The Heroine Mountain! The Beautiful Man of Lanling!

What does the God's look mean?

Why did he take a picture of me... and look down at me?

Just as she was wondering, Cai Yan suddenly widened her dewy eyes, and her cheeks were flushed with an indescribable shyness.

Because she suddenly recalled that tonight, after she and the God "played a duet" inside and outside the door, her mother Cai Jing regained consciousness, and then she walked in curiously...

But Gao Su was holding a filthy military flag and looked at Cai Jing with disdain. Then he patted Cai Jing's head gently. And so...

Cai Jing bit her red lips charmingly and gave Gao Su a seductive look. Then she bent down and happily cleaned the military flags with her red lips in front of Cai Yan!

Does the God want me to... use my mouth?

But I've only sucked flutes... I can't suck a military flag this big... What should I do? What should I do?

Thinking of this, Cai Yan's face turned red as blood. She leaned over and stared at Gao Su blankly, her pupils in her eyes shaking like an earthquake.

At this time, Gao Su frowned and shook his head. Finally, he calmed down a little and barely walked out of the nightmare.

He looked up at Cai Yan's expression and suddenly burst into laughter.

Blame it on me... I was momentarily distracted and mistook Cai Yan for that siren Cai Jing... I thought Cai Yan was like her... I'd just give her a couple of pats on her butt and she'd immediately do whatever I wanted and pose in all sorts of ways...

No one can be rounder, smoother, or smoother than Cai Jing. This is what is meant by roundness and smoothness.

Thinking of this, Gao Su smiled and shook his head, then took Cai Yan's waist in his arms and spun her gently.

"Ah~" Cai Yan was so embarrassed and panicked that she thought Gao Su was going to turn her over and press her under him to kill her on the spot!

but...

Gao Su simply took her gently from his body into his arms, lowered his handsome face, gently lifted the black hair from her forehead with one hand, and gently stroked her rosy cheeks with the other hand, looking at her with eyes full of pity and love.

Cai Yan hadn't expected things to turn out this way. One moment she'd expected to be roughly raped, the next she was being tenderly cared for. This stark difference in treatment made her heart race even faster, like a roller coaster, its small heart throbbing up and down, like a weightless whirlwind...

"I heard what Mr. Cai said just now. I am very grateful that you can understand me, but I don't want to answer for the time being." Gao Su's eyes were calm and gentle, and he stroked Cai Yan's cheek and said slowly.

At this moment, Gao Su had already quietly made an important decision in his heart.

He couldn't let nightmares bother him anymore, because they had become his weakness and a source of worry. But the information in the nightmares was crucial and had to be saved and read at the right time.

Now his memory palace has been destroyed by Guanyin's sudden visit, and he can no longer seal off that nightmare, so he has to find a way...

Give this nightmare to a suitable person and ask her to help you keep this painful memory until the opening of Pandora's Box will no longer endanger anyone... and then give it back to you!

"Ah...ah? Why?" Cai Yan's heart was pounding, and the sound of her heartbeat even reached her ears, like "the sound of a mixed string instrument, and the big and small pearls falling on a jade plate."

At this moment, Cai Yan even wondered if she could compose a song called "Song of the Heart" using the rhythm of her heartbeat.

She didn't even think about whether this "I don't want to answer for now" was hesitation or... a polite refusal?

"Because... we're both lost in this world, so why should we have known each other before? Tonight, while improvising a poem, I realized that you, Mr. Cai... seem like a truly wonderful, eloquent flower. If you're such a flower, why not pick some of it? If you just give it away without any thought, wouldn't that be a waste of nature's gift?"

Gao Su explained with a smile, and as he spoke he gently pinched Cai Yan's nose as if doting on her.

Cai Yan's heartbeat was getting faster and faster, so fast that her head was dizzy and her face was flushed. She could only utter a shameful sound: "No... No way~~~"

The voice that sounded like the sound of nature emitted a lingering and tender sound that was enough to make everyone who heard it instantly lose their heart and lose their soul.

Gao Su's mood was heavy and complex, his eyes gradually shifting from gentle to desolate. "Yes, I, Gao Changgong, would never lie to a beautiful woman... Just like tonight, after I improvised a poem, I nodded gently to Master Cai, and Master Cai suddenly looked relieved and happy, as if we were old friends. I guess he understood my state of mind, didn't he?"

Although Gao Su vaguely felt that Cai Yan was the right person sent from heaven, he was still worried and decided to give her one last test.

