mygo, but Cthulhu

Misaki asked eagerly, while Arisaki smiled wryly.

"You really want to know? If you get involved it means Kokoro and the others will get involved too. Do you want them to get into trouble like Satomi did?"

"..."

Misaki froze in place, while Ushigome Yuri shrugged.

"That being said, if Misaki goes back like this, her teammates will definitely notice something is wrong, and then Genmaki and the others will find out... Misaki, call them first and ask them to go back. We will explain everything to you slowly, and it won't be too late for you to make a decision after we've finished listening."

Chapter 122 Painful Discovery

Looking at the information in her hand, Hailing couldn't help but frown. She stared at the brains of the criminals that showed obvious wounds after the autopsy, and pursed her lips thoughtfully.

After learning that Du Juan had intentions towards Li Xi, she immediately went to the police station to investigate, only to discover the case of Li Xi and her sister being kidnapped more than ten years ago... While she was furious, she also saw these obvious signs that something was wrong.

"According to the information, these guys rushed straight up when they were discovered... Did they control it?"

She muttered to herself thoughtfully, and at the same time realized something. She quickly took out her phone and began to check the photos of the bodies of the slaughtered gang members.

As she guessed, some of the corpses also had wounds on their brains, but it looked more like torture than control. The murderer of her father was most likely Dujuan, who was also involved in the kidnapping of Lixi and the others... What exactly was its intention towards Lixi?

"Ding,"

Just as Hailing was puzzled, her cell phone suddenly rang. She subconsciously took it out and was surprised to see that the caller ID was actually Li Xi. She immediately answered the call with a bad feeling.

"Lixi, are you okay now? Are you in danger?"

"I'm not in danger. It's my sister. She left... Hailing, please help me. My sister will be killed by Ms. Tsuzuki! Please, help me!"

"Calm down, Lixi, I will definitely help you. Now tell me what happened? What happened to your sister?"

Hearing the sobbing voices around her, Hailing couldn't help but make a serious promise. Lixi also suppressed his sobs a little at this time and began to explain intermittently.

"After I got home today, my sister suddenly told me everything. She is actually Dujuan. She devoured the infant Shiina Maki and became my sister... But even so, I don't think she is a monster! Now she left home to avoid getting me involved, and I can't find her anywhere. Please, Hailing, help me!"

"..."

Hearing Li Xi's words, Hai Ling couldn't help but be stunned. She opened her mouth subconsciously, but she had completely forgotten the comfort and assurance she had prepared.

Lixi's sister... is Dujuan? Does that mean her sister is the one who killed my father? The one who made me bear so much guilt?

Hailing suddenly couldn't hear Lixi's voice at this moment. She felt that the world around her was instantly covered with a layer of gray despair. She put down her phone dejectedly and suddenly felt that everything was so ridiculous.

She'd been tracking the case for so long, and it turned out that Riki's sister was the murderer... So, what should she do now? Even if Maki was a monster, Riki still cared about her. Should she kill Riki's sister to get revenge?

... Hailing didn't know. Rather, she began to doubt whether all this was real. Why was fate so cruel? Why did it have to make her endure this?

"...Lixi,"

In a trance, she suddenly heard herself speaking, her voice was so hoarse that she surprised herself, low and full of fatigue,

"You should know that your sister killed many people, right?"

"...I know, I feel pain about this, but Hailing... I can't just watch her die because of this. She is my sister after all, and she still loves me until now."

Li Xi was silent for a moment, then spoke slowly with some pain, and her words seemed to cut Hai Ling's heart like a sharp knife.

She closed her eyes tightly, and the bloody scene she saw when she returned home that day seemed to reappear in front of her eyes, as well as the countless innocent people covered in blood that she had killed, and the Happy Birthday reflected on the screen in despair.

"...Lixi, I hope you understand that even if you are willing to protect her, her sins will not disappear."

Hailing spoke softly and tremblingly,

"She may have had compelling reasons, but she certainly killed many innocent people. Even so, are you willing to continue to stay by her side?"

Hailing longs to hear Lixi's affirmation, but is also afraid of it. After all, in terms of sin, she is no different from Zhenxi... If Lixi can accept her, does it mean that Lixi can also accept what he has done?

"Hailing... I know that what I said is very unfair to those who were killed by my sister. I also know that it is despicable for me to choose to protect her, but I really can't judge her because she is my sister."

Li Xi sighed deeply. In the pain, she gradually strengthened her will.

"I care more about the people around me than the innocent lives I've never met... If Aiyin accidentally loses control and kills a passerby, I will help her cover it up. If Deng

I've devoured another person unconsciously, and I won't blame her for it. I'll even try to hide it... I'm dirty, right? I know I'm disgusting, but I have to protect my teammates. For them, I'm willing to be so dirty. "

"I see... I understand your thoughts, Lixi."

Hailing took a deep breath and nodded vigorously with a complicated expression.

