I, the horse racing girl, really didn’t sprint!

The stars are shining, the golden generation: Congratulations on the end

This book took me nearly two years to write on and off. When I first started writing, I knew very little about Uma Musume. I had only watched the first and second seasons of the anime, and then I started writing with great enthusiasm.

Many friends have supported this book, and the performance of this book is much better than the previous one, which makes me feel quite proud.

But after all, my writing skills are still not good enough and I made a big mistake. Many people scolded me, but also many people spoke up for me.

To be honest, after looking at the comments section at that time, I seemed to have lost the motivation to continue writing, but I felt sorry for my friends who were still reading the book, so I gritted my teeth and continued writing.

Well, it's very stiffly written.

If the appearance of Tokai Chou in the first season of Umamusume brought people running with joy, then I felt at that time that it was my responsibility to continue writing and finish this book.

However, it was still intermittent and delayed for a long time.

Sometimes when I pick up the pen again, I always think about where I was before, what characters and personalities I had, and what else I haven’t done.

So I carefully drafted another outline.

I thought that if I wrote it completely, maybe it would be 200 million words?

There are daily routines, my own games, my teammates' games, and American games that should be written in a separate volume.

But I ended up skipping that and just skipping the daily stuff and writing about a few games.

When you write a lot about the competition, you will feel tired, and you will feel tired of the language when writing about the competition.

Because after the summer camp, Barbatos is invincible among active players, and the game is smooth.

I really like those pseudo-invincible works. I see that they can solve the problems they encounter just right, and will not make readers feel bored. They can still read with relish, but this is something I can't do.

Finally, it stopped here.

From the initial passion to the ultimate responsibility that needed to be fulfilled, I could no longer focus on the story.

It can only be regarded as a snake's tail behind a tiger's head.

During the period of delaying the update, I also tried to write new books. There are two of them, one is "Cat Standing" and the other is "Get Up". Both of them were abandoned before they were signed. Because every time when I updated, there would be a voice telling me that this book, the story of Barbatos, is not finished yet. Am I worthy of my readers?

When I think about updating, I always pick up the pen and put it down again. Sometimes I will smoke a cigarette and think about how to write. It seems to have become a job. I no longer have the ambition to update a certain number of words in a day, but I still have the feeling that I should write it this way, and I feel that it will look terrible if I write it this way.

Actually, I know that the ending is poorly written, but I posted it. If I think about it more and delete and cut more, maybe it will be like this.

This book is finished, and I have so many new stories in my mind that I am thinking of changing my pseudonym and continuing to write. Well, I want to write another story about horse racing girls.

This time I want to lay a solid foundation, keep myself interested, and have endless energy to fantasize and outline the story that follows.

If the next book has an average subscription of 1000, I will come back and write a sequel about Barbatos, and tell everyone that I have opened a smurf account to publish a new book and promote it myself.

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