Cai Yan, feeling sweetly complimented, lowered her eyes and smiled shyly, "Your Majesty, you are too kind... I only understood your words after I knew your identity. At the time, I felt uncertain and apprehensive, fearing that the Song Dynasty would be overthrown in an instant like the Han Dynasty."

"But the Lord's poem and nod seemed to tell me that this world and its people are your beloved, the apple of your eye, and that you will fight for it even if it means your death! Only then did I feel relieved and began to think about rescuing Jeongji~"

Gao Su's eyes widened slightly upon hearing this. He hadn't expected that Cai Wenji could not only read his love for the empire and its people, but also his dissatisfaction with the Zhao royal family and his ambition to dominate the world!

It seems that she is really suitable~ Then I feel relieved...

"Yes~ That's why I'm so frank and open with Mr. Cai... But it's true that I also have a past... that makes me sad and painful every time I think of it... It's like a nightmare." Gao Su sighed slowly.

"Nightmare? Are you talking about... five hundred years ago?" Cai Yan was shocked when she heard that. Her face flushed red but her eyes widened with dew.

"No, no, this past event only occupies a tiny part of my long life. But it is like a gust of wind blowing through the hall, causing a mountain torrent!" Gao Su shook his head, took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

At this moment, Cai Yan finally realized that Gao Su's words, which were carefully planned... were meant to let her, a sweet talker, help him relieve his "nightmare"!

Furthermore, her intuition told her that the god before her was clearly treating her as a lifeline. However, she was not confident and had not anticipated such a development, so she was still uneasy.

It’s like a special worker who provides door-to-door service, but is stopped by the client when she is about to provide the service, and is asked to act as a psychological counselor and persuade her to change her ways!

Combining Gao Su's domineering CEO outfit at the moment with her sexy JK suit...it's really very appropriate!

So she quickly pressed her soft and delicate body against Gao Su, wanting to give him a little warmth, and her jade-like hands touched his chest, trying to comfort his heart that was sinking deeper and deeper.

Unexpectedly, Gao Su suddenly grasped his delicate hand, hugged her, and gazed at her lovingly, saying, "Mr. Cai... we're all the same! We've all struggled, been lost, and hesitated. I think you're the one who can best understand my state of mind. I hope... you can find the light through the darkness of my story, okay?"

Gao Su stared at Cai Yan with a look of desire and expectation, yet one that would not tolerate rejection.

Cai Yan also realized at this moment that something was wrong, thinking that Gao Su might be about to have a big accident. So as her heartbeat slowed down, she quickly blinked her eyes, swallowed her saliva, and pretended to be calm and said, "God, please tell me. Wen Ji will never tell anyone else."

"Okay, then I'll tell you. First of all, Mr. Cai, you have to be clear about one thing, which is... not only are you a time traveler, I'm also a time traveler. But I'm slightly different from you, because you came from eight hundred years ago, and I'm from a thousand years from now!"

"A thousand years later???"

Cai Yan's eyes widened as she asked in disbelief. Gao Su, however, seemed to be completely calm and composed, his demeanor becoming even more relaxed after he finished speaking.

"Yes, and this story... starts from my childhood."

"I was only five years old then, born in a 'Niangshan Town' populated only by women. For as long as I can remember, I've been without a father or mother, without a single relative. I've been wandering the streets, homeless and timid by nature, never speaking a word to strangers."

"Later, when I was begging, a kind-hearted person took me to an adoption agency, and the agency decided to send me to an orphanage for foster care. But..."

"After I washed myself, I looked incredibly pretty, as innocent and charming as a little girl. And at the time, there was only one orphanage that only took in girls, the 'Good Will Orphanage,' so I was sent there all alone... and that's when my nightmare childhood began!"

"When I first entered the hospital, I discovered that although there were 107 people there, including managers and handymen, I could hardly find anyone my own age. They were all young girls in their teens or twenties, and the only ones who were suspicious were women in their thirties..."

"Although they all claim to be 'misogynistic' and have never been in contact with men since childhood, and even looking at one would make them nauseous, I found that... the way they looked at me was not right. It was like a young ram had sneaked into a pack of female wolves, coveting and greedy for me, hungry and greedy!"

"So this made me panic and uneasy, and I became even more withdrawn. I wouldn't eat or talk, and every day I would just hide in each sister's closet so they couldn't find me! Even if they found me, I would flee in panic and continue hiding in the next closet!"

"Until one day..."

"A sister suddenly said she lost her underwear..."

"Then slowly... more and more sisters said they lost their underwear..."

"Finally...all the sisters said they lost their underwear!"