"I will go find your sister right away, and I will also try my best to prevent the president from finding her... When all this is over, there is something I want to tell you."

"Well, when this is all over, let's find a time to meet and talk."

Li Xi nodded slightly, and Hai Ling hung up the phone silently. She stared at the phone screen in a daze, her heart torn by pain and joy, and she could hardly breathe.

She still couldn't decide whether to kill Shiina Maki or not...but Ritsu's answer made her understand that she probably didn't care about what she did. Ritsu was a selfish person, and Hailing loved this about her.

So... can she accept her own filthiness?

At this moment, Hailing couldn't help but think of this. She pursed her lips in a complicated manner. A moment later, her cell phone suddenly rang again. The sender was the old lady she often took care of.

"Hailing... the doctor said my condition has suddenly worsened. I feel so bad now. I think I'm going to die... At this last moment, I want to see you one last time. Can you come to the hospital?"

"What a coincidence..."

Hailing looked at the message and couldn't help but sigh. She hesitated for a moment because of the tight time, but the guilt made her decide to go find the old lady.

"As long as we move quickly, there should be no problem, right?"

Chapter 123 Want to Survive

As she walked into the hospital, Hailing suddenly felt that the atmosphere was a little strange. She looked around and found that many family members of the people she had killed were here. They looked depressed and had a certain madness. When they saw her gaze, they turned around quickly, as if they were afraid that she would discover something.

How strange...are they all here?

Hailing felt something was wrong, but the sense of urgency made her not think too much about it. She quickly found the ward and pushed the door open.

"Grandma, how are you now? I rushed here as soon as I received the news."

"Ah, it's Hailing."

The old woman's body stiffened for a moment, then she slowly pushed the wheelchair and turned to look at her. Her face was slightly distorted, as if she was trying hard to suppress something, and her hands were hidden under her hospital gown, holding something.

"I'm so glad you're here. I feel like I'm about to die, but I still want to see you one last time... You've been taking the trouble to take care of me, an old woman, these past few days. I'm so grateful, but unfortunately, I have nothing to repay you with."

"You don't need to repay me, I just want to help you."

Hailing shook her head. Although the old woman looked strange, the guilt made her unwilling to think badly of the always kind old woman... Maybe it was just because of her illness.

She approached the old woman, lowered her head, and her body trembled slightly. Her old voice was hoarse.

"Hailing, I don't want to be surrounded by doctors and nurses at the last moment, and I'm not interested in seeing anyone else... Good girl, can you tell me why you took care of me like this?"

"I've already said it, I've always felt guilty about accidentally bumping into you that day, so of course I have to help you as much as possible. This is nothing to me."

Hailing shook her head slightly, but at the same time she suddenly noticed that the old woman was crying quietly. As her tears fell, she suddenly raised her head, her old face twisted with hatred.

"You damn liar!"

Her old body burst out with tremendous strength at this moment. While holding Hailing tightly with one hand, she quickly took out the fruit knife hidden in her arms with the other hand and stabbed her neck frantically.

Hai Ling subconsciously raised her hand to grab the blade. In shock, she felt a sharp pain in her palm, and blood filled her fingers. The old woman was still staring at her madly.

"You damn murderer! They all told me! You killed my granddaughter! You killed her! She was so young, how could you have the heart to do that to her, you beast, beast!"

"..."

Hai Ling was completely speechless for a moment, and the severe pain could not dispel the dizziness in her mind. At the same time, she heard many footsteps rushing to the door. They wanted to open the door and rush in, but because she was in the habit of locking the door, they just kept banging on the door with crazy curses. The door was actually gradually bent by their completely unreasonable force, and it was obvious that it could not hold for too long.

Hailing felt a chill at this moment, and the sins she had carefully hidden suddenly appeared before her eyes... She did have a pistol on her, but the old man's grip on her was also extraordinary. If she wanted to get away, she had to kill her.

...She had always done this, but was she going to kill others to save her own life? Was she going to continue this despicable behavior?

The heavy guilt made Hailing breathless. Amid the hysterical curses of the old woman and the people outside, she thought of the terrified little girl. She thought of all the innocent people who died at her hands. They must have been eager to pay with their lives, just like these people who hated her.

In her hesitation, Hailing couldn't help but relax her strength little by little, and the tip of the fruit knife got closer and closer to her throat. The cold and sharp feeling gradually approached, but Hailing seemed to see her own relief.

She has been so tired all the time... It seems that dying here would be a good thing. At least she won't have to feel guilty anymore and can sleep without thinking about anything. Everything in this world will have nothing to do with her, and she can rest to her heart's content.

...Should I just give up?

Hailing asked herself softly in her heart. The fruit knife came closer and closer as the strength in her hand relaxed, and Hailing couldn't help but close her eyes.

Then, she suddenly remembered... Lixi would accept her, even if she was full of sin, but Lixi was also a selfish person, she would not hate herself, she would still be willing to accompany her.

