of my life. Although I do have that hope, it is obviously not the case now, so you know!"

Sayaka Kudo said that she seemed to have become like a senior student in the upper grades, who could write whatever she thought of.

But everyone is obviously different.

She is clearly not a genius in terms of creation.

Fortunately, she wrote a book based on past stories and earned some royalties, but now facing the pain of lack of inspiration, Sayaka Kudo can't be proud at all.

"The path of a professional writer is not that easy. Can you become a qualified doctor all of a sudden like you did, An Yi?!"

"Kudo, this is not a good thing. You were not like this when you were making grand statements about your ambitions!"

Aki Tomoya complained mercilessly.

The latter wrinkled his nose, looking aggrieved.

Seeing how pitiful she was, An Yilun thought for a moment, then asked, "Have you ever thought about what to write?"

"I've thought of a lot of them, but most of them were rejected. The editor told me that if I want to come up with new works, I should think them through carefully first."

After hearing her words, Akito Tomoya felt that she was really pitiful.

It’s not that she doesn’t have ideas, it’s just that her ideas are too simple.

"The advice the editor gave me was to do market research."

"Isn't this a clear instruction for you? The market is very important. Give me another copy of "Hot Girls at the Bottom" 2!"

"It's not that simple. Inspirational stories are indeed popular, but they have already been written. It's not easy to write a more realistic story than that!"

Perhaps it is because the work was adapted from her own experience and was real enough and immersive enough that Sayaka Kudo felt her debut work went so smoothly.

But at this stage, she also knows that it is not easy to write a better story than that.

Besides, isn't it a bit inappropriate to start living off past achievements now?

"The editor said I could try my hand at mystery fiction, but I don't think I can write that."

Kudo Sayaka said this with an awkward smile.

reasoning……

Let her go. Once she gets better at writing, she can try that aspect.

"So what do you want to write?"

"Romance?"

"To put it simply, it's for girls. It's not impossible, but what does your editor say?"

“See what the story looks like when it’s written!”

Ultimately, it all depends on how she writes.

Akitomo sighed.

“For example, describing the friendship between bad boys, strengthening their bond through fighting, and adding a love entanglement with the heroine along the way!”

"What kind of romance is this? The romance you're talking about seems to be a little different from what I understand as romance!"

"The kind of romance that involves crying and wailing, and life and death. Oh! I have goosebumps!"

Chapter 330: Eyes Full of Murder

The word "bad boy" reminded Tomoya Aki of the time when Sayaka Kudo was still a hot girl JK.

I still remember the blonde hair when we first met.

Romance novel.

what!

Or novels about youth, about love, and about the bonds of friendship.

Speaking of romance, Tomoya Aki is more inclined to understand it as the latter type, because to be honest, the romance he imagined is a little different from Sayaka Kudo!

"Write some classic plot!"

Aki Tomoya said the same to Kudo Sayaka.

The debut work I wrote last year had a classic plot, didn’t it?

The poor student who started from a low point worked hard in the last two years and was admitted to Keio University.

To be honest, stories like this are still very popular in Neon.

"I've already said that I won't write that kind of thing again. Besides, it's about our own affairs. It's impossible to come up with something out of thin air and be so good at it!"

But such a proposal was rejected immediately.

Sayaka Kudo knew that instead of writing that type of work again, it would be better to try something else. Even if it failed, she could still make up for it.

Tomoya Aki probably understood what Sayaka Kudo was thinking, and he complained quietly in his heart.

"Kudo, you are such a trouble."

"Girls aren't all this troublesome."

"Just deny it to me."

"So, An Yi, the theme of delinquent boys that I thought of is correct!"

I'm still obsessed with the delinquents. If Sayaka Kudo could create a delinquent like Genji Takiya, Tomoya Aki would be willing to express her admiration.

However, she only talked about the friendship and love entanglements between bad guys, which made it difficult for Akitomo Tomoya to imagine what kind of story it would be.

"What kind of melody do you want?"

“Bullying.”

Kudo Sayaka's reply surprised Aki Tomoya.

The style of the painting changed so quickly that he couldn't react.

He looked at Sayaka Kudo carefully but did not comment immediately.

The latter couldn't help laughing when he was stared at like that.

"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like this all of a sudden?"

Kudo Sayaka was all smiles.

Facing Tomoya Aki's gaze at this moment, she smiled shyly.

"No, I just didn't expect you to write something so profound..."

The topic of school bullying is definitely not uncommon in Japan.

During the peak period of suicide in Japan every year, students who commit suicide due to bullying are also included.

A novel written with this as the melody cannot simply be said to be a work about friendship, love, and bonds.

The word "bullying" cannot be said to be sensitive in Japan. It should be said that it makes people feel angry at their lack of resistance and sad at their misfortune.

The overall depressing social atmosphere breeds a series of bullying, led by cold violence.

There is not only school bullying, but also a lot of power bullying in the workplace.

Of course, what people see more is bullying in schools.

"What do you mean by depth? It's just because I've experienced it myself and I feel I can write about it."

Sayaka Kudo waved her hand and the smile on her face faded a little.

The bullying I experienced was not as serious as physical violence, it was just simple cold violence.

Being isolated in the class and having no friends.

It happened in primary school.

It was precisely because that was something she experienced at the beginning of her growth that it had a great impact on her.

This was the first time that Tomoya Aki knew of such a thing.

"Don't talk about such heavy topics. It reminds me of bad memories..."

"You talk as if you've been through this, too!"

Sayaka Kudo snorted again after she finished speaking.

She looked at Tomoya Aki and gradually saw a bitter smile in the other's eyes.

"You're lying. You're going to be bullied?!"

"I want to return this sentence to you intact!"

That's what he wanted to say.

At the beginning, the impression of the hot girl was too deep, and Akitomo could not have imagined that Sayaka Kudo had experienced school bullying in the past.

As for what he said, he would never forget what happened in elementary school.

"What made you start thinking that otakus are becoming popular in Neon?"

Tomoya Aki suspected that Sayaka Kudo had forgotten that he had said that he was a otaku in the past.

"I almost forgot. It's all because you made such a good first impression on me!"

Kudo Sayaka smiled sheepishly.

She had forgotten about this.

It should be said that except for that time when Tomoya Aki said that he used to be a otaku, Sayaka Kudo had never seen any trace of otaku in Tomoya Aki.

Most of the time, she saw the boy next to her who was ten times more focused than her and who would often use actions to discourage her, no, to motivate her.

"But that was only in elementary school. I made friends right away after I arrived at Minglan."

After Sayaka Kudo was admitted to the Minglan Girls' School, which provided direct admission to university, it was also the beginning of her letting go of herself and even giving up on herself.

She had the opportunity to become an excellent student in Minglan Girls' School, one of the three most prestigious schools for girls, but she did not regret making a few friends who helped her get out of the shadows.

Likewise, she is very grateful to the people around her for supporting her in preparing for the Keio University entrance exam.

"Elementary school... this delicate period is the same!"