"So I was completely speechless... The dean caught me and took me to her office for a severe 'lecture'!"

"I still can't forget what she looked like, what she said, or what she did. Because it was my first time, and it was also her first time. But it wasn't the last time for either of us, it was the beginning of a nightmare!"

"I remember she had a teardrop mole at the corner of her eye, and she was gorgeous and charming."

"She held up a cane and wanted to take off my pants and spank me. But she discovered... I had a cane that was even bigger than the one she had, and it was incredibly beautiful, like a white jade ruyi! And it had a fragrance that would make anyone who smelled it feel crazy and infatuated!"

"So... I was pinned down by her, watching her jump around on me like a big white kangaroo even though she was bleeding, watching my pointer being snatched from her pocket and then returned."

"I was very sensitive at the time. I would pee every two slaps, and her pockets would be full of urine. But she was very happy because no matter how much I was peeing, the pointer remained intact, and the urine kept flowing."

"Can you imagine... imagine how much harm that repeated 'robbery' would do to a five-year-old child?!"

"But I said, this is just the beginning of the nightmare."

"Because I 'stole' the underwear of all the older sisters in the compound, they started lining up to 'rob' me one by one in order to 'retaliate' against me. While 'robbing' me, they mocked me as a 'little succubus with a tail in the wrong place'."

"I really don't understand why they're all jumping all over me like giant kangaroos. Everyone's bleeding, everyone's screaming in pain, and the more they 'retaliate' against me the more I'll scream. Yet, they still insist on 'robbing' me!"

"And the most important thing is... once or twice wasn't enough for them! They still weren't happy with the queues! And yet, the more they tried to snatch me, the more excited they became. The more they tried to snatch me, the happier they became. So much so that later on, it went from two people trying to snatch me together, to three, four, five... six... I lost count..."

"Not only that, they also treated me as a 'water dispenser', using my... as water for daily drinking, as skincare, as a swimming pool and hot spring... except for bathing, they used my... for everything..."

"Then I became numb. I just lay there blankly, watching the big sisters sitting on me. Even though it was suffocating, I didn't feel any emotion. I just listened to what they were saying... 'Guanyin Sitting on the Lotus'..."

"At that moment, I remembered this word, and for the rest of my life, I would feel suffocated and dazed when I thought of 'Guanyin', 'sitting', 'lotus platform'... even when a woman climbed on top of me...

"It's just that they seem to have lost interest in my dead fish appearance. They think I'm just a toy, a wooden idol, a puppet. It would be a waste to throw it away, and the collection would just gather dust... So they decided to have more fun with me."

"They started wearing ghost masks and forced me to study and write poetry in fear. Whenever I didn't study seriously, they would sit on my face with the ghost mask on and force me to recite the text in its entirety using the remaining oxygen I had."

"Whenever I didn't meet the academic standards, they would all wear ghost masks and take turns sitting on me. They would sit on me while I ate, slept, and washed... until I met the standards. They even called it 'a sharp sword is forged through constant grinding.'"

"Whenever I didn't like what I was doing, they would use their own hair as pens and write obscene words on my body. They wouldn't let me wash it off, and they would force me to translate it and recite it aloud."

"Whenever my lyrics weren't flowing smoothly, they'd ask me to comb their hair, not just the top, but the bottom as well. If there was even the slightest mess or an ugly comb... they'd ask me to 'smoothe' their rectums, saying that would make it 'smooth'."

"But I had no mood to study or ponder. I was always mediocre. I never even thought about escaping their clutches. I just numbly let myself be toyed with... tortured... humiliated..."

"Until I was twelve years old... until my teaching stick, due to long-term congestion... turned into a treasure like a white jade ruyi with rubies embedded in it... turned into a pastry like a white glutinous rice stick with strawberries on it... there was no going back..."

"But..."

"One day when I was twelve, the dean suddenly gave me leave and took me out to play... That was probably the happiest day of my life."

"I remember that she was very gentle and considerate that day, just like a mother. She not only met all my little requests, such as not touching me outside... kissing me outside... sitting on me outside..."

"He also took me to the amusement park and showed me all the rides, took me to eat ice cream for the first time in my life, took me to take my first photo, and took me to see my first movie. The movie was called... 'The Truman Show'!"

"It was not until late at night that we dragged our exhausted bodies back to the Good Orphanage..."

"I thought my nightmare was about to begin again. At that moment, for some reason, I started to be afraid to go back... I wanted to stay outside... I wanted the dean to treat me like a mother again... I wanted... I wanted... I wanted to watch 'The Truman Show' again!"