And... she wanted to live, even now, even though she was guilty, she still wanted to live. She didn't want to die. If she died, she would never see Lixi again. If she died, she would never be able to chat with Lixi again, or put milk jelly on her head when she was sleepy... She didn't want to die!

"Sorry, grandma."

Hailing gritted her teeth and suddenly opened her eyes. She increased her strength to push the fruit knife back. With her other hand, she took out the pistol from her pocket, firmly opened the safety button, loaded the gun, and pointed it at the ferocious old man.

"I'm a scumbag, and I can't explain anything to you... But I want to live, even if I have to be a beast, I still want to live."

"Go to hell, ahhhhhhhh!"

"boom!"

The old man screamed wildly, while Hailing gritted her teeth and pulled the trigger hard. The bullet pierced the old man's head. The unnaturally withered arm finally lost its strength amidst the splattering blood. Hailing broke free from her control, and she had just taken a few seconds to catch her breath when the door, which had been bent to the limit, could no longer hold on, and a crowd of crazy people with weapons rushed in.

"Trouble,"

Hailing sighed while bandaging the wound on her hand, opened the window without hesitation and jumped out. Fortunately, it was only the second floor, and she rolled over.

The impact was relieved in an instant.

"Catch her! Catch her!"

The crowd roared wildly. Their bodies were as severely shriveled as the old woman's, but their deformed bodies could still burst out with powerful strength. They jumped out of the windows one after another frantically, fell to the ground without any force relief, but seemed to feel no pain and quickly got up and rushed towards Hailing.

"Bang bang bang,"

She raised her gun and fired continuously, bullets piercing their limbs, but only a few fell, and more crazy people still rushed forward without fear.

"damn it,"

Hailing nimbly dodged a man's slash and rushed through the corridor hoping to seek help from the hospital security, but at this moment she suddenly discovered that there was no one else in the entire hospital except her and the attackers, and all the entrances and exits had been locked tightly... It seemed that someone was eager to kill her.

The wound on her palm was still extremely painful, and her physical strength was rapidly consumed as she ran away. Hailing was breathing rapidly, and sweat was slowly dripping from her chin, but her will was clearer and firmer than ever before.

After accepting her own ugliness, she no longer felt pain about her sins. Her goal was clear: she wanted to survive and see Lixi again.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

Hailing broke the glass and grabbed the fire axe. While screaming, she turned around and split the head of one of the pursuers with force. Brain and blood splattered everywhere. At this moment, Hailing seemed to see something rushing out of the corpse, but she had no time to care about this. She raised her pistol and continued to fire the few remaining bullets.

"Bang, bang, bang... click,"

Soon all the bullets were used up. Hailing couldn't help but smile bitterly. She shook her head and quickly dodged a chopping blow. The trembling of her body reminded her of the consumption of her physical strength, but she could only continue to swing the axe.

In order to avoid being surrounded, Hailing had to expend a lot of energy to keep going around in circles. She tried to make a phone call, but the situation was so urgent that she couldn't even do that, and could only desperately hold on.

After chopping down who knows how many people, Hai Ling finally couldn't hold on and fell to her knees. Her vision was blurred, her body was convulsing, and all she could see were corpses on the ground. But even so, the remaining people still showed no fear. Their shrunken bodies twitched, and their stiff and twisted faces still stared at Hai Ling, surrounding her with weapons.

"Ahem... Looks like I'm really going to die here."

Hai Ling sighed. In her final moments, she felt only deep regret. After all, she hadn't even seen Li Xi for the last time, and she was about to die like this...

She couldn't help but close her eyes, but the next moment, she suddenly heard another familiar voice.

"Hailing, are you okay?"

Chapter 124 Mu's Rescue

"Mu? The one on your collarbone?"

Hailing reluctantly turned her head and unexpectedly saw Ruoye Mu, who shouldn't be here. She also immediately noticed the yellow mark on her collarbone, and Mu calmly pointed at it.

"Because of its tip, I knew you were in danger... Is this a trap for you?"

"Yeah, I don't know how you got in, but if you can't handle the situation, it's best to run away."

Hai Ling struggled to get up from the ground, while Ruo Yemu looked at the others who were slowly approaching without changing her expression. She thought for a moment, then raised her hand and pointed it at them. The yellow mark on her collarbone glowed.

"It's okay, Hailing. It has given me some knowledge, and now I have learned some magic."

"call out,"

The strong spell light enveloped the enemies with stiff expressions, and then the violent explosion instantly engulfed them, with broken limbs flying everywhere. Soon all the enemies were wiped out.

"That's amazing...Thanks a lot, Mu."

Hailing thanked him softly, but Mu just shook his head.

"I just did what I could do."

"But it's true that you saved me. Without you, I would be a corpse now... By the way, what exactly is that yellow mark? Why does it grant you knowledge?"

"This is a gift from my husband, a mark he left on me, like writing a name on a doll."