"But...that night, the dean didn't sit with me, nor did any other older sister. Instead, she lay beside me, humming a lullaby, gently caressing my chest and back, and even undressed me...and fed me..."

"I was very sleepy and confused, but my mouth was moving subconsciously..."

"That was the first time I was truly nurtured by my mother like a child... Even though my mother was fake... Even though I knew she would overturn this tenderness tomorrow... Even though I knew I was... an orphan... I was still very happy!"

"Half asleep and half awake... I heard 'Mom' whispering in my ear..."

"Son, why do we fall? Because we need to learn how to get back up. And those who are high up... often overlook the magnificent landscape and boast of their lofty ideals, but over time, they gradually lose their way. Only when you hit rock bottom do you see the suffering of all beings and yearn for the light beyond."

"Even though you've always been pinned down like a pony, you shouldn't only be looking at the leaping kangaroos, but also the blue sky and white clouds above them. So you must grow up, ride them across the grasslands, and chase your own blue sea and blue sky..."

"I don't know if these words were spoken by the mother in my dream, but from that day on, I had hope and dreams. I hope... that the dean can take me out to play again. I dream... that the dean can treat me like a mother again..."

"So I started studying hard, and I worked hard on my writing. Even if I made mistakes and was punished by the older sisters, I would suppress my fear and do everything I could to improve, pass the tests, and get good grades."

"In the physical education and martial arts classes that were later introduced, he achieved outstanding results thanks to his excellent physique and talent."

"Because my grades improved and my body became stronger, the older sisters had no reason not to have the energy to 'rob' me anymore. So they started using all kinds of small prizes and requests to trade with me for my body."

"But I ignored their prizes and requests. I just asked them to stop wearing the ghost face masks and stop sitting on me because I wanted to be on top. Then they went to speak well of me and asked the dean to take me out."

"All of this is just to ask the dean to take me out for a happy outing, to ask her to love me like a mother again..."

"But unfortunately, the dean never took me out again, and never treated me like a mother again."

"I was heartbroken, in pain, and desperate. I went to her office and threatened her with my grades and physical strength, pleaded with her with words and rhetoric, and bribed her with my body and my service, but... it was all... useless!"

"She just told me coldly that if I wanted to go out, I could go out by myself, and if I wanted my mother, I could go find my own mother!"

"At that moment... I was confused again..."

"How can I get out by myself? I don't think I've ever thought about going out by myself..."

"How can I find my mother? I don't think I've ever seen her and I don't have any clues about her..."

"But the dean's words planted a seed in my heart. Since then, I have wanted to go out on my own more and more and more and want to find my mother more and more."

“So, I started thinking of a solution.”

"I began surveying the terrain of the Good Orphanage, searching for an escape route that would evade the sight of the handyman sisters. I began actively trying to please the sisters, flirting with them and trying to get clues to escape."

"I have to say, although my body is both my curse and my gift."

"It only took me a month, working tirelessly from morning till night, to have all 106 of the hospital's older sisters, except for the dean, fall head over heels in love with me. I don't know why... maybe I'm just more proactive and better at it?"

"In short, I escaped from the orphanage with the help of 106 older sisters with almost no effort. But the price I paid was that I had to sneak back to see them from time to time, or secretly make appointments to meet with them."

"But this is a piece of cake for me. Even if all 106 of them come at me, I can handle it easily. It's just a test of the bed's durability."

"From then on, I relied on the ability to read people's expressions that I developed in the orphanage, my invincible body and appearance, my good literary skills, and my outstanding martial arts..."

"I've managed to live in seclusion in a small town, and I've got a cushy job making a living... which is hooking up with rich, hungry women online."

"I don't know why, but all the rich women I hooked up with were from small towns, and they were all mature and beautiful... and they were all virgins? But I don't care, because I have more important things to do!"

"That means finding my own mother!"

"As far as I can remember, there's been no trace of my mother, so it's been incredibly difficult to find her. But I'm not stupid. I realized that since I was abandoned in a small town, my mother must have some connection to it."

"So I used the funds provided by the wealthy women, my own body, and my flirting skills to bribe the female police officers of the local Public Security Bureau. Although the female police officers were all virgins, which was a bit strange, I still managed to retrieve the household registration information of the women in the town... But what was even stranger was that none of them had spouses or fathers..."

"This is the first time I've started to doubt this town. How can a woman give birth without a spouse? How can a child be born without a father? And their household registration information is so uniform, it's as illusory as something out of a novel..."